The Whole World Is My Crematorium
Chapter 92
Xiao Du repeated slowly: "As long as he is." The short three words seemed to divide the people in this world into two categories: Gu Louyin and others.
"Heh." Xiao Du laughed again, but there was no smile in his eyes, instead there were jokes and self-deprecation.Swapping hearts with Xiao Yu's case meant bearing the pain of Hehuan Gu for him, and Jindan and cultivation might also be affected.This is not a good thing, most people would just avoid it like a snake and a scorpion, but he has always regarded being able to change his mind with Xiao Yu's case as a reward, a kind of salvation.As long as Xiao Yu'an agrees to change his mind, it proves that he has forgiven himself and is not angry anymore.
He waited for so long, and he tried his best to restrain himself, not forcing Xiao Yu'an to accept it, but Xiao Yu'an still refused to give him this chance.
"Acacia Gu was made by me, why did Ah Yu go to someone else?" Xiao Du suppressed the turbulent emotions, and said as gently as possible, "Shouldn't I pay the debt I owe?"
Xiao Yu'an said: "You have passed."
Xiao Du was startled.
"I said after the Heart-Protecting Mantra came true, we're both settled." Before Xiao Du could speak, Xiao Yu'an added: "Brother."
Xiao Du closed his eyes.Once upon a time, in his dreams, he wanted to hear Xiao Yu'an call him brother.Now he has got his wish, but what occupies his chest is only unspeakable sadness.
"I don't understand," Xiao Du said, "In terms of harm to you, Gu Louyin is no less than me. You can forgive him, accept him, and even accept his heart. You can only accept your fate perfunctorily for me. You allow him to make mistakes , why can't I be allowed to make mistakes?"
Xiao Yu's case fell into deep thought, he had never thought about this question.
Xiao Du is not wrong, even if Gu Louyin was forced, the harm done to him back then is real and cannot be erased.He "killed" Xiao Du once before he reluctantly recognized his brother for the sake of the overall situation.He said he was clean, but he and Xiao Du knew very well that it was impossible for them to start over, let alone go back to the past.
On the other hand, Gu Louyin was bewitched because of him, his hair was white, he lost his life and turned against his teacher, and he was foolishly summoning his soul on the snow mountain... It sounds pretty miserable, but neither Mu Yingyang nor Xiao Du knew it. How much better than him.Why was he only interested in Gu Louyin?
The answer is simple.
"Because I'm partial." Xiao Yu'an said lightly, "People who are favored will always have privileges."
Xiao Du was so blocked that he couldn't speak.He could bear Xiao Yu's plot to take his life, and one day he would not blame him if he really died at his hands, and would only ask him if he was tired of killing people.This is the privilege he gave to Xiao Yu's case.
Gu Louyin's case to Xiao Yu was just like Xiao Yu's case to him.
It turned out that he had lost from the very beginning.
Xiao Du suddenly said: "I don't accept it."
Xiao Yu'an said "Oh" indifferently.
"You should have heard what Mu Yingyang and I said just now."
Xiao Yu'an didn't know what Xiao Du wanted to say again, so he got a little impatient, "Yes."
"If it is Gu Louyin who came to propose marriage today, then I can give him the words intact." Xiao Du said, "Gu Louyin, he is not worthy."
Xiao Yu'an smiled, "Although I call you 'brother', you don't have to act like a brother like a father. It's not up to you to make decisions about my marriage."
"If you only talk about love and moon with him...you can do whatever you want." Every time Xiao Du uttered a word, his heart felt like a knife was twisting, "But if you want to become a Taoist partner with him, unless you kill me again."
Xiao Yuan frowned.
Just because two people have skin-to-skin contact doesn't mean they are Taoist couples.For a cultivator, the Taoist companion is the only one in this life, loyal and determined.In other words, he is sleeping with Gu Louyin now, but it is not impossible to sleep with someone else.But if he and Gu Louyin became Taoist couples, leaving his imprint and blood in his body and then sleeping with others... that's fine, but he would be punished by the Dao of Heaven, and maybe he would lose a year of cultivation.At that time, even if you want to dissolve the relationship with the Taoist couple, you will have to suffer from the marrow and bones.
Since ancient times, there are not a few men and women who have become Taoist couples because of the deep love at the moment. I don't know how many people have persisted in Xiao Yu's case for a lifetime.Perhaps for them, it was the heavy constraint of the word "Taoist Companion" that made them come to the end.
Xiao Yu'an hadn't thought of this level yet, it was a bit far away for him and Gu Louyin at present.
