The Heart of a Smith

Until the two returned to the ward, Li Sui still had a sense of unreality, like a dream.

Lu Shang finally felt relieved, and fell asleep on the way back, his body limply leaning on his shoulder, without any strength at all. Li Sui felt his forehead was still a little hot, and couldn't help worrying about his body .Running out so far in a snowy day is unbearable for ordinary people, let alone he is still a sick person.Back in the ward, Li Sui changed Lu Shang back into the hospital gown, took off his clothes, and saw that the hickey marks on his chest had not yet dissipated, some places had been bitten hard, and there were bruises in the red marks, Li Sui Looking at these scars, the whole person looks very sad.

Lu Shang slept soundly and didn't move a bit. Li Sui covered him with a quilt and went out to call Liang Zirui.

The entire floor was more than half empty, there was no one in the chief department, only a few doctors were left on duty in the emergency room, Li Sui remembered that today is New Year's Eve, and most of the people have gone back to celebrate the New Year.

The other doctor, Li Sui, was also not at ease, so he called Liang Zirui after thinking about it.Firecrackers were being set off at the other end, and there was a lot of noise. After listening to his narration, he sighed: "It's okay, let him sleep. You haven't been here for the past two days. He thought you were gone, and he was very depressed and recovered. No, now that you are by his side, he dares to relax and go to sleep."

Li Sui's eyes shifted to the person on the bed, and he clenched his hands unconsciously.

"Li Sui, it's not easy for him to fall in love once, and he has to risk his life to make this decision. From now on, you can live a good life, don't quarrel..."

Liang Zirui said something later, but Li Sui couldn't listen anymore, his mind was full of Lu Shang, he sat by the bed, held Lu Shang's hand tightly, and felt his heart aching.

How Lu Shang treated him, he thought that his heart was like a mirror, but when he looked back, he realized that this person had actually done far more than he imagined.He doesn't say anything on the surface, but secretly arranges everything, and always puts his safety first.

Lu Shang probably felt the heat, his mouth was slightly open, and he opened and closed from time to time, the skin on his neck was faintly red, his Adam's apple was rolling up and down, and his collarbone, which was protruding because of his thinness, was rising and falling with shallow breathing.

Li Sui pulled back the quilt a little, and took out the wet towel on the bedside to wipe his sweat. Although Lu Shang slept soundly, he always seemed to retain a trace of consciousness, refusing to let go of his hand.This feeling of being needed made Li Sui's heart soften, and he simply turned off the light, took off his coat, and, like countless nights before, put his clothes on and hugged him, and fell into a deep sleep.

There is an advantage to having Li Sui here, at least the patient can obediently cooperate with the doctor's treatment. Lu Shang regards bitter medicine as a scourge, and rejects even the pills that cannot be vomited, and always avoids them whenever he can. Realizing why Liang Zirui was always so angry, he almost coaxed and tricked him into swallowing the medicine.

"It's really not bitter?" Lu Shang asked with a frown while holding the pill.

Li Sui looked sincere: "It's really not bitter, it's sweet."

Lu Shang seemed to have mustered up a lot of courage, he pursed his lips and sucked it in. He immediately realized that he had been deceived, and was about to push it out with his tongue when Li Sui leaned over to block his lips, kissed him, and forced him to swallow and let go. He smiled and said, "Isn't it bitter?"

Lu Shang was amused by him, and he didn't care about the unbearable bitterness in his throat: "Mmm, sweet."

After the Lantern Festival, Lu Shang was allowed to return to Lu's house.Li Sui took some time to buy some New Year's goods for the family, and asked Aunt Lu to cook a table of dishes for him to wash away, but it all ended up in Li Sui's stomach.

I don't know if the words in my heart have been spoken, but Lu Shang's spirits have improved a lot after being discharged from the hospital this time, and a lot of blood has returned to his face. If he has nothing to do, he is thinking about the fishing rod that Li Sui gave him at home, and he is still reluctant before going to bed. keep it.

