The Whole World Is My Crematorium

Every time Xiao Yu'an uttered a word, Xiao Du's tremor increased.

Why bother.He has searched for so many years, and after finding the younger brother who he wished to hold in the palm of his hand, after learning about their relationship, he only had these three words in an understatement.

Why bother.

He thought that Xiao Yu's case would shock him, he would yell, he would shoot him, and maybe his eyes would turn red from grievance.It turned out to be nothing.The fact that they are brothers, in Xiao Yu'an's heart, is not even comparable to Mu Yingyang's hand.

Recently, he has been able to control his emotions in front of Xiao Yu'an very well. As long as Xiao Yu'an continues to be obedient and docile, he can even deceive himself with this peaceful illusion.But now, Xiao Yu's simple words once again easily made his mind flustered and his emotions surged.

Remorse, embarrassment, disappointment, irritability, jealousy, and uneasiness rushed into Xiao Du's heart at the same time, the wound on his left shoulder was painful, and several cracks appeared on the cup he was holding in his palm.Xiao Du suppressed his anger, and said to Xiao Yu'an as calmly as possible: "Why, why do you ask me? Ayu, your parents and my family are all dead. You are the only... the only person I care about in this world."

Xiao Yu'an seemed to have heard a big joke, his eyes were a little sore from laughing. "Of course you care about me. I'm your younger brother. If I'm not your younger brother, would you still care?"

Xiao Du looked at him fixedly, "Yes."

"You won't." Xiao Yu'an said, "You will cast a voodoo on me, you will throw me to other people, and you will try your best to use me."

Xiao Du couldn't argue with his words.Everything that Xiao Yu'an said was done by him himself.How would he tell his Ayu, in fact, as early as that time, he had already had a deep-rooted love for him, but he didn't want to admit it, dared not admit it, that's why he ended up like this.

Xiao Du closed his eyes, and said: "Ayu, my love for you in those six months may not have been sincere."

Xiao Yuan smiled, "I believe it. Even if it is a dog, when the owner feeds it, he probably really wants it to be happy. After you found out that Xiao Rong is not your younger brother, throw him into a water prison and let him suffer. Torture, in comparison, is much better for me. I am here to thank the Lord."

Xiao Du forbearance said: "You must say that about me, you must say that about yourself? If I only care about my younger brother, why did I search for you for two years, and why did I want to be on the nine-tone conch..."

"I don't know," Xiao Yu'an interrupted him blankly, "I don't want to know either. You can tell me about my background, but it won't change anything."

Xiao Du was silent for a moment, then said softly: "Really. Then do you want to know how your mother died."

Xiao Yu'an's face froze.

"There's also things about our childhood, how the Xiao family died, and how we separated—don't you want to know?"

Xiao Yu's case can't fool himself, he thought.He was brought up by Li Xianting, and in his childhood memory, there were only Li Xianting and Mu Yingyang.He almost doesn't remember anything before that, he doesn't remember the names and appearance of his parents, he doesn't remember what happened when he was a child, but he still vaguely remembers that he has an older brother.

He remembered that his brother was very tall, and he had to raise his head to see his face; he remembered that his brother loved to wear red clothes, and when he ran after him, he could always see his swaying hem.

Xiao Yu'an raised his hand to cover his eyes, and said in a low voice, "Why did you admit your mistake?"

Xiao Du said in a deep voice: "Someone is making arrangements. From Xiao Rong to your father's grave, everything is in that person's scheme."

"But aren't you very capable, aren't you omnipotent, such an important brother, why did you admit your mistake?! It's not enough for you to be blind once, and you have to be blind for a second time? If, if you don't admit your mistake, then I...then I really have a brother..."

At the end of Xiao Yu's case, his voice trembled slightly.Xiao Du hasn't seen him losing control of his emotions for a long time.He had always wanted to break Xiao Yu's apparent calmness and see what was going on in his heart.Now he got what he wanted and forced Xiao Yu's case to reveal his emotions, but he was the one who suffered the most.

