if i am not me

Sirius was lying on his back on the sofa, his normally radiant eyes were staring blankly at the ceiling, the shadows cast by his thick eyelashes under the dim light in the room blocked the occasional gleam of brilliance, making him One can't guess what he is thinking at the moment.

When Lupine came back, he saw such a strangely quiet Sirius, and he was used to it, he just put the plate in his hand on the table, and tapped on the table to attract Sirius' meager attention.

"Let's eat something first."

Hearing the sound of his friend coming back, Sirius slowly withdrew his chaotic mind, and responded lazily. Still a little unconscious, he slowly stretched out his hand and randomly grabbed a piece of pie, stuffed it into his mouth and started Chew slowly.

Lupine walked to the desk and sat down, dipped the quill pen in the red ink, and began to correct the students' homework, but asked about the man who was gradually regaining his sanity. "Why are you here so late today?"

Feeling that his empty stomach was gradually being filled, Sirius's spirit was lifted accordingly, he pursed the corners of his mouth, and sat up straight, "If I hadn't met Moody on the way, I wouldn't be hungry until now."

Lupine glanced at Sirius strangely, "Is there any relationship between the two?"

"Normally, it's nothing to do with it." Taking another bite, Sirius said while still chewing lazily, "but he got some strange and weird things from somewhere, and he has too much luggage to die for."

The quill that was about to draw a red circle paused for a moment, and Lupine blinked with interest, "What are there?"

After finishing the pie in two or three bites, Sirius reached out to pick up the second piece, and rolled his eyes at Lupin by the way, "It's not like you don't know, he doesn't want me to touch his baby."

Lupine nodded knowingly. Sirius' previous convictions really made Moody quite afraid, which they all knew. Of course, in a sense, he was even more afraid of avoiding James.

After a long time, Sirius finally patted his stomach in satisfaction, lay down on his back and fell back on the sofa, and raised his eyelids to watch Lupine seriously grading homework.But this leisurely state didn't last long. After a while, Lupine noticed his old friend's restless gaze and knew that this kid was starting to feel bored.Realizing that he had to divert his attention, Lupine circled a few mistakes on the parchment and continued without looking up, "How long can you stay this time?"

Turning his gaze from Lupin's bookshelf to some rotating instruments, Sirius said casually, "At least I can show up often this school year, especially when there are major events."

"What about your vacation?"

"For now, I can stay until the end of the first project, so..."

"Stop! Go to your guest room." Without hesitation interrupted Sirius' next words, Lupine knew him too well.

With a flash of a smile in his eyes, Sirius jumped up from the sofa, then went straight to the only bed in the room, leaned back, and his whole body fell into the soft feather duvet.Supporting his head with one hand, he cracked the corner of his mouth rascally, "No! That bed is so hard, it's not as comfortable as yours. Besides, we two brothers can have a private conversation at night."

Sighing, as long as Sirius speaks in this tone, Lupine knows he's made up his mind - it seems that he won't be able to get a good night's sleep this month.

Seeing that Lupine stopped talking, Sirius knew that his friend had acquiesced, rubbed the quilt contentedly, and the expression on his face softened.That person was also at Hogwarts, and just thinking about it made a place in his heart seem to be filled, but often, the way that person looked at him would immediately turn that warmth into a cold one.At this time, he, who has always been strong, can't help showing a little fragility, and becomes very dependent on his friends, and this may be the reason why Lupine always acquiesces to his waywardness.

In the Slytherin dormitory that belonged to Harry and Draco, they were not asleep like most of the other students at Hogwarts, but for different reasons.

"That is to say, Barty Crouch Jr., the son of Barty Crouch, once pretended to be the strange-looking man we saw today?" Leaning on the soft cushion, Draco's nimble hands Playing with the quill, spinning it quickly in his hand.

"It's Moody, we call him Mad-Eye."

"Hmm...understood. He is really outrageous, and he even used the Goblet of Fire." Nodding slightly, Draco frowned delicately, "Do you think this Moody is real or fake this time?"

"I don't know." Harry responded readily, and took out a piece of parchment to play with in his hand, "You know, even Dumbledore didn't see his disguise back then. When using Polyjuice Potion, if he If we can not show our feet, we will not be able to detect whether he is real or not."

"So, the old fox has caused trouble for himself this time." Draco snorted coldly to express his contempt.Thinking about it, I wanted to find two helpers, but one of them might be the murderer. This reality is really ironic.

"But I didn't expect Sirius to come this time." Sighing slightly, Harry thought of the Sirius who was completely different from what he remembered.Tonight's him, that kind of lazy but full of energy, was never seen by his previous self, and this made Harry feel a little bit confused.

In fact, the person he thinks about the most in this life is Sirius, not James and Lily—the person who entered Azkaban for him and then escaped desperately, the person who left the cave where he hid because of his headache and risked huge risks. The danger lurks around Hogwarts, the person who gave him his most beloved fire gun, the person who finally disappeared behind the curtain for him... Like Nepe, he was the one he owed the most.

Seeing the complex expression on Harry's face, Draco smiled faintly and rubbed his short black hair, "After the incident during the holiday, they will naturally have to strengthen their precautions. It's not for nothing that he will come to Hogwarts." The reason. I just don’t know who the warrior will be this time.”