"Want to go fishing?" Li Sui came out of the bathroom, seeing his expression of eagerness to try, couldn't help asking.

"Well, but it's not the season now." Lu Shang put the fishing rod into the box and waved to him, "Come and talk to me for a while."

Li Sui climbed onto the bed, put his hands loosely around his waist, and held him halfway in his arms. The two looked at each other. Li Sui knew that this was the third chapter of Lu Shang's contract. When he thought that the person in front of him was already his lover, He couldn't help but feel satisfied and happy from the bottom of his heart.

"You promise me two things," Lu Shang looked at him and said, "First, no matter what happens in the future, don't even think about a heart transplant. If one day I wake up and find that my heart was replaced by yours, I will first The thing is to dig it out again with a knife, remember?"

With complex emotions in Li Sui's eyes, he still nodded in compromise: "Okay, but, you also have to take good care of yourself, don't stay up late, don't drink alcohol, and if you encounter trouble, you must tell me, and we will solve it together."

This sounded pleasing to the ear, Lu Shang leaned on him for a while, and said, "Besides, you still have to study. The school has reserved a place for you for two years. Pick a time to report."

When Li Sui heard that they were going to separate, his body froze and he showed a reluctant expression. Seeing this, Lu Shang smiled slightly: "But you can come back once a month, as long as you don't think it's troublesome to run away."

"No trouble, no trouble," Li Sui said immediately, "Can you come back twice a month?"

"It takes two days to go back and forth on the light path, so you don't need to rest." Lu Shang smiled nicely, his eyes drooped slightly, his Adam's apple rolled, and he exuded a lazy atmosphere. The lights in the room were warm, Looking at his side face, he looks sexy and alluring.

Li Sui's heart moved, and he couldn't help but kiss him.

Seeing the change in his eyes, Lu Shang smiled slightly: "Do you want to do it?"

Li Sui was stunned for a moment, his ears gradually turned red, and he whispered, "Is it okay?"

Lu Shang got up slightly, grabbed the bedside table twice, took out a box of condoms and lubricant, and said, "Since we're together, this kind of thing is unavoidable."

Li Sui felt so guilty, he stepped forward to hug him: "Last time... I'm sorry."

Lu Shang patted him on the back: "Don't think too much, Uncle Yuan didn't go far at that time, if I really don't want to, just call him and he will come in."

"You..." Li Sui's eyes turned red.

Lu Shang held his hand and said lightly: "Li Sui, I can't say whether I love you or not. I don't have much time left, and all the feelings I can get in this life are left to you. .”

A soreness welled up in his heart, and Li Sui couldn't hold back the tears after holding back for a long time. He had planned to keep the person in front of him in his heart for the rest of his life, but one day he suddenly discovered that the other person was also hiding in his heart. one him.His long-empty heart was filled with this sudden confession, he was so choked up that he couldn't say anything, he just hugged him tightly and said his name in a low voice: "Lu Shang..."

Lu Shang let him hug him for a while, then smiled lightly and said, "Okay, how long do you want me to wait?"

Li Sui froze all over, wiped his face clean, stepped back a little, looked seriously into Lu Shang's eyes, as if he was affirmed, leaned forward and lowered his head to kiss his eyes, nose, mouth...the other hand reached in. In the hem of the clothes, it was really too hard for a long time.

There seemed to be something warm melting away in the bottom of my heart, Li Sui's breathing became heavy, and he followed his instinct to linger on the other's skin to get it.

Lu Shang's senses are actually not very sensitive because he has been dealing with painkillers and anesthetics all year round. At this time, I don't know if he was mobilized by the atmosphere, and the feedback from the nerve endings was amplified. The small and light kisses aroused the fire in his heart. stand up.

Li Sui didn't have any tricks, just gently stroking his skin, this action was enough to make his breathing more and more chaotic, his body trembled slightly, his subcutaneous nerves were extremely sensitive, and he could almost feel the lines on Li Sui's hands.

