if i am not me

In the early morning of September 9, the orphanage, which was supposed to be asleep, was already brightly lit.Several older children ran up and down the house, stuffing Harry's pockets with all kinds of things they thought he would need on the road, while Lucy and Lu Wei, the youngest children in the yard, were fighting back their sleepiness Lying in Harry's arms, crying and yelling not to let him go.

Regarding the fact that he was a wizard, Harry decided not to hide anything from them after careful consideration.Since it was a family, he didn't want his actions to cause any barriers to everyone, but the facts proved that he made a correct choice.Surprises are inevitable, but Harry has to admit that his siblings are remarkably well adjusted.

At this time, Joan was holding the birdcage containing Hedwig and ran down the stairs with a "thud-thump-thump", kissed Hedwig's little head, and handed the birdcage to Mary who was standing beside her and counting her luggage.

"Joan... help me." Looking at the two little guys who were crying in his arms, Harry begged helplessly. Although he was reluctant, if this continued, he would never even think about going out today.

Joan glanced at Harry with a bitter face, pouted her cute little mouth, and then slowly walked to Harry's side, coaxing the two crying little guys into her arms softly. In the end, he gave Harry a smug look.

"Harry, we have to hurry up." Mary watched the interaction of the children amusedly and reminded the time.Harry looked at his watch, hurriedly kissed the tender faces of Lucy and Lu Wei, and then gave Joan a big hug.At this moment, Luther and Ivan happened to be walking down the stairs, and Ivan was holding Harry's jacket in his hand. "Oh. Thanks." Closing the box neatly, Harry took the jacket and put it on.When everything was done, Harry smiled and hugged the two boys who were only a little taller than him. Suddenly, he fell into a warm embrace, and it was Willy.Rubbing Harry's hair fiercely, Willy's rough voice sounded in Harry's ear, "Remember to write to us."

Feeling the temperature above his head from Willy's palm, Harry nodded, "Well, definitely."

Seeing this, Mary showed a gentle smile. "Okay, we have to go." After finishing speaking, he picked up the box and walked to the car outside the door.Harry took a deep look at the teary-eyed children, finally smiled at them, lifted the cage and followed.

Mary and Harry needed to get to London first, which meant they had to leave the house at 5am, and it was 10am when they finally entered King's Cross station.Pushing her luggage to the station between platforms nine and ten, Mary felt a little at a loss as she held Harry's ticket. Platform nine and three-quarters... anxiously looked up at the signs on the surrounding platforms, hoping that she could Find the number you want.

Harry couldn't help frowning when he saw Mary looking around frequently.Of course he knew how to get to platform nine and three-quarters, but he was not sure whether Mary could pass through the wall smoothly. His previous experience gave him no chance to know this. Anyway, it really made him a little trouble.

"Of course it's full of Muggles—" Suddenly, a familiar voice made Harry turn his head and look over. It was a short, fat woman surrounded by a few people with fiery red hair. child.

Harry's heart was pounding.It's them……

His eyes looked at the smallest red-haired boy among them, his freckled face was full of excitement at the moment, and he rolled his big eyes to look curiously at the Muggles who were bustling around—— Luo Hmm... Harry's body couldn't help trembling slightly as he looked at his friend who had been away for so many years.

Haven't they seen each other for ten years?Since then...

"What platform is it?" Molly Weasley, the housewife, asked while pulling the five children.

"Nine and three quarters!" The pretty little girl with red hair immediately said in a high-pitched voice, paused, and then asked timidly, "Mom, can I go?"

"You're too young, Ginny. Percy, you go first."

In response, the boy who seemed the oldest among the children pushed the luggage cart in his hand and rushed towards the wall in the middle of the ticket gate. This behavior was extremely weird, but many people around him didn't seem to notice.Of course, that didn't include Harry, who had been watching them all the time.

"Fred, it's your turn." Seeing Percy disappearing on the platform, Mrs. Weasley said to a red-haired boy with a strange temperament.

"I'm not Fred, I'm George." The boy who was named looked helpless, and a boy standing next to him who looked exactly like him also nodded seriously. "Honestly, as our mother, why can't you always tell us apart?"

Hearing this, Mrs. Weasley immediately showed a guilty expression on her face. "Oh—I'm sorry, George, dear."

"Just kidding, I'm Fred." With a mischievous smile, Fred made a face at his mother, then pushed the car towards the ticket gate without hesitation, leaving behind the distraught Mrs. Weasley and Giggling three siblings.

In a blur, he seemed to have seen the same thing before. This familiarity made Harry chuckle, which naturally attracted Mary's attention.Blinking, she followed Harry's line of sight, and naturally found this peculiar family, "Why?"

Lifting his chin with a smile, Harry said, "I think I know how to get to Station Nine and Three Quarters." He whispered to Mary as he spoke.

"I'm sorry." Mary obeyed and led Harry to Molly's side, while Mrs. Weasley was urging George to go in quickly.

Mary's voice made Mrs. Weasley stunned, but then she smiled and looked at Mary and the luggage cart with the birdcage behind her, "Is there anything I can do for you?"