Seeing that Xiao Yu'an did not speak, Xiao Du's eyes flickered for a moment, "Still, you have already..."
Xiao Yu'an said: "Not yet." Gu Louyin never mentioned this matter, and he didn't do anything special when he was in love with him.
Xiao Du said in a deep voice: "Temporarily?"
"No one can tell what will happen next."
Xiao Du stared at Xiao Yu's case, and said: "Ayu, listen carefully. I can accept that you don't want me. But I can't accept that you are with Gu Louyin or Mu Yingyang. I don't deserve it, and they don't deserve it. Not worthy."
Xiao Yu'an snickered, "According to what you mean, as long as my Taoist companion has never hurt me, you can accept it?"
Xiao Du said "yes" lightly.
Xiao Yuan shook his head, "I don't understand you."
Xiao Du's eyes turned red, he gritted his teeth and said, "Even if it's not me, it can't be someone who hurt you."
Knowing that it would be useless to talk too much, Xiao Yu said calmly, "I'm leaving."
Xiao Du stopped him: "Ayu."
Xiao Yu'an stopped and looked back at him.
"If you need it," Xiao Du said with difficulty, "I can find you a lover who is worthy of you."
"Thank you," Xiao Yu'an said, "but I only want him."
When Xiao Yu'an returned to the room, he didn't see Gu Louyin, but he saw the note Gu Louyin left for him. There was only a simple sentence on it: If you have something to go out, wait for me.
Gu Louyin's handwriting is the same as his swordsmanship, smooth and flowing, pleasing to the eye.
But, besides him, what else could Gu Louyin do?Isn't he the biggest thing for Gu Louyin?
The note did not say where he was going or when he would be back.Xiao Yu's case was not worried about him, but he was a little puzzled.
After nightfall, Gu Louyin has not come back yet.Xiao Yu'an was lying on the bed alone, sleeping soundly.
But on the third night after Gu Louyin left, he began to feel a little sleepless, and couldn't help thinking wildly: Could it be that Gu Louyin just fell asleep and ran away.It was a bit too sudden to leave, although no one could hurt Gu Louyin with his cultivation level, but he would go away for several days, and two days later he would really start to worry.
While tossing and turning, Xiao Yu'an heard a knock on the door and immediately sat up, "Who?"
"Senior brother...it's me." Mu Yingyang's voice was obviously drunk, and Xiao Yu'an suspected that he hadn't been sober for a while.
Xiao Yu'an lay down again and said, "I've already fallen asleep."
Mu Yingyang stopped talking, and still stood at the door.
Xiao Yu'an thought about it, but still lifted the quilt and got out of bed.Opening the door, the strong smell of alcohol rushed towards him.Looking at Mu Yingyang's red eyes, Xiao Yu'an said indifferently: "I don't want to talk to the drunk. What's the matter with you, let's talk about it when you wake up."
Xiao Yu'an wanted to close the door, but Mu Yingyang stretched out his hand to hold the door, almost crying out of grievance. "Brother, I beg you, don't drive me away. I'm willing to do anything for you, I...I like you..."
Xiao Yu'an rubbed between his brows, "But I don't like you."
Mu Yingyang said stubbornly: "No, it's impossible. Brother was so kind to me before, better than everyone else."
"I didn't really treat you well." Xiao Yuan said lazily, "Even if I used to treat you well, did you cherish it?"
Mu Yingyang said in a daze: "I... But I have changed it. I have never said bad things to my senior brother, nor have I made my senior brother angry anymore."
"You have changed, but it has nothing to do with me not liking you."
Mu Yingyang asked cautiously: "Then what should I do so that senior brother will like me?"
"It's useless to do anything."
Mu Yingyang's eyes widened, with tears in their sockets.
"Go back." Xiao Yu'an said cruel words in a calm voice, "If you are still in my room so late, if he finds out," Xiao Yu'an lowered his head and smiled, "I have to coax him again."
Mu Yingyang grabbed Xiao Yu'an's shoulder fiercely, and said frantically: "Brother is mine, mine! No one can take it away..."
Just as Xiao Yu'an was about to throw someone out, someone was faster than him.
Mu Yingyang saw that his hands were covered with a layer of frost, and suddenly withdrew them.
The silver-haired sword repair stood at the door expressionlessly, bringing a chill.
Xiao Yu'an breathed a sigh of relief: "You know come back."
Gu Louyin nodded lightly, then glanced at Mu Yingyang, and said, "Get lost."
