Put the autistic child in the bag

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Fanwaisan

On the day the court announced that Xu Zisu was convicted of intentional homicide, Xu Zisu's parents were not present. Because the victim, Yan Zhihan, was the future heir of the Dingguang Group, the sudden death of such a popular figure, or shooting him down, would indeed alarm the media.

On the night when Xu Zisu was told that the court would make a final trial tomorrow, she tossed and turned, unable to sleep. She knew that tomorrow the court would definitely convict her of intentional homicide, so although she could not sleep, she was more or less calm. He stretched out his fingers and wrote the words "Hanshu Pool" stroke by stroke on the wall, and kept writing repeatedly, as if only in this way, this long night would pass smoothly like yesterday, the day before yesterday, and the days before it.

Parents didn't come to see her tonight, probably because they were disappointed. Xu Zisu's fingers paused, and the fingertips used for writing were bleeding from the rough wall. , said to himself: "Xu Zisu is also dead!"

On October 2011, 10, Xu Zisu signed the verdict.

Tomorrow she will be handed over to the women's prison in the north of the city, so today is the last day of her detention here. Xu Zisu's eye sockets are sunken, and she is so skinny that the female police officer in charge called her several times. She didn't seem to hear it until the policewoman said that her parents had come, and Xu Zisu followed the policewoman out blankly, and was taken to an empty interrogation room after passing through a long corridor. Sitting dryly in front of a simple rectangular table, he looked extremely haggard.

Xu Zisu dragged away the chair opposite the table and sat down in a daze.

"Ai Chuan! Don't be afraid. Mom will ask the judge tomorrow. They will commute the sentence. They will definitely commute the sentence!" The disheveled woman said nervously.

Xu Zisu still sat motionless in the chair, like a doll that could not speak.

"Son, I'm sorry, we haven't been nice to you for so many years, we... are not worthy to be your parents!" The thin man said with trembling lips.

Xu Zisu raised his head gently: "Dad! I'm sorry!"

The man sighed, patted Xu Zisu on the shoulder and said, "Son, hold on and live a good life. Your mother and I have done too much to you in this life, and we can't pay it off!"

"Dad, you are very kind to me, I know, so, when I come out, I will repay you well!" Xu Zisu's face finally became a little urgent, as if he could not decide many things by himself, but he always hoped to do his best to the best.

"Stupid child, take good care of yourself. Your mother and I will go back first! From now on... you have to take good care of yourself, you know?" The man didn't dare to look into the child's eyes, and kept avoiding her eyes on purpose.

The woman held Xu Zisu's hand and refused to go back, muttering to herself: "Aichuan, Zisu, who are you? Which one are you?"

Xu Zisu was silent for a long time and said, "Zisu!"

The woman raised her head to look at her blankly, and smiled happily: "They are all my daughters!"

When Xu Zisu heard this, her eyes became sore, she suppressed tears and nodded, "Yes, they are all your daughters!"

On the day Xu Zisu was taken to Chengbei Prison, his parents committed suicide in the Guxi River in their hometown. The prison guards who heard the news were still panicking about whether to tell the truth to the child who was too quiet. However, the news was broadcast on TV.

Xu Zisu listened to the news, first raised his head in a daze, stared at the TV intently, then lowered his head and remained silent, his body was shaking so badly that he could tell she was crying.

That night, Xu Zisu cut his wrist, and the blood flowed on the bed, it was red and red, which was extremely scary. Fortunately, the other women in the same room found out early, otherwise, the child would not have been saved.

Xu Zisu lay in the hospital for a week, unconscious all the time, she didn't want to wake up, she just wanted to sleep like this until she couldn't hear the real voice of the world.

"Hello! I'm a volunteer who came here for an internship, and my name is Shen Xuxin!" A clean voice wafted in his ears, and Xu Zisu, who was still obsessed with sleepiness, opened his eyes in vain.

Hello!My name is Han Shuchi!Excuse me, did Lin Ruxu ask you to pick me up here?The gentle and moving voice suddenly sounded in my ear.

Ha ha!You are so funny, why are you avoiding me and not talking?Han Shuchi was in a very good mood that day, and the way he spoke was agile and charming. Xu Zisu had never felt such a kind of happiness. This woman's smile was different from others. At that time, she didn't understand what was different until Lin Ruxu died, she finally understood.

"Are you finally awake? I see you lying here every day, I think I talk to you every day, maybe one day you will wake up, sure enough!" Shen Xuxin smiled, thinking about doing the right thing first. Happy.

"Hey... why are you ignoring me? Do you think I'm noisy?" Shen Xuxin said helplessly seeing her close her eyes again.

Xu Zisu remained motionless.

"Seeing you cry in your sleep every day, I'm thinking, you are so young, what kind of things can make you so sad?" Shen Xu Xin spoke in a much lighter tone, as if she was really afraid of disturbing her.

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The policewoman in charge shook her head and said: "From the first day here, this child has never spoken, and she seemed to be inaudible when calling her. We were afraid that something might happen, so we didn't dare to be careless. We could only watch in shifts." with her."

"Well... I don't like to talk, so if you don't say it, I'll be fine!" Shen Xuxin stuck out her tongue mischievously.

Since then, Shen Xuxin would show up at the hospital every other day, walk with her, go to psychological counseling with her, and talk with her.Even if she returned to the prison later, Shen Xuxin would come to the prison every Tuesday and Saturday as a nurse on the grounds of being a volunteer, and would occasionally bring some delicious snacks to satisfy the cravings of the girls who shared a room with Xu Zi.After a long time like this, Xu Zisu is also used to having such a person by her side, but she doesn't speak much, and she is usually silent.