Xiao Yu's indifference, sarcasm, sarcasm, and even the pain caused by intimacy with others, all together are not as good as this moment.Ayu was blaming him, blaming him, he...he made Ayu sad.

Xiao Du's heart felt as if a knife was twisting, and he was at a loss for what to do with the pain.He held Xiao Yu'an's hand, lost all his self-esteem and arrogance, and spoke as fast as he did: "It's okay, Ayu, everything is still in time. I will solve the joyous joy Gu in your body, and I will also kill all the gates of Yunjian Pavilion. All their blood was drained to avenge you for taking blood back then. If you still blame me, you can return double the things I have done to you before, and I will bear it willingly. Ayu, as long as you are willing, we It will still be the same as that half a year—no, I will treat you better than then, because I already like..."

"It's useless." Xiao Yu'an put down his hand covering his eyes, and looked at Xiao Du soberly with slightly drunken eyes, he had already calmed down. "What you said may not be what I want." Only then did Xiao Yu'an realize that Xiao Du was too naive in matters of feelings, as naive as a child.

I have done something that I am sorry to you, if I know my mistake, if I make amends, we can go back to the past.If feelings could be counted so clearly, there wouldn't be so many idiots and resentments between men and women in the world.

Xiao Du paused, loosened his grip on Xiao Yu's case, and then tightened his grip, "Then tell me what you want."

Answering this question, Xiao Yuan didn't need any hesitation or thinking: "I want to be far away from you, be alone and free, see only the people I want to see, and only do what I love to do."

Xiao Du's eyes sank, "I can't do this alone. I don't want to make you unhappy, but I can't control it—I can't help trapping you by my side, turning you into me Alone."

Xiao Yu'an smiled, "You will always do what you think, and never care whether others are willing or not."

"Yes, I admit, I am such a person." Xiao Du's eyes were deep and dark, and he locked on Xiao Yu'an's face forcefully, "So Ayu, you can't escape."

Xiao Yu'an rubbed the center of his brows, suddenly feeling tired.Didn't you already see through Xiao Du's virtues, so why waste your time with him.Xiao Yu'an turned his head and looked out the window. Beside the ferry where they had just disembarked, a young woman was holding a child in her hands, looking at the river, as if she was waiting for her husband who was traveling far away.

The brief silence made both of them calm down a little.Xiao Yuan asked, "How did my mother die?"

Xiao Du said: "You wait for two days first, and I will tell you later."

"No, tell me, I can bear it."

Xiao Du hesitated for a moment, and said: "Ayu is obedient, let's not talk about this for now."

Xiao Yu'an chuckled, and asked again, "What was my... name before?"

The word "Xiao Yu's case" was picked up by Li Xianting for him, and he didn't know his original name.

"A Nian," Xiao Du said, "Liang Nian."

On the way back, Xiao Yu'an said very little, he didn't even bother to pretend to be good.Xiao Du didn't talk much, most of the time he was either watching Xiao Yu's case or closing his eyes to rest his mind.His injury was a little more serious, with a pale and handsome face, which made people worry - it's a pity that he wasn't the one who wanted to worry about Xiao Yu's case.

Back at Xing Tianzong, Xiao Du said: "The boat and the car are exhausted, Ayu should go and rest."

Xiao Yuan turned around and left.When he was far away, Xiao Du said to his followers: "Call Meng Chilai."

Xiao Yu'an returned to the Changxin Courtyard, and sat alone in a daze, until Leer found him and said, "Young Master, you are back." Xiao Yu'an was taken aback, "What did you call me?"

"Young Master." Le Er smiled, "The Lord gave an order before going out, let us call you that from now on."

As soon as Xiao Yu'an heard the word "Young Venerable Lord", Xiao Yuan thought of Xiao Rong in the water prison, which was what the entire Xing Tianzong called him back then.

"You should call me Young Master." Xiao Yu said, "Go and boil water, I want to take a bath."

After Xiao Yu'an finished his bath, it was still dark, but he was already exhausted.He lay on the bed, looked at the plum blossoms outside the window, and silently recited his childhood name in his heart.

Liang Nian, Ah Nian.

