Blooming legacy

Finally passed the final exam, everyone is not cheering or jumping for joy, but very calm, sophomore year, the enthusiasm is gone.It's almost Chinese New Year, and I plan to go to a new place again.A person, to travel, not to windy places, I hate the wind, because it blows up the dust, maybe I hate the dust, not the wind, but the wind makes the dust more rampant, I even hate the wind !Hao Lei called and asked me to go to their place to celebrate the New Year, but I refused, because I was used to being alone, so I didn't want to go.In fact, it's not that I'm used to being alone, but that I'm not used to being with you.

"Aren't you going to celebrate the New Year with me? Where are you going?" Xie Chi watched me pack my luggage, and followed me swaying left and right, which made me dizzy, and was mixed with his questioning over and over again.

"Go to Hainan!"

"Go to Hainan? Why go to Hainan?" She gave him a blank look and ignored him. "I want to go skiing with you. During the Spring Festival... Hey! Du Ruo!" I left the bedroom and went to the living room to drink water.

He snatched my water, "I repeat, I'm going to Hainan!" Xie Chi, are you going to kill me, can I ski like this?I grab my water again.

"Okay! Then I'll go with you!" I choked on the water, go together? "Are you alright? Du Ruo! I'll go with you, there's another take care, just in case you...Anyway, I'll go with you!"

"Do you know what I'm going to do? You just go with me?" I wiped my mouth, calmed my throat, and my heart was pounding. Perhaps, this is the last place I've been to, and there will be no chance in the future. Bar?

"Follow you, wherever you go, whatever you do!" Xie Chi, if I die, will you follow me?

"Then go skiing!" Maybe this is the last beautiful winter in my life. When it was snowing before, I looked out of the window and didn't know who I missed. In the future, people who miss me can't see the snow.People have sorrows and joys, and the moon has cloudy and sunny waxes and wanes. This matter has never been complete in ancient times.

"Really? Du Ruo! What's wrong with you?" It was extremely sensitive as if he had discovered something.Xie Chi, I'm fine, they say, to die is to go to a beautiful place.When I die, I will definitely go to a place. In your heart, is that okay?

"It's nothing, go and pack up for me, I don't want to pack up anymore."

"Okay! I'll go and pack, you sit here and drink some water!" He jolted to the bedroom to pack his luggage!

"Hello? Yunkai?" Is it another person who invited me to celebrate the festival?I am really lonely, so many people pity me.

"Du Ruo! Where are you now? Still at Xie Chi's house?" He knew everything, like a spy. "Your life is so beautiful!" After the ah, there was a heavy sigh, which suddenly made me feel powerless, for life and for myself. "Du Ruo! Can you come to my house to play? You haven't been here for a long time. It's been so long that I feel..."

"Makes you think I'm gone? Not alive?"

"Du Ruo! You! You must come. If you don't come, I will pick you up!"

"Now? Not now!"

"Then pick your time and come, I'll be waiting for you anytime, hehe..."

"Du Ruo! We..." Xie Chi saw me talking on the phone, so I stopped talking, said goodbye in a hurry, and hung up the phone.Strange, I just answer the phone, why guilty?As if having an affair with someone without telling him, I put my phone in my pocket and picked up the cup on the coffee table to drink water.Afraid to look into his eyes, he tried to cover his face with the cup, but he lifted it too high, splashed water on his face, and choked on drinking.Xie Chi ran over and patted my back gently, I must be looking bad now, I just want to find a crack in the ground to get in.I stood up abruptly, the huge pain in my chest made me almost faint, I instinctively grabbed Xie Chi, breathing the poor air, the world suddenly went dark.Xie Chi called my name over and over again, shaking my consciousness to the point of rattling, I knew he was there, this time I fell down, I was not alone, I could feel his tension, blood oozed out of his mouth The smell, I am using the pain to force myself to wake up.

The frown can pinch mosquitoes to death, and I really want to smile at him, and I really want to reach out to fill up the gully.

"Du Ruo! You scared me to death!" He grabbed my outstretched hand and pulled me to his chest. The familiar heartbeat made me want to live in his chest and watch him play basketball to the fullest. Sweaty, ran at the sports meeting, and laughed heartily while talking.

"It's okay!" I still stroked his forehead, groping his eyebrows and feeling his hard brow bone. "Xie Chi, I'm tired, I..."

