Reborn and die without regret

He got up and put on his outer shirt, opened an umbrella and walked into the rainy day, walked into the rain, and soon hung the rain curtain on the edge of the umbrella. Can't get into his eyes either.

He came to the gate of the courtyard, opened the door, looked for the sound, and saw Yue Jingchen. Yue Jingchen didn't seem to notice his arrival, leaning against the courtyard wall, soaked all over, but still chanting "Qingxin Jue".

Seeing this, Siyi was startled, smiled helplessly, and walked towards him.

When he approached, Yue Jingchen felt the rain was suddenly blocked by something, and then saw a pair of white boots appearing in front of his eyes.

In the splashing rain and mud, he only felt that the shoes and boots were astonishingly white, the splashing rain would not wet the boots, and the dirty mud would not stain the boots.This rainy night is so chaotic, but these boots are still calm.Are these boots too calm?Or is the person wearing these boots too strong?

Seeing these boots at this moment, Yue Jingchen's heart beat like a drum. He seemed to be embracing the owner of these boots, but he didn't dare, he was afraid to say something that would make his heart hurt from his lips that were as soft as water.

He just walked along the pair of boots and slowly looked at this person. When he saw Siyi's face and the gentle and tolerant smile on Siyi's face, his eyes were moist.

Fortunately, he was soaked in the rain, so Siyi couldn't see it.

He looked at Siyi in a daze, in the wind and rain, he could see that the rain would never rain on him again, because someone had already held an umbrella for him, and this person was the person he dreamed back at midnight.It's just that at this moment he didn't dare to speak, he was afraid that he was still dreaming.

Suddenly a thunder came to mind, and the sound resounded through the sky, pulling back his sanity, and also pulling back Siyi's sanity.

He looked at Yue Jingchen, with a helpless smile on his face, "Why do you come here every night to read "Qing Xin Jue"?" Siyi suddenly asked.

Yue Jingchen was taken aback by his words, then he breathed a sigh of relief and said:

""Clean Heart Jue" can make people get rid of distracting thoughts, calm the mind, and achieve the state of unity of body and mind. If you read it to you, you can get twice the result with half the effort when you practice internal strength every night, and it can make you rest better .”

After he finished speaking, his eyes darkened, he smiled wryly, and said:

"Uncle Yurong, you are strong in martial arts, calm in situations, never need help from others, and don't need others to do anything for you, but I want to do something for you, even if it's trivial, even if you don't need it, I still want to do it for you." want to do it for you."

The night was so dark, but his eyes were so bright, as pure as the bright moon.There were too many emotions and too many words in those eyes, which made Siyi stagger his eyes and couldn't look at them. He was afraid that he would soften his heart.

Still smiling softly, he said:

"It's really not necessary, so don't do these useless things anymore. You once said that you would repay me, and you agreed to do one thing for me. I want you to do something. I said it last time. I hope we Don't meet again, don't you want to go back on your word?"

His voice was very gentle, and the smile on his face was also gentle and generous. The white clothes draped over his body only made him look elegant and elegant.It was just the meaning of those words, which was as sharp as a steel knife, and a knife pierced Yue Jingchen's heart, causing him to tremble in pain.

His vision became blurred, and his face was wet when he blinked. He stretched out his hand to touch it and found that he was crying.He knew that the man bleeds but not tears, but he couldn't control himself.

He stared at Siyi in a daze, and he choked up for a long time before saying:

"Can't I really appear in front of you? Do you really hate me? But you didn't hate me before. Did the love affair with you offend you, so you hate me?"

Siyi looked at his face, the smile was still gentle and tolerant, but if you observe carefully, you will find that there is a trace of helplessness and a trace of intolerance in that smile.

"You and I are in love, it's your wish, there is no offense. I don't hate you, I just don't want to meet you again, don't want to have anything to do with you, do you understand?"

Yue Jingchen shook his head, "I don't understand! If Uncle Yurong doesn't hate me, why doesn't he want to meet me, why doesn't he want to have anything to do with me."

His eyes were wet, looking very pitiful, Ling Siyi closed his eyes, did not look at his eyes, opened them again after a long time and said:

"Jingchen, do you know that every time we make love, it is against human relations. If we continue to entangle, the consequences will be unimaginable."

As soon as he finished speaking, Yue Jingchen immediately said:

"Even if it's against human ethics, I still like you."

He spoke seriously, but seeing Siyi smiled helplessly, "How deep is your love? Is it so deep that you can become an enemy of the world's ethics? Is it so deep that you can face criticism? So deep that you don't care what the people around you think Is it so deep that you don't care, are the people around you also troubled by you?"

This series of questions was to ask Yue Jingchen, and it also strengthened Siyi's will.

He can do all the things he asked, as long as that person is worthy, even if he is an enemy of the world, he is an enemy of the world's ethics, and he doesn't care if he is criticized by thousands of people.If the people around him are burdened by him, then he will be so strong that others dare not be against him, dare not criticize him.

But just because he can do it doesn't mean others can do it.Yue Jingchen's face turned pale, he could not care about being criticized by others, but he couldn't help caring that the people around him were hurt because of him, and he couldn't ignore Siyi, he couldn't drag Siyi to be criticized by others.

It turned out that Siyi had already thought of everything, no wonder he was so straightforward and merciless, because he knew that the real harm is to show mercy.

