Blooming legacy

After Xie Chi left, I suddenly had the desire to live. The money should be enough for my operation.

After learning that I have congenital heart disease, my parents often quarreled. When I was young, I was ignorant. I wondered if they quarreled because of me. When I grew up, I gradually realized that it was.No one would want such an unhealthy child. Besides, the family was very poor at that time, so there was no money for surgery.Later, my parents divorced, and I lived with my mother.That woman finally lost her life, married a rich foreigner, and went abroad.Leaving such a son to be raised by his grandma is just to make enough money on the scorpion regularly.She is also helpless, right?She knew that her son's illness would cost a lot of money, right?So she had to choose this way, right?I have been comforting myself, it's not that my mother doesn't want me anymore, she is loving me in another way.But whenever I was sick and needed someone to accompany me, the loneliness, emptiness and despair made me less and less tolerant of her.After my grandma passed away, she seemed to care more about me, but she just made a few more phone calls and urged me desperately. I know she still loves me.But I just can't stand her not being with me.Because I'm so afraid of being alone.

"Du Ruo! You brat! Why do you come to the hospital all day long? Huh?" It was Hao Lei's voice.

"Did I want to come?" I was wronged to death, and I didn't want to cause so much trouble for you, did I?Fiddled with the infusion tube with my right hand, I dare not look directly into your eyes.

"What happened yesterday? What stimulated you?" Hao Lei took a chair and sat down, waiting for my answer.

"It's okay." Actually, I didn't know what happened yesterday, I just said a few words to Xie Chi.I didn't want Xie Chi to know that I had a heart attack. In fact, I didn't want anyone to know, but it's impossible to keep them from knowing.Alas, they took down the last wall of my disguise.

"Du Ruo, why are you pretending to be so strong? It's not like we don't know what your situation is. In front of us, can you stop pretending? Are you tired?" He said so in a breath, choking on his saliva You forget it.No, you can't die.Anyway, you are also my good buddy, and I know you are doing it for my own good too.

"I'm tired, and I won't be able to pretend in the future." My physical condition is getting worse and worse, how can I pretend to be strong?

"Du Ruo! What do you mean? You..."

"If I die, will you be very sad? Hao Lei..."

"What the hell are you talking about? How did you die? You..."

"Why won't I die? Didn't you find out? I..."

"I didn't find out! I didn't find out anything!" You were excited again, every time you mentioned death, you were so excited, it was me who died, not you.I am no longer afraid of death, because I have experienced the feeling of dying.I feel lighter than air, calm without any panic, no one in my memory, no mother, no grandma, no one.

"Hehe... Didn't you find out? Hao Lei, you have to be realistic, your life is too bright, you can't accept losing... and I never had it, so why lose it. I never..."

"Who said you have nothing? You have me... us!" He clenched his hands into fists and stood up abruptly. The chair fell to the ground, and my heart trembled slightly.

"Student Hao Lei, don't you know that I have a heart attack? You make such a big noise, you want me to die sooner, don't you?" Huh...

"No, no, no, Du Ruo, don't you always say death is okay? Whenever I hear you say death, I... feel uncomfortable." Hao Lei, I'm sorry, I will live well for you.

"Okay, I won't talk anymore. You should go. This afternoon is Professor Tong's class. I won't miss his class! Hehe..." Teacher Xiao Tong is the best to bully, so let's make a small fuss You can play him around.remember last time...

"Du Ruo! What are you thinking? Last time you played Professor Tong seriously, are you not afraid that he will kill you?"

"Fuck me? Huh! Don't you know that he has soft ears and a soft heart? Hehe..." The last time he pretended to be sick, his face turned pale from fright, so cute.

"Du Ruo! I'm convinced. But I don't want you to lie to me, not even once!" My face came closer, and when I looked closer, I found that Hao Lei was also a handsome man.hehe……

"Well... don't get any closer, I need fresh air..." It really works, every time I talk about my body, everyone obeys me, hehe... that's not bad!

"Cough... I'm leaving, you take care of yourself." After taking two steps, he turned around, "Oh, by the way, I heard that Xie Chi sent you to the hospital?"

"Hmm. Seems to be. What's wrong?" Any questions?

"Stop touching him, he's a bomb!"

"What? Bomb? Hehe...he is a bomb, and I am a nuclear bomb! Hehe..."

"Du Ruo! I warn you, don't associate with him!" It's terrible, student Hao Lei, I have a bad heart.

"Oh... oh... If you don't get in touch, you don't get in. You are so fierce... what are you doing?"