The more restrained he looks, the more Li Sui finds it unbearable to be emotional, and even develops a strong desire to destroy.He raised his hand to untie his clothes, kissed all the way down, sucked and licked on his lower abdomen.

"Don't..." Sensing what Li Sui wanted to do, Lu Shang reached out to try to stop him.

"Let me try." Li Sui said seriously, took his hand away, raised his head deliberately, stared at the reddish Lu Shang, and put the thing into his mouth.

"Hmm!" Lu Shang frowned, opened his mouth slightly, and groaned unbearably. At the same time, his body shook uncontrollably. It was obvious that the stimulation was too much for him, whether it was physical or psychological.

I'm used to seeing Lu Shang's serious expression, this appearance of being tormented by lust almost made Li Sui lose control again.I really want to fuck him hard, play him badly, I want to see him tear that cold mask to pieces, I want to see him burning with desire and unable to extricate myself, I can only ask myself for help, I want to see him face crimson and disheveled under me beg for mercy.

Encouraged by the groans, Li Sui licked harder and harder. He didn't know too many techniques, but the sincerity of devoting himself to please was enough to make Lu Shang lose his soul again and again, as if being thrown into the clouds. Following Li Sui's huffing and puffing, the whole person became confused.

The temperature in the bedroom continued to rise, and the sound of tongue stirring water mixed with heavy panting came and went.

The successive pleasures quickly made Lu Shang overwhelmed. The numb stimulation accumulated to the extreme, and the five senses suddenly emptied. A kind of comfort that had never been experienced rushed to the brain, and the nerves were shattered for several seconds.When the three souls and seven souls finally returned to the body, he realized that he was out of breath, and his internal organs felt a strong sense of exhaustion.

Li Sui took out a tissue at the bedside, cleaned up what was in his mouth, turned around and rubbed his head, asking for compliments: "Is it comfortable?"

The first time he made out with someone, Lu Shang leaned against the pillow and panted for a while, his eyes fixed on Li Sui, unable to speak a word.Li Sui met his gaze, leaned over and hugged him in his arms.

Lu Shang buried his face in his neck, a slight smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, his expression looked a bit at a loss, Li Sui smiled knowingly, thinking, if he could see this expression on Boss Lu's face in his lifetime, he Probably the only one.

"Is your body okay?" Li Sui touched his chest.

"Well," Lu Shang rested for a while, then moved his legs, "Come on."

Li Sui kissed his forehead: "Tell me anytime if you feel uncomfortable."

Stretching out his hand to grab the lubricant from the side, Li Sui suppressed the tension in his heart, touched a little with his fingertips, found the secret place, and pressed around it first.Lu Shang's body is very soft, even the intestinal wall is no exception, especially after releasing it once, his body is almost defenseless and it is easy to enter. Li Sui slowly poked in while observing Lu Shang's reaction.

"Does it hurt?" Li Sui asked, remembering the last experience, he still had lingering fears, fearing that it would hurt him again.

Lu Shang closed his eyes, shook his head, and seemed to be enjoying himself.

Li Sui also felt that compared to the stiffness and hotness of the previous brute force intrusion, this time he probably relaxed, the inside was warm and soft, he was bitten tightly when he first entered, and it was much easier to push in. , he added three fingers one after another, while relaxing Lu Shang with words, he carefully massaged and expanded.

The front end was already swollen and painful, Li Sui endured it hard, sweating profusely all over his body, but his hands were not in a hurry, his fingers were spinning and pressing inside the intestinal wall.

Lu Shang was so tossed by him that his breathing was messed up, his Adam's apple rolled, and he gave him a look of "it's okay" impatiently.

Li Sui finally stopped, tore off a condom and put it on, leaned over to kiss him, her hot breaths were intertwined, and the unstoppable desire in the room climbed to the highest peak.

