Blooming legacy

I shook off his hand and turned my back to him. I'm afraid to be alone with him now. I'm hiding from him, intentionally or unintentionally.In fact, they are hiding from themselves, not daring to admit the past, not daring to face the future.He let me turn my back to him, not to touch. "Du Ruo. I know you're angry with me. Maybe it's not just anger, but also...sadness." You hit my sore spot right away. "You left those words that day as a farewell. I know your pain, and my heart is also chaotic. I went to look for you, looking for you madly, I went out with hope, and came back with disappointment I finally found you at your father's place, but you still refused to see me. You are still unhappy. Knowing where you are, you are fine every day, and I don't care if I see you or not." Doesn't matter?Then I won't see you for the rest of my life, and you plan to be so indifferent for the rest of your life? "That's what I thought, but I couldn't help it. I send you porridge and medicine every day, just to impress you. I think, you want to see me just like me, don't you?"

Hearing his question, I secretly answered him in my heart.I naturally want to see you, I wish to meet you in every dream.But I still turned my back to him and didn't say a word. I can't tell the truth, but I can't tell a lie either.He stopped talking, as if he wanted me to give him a response, the corridor was quiet, and I could hear the breathing behind me.

"Xie Chi! Your story is too long, and you haven't finished it. Your story is not over, but mine is over." I turned around and saw his face clearly.This face may be haggard for me, but it can also fill in some comfort for my own tragedy. "You can make it up to him. He's like an early afterlife, giving you a chance. I'm just passing by, and now... I'm leaving." After that, I walked towards the ward, and my words echoed in the In the corridor, like the ending song.

Back in the ward, the aura was wrong.They had just ended a war without gunpowder, no one had won, and all were scarred.I only hate myself for being incompetent, because I also came back with a serious injury.When the mud bodhisattva crossed the river, it was hard to protect himself, so he couldn't say a word of comfort, or a word to ease the atmosphere.

After a while, I heard the sound of beating and scolding in the corridor outside the door, and was stopped by the nurse.Then, Xie Chi came in, the left side of his face was bruised and swollen, blood was still oozing from the corner of his mouth.Hao Lei angrily followed behind him, as if he hadn't beaten enough and wanted to fight.When Du Ming saw that Xie Chi was injured, he looked surprised and anxious.But he sat on the sofa without moving, his eyes looking at me.I understand what he means, but I won't go.

"Hao Lei, are you here?" I greeted Hao Lei with a smile, completely ignoring Xie Chi's existence.

"If I don't come again, you don't know how much you will suffer!"

"Hehe... Could it be that I won't be wronged after you come? Are you the savior or the patron saint?"

"At least I can vent my anger on you!" He clenched his fists again as he spoke.

"Hehe...Looking at you like this, it seems that you have been wronged."

"I……"

"You have been oppressed by others on weekdays, and you came here to vent your anger? Hehe..." Hao Lei's face turned red instantly.I teased him so that the atmosphere would not be so awkward.However, what has to be faced is ultimately to be faced.Seeing that I ignored Xie Chi, Du Ming picked up a tissue and wiped off the blood from the corner of Xie Chi's mouth.This is Du Ming, he is kind to people out of instinct, compared with him, I really feel ashamed.

"This... is Du Ming?" Hao Lei had never seen Du Ming before, and seeing this scene, it didn't feel like asking. He was sure in his heart that he was Du Ming.

Hao Lei walked towards Du Ming with remaining energy, but Xie Chi stood in front of Du Ming. "Just hit me alone, it has nothing to do with him."

"Heh! Protecting him like this? Good! Come here and let me hit you." Xie Chi stepped forward and let him hit him.I saw Du Ming holding Xie Chi's hand tightly, not letting him go forward, it was really affectionate.And Hao Lei thought he was just a bully again, as if he was bullying the people.I walked over, said some sorry words to them, and then pulled Hao Lei out of the ward.My heart was aching with my heavy steps. I don't know how they broke up later.

Although I was born in summer and it is the season of colorful flowers, I don't like it very much.There is rain in summer, and most of them are thunderstorms, which make people caught off guard and upset, like a love without warning.A few crystal clear silk threads hung on the glass window, getting denser and denser, blurring the scenery outside the window in just a few tens of seconds.

Grandpa said that Du Ming wanted to do a type match, but he hadn't tested it yet, and no one agreed, especially Dr. Huang.Everyone also understood Du Ming's situation in their hearts. Even if they were tested and matched, they couldn't let him go.That's one life for another, and it's worthless.Du Ming is willing to give everything, he thinks he gets more love than others, so he wants to give more.He is indeed happy, he had a better childhood than us.