Raising his eyebrows, Harry finally brought a smile on his face, and moved to his lips to press a kiss, "...If it's you, it must be fine."

Now that Harry took the initiative, how could Drake let go of the benefits he got, so he took advantage of the opportunity to press Harry's head, which had not yet had time to leave, to himself, and Drake tapped his lips forcefully with the tip of his tongue to deepen the kiss.The hot and humid breath was entangled, and they plundered the taste in each other's mouths, and they reluctantly let go until their breathing became a little uncomfortable.

Draco gasped as he watched Harry's cheeks that were slightly blush from the deep kiss, raised his hand to caress that smooth cheek, but unwillingly leaned forward to bite his cheek, "...Don't fool me, With you here, we don't know who will win."

"Don't underestimate yourself! Except for magic power, you are not much worse than me." Feeling the pain on his cheek, Harry raised his hand to push Draco's fair face away, the touch of his hand was like stroking a freshly peeled egg , but that didn't stop Harry from strengthening his hand. "Besides, did I say that I want to participate?"

Drake, who was biting vigorously, couldn't help but startled when he heard the words, and unconsciously increased the strength of his teeth, making Harry frowned in pain, but Harry also knew that he asked for it, so he could only sternly He glared at the "murderer" who was still stunned.

Draco's brows were completely wrinkled at this moment, "Not participating?"

Nodding, Harry gave a sly smile, "Draco, I think you forgot one thing."

Giving Harry a look to signal him, Delaque stared at those green eyes without blinking, waiting for his so-called reason.

"I'm an inappropriate age group under the age of 14." Harry said slowly, and then Draco seemed to finally remember something.That is, Harry is now Harry Johnson, and his birthday is the day after tomorrow, November 11st.

Coughing lightly, Draco avoided his lover's scorching gaze, and began to change the subject, "Cough... Do you think Neville will become a warrior this time?"

The corners of his lips curled up, Harry felt that Drake was really cute at the moment, which made him have the urge to bully, but, due to Drake's thin skin, he still said along the topic, "I don't know, We don't know the whereabouts of Barty Crouch Jr., nor do we know if something went wrong with the Goblet of Fire. So..."

"so?"

"Everything can only be played by ear when the results come out tomorrow night. But..." the parchment in Yang Yang's hand, "We can remind you in advance, if this reminder is useful."

On October 31st, Saturday, the students didn't have to go to class, but early in the morning, the lobby of the hall where the Goblet of Fire was placed was crowded with students.Of course, most of them are those younger students who have not yet reached the age limit.With breakfast in their hands, they stood around the Goblet of Fire and looked at the "Arbiter" who was breathing blue and white flames, as if they couldn't get enough of it.

When Harry and Draco came here, they happened to see a third-year boy carefully avoiding the golden western line on the ground, blinking his eyes at the Goblet of Fire, and rubbing his hands hesitantly.

"Everyone is very active." Gracefully pulled out the parchment with his name and school written on it, Draco walked towards the Goblet of Fire, and threw the smooth paper into it under the eyes of everyone.And his move naturally caused the surrounding crowd to discuss again.

"Ah, it's Malfoy!"

"I didn't expect him to participate."

"Why didn't the Goblet of Fire spit out his name?" Somebody said bitterly. Although the voice was very small, it couldn't escape Harry's ears. A very innocent look.

"Good morning, Harry, Drake!" The twins just came out of the restaurant at this moment, and when they saw Drake, who was still standing in the age line, and Harry, who was beside him, they immediately walked over. "Draco also participated?"

Ignoring the whispers around him, Draco showed a smile that only appeared in front of his identified friends, "Yeah!"

"Then we are rivals from now on!" The twins gave him a provocative look, and after getting Draco's strong response of course, they looked at Harry again, "Aren't you going to participate?"

Shrugging, Harry looked at the twins' treacherous smiles and said calmly, "I'm not yet 14."

"Oh——" He patted Harry's still-stupid shoulder meaningfully, and the twins pinched him between them, one left and one right, and Fred suddenly took out a small hand that he didn't know where to touch. Handing the bottle to Harry, he said sincerely. "Aging agent, do you want to try it and see if we can give you a [-]% discount on our relationship."

"You haven't made a deal yet, have you?" Harry shook his head firmly, and gave the twins a funny look.These two people actually hit their minds on him.

The twins were not annoyed when they heard the words, but frowned in distress, and sighed softly with some regret, "They are too timid, and the two of us don't need this now, alas... don't know how it will work Woolen cloth."

'Sure enough, it's an experiment. '

Hearing this, the corners of Harry's mouth twitched unconsciously, while Drake on the side immediately helped Harry break free from the restraints of the two, and smiled brightly at the twins, "Sorry, we haven't eaten yet. Breakfast, let's go first." After speaking, without waiting for the two to react, Draco pulled Harry and disappeared from their sight.

After this incident, Harry and Draco once again had a deep understanding of a sentence - although the things made by the twins are very interesting, they must not be used on themselves until they are fully completed.Because, that is too unsafe.