the other side of the fireworks

After leaving, yearning for Xia Fengshu appeared in the gap of time. At this time, Xu An discovered that the only connection between her and Xia Fengshu was that bedroom.She has no other way or reason to see or contact her.The more you miss, the harder it is to see each other, so hard that you don't even meet by chance.

Autumn passed quickly, and Xu An, who passed the two CPA exams, was unanimously approved by his family.Dad came during the Mid-Autumn Festival. Xu An didn't know what he had done these years. He only saw a rich and wealthy father. It seemed that the building materials business was very profitable.My aunt told my father that she wanted to send Xu An to study abroad, but my father disagreed and asked Xu An to help him in business after graduation.In the end, the two brothers and sisters broke up unhappy because of this quarrel.

Xu An didn't want to go abroad, nor did she want to be an accountant for her father. She wanted to go back to her hometown to be with her grandma.She has to prepare for the exam this summer, she didn't go back to her hometown, she misses her grandma very much.Grandma is a stubborn old man, and being widowed for 30 years means rebuilding her personality, especially for a woman like grandma, who is conceited because of her beauty when she is young, and strong because of her wealth when she is old.When grandpa died, he left grandma a stack of deeds, and grandma used the deeds to live on rent for 30 years.With the vigorous construction of the town, grandma turned the small house into a big house, and the rent rose in a tumble.Not many people in the town know that grandma is rich, and grandma is withdrawn, and perhaps she must be withdrawn if she wants to be an innocent widow.She lives frugally, is conservative in thinking, and old-fashioned in style.But her life is very planned. Before she was too dazzled to work, she made dozens of pairs of cloth shoes for herself, and she only wore the shoes she made.Grandma is a vegetarian, and her cooking pot and eating bowl are separate from Xu An's. She does not ask Xu An to be a vegetarian, nor will she impose her ideas on Xu An.Xu An is grandma's treasure, and she is grandma's only companion.

Grandma is very reserved. It can be said that she has never begged anyone in her life, and she rarely moves around with her children. My aunt and father respect her and avoid her.After Xu An came to her aunt's house, her grandma planned to stay at her aunt's house for a while, but later she dismissed the idea because of her aunt's words.

The aunt said, "You should have come long ago."

Up to now, Xu An still doesn't understand what is wrong with her aunt's words, since grandma didn't come anyway.

On the weekend, the weather was fine, Xu An made a big purchase in the off-campus supermarket, bought some daily necessities, and took the bus back to school.The carriage was full of people, and Xu An bypassed the dense crowd of passengers and walked towards the back door. Jie Chu said that this was a sign of lack of security in psychology, and he was eager to approach, fearing that he would fail to achieve his goal.

Xu An is a tall girl with long arms and long hands. She has an advantage in taking the bus. She quickly found a handle to stabilize her body.At this moment, she saw Xia Fengshu sitting there with two braids tied, a cowboy peaked cap, and a pointed chin.Encounters are only fun when they happen off guard.Because of this unprepared encounter, Xu An saw a different Xia Fengshu. Surprise was the appearance, and there was a sudden tenderness, unprecedented softness emanating from Xia Fengshu's face.

When Xu An wanted to speak, Xia Fengshu turned her face out of the window, seemingly heartless, but Xu An felt that she was expressing grievances like that.

Xu An approached Xia Fengshu, Xia Fengshu twisted harder to go out of the window, so Xu An stopped.

The car stopped for a while, Xia Fengshu stood up, and an old lady with gray hair sat tremblingly in her seat.

Xia Fengshu stood with her back to Xu An, it was too crowded, she couldn't get further away from Xu An.

The car inevitably shook several times while driving. At this time, the distance between them was a few centimeters closer, and then further apart.

Their destinations were all schools, so they got out of the car one after the other, Xia Fengshu walked quickly, Xu An stared at her back and said, "Can't you even talk if you're not in the same dormitory?"

Xia Fengshu stopped, as if to say something.

Xu An eagerly expected her to speak a word, but she didn't. Seeing her getting further and further away from him, Xu An somehow found the courage to shout: "Xia Fengshu." This voice made her see Xia Fengshu. tree face.

"what's up?"

"It's okay, let's go together." Xu An said as she walked to Xia Fengshu's side, her attitude ignoring the embarrassing part of their emotions.

Xia Fengshu didn't say anything, and walked forward side by side with her.

Xu An said, "Help me carry a bag."

"Why?" Xia Fengshu gave her a white look, which had not been seen for a long time, and when it reappeared in Xu An's sight, Xu An realized how much she liked it.

"It's very heavy. I carried it all the way, and my hands are numb." Xu An said, stuffing the bag containing toilet paper and washing powder into Xia Fengshu's hand.Xia Fengshu refused to accept it, so she forced it, thinking to herself that she is so thick-skinned anyway, and it would be even more embarrassing if she couldn't achieve her goal.

While tugging, Xu An went to grab her hand, and the grasp was clasped together.

"Go and sit in my dormitory." Xu An said.

"No, return the things to you." Xia Fengshu said numbly.

