Reborn and die without regret

It must have taken a lot of time to cook the dishes, Siyi looked at Xu Chen and asked:

"Are you going to entertain guests?"

Xu Chen shook his head, "It's just you and me, what's the matter? Don't you like these dishes? If you don't like them, take them out and let the kitchen redo them!"

Siyi frowned, "You think too much, I just think that two people can't eat so much."

Xu Chen smiled and said:

"Brother Siyi doesn't like it? I just don't know what you like to eat, so I made more, thinking that there will always be something you like. This time I know you like it, and I won't do it in the future." Si Yi sighed and said:

"Since that's the case, don't do this next time." Such an approach made Siyi feel weird, and Xu Chen paid too much attention to it.

So the two began to eat, during which Xu Chen would always stop to look at him, and every time Siyi's eyes met his, he would look at Siyi and smile slightly, which made him feel peaceful and comfortable.Then ask Siyi and listen to Siyi's opinion.

Siyi ate very elegantly, but not at a slow pace. It didn't take long for him to feel a little full, so he put down the bowl and chopsticks.

Seeing Xu Chen looking at him, and seeing that Xu Chen was in a happy mood, although he acted normally, Siyi still noticed it and asked:

"what happened to you?"

Xu Chen shook his head:

"Brother Siyi likes this dish?"

Siyi looked at it, it was a green vegetable, a relatively common home-cooked side dish.In the previous life, Siyi was already tired of delicacies from mountains and seas, so he liked the light and delicious vegetables more, nodded and said:

"Yeah! It's good! What's the matter?"

Xu Chen shook his head, "It's okay! Now that we've finished eating, I'll tell you some news I found."

Then Xu Chen started talking, Siyi listened carefully, silently analyzed the details in his heart, and then narrowed down the search direction for them, the two chatted like this.After talking about this matter, they began to talk about other things, and it was getting late, so they went back to their rooms to rest.

In the next few days, Siyi lived very comfortably. Apart from practicing martial arts, he went to the Niaoyu Pavilion in Kongshan every day.

Xu Chen really had some skills, and successfully found out Wei Xue's identity three days later.

When Xu Chen found Siyi, he didn't talk nonsense, and began to tell Siyi what he had found.

"This woman's current name is not Wei Xue, but Hongshang. She is the behind-the-scenes owner of brothels such as Baihualou and Xianlefang. This woman is very good, her identity is well hidden, and her whereabouts are uncertain, but My people still found her in Baihualou, and followed her to investigate, if it wasn't for the portrait given by brother Siyi, we might not be able to find her at all."

"It turns out that her name is not Wei Xue. No wonder I couldn't find her. Thank you, Xu Chen. If it weren't for you, I might not have been able to find her."

"Brother Siyi is polite! I have a question, I hope brother Siyi can help me answer it."

Siyi nodded, "Say it!"

Xu Chen then asked:

"Brother Siyi is looking for her because he likes her. If so, I hope brother Siyi will consider it carefully. This woman used to be the oiran of Baihualou with a low status. But for some reason, she suddenly became a member of Baihualou. The boss, and at the same time the boss of several brothels, shows that her identity is not simple, and..."

"It's not what you think." Siyi interrupted her, and then continued:

"I found her for another reason, but I can't tell you the reason now."

After Siyi finished speaking, the corners of Xu Chen's mouth curled up slightly, but he quickly restrained himself and said:

"In that case, I'm relieved."

Siyi nodded:

"Now that I know Wei Xue's identity, I'm ready to go back. Thank you for your help and care these days. If you can use me in the future, just ask."

After hearing Siyi's words, Xu Chen felt a little melancholy, but his face was still calm.

"Brother Siyi is being polite. To me, you actually took care of me. Since brother Siyi decided to leave, I don't force you to stay, but can you leave tomorrow?"

Siyi nodded:

"Alright, I can also say goodbye to Brother Shi Heng in the afternoon." After the two talked again, Siyi went out to the Niaoyu Pavilion in Kongshan, explained the situation to Shi Heng, and said that he would leave tomorrow.Shi Heng was very reluctant to give up, but he also knew that there is always a banquet in the world, so he didn't force his thoughts.However, he wanted to serve Siyi with food and wine, and Siyi thought that Xu Chen had also prepared food and wine for him to practice, so the three of them prepared together, and let Xu Chen and Shi Heng get acquainted, and they would take care of each other in the future.

Both Shi Heng and Xu Chen have relatively quiet and peaceful temperaments. After they met, they talked very happily.Shi Heng is much older than Xu Chen, and he always takes care of Xu Chen unconsciously. This kind of mind is also the reason why Xu Chen quickly accepted Shi Heng.

The three of them were talking and laughing. In the end, both Shi Heng and Xu Chen were drunk, and the practice dinner was over.

Xu Chen was drunk, so only Siyi came to deal with the aftermath, so Siyi first ordered people to send Shi Heng back to the Bird Language Pavilion in Kongshan.Then he sent Xu Chen back to his room and asked someone to prepare hot water. There were servants in the house, so Siyi sent Xu Chen to the servants, and Siyi was ready to wash and rest.But before he could take a step, Xu Chen held his hand and said:

"Brother Siyi, don't go, don't go!" Siyi stopped and looked at him, and saw that his eyes were already open, but the water inside was glistening, and he was not a clear and bright person at first glance.

As if knowing that Siyi hadn't left, Xu Chen said again:

"Brother Siyi, I don't want you to go." As he said, he was about to lean over to kiss Siyi, but Siyi tilted his head slightly, and Xu Chen failed.

