reverse spirit

When Yu State entered the pass, the happiest one was not the Beiling Army, but the Yu.

On the day when the news spread to Juzhen, he pulled out the package that had already been packed from the cabinet, and then casually picked up a few steamed buns, and then, like a runaway wild horse, let his hooves go, without looking back. He ran out of the giant city.

The State of Yu captured Mount Xi and went all the way south. Feng's army, which was attacking Juzhen, had to withdraw back to Baige.

The army in Guqu City also received the news, and Yan Nuo immediately started to deploy the army, and was ready to cooperate with Yu State and Beiling Army to attack Baige at any time.

The waterfall hits the pool, and the cold smoke locks the window.

The empty city of Lonely Birds sleeps quietly in the breeze and drizzle.

In the fog and rain all over the city, You Baiyan was wearing a white mourning dress, sitting on the corridor with his back against a pillar.

"Crack." A foot in wooden clogs stepped beside him.

You Baiyan lowered her head: "Is there news from Ju Chan?"

"Yeah." Mu Linghan sat down beside him, pulled out the grass root he was biting, and said, "Yu Jun has already passed Jianming Mountain, and the bearded man asked Yan Nuo to prepare, and we will start going north in about two days. Me and You sent Bai Yuan's ashes back to the country."

You Baiyan nodded, then looked into the distance, and said with some emotion: "The days go by so fast, it feels like I just entered the feudal kingdom with fear, and in the blink of an eye, so many things have already happened."

Mu Linghan moved his mouth, and the grass roots shook up and down.

You Baiyan lowered her head and said to herself: "The days go by really fast..."

Mu Linghan was silent for a while, then stretched out his hand, put his arm around his shoulder and patted him.

You Baiyan smiled wryly, and smiled, but his eyes hurt a little. He raised his hand and covered his eyes with the back of his hand.

Mu Linghan was silent for a while, then patted his head: "Cry if you want to."

You Baiyan shook her head: "I don't cry, so what if I cry, no matter how much I cry, my brother won't come back."

Mu Linghan suddenly stopped talking. After the two of them sat in silence for a while, Mu Linghan suddenly said slowly, "Do you know why I left home?"

You Baiyan froze for a moment, lowered her arm covering her eyes, looked at Mu Linghan with red eyes, and slowly shook her head.

Mu Linghan smiled lightly, and said: "My hometown is in Lanpei City, and my family has been in business for generations, which can be regarded as a little money. When I was 16 years old, my family made a relative for me. The woman's father was an official in the court. Not small. I was young and energetic at the time, and what I longed for in my heart was to enjoy the rivers and lakes and make friends with the world's heroes, but once we got married, it was like being completely tied up at home, not to mention playing around, just visiting Huajie and Liuxiang. It’s all a problem, and I even have to follow my father to learn how to run a business, how to manage the family business, and deal with those officials and families. How can I bear this kind of life. "

"So when I heard that we were going to get married, I was scared to death. I was afraid that I would become a bird in a cage. So I sneaked out and planned to play around for a while. Go home and get married."

"..." You Baiyan kicked him with red eyes: "Don't you know that your family members are worried?"

"Of course I know, but how could I care so much at that time." Mu Linghan turned his head, looked at You Baiyan with a chuckle, and said meaningfully: "Besides, when I was young, I never realized that my family members would grow old too. , There will also be a day when I leave, but I always feel that no matter how long I leave home, they will always be waiting for me at home. As long as I have enough fun, I can go back at any time. Are they worried or are they doing well? Never cared at all.”

You Baiyan stared at him blankly and said something.

Mu Linghan looked into the distance and smiled bitterly: "When I left, how could I ever have thought that I have been away for 11 years, and now that I go back, I don't know if I can find my home again. "

You Baiyan sat up, took his arm and said, "If you can find it, you will definitely find it."

Mu Linghan glanced at him, showed a comforting smile, and then continued: "When I was young, I often quarreled with my father, and even said that I didn't want to be his son. At that time, my mother told me to cherish my own. Family members, family members are all 'in this life but not in the next life', when the person disappears one day, it is really gone, no matter how hard you try, it is impossible to find the person back."

You Baiyan opened her eyes and looked at Mu Linghan motionlessly, her eyes were already a little red.

Mu Linghan stretched out her hand and stroked his head: "My mother once said that the thing she wants to do most in her life is the thing she is least likely to do, and that is to be by my side forever and take care of me for the rest of my life." She said that if there is anything in this world that can make me happy and happy for the rest of my life, she can exchange it with her life. Unfortunately, these are just fantasies. The reality is that one day, she will leave me and leave me alone, alone Live alone. Hey..."

Mu Linghan raised his head and sighed deeply: "Family love is always the deepest emotion in this world and the most difficult to be easily cut off. Even if there is a day when we are separated forever, we will still miss them and hope that they will be together in Jiuquan. Everything will be fine next time. And they will also hope that we have a good life, won't they?"

You Baiyan's nose was sour, and tears had already filled his eyes, making his vision blurry.