Thousands of thoughts flashed through his mind at this moment, and his thoughts became chaotic. When he thought that he would not be able to see meaning again because of these reasons, he felt a surge of energy and blood, and a mouthful of blood rushed to his throat, and his mouth felt fishy and sweet, but he Immediately swallow the blood to prevent Siyi from seeing the clues.

Even so, Siyi could see that something was wrong with him, and hurriedly asked:

"Jingchen, what's wrong with you?"

Yue Jingchen glanced at Siyi bewilderedly, smiled wryly, shook his head and said:

"I'm fine!" His eyes became more moist, "I really think too little, too stupid, I only think about the present but not the future. I'm sorry, Uncle Yurong, it's because I think too little that I don't know about you. Embarrassment!"

Speaking of this, he coughed, and smiled forcefully, "Thank you uncle for waking me up today, Jingchen will not make things difficult for uncle in the future." After speaking, he coughed violently, and his body trembled violently.

Surprised, Siyi reached out to support him and asked:

"What's wrong with you? Did you suffer from the wind and cold?" Yue Jingchen looked at Siyi's worried face, suddenly felt a pain in his heart, shook his head and smiled palely, and said:

"Master Uncle Yurong, don't worry, Jing Chen is fine. It's so late, Master Uncle must be resting too, so Jing Chen will leave now."

Hearing what he said, Siyi was stunned for a while, smiled slightly, let go of his hand, and said:

"Since that's the case, go down and rest! But you still have to take care of your body, and don't be drenched in the rain for so long next time."

In this way, it is really putting on the airs of the elders.Yue Jingchen still nodded with a smile, turned around and left, just two steps away when the rain fell on him.

When he was drenched by the rain, he was stunned, and looked up at the sky. At this moment, he felt like a knife was twisting his heart.

It turned out that unconsciously, he already liked Siyi so much, he had never understood his mind so clearly for a moment.

The rain splashed on his face, forming streams of water, but in this stream, I don't know how many tears were mixed with him.

"Jingchen." He suddenly heard Siyi's voice calling him, and he immediately turned his head with hope in his eyes, but saw Siyi put the umbrella in his hand and said:

"Don't get caught in the rain again, take care of yourself!"

After speaking, he turned and left without hesitation.

Yue Jingchen looked at the direction Siyi was leaving, feeling desolate in his heart.He couldn't help wondering if Siyi had the slightest liking for him.

like?Of course there are meanings, but very few!It's not as good as one point in a thousand for loving Fu Qingping, but it's the heaviest weight Si Yi can give now.

In this life, he might never have the love that made him unforgettable like the last life.

But so what, he will not let love dominate his life in this life.Compared with the previous life, Siyi in this life can be said to be a little frighteningly rational.

But no matter what he said, he was still relieved now, he finally made it clear to Yue Jingchen.

It's just that he should relax, after lying on the bed, his mind was full of Yue Jingchen's face, he smiled helplessly, forced himself to get rid of distracting thoughts, and took a serious rest.It's just that he didn't expect Yue Jingchen's face to be in his dream.When he woke up the next day, his energy was a little weak, but thinking about leaving soon, he could go back to see the master, so he cheered up.

Apart from Lu Qi and Tian Qing, there were many other young disciples of the Qingshan Sword Sect who had had a good time talking with Siyi during this period of time, but Yue Jingchen was the only one who came to see him off.

He didn't have any reaction to this, he was already prepared, so he wouldn't force it.After bidding farewell to the members of the Qingshan Sword Sect, they got on their horses and left.

On the way back to the Wulin League, Siyi looked at the scenery around her, but she couldn't be happy at all, maybe she couldn't be happy even after parting?

Although there was a trace of melancholy, he soon cheered up and was about to speed up when he heard the sound of a horse's hooves flying. The speed was much faster than Siyi's, so Siyi drove the horse aside, ready to let That person goes first.

Soon the man came to his side, but stopped for some reason, Siyi looked back and was surprised, unexpectedly it was Yue Jingchen!

Before he could ask a question, Yue Jingchen fell off his horse, but luckily the horse had already stopped, so it would be no harm if he fell off.

Seeing that, Siyi immediately got off the horse and helped him up. When he saw his pale face, he was shocked, thinking where did he hurt?Immediately wanted to find out his injuries, not wanting to be stopped by Yue Jingchen, only heard him say:

"Uncle Yurong, cough cough...don't worry, I'm fine, cough cough..."

As he spoke, he coughed, but there was a smile on his face, which made his pale face a little pale.

Si Yi frowned and nodded, and asked:

"What are you doing?"

After he finished speaking, Yue Jingchen replied:

"Come to say goodbye to the uncle."

The author has something to say: The article posted yesterday was locked, I feel so sad!Suddenly a little discouraged, I don't know what to do, should I continue to write novels?I always feel like I am alone, so tired!

I still hope that someone can like this article, and I hope that someone can read it happily!

I have a heavy mouth when I write novels. Many of the articles I posted yesterday have been deleted, but they are still locked.

Actually, I want to stay in the q group, but I don't know how to manage anything, so I haven't stayed.If anyone wants to join, you can leave a message for me, and I will post the group number, it depends on your wishes, after all, it is very troublesome to join the group!