Blooming legacy

The moment I opened the door, I saw Du Ming standing at the door holding water, and I was at a loss for a moment.He stood there, blocking the door, and I couldn't push him away.

"Where are you going? After losing?" He walked forward, and I stepped back.

"Oh, it's over." I sat on the bed inexplicably, this series of actions completely violated my original intention to rush out of the room.As if being controlled by some kind of force, his head was in a daze.

"Your hand is bleeding! Don't you feel it?" Du Ming wiped my hand with a tissue.I watched him frown slightly, feeling a little dazed. "Xie Chi! How did you take care of Du Ruo? I just went out for a while, and you...argued?" He opened a bottle of water for me, and I took it unconsciously.

"No! I want... I want to go back, I don't want to stay in the hospital anymore." I hurriedly answered his words, I didn't want him to know what was going on between me and Xie Chi.I suddenly wanted to return Xie Chi to him, purely and completely.As if Xie Chi had never known me, and I had never known him either.

"Oh. Then let's go back together! Xie Chi! Let's go." Xie Chi followed me and Du Ming out of the hospital.Where are you going next?It is definitely not possible to go to Xie Chi's house, because there are traces of me left there.The clothes hanging on the balcony, the toiletries in the bathroom, the medicines on the tea table, all of these will reveal the fact that Xie Chi and I live together.Why I was suddenly afraid that Du Ming would know that I was living with Xie Chi, I didn't know myself.In fact, I should let Du Ming go there and let him witness the happy life between me and Xie Chi, and then I said confidently, I love Xie Chi, I like living with him, we have even... But, in When I saw Du Ming's bright smiling face, I felt ashamed of myself for having those thoughts.

"Where are we going?" Du Ming tilted his head and asked me and Xie Chi, while I looked at Xie Chi, and I told him with my eyes, don't go home, don't go home.

"Go home!" The tacit understanding between Xie Chi and me at the critical moment was zero.

"Oh... oh... hehe... I suddenly feel a little hungry, let's find a place to eat first, how about it?" I had to delay the time first, and then figured out a countermeasure so that Du Ming couldn't go there today, and I stayed overnight. Pack up your things, leave that house, think about it and run away.

"No! You have a bad stomach, don't go to the restaurant to eat, Xie Chi's cooking skills are good, and Aunt Yang's cooking skills are also pretty good, hehe... By the way, let's go to Aunt Yang's place!"

"Okay!" That's a good idea.

"However, if we go, it will disturb her business. Let's go home and let Xie Chi cook. How about it, Du Ruo?" This kid Du Ming is really fickle.Before I could find another good reason, they had pulled me into a taxi.I had to sit in the car trying to figure out what to do when I got home.

But it turns out that Du Ming was not at all surprised by the fact that Xie Chi and I were living together, which caused me to spend a lot of time in the car.Du Ming thought it was natural for me to live with Xie Chi, because Xie Chi had to take care of me, so it was more convenient to live together.Of course, the "cohabitation" he understands is limited to this. He doesn't know that Xie Chi and I already... already have the so-called "skin relationship", and he doesn't know if I tell Xie Chi and me in another sense. After living together, how will Du Ming react.Suddenly, I really wanted to tease the innocent little boy in front of me who was drinking water on the sofa.

"Du Ming! I have something to tell you." I made my voice very serious.

"Well, tell me. If it's a secret, I'll keep it for you! Hehe..."

"It's not a secret, a few people know about it." I sat next to Du Ming and heard the sound of Xie Chi cooking in the kitchen. At that moment, I lost the desire to tell.Seeing Du Ming's expectant eyes, I couldn't say nothing, so I said something that shocked me. I never thought that I would say this to Du Ming.

"I like Xie Chi, I like to be with him, I love him!" These words are absolutely from the bottom of my heart, sincerely, purely without the slightest impurity, from the bottom of my heart.Du Ming looked at me with his big eyes open, I knew he was frightened.

"Really? You really? Really?" He grabbed my arm excitedly and asked repeatedly. To be honest, I regretted saying those words, but nodded.

"Then does Xie Chi know? Does Xie Chi know that you like him?" There was a light of joy in his eyes. Looking at him, I suddenly realized that Du Ming's feelings for Xie Chi were pure friendship, while Xie Chi The feelings for Du Ming are not so pure.I think Du Ming is aware of this, Xie Chi likes him, it's not like he doesn't know.Thinking of Xie Chi's ruthlessness towards Du Ming, I feel bad for a while.The person in front of me is my rival in love, rival in love!And I actually still have a good impression of my rival, I am completely confused.

