Blooming legacy

I originally thought that I would never live here again after I came back, but now it seems that living here seems to be a matter of course, just as it should be.Nothing is going my way, and I have no idea what will happen in the future.

"Du Ruo, do you want something to eat? I'll get it."

"Xie Chi, you don't have to do this, if it's just because of your promise to them." How can love become a bondage, changing the process can't change the ending, but there is still a direction to move forward.

"What promise?"

"It's just... they said they want you to take good care of me, you..."

"I ask you, why should I take good care of you and fulfill this promise seriously?"

"Because... because you take it as a responsibility."

"Okay! Why do I take taking care of you as a responsibility?"

"Because...because..." Because of what?I can't figure it out.

"Because we share the same bed, because we have had skin-to-skin contact, understand?"

"So you are responsible?"

"Yeah! I don't have to be responsible, I can walk away." Hearing that I walked away, my pain began to overrun again. "But why should I be responsible?" Why?Feel guilty about me?Afraid that everyone will scold him?When I was thinking of all kinds of reasons, "Because I love you! Stupid!" His words made my brain stop spinning immediately.It came out of the blue, unguarded, neither gentle nor romantic, even with a little anger, but it penetrated my heart all of a sudden.Like a sharp sword, deep but sweet.He kissed me, a long-lost kiss, like a heavy rain that God has been holding back for a long time, and finally it can't hold back, it fell as soon as he said it, and it came fiercely.After the clouds and rain, the ground is covered with mist, what kind of fog does it want to moisten people's hearts.

I leaned on his arms with tears in my eyes, as if I had gone through a life-and-death war. I won the battle and returned triumphantly. I wept with joy.

After Hao Lei came to school, he studied desperately for the exams last semester.It seems that the story between him and that handsome American guy was just a dream, and his dream has long since woken up.Makes people suspect that it is a game.Yun Kai and Hao Lei were reviewing together, he obviously didn't have Hao Lei's concentration, he was no longer satisfied with just listening to that unique call, he couldn't help but wanted to call Du Xiao back several times, but we stopped him.Does stopping work?It works for now.

Ever since that night, I thought I had Xie Chi alone, but it still didn't work.He will talk to Du Ming on the phone, he cares about him.I know how good he is to me now, but I still can't have it all.It is impossible for him to forget Du Ming, and it is impossible for him to treat Du Ming like an ordinary friend. He feels a little guilty towards Du Ming from the bottom of his heart.I think if he knew that Du Ming was still alive, he would never provoke me.

"When? Early next month. How come, welcome! Okay, bye!" Xie Chi finished calling, and walked towards me slowly, "Du Ming is coming early next month."

"Oh, come to celebrate the birthday of our great motherland! Very good! Hehe..."

"Du Ruo!" I waited for his next words, but he didn't come.

"how?"

"It's okay." He turned the water glass in his hand, his eyes were dull, and he seemed to be busy.He had learned to hide his thoughts, and perhaps he had always been.No matter what he is, now that he is by my side, I am very satisfied.I am afraid that he cannot give me all the love, but I am happy because of the part of love he gives.Really, tangled.

"Then... I'll go back to my room and sleep first." I was about to get up when he grabbed me, the sudden warmth on my arm made me shiver, and he pulled his hand back.

"Do you know why I don't sleep in the same room with you?" Why, because I don't love to that extent now.Sharing the same bed seems to have happened a long time ago, although it has been a long time, but every time I think about it, I blush and my heart beats for a while, which shows how much stamina it has, like drinking strong alcohol. "Do you still remember that night in the United States? It was the day Du Ming moved in, and I slept with you. During that time, you had a bad heart and had to take medicine every night. You cried and slept in my arms that night I fell asleep, but I couldn't fall asleep anyway, I burned my body, hehe... I took a shower and went to work in the kitchen early. When you talk to me after you wake up, I dare not even look at you. Hehe ..." It turned out that he did that that morning because... "After returning to China, I will not be able to sleep with you anymore, I'm afraid I won't be able to bear it." He said the next few words in a low voice, but I still heard it.I took his hand, my heart overflowing with joy.