"Let's go." Xu An pulled Xia Fengshu towards the apartment. Xia Fengshu struggled a bit, but still obeyed.

Sitting on the thick spring mattress, Xia Fengshu lowered his face slightly, thoughtful.Xu An put away his things and sat opposite her, and said with a smile: "It's been a long time since you've seen you, you're still so angry, but you've become more beautiful."

"See you soon."

"About two or three months."

"Hmm." Xia Fengshu clasped his hands, his face drooping even deeper.

Xu An thought for a while, grabbed her hand and said, "You must be angry with me."

"What's the matter?"

"I left without saying a word, but you also said something that made me angry before, and we are even."

Xia Fengshu snorted coldly and stood up.

Xu An seemed to have lost his patience, and said, "If you think we can no longer be friends, I won't force it."

"The things I told you that night meant that I should stop being friends."

Xu An suffered a blow to the head, but felt that he hadn't said a lot clearly. "Why did you make that decision?"

"because……"

Xu An waited for a long time, but Xia Fengshu didn't say anything, "Because of what? Because I'm richer than you? Or are you angry and I threw you in the corridor? I explained that I was in a mess at the time, not with you Draw a line."

"I know."

"Xia Fengshu, just to be friends, how demanding are you!"

"You made me regret beating Xiao Guo. I regret beating her and involving you. I regret making you as bad as me."

"Well, that's not too bad, but it's just a mistake, a little impulsive."

"Xu An, you are so kind to me, as good as mercy. I don't want to be pitied by you, but I need your mercy, do you understand?" Xia Fengshu's lips twitched, obviously very excited.

Xu An was at a loss, and stammered: "I, I don't have pity on you, I just want to care about you. I want to laugh when I see you smiling, and I am anxious when you are unhappy. I have no pity, really. You Such a self-respecting and self-reliant girl needs no pity. I, I..." Xu An and Xia Fengshu looked at each other, the black pupils and deep inner corners of the eyes created a puff of smoke that made people's hearts flutter, "I am very Miss you."

"I miss you more." Xia Fengshu suddenly threw himself on Xu An's shoulder and hugged her tightly.

"Then, then why are you ignoring me?" Xu An couldn't help hugging Xia Fengshu's thin waist.

"I hate myself, why do I miss you." Xia Fengshu cried.

"I'm sorry, I should have a thicker skin and go to you earlier. I'm afraid you'll ignore me. I'm afraid." Xu An's eyes were also wet, and her excitement was beyond her imagination.

"Even if we go our separate ways, we have to do it after graduation, not now." Xia Fengshu's voice twisted as willfully as his body.

"Yes, yes, yes." Xu An was confused by Xia Fengshu, and his speech was slurred.

The phone rang, and Xu An had to let go of Xia Fengshu to answer Jiechu's call. Xia Fengshu wiped his tears aside, Xu An hung up the phone in a few words, and turned around to wipe Xia Fengshu's tears. "We're reconciled, don't cry."

Xia Fengshu pouted, tears still falling, Xu An took off her hat and patted her forehead, "I heard it can stop tears."

"Nonsense." Xia Fengshu pushed her hand away.

"Why don't you cry?"

Xia Fengshu shook his head and said, "I can't help it. I don't want to cry either. I can't stop crying."

Xu An said, "What kind of disease is this?"

"Disease from grievance."

"Then you cry, cry until you are not wronged and you will be fine."

"I'll go back to my dormitory and cry, otherwise your roommate will be ashamed to come back."

"Isn't it embarrassing to be seen by Xiao Guo?"

"It's okay, you've fought all the fights, are you still afraid of losing face?"

"That's not okay." Xu An said seriously.

Xia Fengshu burst into laughter, "Are you really stupid or pretending to be stupid, how can you have such a disease."

Xu An chuckled, "Let's go to the movies and watch them all night to celebrate our reconciliation."

Xia Fengshu wiped away his tears and said: "Why are you with me, you have these bad thoughts."

"Is it bad? I'm happy just thinking about it."

"You dare not go back to the apartment all night, be careful of being recalled." Xia Fengshu had already wiped away her tears, and was arranging her hair in front of the mirror.

"No." Xu An folded his arms in front of his chest and looked at Xia Fengshu in the mirror, smiling so hard that he couldn't hide his joy.

"Stop watching the movie, I'll invite you to eat skewers!" Xia Fengshu tied up her braids and turned to face Xu An.

"I heard you right." Xu An's eyes widened.

"It can't exceed 20 yuan." Xia Fengshu turned around lightly, and hooked Xu An's with his little finger.

Xu An collected aphorisms about friendship in her mind, and she really wanted to formulate an effective route for this friendship, so as to ensure that in the days to come, she and Xia Fengshu would not have another parting like a breakup.She knows that the joy of climbing from the bottom of the valley to the top of the mountain often depends on the depth of the bottom of the valley, and the depth of the gap brings more joy, but with her character, she wants to go to the top of the mountain step by step, not greedy for progress, not pursuing Stimulate.The relationship between her and Jiechu is like this, which makes her very satisfied.Just like she was afraid of losing grandma's love, she was also afraid of losing Jie Chu's love and Xia Fengshu's... love.