"Du Ruo!" He pressed my mouth with his index finger, "You have to have confidence in this world, just like the spring water is to the mountains and forests, not to yourself. As long as the forests and mountains are there, the spring water will not dry up. Du Ruo! You It’s the spring water, I’m the forest, I’m here, you won’t be exhausted. Let me see you, I’ll become clear, you’re the clear spring of my life.”

"Hehe... Xie Chi, you chose the wrong major, you are a poet!"

"Everyone who falls in love becomes a poet! Before I met you, I was just a soulless shell, with hatred at most. After I met you, I had no other choice but love; there is no other genius but Love; there is no other ability, just love. I will visit my only soul mate in the vast sea of ​​people. If I get it, I am lucky; if I don’t, I will die!" He groped for my forehead, my eyebrows, and my eyes just like me , nose and lips, while touching and talking, everything calmed down, and the lingering sound of his poem slowly solidified in the air.Also frozen was the hand resting on the neck, he lightly touched the no longer obvious mark, for fear of dragging the past pain.I don't know what my heart is full of at the moment, but I'm full and at ease, but I close my eyes tightly to prevent it from revealing the secret.I was very surprised that this time the heartache came and went so fast, it only took three to two minutes, it seemed like I had experienced life and death, and passed through a cycle of reincarnation.

There is a vast expanse of whiteness, and I feel that what I am stepping on is not snow, but clouds in the sky.Freedom, boundless freedom, has no direction, but there is a direction everywhere. For a person who is used to restraint, facing this boundless land, he does not know how to take a step. Lost can be like this. He has too much at once and has no choice.

I can see the air I exhaled, circling in front of my eyes, it is not smoke, not dusty, it is so pure, I can't help but want to grab it with my hands.

He said, Du Ruo, you look so good in this red down jacket, your eyes are full of white, and I have eyes full of you.In fact, I have always hated white, but today, in this vastness of white, I am less afraid. Could it be that what I fear is not white but doctors?My brain is very confused, but I am very clear about the feeling now, that is, I like this white, this vastness, and the person in front of me who is also wearing a red down jacket is very uncomfortable when going out, I always feel that the two of them are dressed too much like a couple Clothes.Xie Chi said, we are not like a couple, but better than a couple.

Passing through this vast expanse, I saw a large group of people over there, talking and laughing, skiing, falling, and having snowball fights.Everything seemed quiet in the snow, they said, even the noise.I have never seen such a lively scene before, and I have never done any so-called sports, but now I feel that my whole body is full of an inexplicable power.Xie Chi walked towards me with a ski, I easily picked it up, and then armed myself as if preparing for a battle.

"I'm going!" I was so confident, God knows I've never been exposed to this kind of stuff.However, I was as confident as a professional player, somehow.

"Have you ever played?" Xie Chi doubted.

"No, there are a lot of people who haven't played it before, aren't they? But how can you enjoy it if you don't move forward?" It's really not my style.

"Hehe...Du Ruo, you are...very special today!" He fastened his belt and held up the pole, "Let's go together!" If this is said to a child, I define it as an invitation, if it is said to me , which I call malicious.I don't know why, but I just followed him like that.However, the first step with him was so difficult, I fell as if I was destined, and when I fell, I bumped into Xie Chi, I think it was purely accidental.The two red shadows were entangled together, which looked abrupt and funny in the whiteness. I struggled and struggled but couldn't get up. Finally, I had to ask Xie Chi for help. When he pulled me up, he said a very poetic sentence: I am So become a part of your life.I grabbed a handful of snow, squeezed it hard and threw it at his face.The girls next to me laughed and turned into whispers, and the way they looked at us felt a little meaningful.

After staggering around for a while, I was a little short of breath, but it wasn't serious. I wondered why I didn't feel very tired after exercising for such a long time. I came here with the mentality of going to die, but I felt like I was born again.

"Du Ruo! Do you feel happy?" Xie Chi sat beside me, playing with the snow in his hands, and the snow slowly turned into water and flowed out from between his fingers.

"Well, happiness!" To be absolutely honest, I also grabbed a lot of snow and held it in my hand, but it turned into a ball and didn't melt. What's going on?I glanced at Xie Chi's hand with some doubts, he seemed to have noticed my doubts.

"You have too much snow in your hand, and it will be more difficult to melt." He also grabbed a handful of snow, "Du Ruo, if you were a big snowball or a big iceberg, I would melt you too." He said I breathed hot air at the little snowball in my hand, then held it tightly, a few drops of water flowed out, and at the same time, my warm tears flowed out, I wiped it carelessly, I hope he didn’t see it .