"I..." You Baiyan grabbed Mu Linghan's sleeve and said with tears in her eyes: "But I told my brother, I hate him, I don't want to see him, I almost never give He has a good face, I..."

You Baiyan choked up, spoke halfway, and couldn't continue.

Mu Linghan squeezed his shoulder hard.

"Brother, I'm sorry, I was wrong..." You Baiyan lowered her head, tears rolled out of her eyes and fell to the ground: "Brother, come back, please... .”

"There are always regrets in one's life, but since you have missed it, and since you can't make up for it, let everything go and cherish everything you have, or one day, sooner or later, what you have now will leave you. Go, but the time is more regrettable."

You Baiyan lowered his head, tears streaming down his face, he nodded vigorously, the sob suppressed in his throat was like the wailing of a young animal.

Mu Linghan put his arms around him, patted his thin shoulders lightly, and said with a smile: "Good boy, don't be sad, brother will tell you something funny. The first time I met the three generals, I was in a restaurant I was fighting with someone, but I couldn't beat him, and was thrown out by the collar. The third general just passed by the door of the restaurant, so I bumped into him with my whole body, and he almost spat out a mouthful of blood. He was really in trouble."

You Baiyan was in the middle of crying, when he teased her like this, she immediately cried or laughed, her face was distorted.

"Then such a casual collision actually gave me feelings." Mu Linghan said excitedly, showing that ruffian look again: "It's a pity that he doesn't like me, after dragging me off him He went straight into the restaurant and ignored me at all. I inquired about it later, and it turned out that he was the famous first brave general of the Feng Kingdom——Feng Yao. I didn’t expect him to be so young and so good-looking. After I inquired around , Knowing that he usually comes to this restaurant, so I go there every day, and when he comes, I go up and get close to him, come and go, everyone will get to know each other."

You Baiyan barely stopped crying, sobbing with tears and snot, and asked, "Then why did you end up in King Pingnan's army?"

Mu Linghan smiled wryly: "Actually, it's nothing. We quarreled over a trivial matter. I wanted to hide from him for a few days, so I ran to Pingnan. Originally, I just wanted to make him angry. After two or three days, I would I went back, but as soon as I left, he was suddenly transferred to the east border by the court. The defenders of the feudal state do not change soldiers. My military registration was in Gangwon Prefecture at the time, so I couldn’t just leave there and follow him to the east border. I wanted King Pingnan to help me cancel my military registration, hey..."

He smiled wryly and shook his head: "All of this was planned by the court. Not long after the three generals were transferred, King Pingnan was assassinated and died, and my military status was kept there. The general sent someone to tell us to leave Jiangyuan immediately and hide in a mountain at the junction of Fengguo and Jiulanguo. Two months later, news came that the three generals were besieged by wolves and bitten to death .”

You Baiyan looked at him with some sympathy, and wanted to say something to comfort him, but he couldn't think of words. After thinking for a long time, he said stupidly: "You seem to like the three generals very much?"

I thought that Mu Linghan would be somewhat embarrassed, but he didn't expect that not only did he not hide it, but he even raised his head and smiled proudly, saying: "That's right, I want to take him home as a god offering."

Ju Baiyan: "..."

Mu Linghan smiled for a while, stretched out his hand, patted You Baiyan's head, and said, "There's nothing hard to get over. I was so sad back then, but now I'm having a good time too. Don't be sad. Yes, ah~"

You Baiyan was left speechless by his tone of coaxing a little girl, glanced at him, sniffed and asked, "Why did King Feng kill them both? Could it be that they really planned to plot a rebellion?"

"I really don't know about this kind of thing. I only know that the three generals and King Nan have always had a good conversation, and they often communicate in private, and they are not satisfied with the second prince, thinking that he is too cowardly. So although the three The general has never publicly supported King Pingnan, but everyone basically regards them as the same party, as to whether they really want to rebel, only they know."

"What about Feng Chen? Is he also from King Pingnan's faction?"

"Oh, is it right for General Feng? He is used to being comfortable and has always disliked dealing with court affairs, so he has never been involved in any faction. But after all, he and the three generals are born of the same mother, and their friendship has always been better than others. It is because of the face of the three generals that he is willing to help Pingnan King train his troops."

"Oh." You Baiyan nodded.

Mu Linghan smiled, patted his head, then stood up and stretched his waist: "Don't talk, I really have to go to the city to find some tobacco, I haven't smoked for a few days, I'm going to die of pain. "After speaking, he patted You Baiyan's head again, and said: "Living a good life, your brother will be at ease, don't let him worry about you under the nine springs."

"En." You Baiyan's eyes turned red again, she bit her lip and nodded.

Outside, the wind and rain were swaying, the door was gently opened and closed by the wind, and there was a soft sound. Inside the house was a dark red pear table, and a celadon columbarium was lying quietly on the table.

The author has something to say: Xiao Mu, you are a brainless fan, you are really hopeless ╮(╯_╰)╭