"Lu Shang..." Li Sui murmured in his ear, with heavy eyes, he held his soft waist with one hand, and grabbed Lu Shang's fingers with the other hand, holding them half-compulsively, and supported the stiff guy together , aiming at the acupuncture point and entering slowly, "Do you feel it? You are... um... I'm alone..."

"Ah..." Feeling the process of being violated and possessed so carefully, Lu Shang actually wanted to escape at that moment, and personally sent the scalding hard object on his finger into his body bit by bit, so that he was closely integrated with himself, and became one. One body, he couldn't make any sound when he opened his mouth, he just felt goose bumps all over his body.At the same time, a painful and indescribable sense of intrusion spread out in my heart, as if the intestinal wall was melted, tightly absorbing the slowly intruding foreign body, trying to take it as my own.

The speed of advancing is very slow, but there is no intention of staying. The first time you enter, you will go straight to the end.

"call……"

The process went smoothly, both of them breathed a sigh of relief, Li Sui watched Lu Shang endure the discomfort and tried to match his expression, an indescribable emotion rose in his heart, and he leaned over to embrace and kiss him.

This action involved the lower body, the scorching heat and the softness rubbed against each other, like an electric shock, the two of them had never had the experience of negative distance contact, their nerves were extremely sensitive, and this time, they both let out a sigh of irritation.

Li Sui bowed his head profusely in sweat, watching Lu Shang lying under him with his neck up, his eyes blurred, the acupoints of his lower body stretched to the maximum, tightly wrapping his genitals, this scene was even better than the one he had imagined many times. A hundred times more exciting.

Li Sui grasped the essence of taste, supported Lu Shang's leg, and moved a few times, Lu Shang was pushed back by him, and wanted to shrink back, but his waist was weak, so he could only open his legs and let the king pick them up. After a few thrusts, the pleasure hit him, and he couldn't hold back, and the corners of his eyes were gradually covered with mist.

The temperature in the room was very high, full of desire, Li Sui moved gently, sometimes leaning over to kiss, the big bed made an unbearable creaking sound, and the whole room was filled with shameful sounds of water and panting.

There was still a vest left on Li Sui's body, and at this moment he really felt that it was in the way, so he took it off.

Lu Shang lay on the bed with his neck up, staring at him so firmly, he felt that the body in front of him was so dazzling that he couldn't move his eyes away.

Li Sui is no longer a teenager. At some point, his chest has become firmer, his bones are stronger than him, and his abdomen has a layer of well-defined abdominal muscles, as beautiful as a male model in a shop window.

Lu Shang panted heavily, and stretched out his hand to touch it. Li Sui sensed his intention, grabbed his hand, pressed it against his tight muscles, and deliberately agitated it.

Gently pushing his lower body a few times, Li Sui pressed his hand on the pillow, leaned over, and deliberately breathed hot air in his ear: "Does it look good, your favorite."

For fear of hurting him, Li Sui always moved gently as if scratching an itch. Lu Shang was a little dazed by the slow pumping, and nodded indiscriminately.

Being affirmed, Li Sui was extremely happy, and sealed his lips, as if he couldn't kiss enough.

The room is charming, and the whole bedroom is filled with the atmosphere of lust.Sensing that Lu Shang's breath became more and more disordered, Li Sui simply picked up his waist, gently hugged him, and knelt on his crotch.Lu Shang's physical strength was weak, and that little waist strength was not enough for Li Sui to toss about. He was afraid that he would not be able to hold on, so he had to hold his shoulders tightly, as if he would turn into a puddle of water if he left him, and Li Sui's desire for monopoly instantly swelled , hugging him deeply and pushing hard, both of them squinted their eyes because of the comfort.

This posture made the hard object penetrate deeper, and they hugged each other for a while, both of them were sweating profusely, and their faces were satisfied again, Lu Shang was already confused by his thrusting, tears were hanging from the corners of his eyes, and his toes curled up unconsciously .

