The Heart of a Smith

When Li Sui arrived home, there was no one in the living room, only a bedside lamp was on in the bedroom, and Lu Shang was already asleep.

He walked in lightly, and sat down on the edge of the bed. When Lu Shang fell asleep, he always curled up unconsciously, and it was easy for people to have the desire to hug him from behind.The light in the bedroom was dim, half of the face of the sleeping person was buried in the pillow, the thin bangs were casually scattered on the forehead, and the lips were lightly pursed, slightly pale.He has seen this sleeping face thousands of times, and his heart is still moving every time. After a moment of indulging, he couldn't help stretching out his hand to push away his bangs, pressed a kiss on his forehead, and carefully tucked in the quilt before turning to the bathroom to wash up.

Sometimes he also finds it strange. He often hears people say that love is a consumable. After being together for a long time, the relationship between two people will become dull. But the more he understands Lu Shang in these years, the more he finds it difficult to extricate himself.Lu Shang's every move, voice, and angle of smile made him feel extremely charming. Even if he didn't do anything, but just sat here and stared at him all day, Li Sui wouldn't feel bored at all. .

He took a bath very lightly, but when he came out, Lu Shang still woke up, looking at him with squinted eyes.

"Woke you up?" He apologized, climbed onto the bed and embraced him from behind.

A gust of hot air came from his back in an instant, Lu Shang pillowed his arm and sniffed lightly: "The smell of alcohol is not too heavy."

"I only drank a little, Brother Zuo said he was going to quit drinking." Li Sui kissed his ear, "I bought a tank for your little turtle and put it downstairs."

Lu Shang said "hmm", Li Sui noticed that his voice was a little nasal, and raised his head slightly: "Have you caught a cold?"

"No, I was a bit bored sleeping." Lu Shang turned around and lay face to face with him.

Seeing his lowered eyes and trembling eyelashes, Li Sui couldn't help but lift up his heart, and said affirmatively, "You have something on your mind."

Lu Shang hesitated for a while, held his hand, intertwined his fingers, and said in a low voice: "Li Sui, we can't have children, do you regret it?"

Li Sui didn't expect him to say this, and was stunned for a moment.

"If you want, you can be a surrogate," Lu Shang continued, "I don't mind."

He spoke very sincerely, but Li Sui didn't like it very much. Lu Shang must have thought of Zuo Chao because Zuo Chao had a child. This man never expressed his fear of death, but he probably cared about it in his heart. .Lu Shang was afraid that one day he would leave by himself, and he would be left alone. If he left a child, he would have relatives to accompany him in the future, which would be a comfort.

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Li Sui felt a sore nose, and when he thought of this person staying up late at night to think about it, he felt pain in his heart, and stretched out his hand to pull Lu Shang into his arms, "You know how much I love you , no one can replace me, not even my own, and I don’t want to give myself to others, whether it’s now or in the future, it’s all yours.”

Lu Shang seemed to want to say something else, but Li Sui tightened his arms and interrupted him: "Okay, don't mention this in the future, you like children, then let's go and be godfather to Zuo Chao's baby, you are godfather , I'm godfather, how about it?"

Lu Shang smiled lightly: "Then this child will have a heavy task of supporting the elderly in the future."

Li Sui let go of him, touched his forehead: "I'm here, I'll support you."

The two of them cuddled together and talked about the company for a while, but neither of them felt sleepy. Lu Shang slept too much during the day, and Li Sui was so happy that his stomach growled when he talked, so he just got up to make supper.

"It's too late, red meat is hard to digest, let me fry fish steaks for you." Li Sui looked through the refrigerator.

"Yeah." Lu Shang sat on the sofa wrapped in a blanket and looked at him like a chick waiting to be fed.

"Why didn't you move after dinner? Are you feeling uncomfortable?" Li Sui only wore a loose unlined top and an apron, showing his sexy back.

"forgotten."

Li Sui took the time to look back at Lu Shang, and found that Lu Shang had been staring at him, and said with a smile, "What do you see me doing?"

"It's beautiful," Lu Shang said with a faint smile, "I want to see it more."

A strange feeling flashed in Li Sui's heart, Lu Shang seldom spoke in such a tone, and thought that it might be because people in the middle of the night were more emotional, so he didn't ask.Seeing that Lu Shang wrapped the blanket tighter, he asked, "Are you cold? I'll bring you a coat."