Xu Chen's eyes were blurred, but there was sadness flowing in his eyes, "Brother Siyi really doesn't like me, but I really like brother Siyi."

Hearing what he said, Siyi frowned and didn't speak.Let the overwhelmed servants retreat first, and then ask:

"Xu Chen, are you really drunk?" Xu Chen looked at him, his face was pink, his lips were redder than usual, and the whole person looked more colorful than usual, with water in his eyes, "I'm not drunk. Zui, I know you are brother Siyi. I like you very much, really like you."

Hearing what he said, Siyi knew that he was really drunk, but he still asked seriously:

"Xu Chen, which kind do you like?"

Xu Chen was a little dazed, "I don't know, I just like it very much, I'm so strange, I... I'm just... thankful for you, but then... I really like you, I really want to hug you, brother Siyi, you ...I must not know, I...why do I like you? But...but I can't tell you." He said intermittently, holding Siyi after speaking, "Brother Siyi, can you hug me? hug me, kiss me."

He didn't wait for Siyi to answer, he kept hugging Siyi, then embraced Siyi's head, and kissed her. At first, his lips were only touching, but later it became the entanglement between his lips and teeth.But not long after, Siyi pushed him away and looked at Xu Chen with some contradictions.

He knows the pain of liking someone but not being able to get back. He knows that as long as he says, 'I like you too', the problem will be solved.But Siyi didn't want to lie to him, lying to him would be like drinking poison to quench thirst.And I'm afraid you can't fool him, this person is too smart, as long as you show a little flaw, he can detect your true thoughts.If he said that, then Siyi had to be vigilant all the time, not to show his flaws, that was not what Xu Chen wanted, nor what he wanted.So that time on the island of Tianhai Pavilion, when he sensed Xu Chen's feelings, he used actions to tell Xu Chen what his answer was.It's just that they didn't expect that the two were still involved.

Siyi glanced at Xu Chen again, saw that Xu Chen had fallen asleep, and washed him before leaving.

He went back to his room, thinking about what he should do about it.After thinking about it for a long time, he fell asleep. After waking up the next day, after having breakfast and packing his bags, he found Xu Chen and bid him farewell.

Xu Chen was drunk last night, and he was still a little out of spirits, but seeing Siyi coming, he still cheered up, "Brother Siyi, will you leave now? Don't you stay any longer?"

Siyi shook his head, "There is always a banquet in the world, and you have to leave for as long as you stay. I originally wanted to leave immediately, but I still have something to say to you face to face." Siyi's serious look made Xu Chen feel I couldn't help but feel worried, but I still calmed myself down, looked at Siyi and asked:

"Is there anything important to say?"

Siyi nodded, "Last night you said something to me. Although you said it when you were drunk, I still want to tell you seriously what I think." Siyi looked at Xu Chen's face and paused, then continued. :

"I can't respond to your same feelings, I'm sorry!" As soon as he finished speaking, Xu Chen hugged him and said with a choked voice:

"Brother Siyi, brother Siyi, I...I really like you!" Siyi was hugged by Xu Chen, she couldn't see Xu Chen's face, but knew that Xu Chen's body was shaking.

At this moment, Siyi seemed to see himself in the past, and he also liked Fu Qingping so humblely, but he knew that he could not soften his heart, otherwise Xu Chen might become the second Yan Siyi.

"I don't like you, I'm sorry!" He said, Xu Chen's body trembled even more, "Brother Siyi, you didn't forgive me." He let Siyi go, his eyes were a little red, but he didn't shed tears, his face was pale Pale, but looking very calm, "Although I know your answer, I still feel lucky. You reject me now, but I still like you. Sometimes I wish you would never say so that I can let you Enjoy my likes, squander my likes, I allow you to do this." Xu Chen laughed as he spoke, still smiling, the ridiculousness was full of bitterness.

Siyi lowered her eyelids and didn't look at Xu Chen's face, but Xu Chen started to say again:

"Brother Siyi, I know you have a knot in your heart. That knot is like a dead knot. It lies between us. If I don't untie it, I will never be able to reach you. I wish I could untie it, but I can't do it." This sentence caused Siyi to raise his eyelids and looked at Xu Chen with bitterness in his heart, Xu Chen really saw it.

"Yes, you are right!" Being touched to the happiest place in Siyi's heart made Siyi's eyes a little cold, but he immediately controlled it.Siyi doesn't understand why Xu Chen can always be easily disintegrated. The heart barrier he built is just like in Tianhai Pavilion. At this moment, Siyi is a little fragile.

His fragility made Xu Chen feel distressed, and he hugged him, "I'm sorry, Brother Siyi, did you suffer? Sorry?" But it's not painful, how could you untie that knot, and how could you let me into you? In my heart, to help you untie that knot, but now Xu Chen knows that he can't do it at all.

Such a fragile Siyi made him feel extremely distressed. What should he do so that he will not hurt Siyi, what should he do to make Siyi like him a little bit, "Can't you like me? Just a little bit? Then let Can I be by your side?" Xu Chen murmured in Siyi's ear, but Ke Siyi trembled and pushed him away, his expression had returned to his usual calm, looking at Xu Chen calmly said:

"I'm sorry, I can't do it. If I can do it, I won't be in so much pain." He paused, and continued without waiting for Xu Chen to speak:

"It's getting late, I'll take my leave first." Without giving Xu Chen a chance to react, he turned around and mounted his horse to leave.

His departure made Xu Chen want to hold him back, but he didn't dare, so he could only watch him leave quietly.As if a piece was missing in my heart, I murmured: "You will never know how much I love you!"

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