Mu Yingyang opened his mouth, but before he could speak, a gust of wind pushed him out of the door, and the door slammed shut in front of him.
Xiao Yu put away Bi Hai Chaosheng and said, "I thought you guys were going to fight again."
"will not."
"Oh? Your temper has changed?"
"You don't like it."
Xiao Yu'an said coolly: "It's not just that I don't like it, I'm almost bored to death, okay?" It's because the pressure Yunjiange put on them is too little to fight and fight for him all day long.
Gu Louyin said: "I won't fight with them."
"Good boy." Xiao Yu'an looked Gu Louyin up and down, but found nothing unusual.He asked, "Where have you been these few days?"
Gu Louyin said: "Forget Chuanhai."
Xiao Yu'an was confused, "What are you doing there?"
"Bi Hai Chao Sheng was sent to you by Xiao Du."
"Yeah, so?"
Gu Louyin stretched out his hand and spread out his palm, Xiao Yu'an saw a crystal clear azure blue bead. "This is……"
"Ice crystals from the Forgotten River Sea."
Bihai Chaosheng is smelted from ice crystals.So Gu Louyin disappeared for several days in order to find the ice crystals in Wangchuanhai?In the end, he was found? !Ice crystals, like Qingyan, are ancient relics. Although they are not unique like Qingyan, they are also priceless, and they are rare once in a hundred years—what kind of luck is Gu Louyin.
"I searched for three days and only found this one." Gu Louyin pursed her lips, "I will help you find it later."
Xiao Yu'an's heart seemed to be scratched by something.
Gu Louyin's tone seemed a little uncomfortable: "When I was on the snow mountain, I was lucky enough to have some savings. Although it is not as good as Xing Tianzong, but..." Gu Louyin paused, and finally said: "What do you want? , I can find it for you."
Xiao Yuan bent his lips and smiled.He didn't touch the ice crystal that Gu Louyin found so hard, but cupped his cheek and asked, "Have you been looking for it for a long time?"
Gu Louyin looked down at him, "Yes."
"Thank you." Xiao Yu'an raised his head and gave Gu Louyin a kiss.
The other party responded quickly.It was obviously not enough just to say no, Xiao Yuan sat on Gu Louyin and asked: "You have consumed a lot of spiritual power these days, you must be very tired. Do you want to change me..."
Gu Louyin said: "It's enough for you."
"Heh." Xiao Du laughed again, but there was no smile in his eyes, instead there were jokes and self-deprecation.Swapping hearts with Xiao Yu's case meant bearing the pain of Hehuan Gu for him, and Jindan and cultivation might also be affected.This is not a good thing, most people would just avoid it like a snake and a scorpion, but he has always regarded being able to change his mind with Xiao Yu's case as a reward, a kind of salvation.As long as Xiao Yu'an agrees to change his mind, it proves that he has forgiven himself and is not angry anymore.
He waited for so long, and he tried his best to restrain himself, not forcing Xiao Yu'an to accept it, but Xiao Yu'an still refused to give him this chance.
"Acacia Gu was made by me, why did Ah Yu go to someone else?" Xiao Du suppressed the turbulent emotions, and said as gently as possible, "Shouldn't I pay the debt I owe?"
Xiao Yu'an said: "You have passed."
Xiao Du was startled.
"I said after the Heart-Protecting Mantra came true, we're both settled." Before Xiao Du could speak, Xiao Yu'an added: "Brother."
Xiao Du closed his eyes.Once upon a time, in his dreams, he wanted to hear Xiao Yu'an call him brother.Now he has got his wish, but what occupies his chest is only unspeakable sadness.
"I don't understand," Xiao Du said, "In terms of harm to you, Gu Louyin is no less than me. You can forgive him, accept him, and even accept his heart. You can only accept your fate perfunctorily for me. You allow him to make mistakes , why can't I be allowed to make mistakes?"
Xiao Yu's case fell into deep thought, he had never thought about this question.
Xiao Du is not wrong, even if Gu Louyin was forced, the harm done to him back then is real and cannot be erased.He "killed" Xiao Du once before he reluctantly recognized his brother for the sake of the overall situation.He said he was clean, but he and Xiao Du knew very well that it was impossible for them to start over, let alone go back to the past.
On the other hand, Gu Louyin was bewitched because of him, his hair was white, he lost his life and turned against his teacher, and he was foolishly summoning his soul on the snow mountain... It sounds pretty miserable, but neither Mu Yingyang nor Xiao Du knew it. How much better than him.Why was he only interested in Gu Louyin?
