The Whole World Is My Crematorium

For a long time, in the eyes of Xiao Yu's case, [all] is undoubtedly the chief culprit for his tragic end in the first half of his life.This inexplicable thing controlled his life, restricted his freedom, and made his life extremely aggrieved.He fantasized more than once, how happy he would be if he didn't have [all].

[Both] I said before leaving that it exists to help him complete his predetermined fate and calamity.If the way of heaven is really inviolable, is [all] still harming him?

The memories of his childhood were lost in all directions, and from the moment he had memories, 【all】had always been in his body. [Both] What I have said to him is far more than Li Xianting and Mu Yingyang.For him who was ignorant when he was young, [Have] is both a teacher and a friend, a trustworthy partner.His ability to grow into his current personality has something to do with [Have].

If [All] hadn't reminded him not to have any sincerity towards anyone, he wouldn't be the Xiao Yu case he is now.Like the life he just saw, he will be cruelly trampled on by people he cares about one after another.

He will respect and love Li Xianting, will treat Mu Yingyang as his own younger brother and dote on him, will call Xiao Du "brother" for the rest of his life, and will have a vague affection for Gu Louyin.

Then, he was abandoned, slandered, used, blood was taken, his body weakened and his heart died, he saw through the world of mortals, and finally died on Dongguan Mountain.

Because of the existence of [All], although he has experienced all this, he is in a completely different state of mind.His body was tortured out of shape, but his heart never died.He wants to live, wants to get rid of [all], get rid of entangled people and things, and live freely.

If everything he was about to experience had already been written in his fate, and he couldn't hide no matter what, then [All] was not hurting him, but saving him.

If his fate really ended on Dongguan Mountain, then every moment he lives now should not belong to him.

[Both] What the hell is it... and who spied on his fate, and in order to keep him alive, he did not hesitate to deceive the heavens and act against the heavens?

Xiao Yuan took a deep breath, sucked in the icy lake water, and coughed violently and silently.

All the light particles penetrated into his body, and there was a chaotic darkness in front of his eyes.In the boundless silence, he heard someone calling his nickname softly:

Yu, Yu...

Xiao Yu'an opened his lips, "Master..."

That gentle voice suddenly disappeared, replaced by another familiar voice: "Xiao Yu's case."

Xiao Yu'an suddenly opened his eyes, and a pale jade face came into view, and the clear breath surrounded him, making his beating heart gradually calm down.

Gu Louyin didn't ask him anything, just hugged him and looked at him, as if he was going to disappear in the next moment.

Xiao Yuan held his hand and said, "I'm fine." Gu Louyin's palm was colder than usual.

Gu Louyin made a "hmm" sound, tightened his arms, and buried his face into Xiao Yu'an's neck.

Xiao Yu'an felt that his body was trembling imperceptibly, forced a smile, and said, "I just accidentally fell into the lake, how did I scare you like this?"

Gu Louyin stabilized his mind and said, "Lake? You didn't fall into the lake."

"Then I am..."

"You suddenly lost consciousness."

Xiao Yu'an looked down at his clothes, and sure enough, it was done. "This lake is indeed extraordinary." He said, "Have you seen it? It belongs to your heaven."

Gu Louyin said: "No."

"It seems that you are not destined for heaven."

Gu Louyin asked: "Did you see it?"

Xiao Yu'an nodded, "But I only see the past, not the future."

Gu Louyin thought for a while and said, "What a beggar sees is the future."

Xiao Yu'an's eyes darkened slightly, "That's because he has a future."

Gu Louyin felt a little uneasy, "What do you mean?"

Xiao Yu'an was noncommittal, and turned his gaze to the lake again.Gu Louyin blocked his eyes and said, "Don't look."

Xiao Yu'an pretended to be relaxed and smiled: "Okay, don't watch it. Let's go back."

When the two returned to the inn in Lizhou, they happened to see the little beggar again.The waiter did what he said, and this time he directly poured hot water on them.Fortunately, the little beggar escaped quickly.

Xiao Yuan stopped the little beggar and asked, "Didn't I give you money before, why are you still begging here?"

The little beggar's eyes lit up, "Grandfather!"

"Don't be gracious, I'm asking you something."

The little beggar said embarrassingly: "I took the silver to Aunt Sun to see a doctor."

Xiao Yu'an laughed, "You come in with me."

The waiter heard the words and wondered: "Guest officer, this... this is not very good. Letting a beggar enter the store will affect other customers."

Xiao Yu'an said: "I'll just take him back to his room. You go and prepare some good dishes and send them over."

With Xiao Yuan at his side, the little beggar entered the inn arrogantly.

After the dishes were all served, Xiao Yuan said, "Let's eat."

The little beggar was flattered: "Is it really edible?"

Xiao Yu'an smiled and nodded, and the little beggar immediately devoured it.When he was almost done eating, Xiao Yuan asked: "You said earlier that you saw two 'immortals' inviting you to dinner in your dream. Do they look like this?"

"Ah?" The little beggar subconsciously raised his head with his mouth full of meat, and was stunned for a moment.

Gu Louyin took off his hood, and his long silver hair hung down on his chest.Xiao Yu'an also returned to his original appearance, looking at him with a half-smile.

The little beggar swallowed his food, and was so excited that he spoke incoherently: "You, you..."

Judging from his reaction, Xiao Yu'an knew the answer.He asked, "What else did you see besides us?"

The two people in front of him each had their own good looks, and the little beggar couldn't tell which one was better-looking, but he liked the black-haired one better, because the other white-haired one had no expression on his face, and he looked really hard to get close to.

Xiao Yu'an said, "I'm asking you something."

The little beggar recovered and said, "I... I forgot."

Xiao Yuan said: "You have always been in your dreams, right?"

The little beggar said blankly: "I have always been there... What does this mean?"

Xiao Yu'an put it in a simpler way: "Everything you saw in your dream was seen with your own eyes?"

The little beggar said: "Of course."

Xiao Yu'an narrowed his eyes, "I see."

After the little beggar was full, Xiao Yuan sent him away.Gu Louyin said: "In the lake, you can only see your own fate?"

"It should be like this," Xiao Yu'an thoughtfully, "So what Li Xianting sees should be his own future. But I always feel that something is not right..."

He had a premonition that what Li Xianting saw must be related to him.

Gu Louyin couldn't help but said, "What did you see in the lake?"

Xiao Yu'an was contemplative, and suddenly opened his eyes wide, and said, "I have a memory, which was taken away by someone."

Gu Louyin said: "You mean, your childhood memories?"

Xiao Yu'an's heartbeat began to speed up, "It seems that since I can remember, I have had Li Xianting by my side. Before that, my memory was completely blank."

Gu Louyin said: "Xuan Lezong has a secret method that can retrieve lost memories."

Before the Xiao Yu case, Xiao Du had also heard about it, but he was not interested in remembering how close he was to Xiao Du when he was a child, so he refused to retrieve his memory.but now……

"Let's go," Xiao Yuan said, "Let's go to the Xuanle Sect and congratulate Young Sect Master Shen in advance."