Blooming legacy

I walk in dreams and love all day long, and I always feel that everything within my reach is unreal.I touch cold things, rough things, anything that makes me feel real.Xie Chi said that it was a kind of morbid happiness.I said, let me be hopeless for the rest of my life.

That day, a sudden day.Du Ruohua on the balcony fell all over the ground. I picked up their corpses in my hand, feeling that life is so fragile and we are so passionate.That afternoon, I went to Xie Chi's high school, that piece of willow forest and green land, that piece of Du Ruo.They are still in full bloom, blooming, but not as enthusiastic as before, a little listless in the sun, but they are still alive, much better than the pot at home.

"It's coming again!" Qu Chen walked towards me with a basketball in his hand, his face glowing with oil.

"Hmm..." Standing with him, there is always an obvious gap.Healthy complexion, sweat all over, how well it matches summer.

"I came to school to play ball last Sunday. I saw you. Because some brothers urged me, I didn't have time to say hello to you. When the game was over, you had already left." Last weekend, I didn't come!

"Last weekend, Xie Chi and I were at home. Could it be that you made a mistake?"

"Oh? Then...and you...that...probably my eyes are blurred, haha..." At first he wanted to distinguish something, but then he admitted his mistake with a smile, "Then I'll go first, don't stay here for too long Yes, it's quite hot, hehe..."

"Oh, good. Thank you!" In fact, he is a nice boy, I watched him smile and greet every acquaintance, maybe, I am just one of his acquaintances.

"Where do you want to go during the summer vacation?" Xie Chi asked me as he lay lazily on the bed that day. I said Ang went to the United States to see how Du Xiao and Yun Kai were doing, and that boy Hao Lei, why didn't he come back? Du Xiao It has been two weeks since I went to the United States. It stands to reason that Hao Lei has also changed back. He will catch up with the final exam and make accommodations with the school so that he will not have to retake it.

Xie Chi said, Du Ruo, you are probably born with a passionate seed, and no one can let you go, can you let me go?I don't know why he suddenly asked. Could it be that I usually give him the feeling that I don't care at all?Maybe, he doesn't want me to go to see Yunkai, he still cares about it, which really makes me speechless.

"Where do you want to go?" In fact, wherever he goes, I will go too. I can go anywhere, even if I don't go to the United States.

"I want to go to a beautiful place. I'll tell you when the time comes, it's a secret! Hehe..." He smiled sweetly and strangely, looking happy. The sun turned his hair red, and he was alone in his eyes. aesthetically pleasing.I couldn't help but leaned over and touched his hair, it was very soft. They say that people with soft hair have soft hearts, but he is actually soft-hearted just like me.

I still called Du Xiao.Hao Lei is now in a dilemma, undecided, being chased by a handsome American guy so hard to sleep, no wonder he has to come.The most important thing is that he was taken advantage of by others, and he was a little bit aggrieved. He wanted to take revenge, but every time he stole the chicken and failed to lose money. shame.

I made a video with Hao Lei, I scolded him for being worthless, his face turned red immediately, I knew I had touched his sore spot, and I knew that this kid was probably emotional, I embarked on this road of no return for him It's a pity that another handsome guy in China is going to marry, and how many girls will be heartbroken.A few days ago, a girl who hadn’t talked to me suddenly appeared in front of me and asked Hao Lei where he had gone, with a haggard face, and without thinking about it, I knew that I had hurt Acacia. Although I didn’t feel heartbroken, it still hurt know god.

Du Xiao and Yun Kai are in the United States every day, making love to each other, rubbing each other's ears.They are "honeymooning" under the slogan of "healing the wound".In fact, knowing that they are happy makes me happy too.These days, it's like stepping on clouds under your feet, and your whole person is floating.

Xie Chi went to Master's house that day, and I went to the supermarket alone to buy things, and waited for him to come home to cook.While queuing up, I saw two reflections of myself in the mirror, and when I looked carefully, it was not me.At the moment when he turned around suddenly, he felt his heart stop beating.The thing in my hand fell on the ground, and a man behind him picked it up for me. I didn’t pick it up, and I couldn’t lift it. I lost all strength in my hands and my whole body. I asked him tremblingly, your name is Du Ming. ?The surprise in my eyes made me cold for a while.When he said "yes", I rushed out of the supermarket and forgot to pick up my things. I didn't know where I parked. When I held on to the bench on the side of the road to breathe, the man who helped me pick up things ran away. Come here, he said he already paid for me.I said thank you to him, I didn't want to just say thank you to him.

I grabbed his arm and asked him what his relationship with Du Ming was.Facing me who was so excited, he was obviously at a loss, so I kept looking at him, pulling her, waiting for his answer.He said they were friends.