The answer is simple.
"Because I'm partial." Xiao Yu'an said lightly, "People who are favored will always have privileges."
Xiao Du was so blocked that he couldn't speak.He could bear Xiao Yu's plot to take his life, and one day he would not blame him if he really died at his hands, and would only ask him if he was tired of killing people.This is the privilege he gave to Xiao Yu's case.
Gu Louyin's case to Xiao Yu was just like Xiao Yu's case to him.
It turned out that he had lost from the very beginning.
Xiao Du suddenly said: "I don't accept it."
Xiao Yu'an said "Oh" indifferently.
"You should have heard what Mu Yingyang and I said just now."
Xiao Yu'an didn't know what Xiao Du wanted to say again, so he got a little impatient, "Yes."
"If it is Gu Louyin who came to propose marriage today, then I can give him the words intact." Xiao Du said, "Gu Louyin, he is not worthy."
Xiao Yu'an smiled, "Although I call you 'brother', you don't have to act like a brother like a father. It's not up to you to make decisions about my marriage."
"If you only talk about love and moon with him...you can do whatever you want." Every time Xiao Du uttered a word, his heart felt like a knife was twisting, "But if you want to become a Taoist partner with him, unless you kill me again."
Xiao Yuan frowned.
Just because two people have skin-to-skin contact doesn't mean they are Taoist couples.For a cultivator, the Taoist companion is the only one in this life, loyal and determined.In other words, he is sleeping with Gu Louyin now, but it is not impossible to sleep with someone else.But if he and Gu Louyin became Taoist couples, leaving his imprint and blood in his body and then sleeping with others... that's fine, but he would be punished by the Dao of Heaven, and maybe he would lose a year of cultivation.At that time, even if you want to dissolve the relationship with the Taoist couple, you will have to suffer from the marrow and bones.
Since ancient times, there are not a few men and women who have become Taoist couples because of the deep love at the moment. I don't know how many people have persisted in Xiao Yu's case for a lifetime.Perhaps for them, it was the heavy constraint of the word "Taoist Companion" that made them come to the end.
Xiao Yu'an hadn't thought of this level yet, it was a bit far away for him and Gu Louyin at present.
Seeing that Xiao Yu'an did not speak, Xiao Du's eyes flickered for a moment, "Still, you have already..."
Xiao Yu'an said: "Not yet." Gu Louyin never mentioned this matter, and he didn't do anything special when he was in love with him.
Xiao Du said in a deep voice: "Temporarily?"
"No one can tell what will happen next."
Xiao Du stared at Xiao Yu's case, and said: "Ayu, listen carefully. I can accept that you don't want me. But I can't accept that you are with Gu Louyin or Mu Yingyang. I don't deserve it, and they don't deserve it. Not worthy."
Xiao Yu'an snickered, "According to what you mean, as long as my Taoist companion has never hurt me, you can accept it?"
Xiao Du said "yes" lightly.
Xiao Yuan shook his head, "I don't understand you."
Xiao Du's eyes turned red, he gritted his teeth and said, "Even if it's not me, it can't be someone who hurt you."
Knowing that it would be useless to talk too much, Xiao Yu said calmly, "I'm leaving."
Xiao Du stopped him: "Ayu."
Xiao Yu'an stopped and looked back at him.
"If you need it," Xiao Du said with difficulty, "I can find you a lover who is worthy of you."
"Thank you," Xiao Yu'an said, "but I only want him."
When Xiao Yu'an returned to the room, he didn't see Gu Louyin, but he saw the note Gu Louyin left for him. There was only a simple sentence on it: If you have something to go out, wait for me.
Gu Louyin's handwriting is the same as his swordsmanship, smooth and flowing, pleasing to the eye.
But, besides him, what else could Gu Louyin do?Isn't he the biggest thing for Gu Louyin?
The note did not say where he was going or when he would be back.Xiao Yu's case was not worried about him, but he was a little puzzled.
After nightfall, Gu Louyin has not come back yet.Xiao Yu'an was lying on the bed alone, sleeping soundly.
But on the third night after Gu Louyin left, he began to feel a little sleepless, and couldn't help thinking wildly: Could it be that Gu Louyin just fell asleep and ran away.It was a bit too sudden to leave, although no one could hurt Gu Louyin with his cultivation level, but he would go away for several days, and two days later he would really start to worry.
While tossing and turning, Xiao Yu'an heard a knock on the door and immediately sat up, "Who?"