Lu Shang shook his head, Li Sui was still afraid that he would freeze, so he turned off the low heat and quickly went upstairs to get a thick down jacket, covering him completely, only his head was exposed.

"Wait, I'll feed you right away." Li Sui straightened his messy hair and said with a smile.

The fish fillet was delivered tonight, very fresh, the bones were shaved clean, and the fishy smell was removed with brandy, served with lemon juice and pepper, the aroma came out as soon as it was cooked, with very little seasoning, oil and salt The portion is not heavy, the meat is soft and easy to digest, suitable for eating at night.

Li Sui sat opposite with his head propped up, watching Lu Shang bow his head and eat slowly, his heart was extremely satisfied. The so-called living is just a process of making a meal with heart and then feeding his lover.

"Are you full?" Li Sui waited for him to finish eating, then smiled and took out a piece of paper and handed it over.

Lu Shang nodded, and moved his gaze to the glass jar on the coffee table.

"It's for the little turtle, should we move it now?"

Lu Shang shook his head: "Tomorrow." After speaking, he took Li Sui's hand, "I'm sleepy, go to bed with me."

"It's okay to sleep right after eating, you have to exercise." Li Sui taught with his mouth, but he couldn't help holding his hand.

Lu Shang seemed to have got some inspiration, and turned around with a faint smile: "Then go 'exercise'."

In the end, there was no "exercise" in the end. Although Lu Shang didn't say anything, Li Sui saw that his complexion was actually not very good, his lips were pale, and his legs and feet were a little swollen, so he rinsed his mouth, massaged his acupuncture points, and exchanged Hugged and fell asleep.

Soon the leisure time of the two of them came to an end, and the most troublesome thing of the year came - dividends for shareholders.Li Sui is so busy every day that his feet never touch the ground. The company's construction site runs three times at home. Seconds are off.

When he got home at night, Lu Shang was still reading the report in the living room. Seeing that his glasses were almost glued to the paper, Li Sui stepped forward to straighten his shoulders and persuaded him, "How much is left, let's see it tomorrow."

"It's coming soon. I'll memorize a few numbers for tomorrow's meeting." Lu Shang took notes in his notebook while watching.

"I'll put some hot water for you." Li Sui didn't want to disturb him, so he fed two pieces of meat to the little turtle. Before going upstairs, he leaned on the stairs and stared at Lu Shang's concentrated silhouette for a long time without looking away.

The more he looked at it, the more he felt a sense of disobedience in his heart, Li Sui frowned, and caught the trace of doubt—has Lu Shang been wearing glasses for longer and longer?

Once he started to pay attention, Li Sui could no longer let go of his heart, and after observing for several days, he finally discovered the pattern.During the day when the weather is good, Lu Shang does not wear glasses, and occasionally wears them on snowy or rainy days, and at night, he wears them from nightfall to before going to bed and never takes them off.

At night, while Lu Shang was taking a bath, Li Sui turned out the pair of glasses and tried them on. They were very common and normal glasses with prescriptions, but Li Sui had never been nearsighted.

Is Lu Shang short-sighted? It's just a trivial matter. Why do you have to hide this from him?Or……

Over the years, he has dabbled in medicine a little. He knows that the eyeballs of people are basically stable after adulthood, and the possibility of myopia will decrease. Blood pressure and such.Any relationship with Lu Shang, a heart patient, is enough to make Li Sui's heart tremble.

When having breakfast the next day, Lu Shang noticed that Li Sui had been staring at him from the corner of his eye, and couldn't help being surprised: "What's wrong?"

"It's okay." Li Sui rolled his eyes, "Is the shareholders' meeting today?"

"Well," Lu Shang nodded, "there is an award ceremony happening at the Industry and Commerce side today, so you can go."

Li Sui actually didn't want to be separated from him, especially at such an important juncture of the shareholders' meeting, but if he didn't go, he had to let Uncle Yuan go. Uncle Yuan had been an assistant in Dongyan for many years and was familiar with the shareholders. Indeed, more helpful than him.

He had no choice but to nod in compromise.

As soon as you enter the Dongyan building, you can feel a tense atmosphere in the company. Most of the old employees are prepared, and they will not encounter the bad luck of the leaders on this day, and stay in their posts dutifully.

"Xiao Tang, did you see if the air conditioner is here?" someone asked outside the office.

"I called. The master said that the parts are broken. He is rushing to the market to buy parts. It will take the afternoon to fix it."

"Even if it's not bad early, it's not bad today..."