Looking at the man in his arms who has been manipulated until his whole body is limp, Li Sui felt intense satisfaction in body and mind. It was the first time he saw Lu Shang like this, affectionate and gentle, with blurred eyes, full of lust... Li Sui moved in and out regularly, the accumulation of pleasure made him strange, and almost drove him crazy. Before the climax came, he couldn't restrain the excitement in his heart, and finally became cruel, and violently pushed up a few times. Shang's murmur was released.

His body was covered in sweat, Lu Shang wasn't much better, his bangs were wet, Li Sui kissed his forehead, and found that he was breathing smoothly, but he was so tired that he couldn't open his eyes and his lips were weak opened and closed.

Withdrew gently, put the person back on the bed, checked the acupuncture point, and made sure there was no injury, then Li Sui was relieved, got out of bed and twisted the towel to help Lu Shang wipe his body, then pulled out a new sheet and put it on.

It was getting dark outside the house, Li Sui didn't feel sleepy, he lowered his head and kissed the belongings in his arms, rubbing against his neck again and again, his eyes turned astringent with satisfaction.He also thought about why he was different from others since he was a child, why he couldn't sit in the classroom and study, why he couldn't have a complete family, and why he couldn't live the life that ordinary people should have. Until today, he finally understood that this is all God is preparing to give him all of this now, the past is like a passing cloud, angry, happy, sad...all are no longer important, his heart seems to be filled with deep water from an ancient well, after many years of silence, the moonlight finally shines out Come.

Lu Shang took a long vacation, and the two of them treated it as a honeymoon, staying at home, cooking, reading, and living a real couple's life for a few days.

It's rare for them to have such a peaceful and leisurely time, Li Sui almost didn't want to leave. Only then did he understand why those ancient kings were too preoccupied with their beauty and refused to go to court early. glued to him.

But Li Sui knew in his heart that the tranquility of the years is addictive, but it is too early for him, at least not yet, Lu Shang's illness is a time bomb, and he does not know when it will recur, if he does not get sick as soon as possible Be strong, find a perfect solution, no matter how good it is now, it will be nothing in the future, and that is what he does not want to see no matter what.Every time he thought about it, he felt that the responsibility on his shoulders was extremely heavy.

Just after the new year, everything is a new beginning. Dongyan and Musheng are operating as usual, and the project in Hainan is also progressing steadily, so there is no need to worry too much.Lu Shang found time to gather with a few friends and brought Li Sui with him during the dinner. The two of them didn't say anything, but others saw the clues from the details.

"Are you together?" Xu Weilan secretly grabbed Lu Shang and asked when he was leaving.

Lu Shang looked at Li Sui's back and smiled, "Yes."

Xu Weilan was emotional for a while, but there was not much surprise, she just smiled and said that they must be invited to a meal.Lu Shang agreed, and it was exactly as he expected. No one would object to him falling in love. I don't know whether it's joy or sorrow.

When he went back in the evening, Li Sui gave him the fishing rod rack he had made, which was purely handmade and full of sincerity.Lu Shang looked at the engraved letters on it and smiled lightly: "I am still you?"

Li Sui kissed him: "It's us."

The older you get, the less you react to the world. When you were young, you could roll over with joy at a single joke, but when you grow up, it’s hard for you to even get your lips out of it. Therefore, as adults, many people always feel that they are easily moved. People are too hypocritical.

In fact, it is not always the case. He has also experienced pain, joy and sorrow, and has endured ups and downs. There is someone who can retain the original feeling of this world.

There has never been any established track in this world. Children may not all be naive and innocent, and adults may not all be sensible and cute. Some people carve their hearts with time, and some carve their hearts with their hearts.

Sitting on the rattan chair, Lu Shang watched Li Sui concentrate on arranging his luggage in the living room, he thought, because of this, this person in front of him is extremely precious, because he has a real, deep and transparent ingenuity.