"Then let's share the same bed tonight..."

"No! Master said, you can't do it these days, your body..."

"But I feel better!"

"That won't work!" He said in a heavy tone, and I didn't insist anymore.

"It's fine, I'm going to sleep." In fact, the feeling of being rejected is really uncomfortable, this is the first time for me to take the initiative.He suddenly hugged me, kissed my forehead, I kissed his, and then smiled at each other.In fact, he refused me because he cared about me, and he still had some comfort in his heart.The heart is ups and downs and calm, this feeling is very good, like sitting in a hot air balloon, floating freely, everything is fine.

"Why? Can't you just want to hear his voice? Turn off the phone! It's too much!" Yun Kai asked me red-eyed while sitting on the sofa.

"It's your fault first. If you don't answer the phone, nothing will happen."

"I really want to hear his voice. Although I answered it, I still didn't hear it. Now, it's better, turn it off, turn it off for me! Sigh... I'm so impulsive." Yun Kai scratched his hair annoyed. "Du Ruo! Tell me where they are, Grandpa has been here, hasn't he?"

"Yes, but I don't know where they are. Grandpa said to come back in a month, and I can't help it." Yun Kai hung his head and said nothing.I really can't help it. "You study hard now and pass the exam. They must have their reasons for doing this. Don't worry about it."

"Understood, I'll go first." In fact, it is difficult for us to empathize.I persuaded him and comforted him, but it did not alleviate his pain in the slightest.It just made him face the reality more clearly and go on bravely.

Just as Yun Kai left, Xie Chi came in with some vegetables, "Yun Kai has been here, are you alright? His complexion is not very good."

"It's okay, as long as you live, nothing will happen."

"Hehe... I'll cook something delicious for you today, a new dish!" He shook the bag in his hand and went to work in the kitchen.

"Hello? Hao Lei. Well, it's okay, you can spend more time with him. Well, good. Goodbye." Hao Lei called Yun Kai, looking very anxious.

Those days in the United States really enhanced their friendship a lot.After that day, Hao Lei was with Yun Kai, and Yun Kai could hear that special call every day again, but he didn't dare to answer it anymore, and he no longer wanted to call it.The two of them went to the study room together, took the postponed exam together, and occasionally came to eat together.It can be seen that Hao Lei is now playing the role of a confidant in need, and he is quite happy with it.

Xie Chi and I go to the library every day, he studies Chinese medicine, I study Chinese, and occasionally Xie Chi.Every time I wander off to study him, I think of Du Ming. This person may have taken root in my heart, and uprooting him will definitely pay a heavy price, so let him be there.There, witness the love between me and Xie Chi, and see how long it can last.

Early in the morning, Xie Chi was cleaning the room. I asked him in a daze what important person was coming today, and he said that Du Ming would come in the afternoon.I woke up immediately, today is October [-]st, and he really came back to celebrate the National Day.

"Remember when I told you before summer vacation that I was going to take you to a beautiful place?" To a beautiful place?It seems to have been.

"I'll go tomorrow, hehe..."

"Tomorrow? But, Du Ming is here today!" Is there such a way of hospitality?

"Yeah, he's going with us tomorrow." Together?Why?Did you make an appointment in advance?

"Oh! Hehe... Where are you going?" It's better to ask some innocuous questions.

"Secret. Hehe...you will know when the time comes." Is this also a secret?Keep it a secret.Maybe it will be a surprise, no matter who it is for, treat it as it is for yourself.

While comforting himself, the doorbell rang eagerly. Did Du Ming arrive early?Xie Chi opened the door, Yun Kai rushed in, followed by Hao Lei.

"Du Ruo! What should I do? He didn't call yesterday!" What's going on? "I've been waiting until now, and I dare not call back. You call grandpa, hurry up! Call quickly!" His voice trembled, urging me to call grandpa.I took my cell phone and called grandpa over and over again. "Sorry, the phone you dialed has been turned off." Yun Kai called Du Xiao tremblingly, but the result was the same.He sat on the sofa in a daze, Ren Haolei put his arms around his shoulders. "What should I do? What should I do?" I have never seen Yun Kai so helpless. "I'm going to find him! Find him! Even if I search all over T City, I still have to find him. Don't care, don't care about anything, I'll go find him!"