He had a dream.He dreamed that when he was young, he picked a small pink flower from nowhere, and he took the small flower and followed behind a boy in red.

"Brother, look, brother! Hua Hua is like a butterfly...A Nian, A Nian likes it."

The boy asked: "Do you like flowers more or butterflies?"

Little Ah Nian held his head and thought hard for a long time, and said, "Anian likes everything, and Ah Nian wants everything."

The young man raised his lips and smiled, "Then you look after it."

The boy took the little flower from Ah Nian's hand and placed it in his palm.After a twilight, Xiao Hua suddenly moved.Then its petals fluttered like the wings of a butterfly, flying around little Ah Nian.

Little Ah Nian blushed with excitement, instead of chasing her brother, she chased "Butterfly".The boy stood aside and said lazily, "Be careful where you step, don't fall."

"Yeah, okay!" Little Ah Nian chased after him, and suddenly it began to rain.The raindrops hit the "wings", and the "butterfly" couldn't fly no matter how hard it tried.Little Ah Nian watched the butterfly his brother made for him fall to the ground. Before he could pick it up, he was stepped on by his mother who came to find them with an umbrella.

Little Ah Nian was taken aback for a moment, and then began to cry loudly, "Mother trampled the butterfly to death, Mother trampled the butterfly to death—"

Mother bent down, wiped his tears with a handkerchief, and said softly, "I'm sorry, Anian. When the weather clears, I'll ask my brother to make another one for you, okay?"

……

Xiao Yu'an woke up suddenly, it was already dark outside, instead of raining, it was snowing.He saw a figure on the door, the outline looked like a woman.

In Xing Tianzong, no one would dare to do anything to him.Xiao Yu'an put on a snow-white fox fur, took Bihai Chaosheng, and opened the door—it was Meng Chi.

Meng Chi looked at him quietly, his eyes were extremely complicated.

Xiao Yu'an was puzzled and asked, "What's wrong?"

Meng Chi's vermilion lips parted lightly: "Is that you?"

Xiao Yuan raised his eyebrows, "What?" "No matter how I use the medicine, the Lord's injury has not improved." Meng Chi's lips trembled slightly, "Is it because of you?"

Xiao Yu'an said lightly, "I don't know what you're talking about."

"'Trash'." Meng Chi said word by word, "On the night of the full moon, although you didn't find the antidote to the acacia Gu, you took another thing, which can't poison people to death, but it can't make the wound heal. Unsolvable 'trash'."

Just as Xiao Yu'an was about to speak, Meng Chi said again: "I newly made that medicine, and I never mentioned it to anyone except you." She always thought that the Lord's injury would not heal because Mu Yingyang's poison was too much Complicated and tricky, until she suddenly remembered the existence of "waste".She rushed to the pharmacy, found the bottle containing the "waste", and found that the medicine inside had been stolen.

Xiao Yu didn't admit or deny the case, he just said: "If you doubt me, you can tell Xiao Du about it."

Meng Chi smiled, "Of course you would say that. You clearly know in your heart that with the Lord's love for you, even if you inflicted some ineffective poison, he would not be willing to do anything to you, right?"

Xiao Yu'an also laughed, "I don't know, why don't you give it a try, sister."

"Ayu, why on earth did you do this." Meng Chi's tone softened, "The Lord is your brother, so you really want to be so cruel and let him be hurt and tortured?"

Xiao Yu'an asked back: "Then why did he make me suffer from the Acacia Gu, why did he trap me in Xing Tianzong?"

"I know he did something wrong, it was so wrong." Meng Chi choked up, "But have you ever thought that if his injury keeps dragging on like this, poisoning his heart and veins, he may, may..."

"Then please continue to work hard, sister, and don't let him die."

Meng Chi was speechless for a moment, looking at Xiao Yu's case with red eyes.After a while, she said: "It's true that I appreciate you, but I'm a member of Xing Tianzong, and I will tell the Lord everything I know."

Xiao Yuan nodded, "You go."

Meng Chi took a deep look at him, then turned and walked into the snow.