"I'm sorry, I... I'm leaving." Looking at his back, my thinking was a little confused.Why don't you want me to associate with Xie Chi?He doesn't look like a bad guy.Are there any bad guys that good looking?He is very gentle to me and feeds me porridge.If he is a bomb, it is probably the least powerful bomb. What can be blown out?hehe……

Lying on the bed for an entire afternoon, I opened my eyes and saw the halo left by the setting sun outside the window. I lingered on my last breath and wanted to protect myself, but in the end I had to disappear completely.

"Du Ruo! Here I come!" Xie Chi's voice seemed to be always full of vitality and confidence.Unlike me, I can only bluff people when I pretend to be strong, but I know they are afraid of my health.

"Oh! You are here! Bring me something delicious?" I really miss the porridge in the morning!

"Hehe... today my mother made salty food, side dishes, and porridge..." Open the lid, the aroma is tangy, and the smell makes people appetite. "I see that you like porridge, so I brought some more."

"Oh, your mother's porridge is delicious." Can I not drink porridge?My stomach is also quite fragile. I didn't have a mother to cook for me since I was a child, and I couldn't help feeling sad, "Xie Chi! You are so lucky!"

"Du Ruo! Don't say that, I know you lack maternal love since you were a child, hehe... From now on, my mother will be your mother, don't be polite to me! I'll let my mother make whatever you want to eat!" She smiled brightly, right?Your mother is my mother?How can it be.

"Xie Chi! Not only do I lack maternal love, I also lack fatherly love." I really forgot what my dad looked like, and my mom called me from time to time, but my dad seemed to have disappeared from the earth without a trace. "Split your father equally! Hehe..."

"Du Ruo! You are really greedy, do you want to split my wife equally? Huh?" Put the rice on the small table.

"Do you...have a wife?...Well, if you have a wife, I don't want it...hehe..." It's delicious, this porridge is really delicious, soft but not greasy, fragrant and refreshing.

"I don't have a wife, and I don't want a wife!" He took a bite hard, and it seemed that he hadn't eaten yet.

"Oh! How can you not have a wife? Only with a wife can you eat such delicious food..." There are still benefits to being a woman... Don't let it go for nothing.If I am healthy and healthy, I must have a wife, huh, huh. . .Does my stomach still suffer?

"Huh! These things... I can do it!" He fiddled with Xiaocai disdainfully.

"You...you know how to cook? What are you bragging about?" It's unbelievable, no matter how you look at it, it doesn't look like someone who can cook in the kitchen!

"Don't believe me? Go to my house another day, and I'll make it for you!" Go to his house?I've never been to my classmate's house. Hao Lei's family is also in this city. He doesn't seem to have invited me to his house.Oh, by the way, Hao Lei said this afternoon that he doesn't want me to associate with Xie Chi, why?Is there anything between him and Xie Chi?What an annoyance!One is a good buddy in the dormitory, and the other... can be regarded as my savior, and they both treat me very well, I want to be friends!Hey... "What do you think?" Tapped my spoon, "Hurry up! It won't taste good when it's cold!"

"Oh, that I..." Should I ask?

"If you have something to say, I hate other people's hesitation!" Impatient guy!

"Oh, Xie Chi! Do you know Hao Lei?" No response? "It's from my dormitory, I'm a good buddy! I..."

"Do you think I should know him?" Sure enough, when Hao Lei was mentioned, the aura around him was not right!

"Oh, no... I think..." I didn't know what to do. I was not very intelligent, and I couldn't turn my head when I was sick.You adults don't count villains, please forgive me.

"Stop mentioning him in front of me from now on. If it weren't for the fact that he shared a dorm with you and took care of you, I wouldn't bother to talk to him!" They really had conflicts.

"Oh...I...that..." I don't want you to be like this, isn't it good that we are all friends?Are you so stiff?

"Say what you want to say!" Are you angry?

"Well, then I said, don't be angry." Still calm, "I think we should be good friends, I think you have met Hao Lei, or how did he know about my hospitalization? Go find His? He..."

"I didn't find him! He found me!"

"Huh? So, you guys know each other well? ... There is still friendship, right?"

"We have a friendship? Hehe... yes! A very deep friendship!" The cold eyes stared at me, which made me tremble all over. "What's the matter? Is it cold?" After that, he wanted to take off his coat and put it on for me.

"No...not cold!" What should I do?Looking at his straight back and resolute profile, I don't know what to say.However, I am quite curious about the story between them.However, it's not time to know yet, right?I will wait, wait, until I know your secret, until the day you become friends. "I'm full! Hmm... Xie Chi, I'm tired, I want to rest!"

"Okay, take a good rest, don't think about anything, take care of your body, I'll be waiting for you at school!" Packed up my things, tucked me in the quilt, took a look at me, closed the door and left.

Looking at the pale moon outside the window, she also looked powerless, hanging on the horizon, watching with nothing.