"Senior brother...it's me." Mu Yingyang's voice was obviously drunk, and Xiao Yu'an suspected that he hadn't been sober for a while.
Xiao Yu'an lay down again and said, "I've already fallen asleep."
Mu Yingyang stopped talking, and still stood at the door.
Xiao Yu'an thought about it, but still lifted the quilt and got out of bed.Opening the door, the strong smell of alcohol rushed towards him.Looking at Mu Yingyang's red eyes, Xiao Yu'an said indifferently: "I don't want to talk to the drunk. What's the matter with you, let's talk about it when you wake up."
Xiao Yu'an wanted to close the door, but Mu Yingyang stretched out his hand to hold the door, almost crying out of grievance. "Brother, I beg you, don't drive me away. I'm willing to do anything for you, I...I like you..."
Xiao Yu'an rubbed between his brows, "But I don't like you."
Mu Yingyang said stubbornly: "No, it's impossible. Brother was so kind to me before, better than everyone else."
"I didn't really treat you well." Xiao Yuan said lazily, "Even if I used to treat you well, did you cherish it?"
Mu Yingyang said in a daze: "I... But I have changed it. I have never said bad things to my senior brother, nor have I made my senior brother angry anymore."
"You have changed, but it has nothing to do with me not liking you."
Mu Yingyang asked cautiously: "Then what should I do so that senior brother will like me?"
"It's useless to do anything."
Mu Yingyang's eyes widened, with tears in their sockets.
"Go back." Xiao Yu'an said cruel words in a calm voice, "If you are still in my room so late, if he finds out," Xiao Yu'an lowered his head and smiled, "I have to coax him again."
Mu Yingyang grabbed Xiao Yu'an's shoulder fiercely, and said frantically: "Brother is mine, mine! No one can take it away..."
Just as Xiao Yu'an was about to throw someone out, someone was faster than him.
Mu Yingyang saw that his hands were covered with a layer of frost, and suddenly withdrew them.
The silver-haired sword repair stood at the door expressionlessly, bringing a chill.
Xiao Yu'an breathed a sigh of relief: "You know come back."
Gu Louyin nodded lightly, then glanced at Mu Yingyang, and said, "Get lost."
Mu Yingyang opened his mouth, but before he could speak, a gust of wind pushed him out of the door, and the door slammed shut in front of him.
Xiao Yu put away Bi Hai Chaosheng and said, "I thought you guys were going to fight again."
"will not."
"Oh? Your temper has changed?"
"You don't like it."
Xiao Yu'an said coolly: "It's not just that I don't like it, I'm almost bored to death, okay?" It's because the pressure Yunjiange put on them is too little to fight and fight for him all day long.
Gu Louyin said: "I won't fight with them."
"Good boy." Xiao Yu'an looked Gu Louyin up and down, but found nothing unusual.He asked, "Where have you been these few days?"
Gu Louyin said: "Forget Chuanhai."
Xiao Yu'an was confused, "What are you doing there?"
"Bi Hai Chao Sheng was sent to you by Xiao Du."
"Yeah, so?"
Gu Louyin stretched out his hand and spread out his palm, Xiao Yu'an saw a crystal clear azure blue bead. "This is……"
"Ice crystals from the Forgotten River Sea."
Bihai Chaosheng is smelted from ice crystals.So Gu Louyin disappeared for several days in order to find the ice crystals in Wangchuanhai?In the end, he was found? !Ice crystals, like Qingyan, are ancient relics. Although they are not unique like Qingyan, they are also priceless, and they are rare once in a hundred years—what kind of luck is Gu Louyin.
"I searched for three days and only found this one." Gu Louyin pursed her lips, "I will help you find it later."
Xiao Yu'an's heart seemed to be scratched by something.
Gu Louyin's tone seemed a little uncomfortable: "When I was on the snow mountain, I was lucky enough to have some savings. Although it is not as good as Xing Tianzong, but..." Gu Louyin paused, and finally said: "What do you want? , I can find it for you."
Xiao Yuan bent his lips and smiled.He didn't touch the ice crystal that Gu Louyin found so hard, but cupped his cheek and asked, "Have you been looking for it for a long time?"
Gu Louyin looked down at him, "Yes."
"Thank you." Xiao Yu'an raised his head and gave Gu Louyin a kiss.
The other party responded quickly.It was obviously not enough just to say no, Xiao Yuan sat on Gu Louyin and asked: "You have consumed a lot of spiritual power these days, you must be very tired. Do you want to change me..."
Gu Louyin said: "It's enough for you."
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