Hao Lei yelled at him and pulled him back, "Calm down! You're looking for a needle in a haystack like this, and it won't help. Maybe...maybe it was delayed by something, so I didn't call. Maybe I'll call after a while. Or...or I was discharged from the hospital today, so I don't think there is any need to call. I want to... give you a surprise or something."

"Discharged! Really? Then I'll go back and wait for him to come back." Yun Kai really wanted to go back.

"Yunkai! Wait here now! Let's wait together!" Hao Lei held him steady and winked at me.

"Oh. Let's wait here. Maybe grandpa will come here first. He used to come here first. Hehe..." Yun Kai sat down without saying a word.It seems that he intends to wait here.None of us knew what was going on, and the only thing we could do was wait.Perhaps as Hao Lei said, Du Xiao was discharged from the hospital, which is the best result.

When the doorbell rang, Yun Kai jumped up from the sofa and rushed to open the door.But the person who came was not the person he wanted to see.Seeing his appearance, Du Ming guessed that something was wrong, and his expression suddenly became tense. "Did something happen to my brother?" Du Ming looked at Yun Kai and asked, but Yun Kai didn't answer, and sat back on the sofa with a frustrated expression.

"It's okay. Du Ming, sit down first." Xie Chi handed him a cup of warm tea, "Don't worry, sometimes no news is the best news. Yun Kai, don't do this, it will make people panic." Xie Chi was obviously comforting Du Ming, and he was also comforting everyone.

In this way, everyone was not in the mood to eat at noon, and in the afternoon, Du Ming came and waited with us.Xie Chi made dinner, which was very light, but no one ate it.Finally, under Xie Chi's nagging for nearly half an hour, everyone managed to eat some.But Yunkai still didn't eat, how could he eat it.Can't eat, can't sleep, this is his current state.

I don't know how it lasted until dawn.Yun Kai leaned on Hao Lei's thigh and tilted on the sofa. When Hao Lei saw me, he smiled tiredly, and then made a movement of silence.Du Ruo fell asleep in the guest room, and Xie Chi was cooking porridge in the kitchen.

"Are you awake?" Xie Chi saw me, put down the spoon in his hand, and turned down the fire a bit. "Put some sleeping pills in Yunkai's water glass, otherwise he wouldn't be able to sleep. It's hard for Hao Lei, he's been tossing so hard, he's still in that position now."

"What should I do? There was still no news yesterday, right?"

"Well, it seems that our plan is going to fail. Now the main conflict is to solve their problems, hehe..."

"It's all like this, you can still laugh."

"Du Ruo! Listen to me, not being able to own doesn't mean losing. Some people and things, you will definitely engrave them in your heart and never erase them. That's enough." Is that enough?If I were Yunkai like this now, indeed, enough is enough.But this is absolutely impossible to say to Yun Kai now.In this way, he was undoubtedly sentenced to death.

"Xie Chi, Du Ruo. What's wrong with my brother?" Du Ming encountered this situation just after he came back, and he definitely felt bad.After all, it was his own brother. "Is he alright?" Du Ming looked at Xie Chi and asked.

"It's okay. Don't worry. Hehe... I'm making porridge, I'll go wash up first, and I'll eat later." Now only Xie Chi is so calm and calm, cooking porridge leisurely.I looked at his back, silent and firm, that is a kind of strength and bearing, a state that I cannot reach and possess.For a moment, I felt that he could ride the clouds and ride the fog, and he was getting farther and farther away from me as if he had cultivated into a fairy.Suddenly, there was a tight pain in my chest, which made me habitually help things.The sound of the bowl breaking startled me, Xie Chi hurried over.

"Are you okay?" I shook my head, why do I always make trouble. "You look so bad? Are you uncomfortable?" I didn't answer or nod. "Oops! I forgot to take my medicine yesterday!" After speaking, he turned around and left.Every time I go to get medicine, I feel rushed.I walked over and turned off the fire, and the porridge was ready.