"Well, I should know. However, there is always someone in his heart, a very important person, and that person...is not me." After I finished speaking, seeing the unnatural expression on Du Ming's face, he said "Oh With a sound, he picked up the cup on the coffee table, he knew, who is the important person I mentioned, how could he not know?He's not that dull.He didn't ask me, who was that person, he didn't ask, he knew it very well.

"Dinner is ready!" Xie Chi shouted from the kitchen, and Du Ming and I got up and entered the restaurant together. "It's all your favorite food." Xie Chi took off his apron, he took good care of everyone, there was my favorite food, and some, probably Du Ming's favorite food.I looked at the rich dishes on the table, and I was greedy for this home again.

Du Ming put some vegetables in my bowl, smiled at me, and I smiled back at him.Then he brought Xie Chi some vegetables.He is such a person, he is very good to everyone.I can imagine the scene where Xie Chi and Yun Kai were arguing over who Du Ming should serve first.Of course I'm not as naive as them, but when I saw Du Ming pick up food for Xie Chi, I was still a little awkward, so I lowered my head and ate seriously.

In the evening, I packed my luggage while Xie Chi was sending Du Ming off.Last night here, I thought I was going to lose sleep again.I sat on the sofa watching TV and waited for Xie Chi to come back.In fact, I just want to see him again, before I fall asleep, I keep comforting myself and say, this is not a farewell, we can still meet at school, I can still see him on the court, I can still say hello to him, Talk to him, and I can find an excuse to come here for dinner.In this way, what is the difference between moving away and not moving away, thinking about it, I feel relieved a lot.However, the feeling of being in love with each other is probably gone.

I heard the sound of Xie Chi opening the door, watched him enter the room, and watched him approach me.I want to hold him, hold him, never let go, never let go, till the end of time.

"Are you sleepy?" He sat down and hugged me, everything was so natural, the question was natural, the hug was natural, as if he had returned to the past, as if nothing had happened.

"Well, I'm not sleepy." I naturally fell into his arms, and then lay on his lap, finding a comfortable position. At the moment when I was comfortable, I thought, what's going on?Isn't this the last night?Yes, the last night, the last night.What shall I leave behind, what shall I leave behind? "Xie Chi! Let's share the same bed!" I was also taken aback by my own words, but maybe these were words from the heart.It came out without warning, so that the parties themselves were unprepared.

"Du Ruo! You..."

"Just say if you want it or not."

"But you..."

"You don't want to. Okay, then I'll go to bed first, good night!" After I finished speaking, I walked away from him and walked to my room.Xie Chi caught up and took my hand, and went in with me.Whether he likes it or not, in short, he came in and is still lying beside me.He rested his head on his arms, lying straight, not going to do anything else.So, I leaned forward and kissed his lips.I felt his body tremble, and then he looked at me without moving.I kissed him again, and he gasped and said, Du Ruo, you are playing with fire, be careful not to catch yourself on fire!I said, then I will die tonight, and I will be Nirvana tomorrow!

He froze for a few seconds, as if he suddenly understood something, he sat up suddenly, grabbed my shoulder, "You can't fuck!"

"Okay, I don't know. Maybe, for some things, once is a lifetime, and the first time is the last time."

"Du Ruo, remember, that time wasn't the last time, and neither is this time!" After he finished speaking, he kissed me, and all I tasted was bitterness and despair.Because, Xie Chi, this is the last time, for me, this is the last time.He was gentler and more careful than last time.I told him I wasn't in any pain.I want him to have fun, I want him to be happy, and I want my feelings to be ignored.Love is the trembling happiness at this time, and no one knows the depth of love until the time of parting comes.I just want to treat the last time as eternity, and accompany me through every spring, summer, autumn and winter in the future.I know I'm going to leave this place, leave him.Leaving him leaves happiness as well as pain.From now on, I, Du Ruo, don't know how to get through the days to come.But there will definitely be Xie Chi in the days, thinking about him, until the last second of breathing, until death is approaching, until dying.

I endured the pain soberly and listened to his steady breathing.I can't sleep, how can I sleep.Under the slight moonlight, I saw his thick eyelashes, and his eyes rolled occasionally. He was sleeping deeply. He didn't know that I was looking at him, and it hurt my heart to see him.

The next day, the sky was slightly bright, and I went to Hao Lei's house with my luggage, which is where my father lived. "I'm leaving, I hope you and him can be happy." In fact, I have a lot to say, but it's meaningless to say it.

I know he was absent last night.He has scruples, maybe he is not concerned about me, but him.Thinking of Du Ming, that person full of sunshine, I feel ashamed again.I comforted myself that I had gotten a lot, enough, really enough.Then take a deep breath and fill up the empty heart.I will not seek death, I will live.Xie Chi, the happiness you gave me is longer than my memories.