The financial manager Xiao Tang is a new young girl who is usually interested in gossip and gossip. Unfortunately, this time she was assigned by the financial manager to attend a meeting with several old accountants. This is a hard job. As soon as she walked into the cold conference room He lost his face.

To put it bluntly, shareholder dividends are the battlefield between the company's investors and managers. The company's annual profit is only so much. The managers want to save the money to invest in the company's operations and expand the company's scale. However, the shareholders have invested, and it depends on today throughout the year. How much money can go into one's own pocket, both sides have legitimate reasons, but the amount of money is limited, for their own interests, it is inevitable to have some disputes.

In previous years, Lu Merchants strictly followed the allocation plan, but this year is different. Dongyan is now in the mid-term of transformation, and needs to support more industries and establish a corporate image. These all cost money, and he has to increase on the basis of previous years. Raising the provident fund ratio, this move really caused dissatisfaction among many shareholders.

"I haven't said anything about 40.00% of the profit being included in the provident fund. Now I have to withdraw [-]% of the after-tax profit. Mr. Lu, are you kidding me?" The first objection was a fat man named Fang Miao.

"Ten percent is the statutory provident fund, which has nothing to do with my personal wishes," Lu Shangdao, "The money will not be spent in vain. The items, black and white, and accounting are also here. If you don't understand any of them, we can discuss them one by one. "

"Then I really have something to say." Fang Miao took out a stack of documents and swiped them directly from the conference table to Lu Shang.This action was really impolite, Uncle Yuan frowned, and wanted to say something, but was stopped by Lu Shang's eyes.

"Here, only 5000 million yuan was allocated for the materials for the first phase of the Golden Sands Coast last year. How did you spend 8000 million yuan? I would like to ask, where did you use the extra 3000 million yuan?"

There was no air conditioner in the meeting room, and Lu Shang only sat for half an hour, his hands and feet were all cold, and his heart rate began to speed up. He changed his sitting position, and pressed his chest quietly through his clothes.

"There are special instructions for the additional 3000 million yuan, and it was all signed and approved by the board of directors. Xiao Tang, you can find it out and give it to him," Lu Shang said.

Xiao Tang hurriedly rummaged through the stack of documents, but Fang Miao interrupted directly: "Don't use the board of directors to prevaricate me, isn't the board of directors the only one you own? Then let me ask you again, what is written under your entry Where did the numbers come from?"

Lu Shang glanced at him, endured the discomfort in his chest, reached out to pick up the document on the table, just opened it, and suddenly felt a strong dizziness, and countless double images overlapped each other in front of his eyes, as if he was suddenly pushed into the water , turned to gray in an instant.

The attack happened at an inappropriate time, Lu Shang's hand holding the document shook lightly, and cold sweat broke out.

Li Sui had just finished his work and came out of the industrial and commercial building when his cell phone rang.

When he was going out, he was in a hurry, and he mistakenly put a bottle of Danshen tablets on the table in his bag. When he was holding his mobile phone, the bottle rolled down, the cap came loose, and the pills spilled all over the floor.

Li Sui lowered his head and glanced, his heart trembled, this is not Danshen tablet.

Afraid of admitting mistakes, he took the bottle and carefully identified it again. It was the medicine that Lu Shang often took, but the pills inside were not the tablets he was familiar with. The color, shape, and smell were wrong. Obviously they were replaced later, but Lu Shang When was it changed, why didn't he know?

The cold wind blew past, and the national flag above his head fluttered. Standing in the wind, Li Sui seemed to have been sensed, and a series of clues were suddenly connected in his mind, wearing glasses, a broken bowl in the kitchen, and a bruise on his forehead. , and mistook him for Aunt Lu... All of these seemed to point to a conclusion——

The rapid ringing of the mobile phone urged people, and finally fell silent after a feeble wail. Li Sui came to his senses, and instead of returning the call immediately, he called Liang Zirui eagerly, as if to seek proof. Xin raised his throat: "Doctor Liang, tell me, is there something wrong with Lu Shang's eyes?"

Liang Zirui paused, and did not answer directly, but asked, "Which aspect are you referring to?"

Li Sui directly asked the guess: "Is it caused by the heart? Is he very short-sighted? Why do you need to change the medicine?"

After hearing this, Liang Zirui sighed with a headache, knowing that he couldn't hide it for Lu Shang, he simply confessed: "He's not short-sighted, he's going blind."