Du Xiao just lost a very favorable opportunity.But he doesn't care, he only cares about how to spend the rest of the day with Yun Kai.And Yun Kai also has a dignified expression these days, unable to see what he is thinking.It's just that there are fewer words than before, and it doesn't feel like him before.He became obedient because he knew that the people who were by his side at the moment would leave suddenly at some point.He became sad because he knew that some things were predestined and had to go with the flow.At first, Yun Kai couldn't believe it, and didn't admit that Du Xiao's illness would become like this, but now he has to admit it, and he also has to be sad.

Du Xiao often invites Du Ming to the hospital to accompany Yun Kai, and then excuses himself to leave.Du Ming was also happy to see his brother and Yun Kai together, he persuaded Yun Kai to think of the best, and then tried to talk and laugh with Yun Kai.Maybe recall the past, maybe imagine the future.Du Ming has the ability to make everyone happy, but he can only make one person sad, and that person is me.In fact, I don't have to do this either. People have asked and begged for it. If I don't agree, I can't blame others.

The faint pain in my chest made me wake up every morning. Once the pain was so severe that I broke out in a layer of sweat after tossing around for a while.Once again, the pain was so unbearable that he called Grandpa in at the top of his voice.He was frightened by my appearance and quickly fed me a medicine.Seeing that I was feeling a little better, I asked how long it had been like this. I said it was almost a week, and it didn't hurt too much at first.He said it's okay, and asked me to relax, don't think too much, especially don't think about that brat Xie Chi, everything will be fine when I'm in a good mood.But how can I not miss him, I am afraid that I will live the rest of my life by remembering him.

Mom can't say anything more, because Xie Chi came to my house to look for me, and I only treat him as an ordinary friend.The promise I made to my mother at the beginning was also canceled. If I want to let him fly, I will let him fly freely and without any scruples.From then on, the days of living together with Xie Chi were like this summer's Du Ruohua, withered and gone without even a shadow.Let go, cut off the love, that's fine too.

However, after I said such absolute words.In the early morning of the next day, Xie Chi appeared at my door with a suitcase, so I naturally wouldn't let him in.But Grandpa insisted on letting him in, saying that for the sake of Xie Chi being his apprentice, let him in.In the end, I let him in.He said that sleeping in the same room with grandpa will definitely not affect me.However, his living here is the biggest influence on me.

"You live here, what will Du Ming do?"

"He lives with Du Xiao, how about it, isn't it good?" After finishing speaking, he smiled at me.My heart warms up unconsciously, the immunity to him is so weak now.I quickly turned my head away and stopped looking at him.

At night, I tossed and turned and couldn't sleep, because Xie Chi slept next door!He is so close to me, yet so far away.The two were only one meter away, but they were pulled by something and couldn't get close. When they turned around and found that they couldn't see each other, their hearts suddenly became chaotic. When they were chaotic, they became afraid.

The chest was very stuffy, and the temperature of the air conditioner was lowered, and I was thinking about something randomly, and my heart hurt when I thought about it.The pain was so bad that I didn't dare to shout, but when I shouted, not only grandpa came in, but Xie Chi must be there as well.Thinking of the medicine left by my grandfather last night, I forcefully opened the drawer of the bedside table, finally got it in my hand, unscrewed the lid, a sharp pain came from my heart, my hand shook, and the pills scattered all over the floor.I let out a low growl in annoyance, wishing I could die.Later, my grandfather came in to save my life. It is not an exaggeration to say that it was life-saving. When my grandfather pressed my chest rhythmically, I wondered if I was still alive.

Grandpa said, I have a heart disease, a heart disease that cannot be cured by medicine.I admit, and this heart disease has something to do with Xie Chi.Grandpa also understands, but he has no choice after all. Xie Chi didn't come in. It seems that I am being sentimental.

In the morning, Xie Chi put the porridge in front of me, and I just took two symbolic sips.He wants me to get used to him, make me depend on him, and make me unable to do without him.How can I fall twice in the same place?If I'm not smarter, I'll be smashed to pieces.

"This is the breakfast I made for you for an hour! Eat more." The hair on his forehead was wet, and I could imagine how he was busy in the kitchen.

"Thank you. But I'm full." After that, I got up to leave, and he grabbed me.

"Take care of yourself if you have the ability, otherwise let me take care of you honestly!" The tone was very domineering, as if no resistance was allowed.

"Who said I can't take care of myself?" I wanted to resist.

"Last night, I knew all about it." Of course he had to know. "I know you don't want me in, so I stood quietly outside the door, although I couldn't hear you clearly. Du Ruo, don't torture yourself like this. Everything is my fault, you scold me, beat me, and torture me, but... ...Don't treat yourself badly." He sat me down and drank the bowl of porridge.I did, and I fought back the tears from my eyes to keep them from falling.