"How did you know each other?" Isn't Du Ming dead?Didn't he die in Xie Chi's arms?Is Xie Chi's story false or incomplete?I still don't understand, I still don't understand, I don't understand anything yet.How I wish I had admitted the wrong person.

"Oh... I think you really want to know Du Ming, don't you? This story is very long, and Du Ming is still waiting for me in the supermarket, I think..."

"Then... please, can you tell me your contact information? And... please don't tell him, don't tell... Du Ming!" He hesitated, but still gave me his mobile phone number , and promised me not to tell Du Ming about it, saying that I had admitted the wrong person.

I don't know with what vain footsteps I wandered home.I walked into the study, tremblingly looking for the book and the photos in the book from the bookshelf.It's still there, the photo is still in the book.It's him, it's him, his appearance hasn't changed, I can recognize him at a glance, so Xie Chi can easily see him in the crowd.I tore the photo to shreds, looking at the white and white fragments, my heart was just like that.I did another crazy thing.I knelt and picked them up and dropped them, picked them up, and dropped them.Like a mental patient, until Xie Chi appeared, I was still sucking on that pile of debris, and that pile of debris was sucking on my heart.

I saw Xie Chi's face clearly while shaking and shouting, and then I thought of Du Ming's face.I knelt down on his chest and cried, out of breath, while he held my back, flustered and anxious.I cried and fell into his arms, holding on to his front collar tightly, never letting go, never letting go, I just didn't want to give up.In fact, I was afraid that he would leave, and that he would never come back once he left.

From my hospital bed, I recall the stupid things I did that day.Looking at Xie Chi who was taking a nap beside the bed, he thought about what to say to him in the first sentence, whether to say "I'm sorry" or "I love you".I wish I had a daisy in my hand, and let it make a decision for me. When I thought about the daisy, he woke up.I can't see anything, I can't read anything. From his eyes, I see myself, and this self makes me feel ashamed.It's this feeling, a very bad feeling, which frightens the love in my heart, maybe, my love will come to an end.

"Are you awake?" He spoke first, saying innocuous words.

"Yeah." I responded to him, it doesn't matter if it hurts.He stopped talking, walked to the window and looked out the window.Xia Tian's cicada kept screaming, and the room became more and more quiet.I think I should or have to say something first.I hesitated for a long time between saying "I'm sorry" first and "I love you" first, I hesitated for a long time, and he stood for a long time.I don't know what he was thinking, but I said "I love you", I said "I love you", I said it firmly, I naively thought, I said love as strong as iron, and then, love It can really be as iron.

Waiting for your answer is like waiting for a summer thunderstorm.I pulled the needle out, watched the blood come out, but didn't expect to stain the sheets, you don't move, don't move.

"I'm sorry!" I said to him. When I said it, I felt desolate in my heart, and it became even more desolate after I finished speaking, because Xie Chi still didn't say a word.I really felt like my play was over, it was a tragedy.

I said "I'm sorry" again, I really feel sorry, I think of myself as a third party, inserted between Du Ming and Xie Chi, I have already received a lot of love, this is enough, I shouldn't Ask for nothing more.Looking at the hand again, it was bloody, which was shocking.The bed sheet was also flushed, like a blooming red plum, no, two.I think it is beautiful, like that night, like that piece of blood, very beautiful.But other people should think it is dirty. When I thought that people would think it was dirty, I hurried to get the paper towel on the table, but accidentally knocked over the water glass.I was just about to get out of bed when he rushed over, very fast.He held me up and said, don't move. "Don't move", two words, after he said these two words, I burst into tears.

He wiped my hands clean, put the needle back on, and cleaned up the mess on the ground.Sitting on the edge of the bed, looking at my hands, my slack eyes were like hazy moonlight, which scattered all over the ground.

"Du Ruo. I think... I love you." He said that like talking in his sleep.Xie Chi, I love you without even thinking about it. "But..." He stopped talking, and when he paused, my heart skipped a beat and I lost my mind.

"But what? Is it because I tore up that photo?" He didn't speak, "Is it... You saw him too?" It is very likely that he will meet Du Ming, why not?It seems that when they met, they were in the previous life, and they were also in this life.

"Who did you see?" His excited and surprised look made me understand at once, he saw Du Ming, he saw it.

"Du Ming!" I said in a disheartened, indifferent manner, as if I had reached a certain level.

"Really him?" He seemed to be asking me, but he was actually asking himself.He saw it, but couldn't believe his eyes.After a while, he buried his face in his hands and sobbed. What does this mean?Are you sad at our impending parting?Or rejoice in another will from heaven?He is in pain right now, and so am I.I didn't make a sound, but the tears kept flowing and flowing.In the ward, two big boys were crying, and a group of cicadas outside were screaming desperately.They were saying, look at those two silly boys.They don't know how sad these two silly boys are.