Nodding embarrassedly, Mary said in a moderate voice, "I sent the children to Hogwarts, but we couldn't find that one, uh... Station Nine and Three Quarters, I just heard you say, So I want to ask."

"It's your first time at Hogwarts, isn't it? It seems that you are from a Muggle family, so it's normal not to find it for the first time." Mrs. Weasley understood their luggage when she saw their luggage. , and then listen to what she said, and naturally understand the cause and effect.

"Yes." After hearing this, Mary was sure that the woman in front of her was a "witch", because the name "Muggle" was so special that she couldn't tell the difference.

"Just go straight to the ticket gate between the ninth and tenth platforms. The wall is a blindfold, don't be afraid, just go straight in." Smiling, Weiss explained to the two people who looked confused. Mrs. Lai patted Harry's shoulder tenderly, "Well, you follow Ron, ah, it's him, a first-year freshman like you." She pointed to Ron who looked rather shy.

"Well, yes, thank you." Smiling sweetly at Mrs. Weasley, Harry looked at Ron fair and square, "Then I will trouble you."

"Oh—okay." Ron was a little shy, obviously not expecting to meet his future classmates here.At this time, Mrs. Weasley took Mary's hand, "As for you, let me take you there."

George had already disappeared on the platform at this time, Ron explained to Harry in detail, and then pushed the luggage cart and ran towards the ticket gate.Harry followed closely behind him obediently, without any surprise, they arrived at platform nine and three quarters smoothly.

The smoke of the steam locomotive hovered over the chattering crowd, and cats of various colors walked around under people's feet.Amidst the buzzing of the crowd and the noise of dragging heavy luggage, owls were also hooting harshly.In this complicated scene, a crimson steam locomotive was parked beside a platform full of passengers, and a sign hung on the train read: Hogwarts Express, eleven o'clock.

Everything is so familiar, as if history has not changed at all, the Weasleys are the same, and the station is still the same.

But Harry knew it was different. Now he has no scars to hide, and there are no admiration or curious eyes around him. Now he is just an ordinary wizard who can't be more ordinary. He can live whatever he wants Live Harry.

Ron had already gone to join his brother, and Harry stood there waiting for Mary.Mrs. Weasley was very fast, and it didn't take long for her to appear in front of Harry with Mary and Ginny.As she had to take care of five children, Mrs. Weasley greeted Ginny and left with Ginny. Mary was shocked by the scene in front of her, and she seemed a little dazed when she thanked Mrs. Weasley.Harry understood Mary's mood now, so he just smiled, and pulled Mary to push the luggage cart towards the compartment.

The first few carriages were already full of students, some of them leaned out of the windows to talk to their families, some of them were playing in their seats.Harry didn't want to get on the train from here. He dragged Mary, who finally recovered, to the rear of the train, and he saw the still empty compartment.

Squeezing through the crowd, Mary put Hedwig on it first, and asked Harry to wait at the spot, but Harry still moved the suitcase off the luggage cart and lifted it onto the compartment with some difficulty.

"Want to help?" It was George who spoke. Don't ask Harry how he knew. After seven years of mixing with the twins, Harry formed an intuition-which of course made many people envious.

"Yes, please help me." Harry said happily, out of breath.

"Fred, come and help." Look, you guessed right!

With the help of the twins, Harry easily put the luggage on the luggage rack. Mary recognized the twins as the sons of the fat lady just now, and thanked them again and again.Not as solemn as Mary, Harry opened the corner of his mouth to the twins, "Thank you, speaking of which, I haven't asked your names yet. I'm Harry Johnson." After speaking, he scratched his hair in embarrassment.

The twins noticed that he was blushing slightly, and they all laughed. Fred pointed to himself, "I'm Fred Weasley, and he's George, you don't have to be so polite."

"Fred, George. Are you in the car?" Just after finishing speaking, they heard Mrs. Weasley's loud voice on the platform hurriedly responding.

"It's coming, Mom." The twins replied together, bowed to Mary, winked at Harry, and then walked out of the box and jumped out of the car.Mary looked at Harry with a smile, and when there were only the two of them left in the carriage, she flicked his forehead, "You like them very much? They are a very good family."

Harry stuck out his tongue, then hugged Mary tightly.Before parting, Mary felt the warmth of the boy in her arms, stroked Harry's black hair reluctantly, and said quietly, "Take good care of yourself at school."

"Ah."

"Remember to write letters often."

"Ah."

"Go to bed on time at night."

"Um……"

"Drink more milk for breakfast."

"……Um."

"Silly goose!"

"...I'm not stupid!"

"Hehe..." With a chuckle, Mary kissed Harry on the cheek, "We will miss you."

"I'll miss you too..."

Mary left first, and the orphanage couldn't be without adults for too long, not to mention Mary, even he was worried.He sat down by the car window, half hidden, Harry saw the Weasley family, Mrs. Weasley was taking out a handkerchief to wipe the tip of Ron's nose, and Ginny was holding the twins' legs and crying loudly. cry.

Just then the whistle sounded and the train was about to start.Harry saw Mrs. Weasley waving vigorously from the stands, and Ginny followed the train and ran forward until the train accelerated and left her far behind, seemingly still shaking her hands.