She thought that as long as Xia Fengshu would talk to her, it would be fine to quarrel.

To be honest, Xu An patted himself on the forehead hard, which startled Xia Fengshu, "What are you doing?"

Xu An said: "Shoot the tears out, hold back and feel uncomfortable."

Xia Fengshu smiled sweetly, and scolded her, "You can play tricks."

Xu An pulled his face and said, "I can't laugh or cry now."

"Is it that hard for you to talk to me?"

"I can't say no to you, the eloquence of the law department is generally invincible."

"You and the law department are in love, why did you come to me and express your emotions?"

"No one has sharper teeth than you."

"It's not for this reason. It must be that there is no verbal communication with the fat man, only body expression." Xia Fengshu's words were ambiguous, Xu An blushed transparently, and stammered: "No."

"Seeing how nervous you are, I can be sure that what you smell on you is the fragrance of a virgin."

"Hi!" Xu An twisted Xia Fengshu's wrist vigorously, Xia Fengshu screamed in pain, and begged for mercy with a giggle. "Your tone of voice, shouldn't it be the same as Wan Yonghong's already..."

"I don't." Xia Fengshu said with a smile, "He and I are good friends."

"But you are better than before..." Xu An wanted to say that Xia Fengshu seemed to be much better off financially, but he couldn't find the right words for a while.Xia Fengshu knew what she meant, "My money was not given by a man."

Xu An quickly said: "I didn't mean that, just to say..."

Xia Fengshu didn't answer her words for a long time, Xu An couldn't find anything to say, Xia Fengshu said: "My mother raised the living expenses to [-] yuan, and also allowed me to do other jobs to earn extra money, so I don't have the money I used to. Poor, but still poor."

"Is the hat new?"

Xia Fengshu nodded, "15 yuan."

"Take the bus?"

"Take a bus for more than five stops."

"Didn't you buy the shoes?"

"Buy it next month."

"Let me buy it for you."

"why?"

"Let me give you a pair of shoes to accompany you on your future life journey." Xu An said impassionedly and very seriously.

Xia Fengshu stared at her quietly, and said for a long time, "Do you want to speak so advancedly?"

Xu An blinked his eyes and said, "Can't you just say it with a smile?"

Xia Fengshu laughed so hard that Xu An bit off the bamboo stick. The dim light instantly became brighter, and the spicy barbecue smell became more fragrant.

The world in Xu An's eyes is overflowing with beauty.

Xu An's life is almost uncontrollably caught up in the pursuit of Xia Fengshu.Without the pressure of the CPA, Xu An's free time is completely guided by her feelings, and her feelings follow Xia Fengshu.

Xu An began to visit Xia Fengshu's dormitory for the poor. At first, it was in the name of coming back to play. When there were many people, Xia Fengshu was cold and indifferent.Xu An was sitting on Xiao Guo's bunk. She was not familiar with Xia Fengshu's lower bunk. The other party was a cutting-edge student in the law department, with thick black-rimmed glasses. Books close up.Xia Fengshu had a lot of conversations with her, and he looked like he was being educated with an open mind.In her words: Girls wearing black-rimmed glasses appear mature and introverted, knowledgeable and stable.Xu An understood Xia Fengshu's mood of working hard for his graduation thesis, but he still appeared in front of Xia Fengshu wearing a pair of black-rimmed glasses the next day.

Xia Fengshu gave her a white look.

Xu An found it more and more interesting.

Jiechu takes Xu An to test his driver's license.Xu An was very happy. She herself did not dare to make this request to her aunt, let alone tell her grandma.My aunt would feel that she had no interest in studying, and my grandma would feel that driving was dangerous.Jiechu helped her solve this problem, it can be said that he knew her heart well.She found that with Jiechu around, many problems can be easily solved. In the minds of her grandmother and aunt, many things can be done with her boyfriend, and they feel relieved and even take it for granted.This is the concept. Perhaps women feel that men are powerful and can be attached to. Once a woman has a man, she will break away from her original responsibilities and constraints.A new page will be opened. Marriage is more like a rite of passage. In the church, it is more like an entrustment of responsibility for a father to hand over his daughter to his husband.Trust becomes especially important at this time, Xu An finds out that grandma and aunt trust Jie Chu so much.

She also trusts Jie Chu.And soon fell in love with the fun of driving. She didn't notice that most of the meeting time with Xia Fengshu was reduced because of this. The topic of the meeting was also occupied by driving and car performance. She said that she must buy an imported SUV.Xia Fengshu was patient at first, but one day, she couldn't help it anymore, "Please don't talk about the fun of steering wheels in the poor dormitory."

Several people in the dormitory were stunned.Xu An was a little embarrassed, too embarrassed to speak.

Xia Fengshu said impatiently: "How about going back to the rich man's apartment to talk about these high-level topics? Poor people don't understand clutches and shifting gears."

"What is the distinction between rich and poor just by driving? Anyone can learn."

"No one in this dormitory is studying because we are all working on our graduation thesis and looking for a job. Only rich people like you who don't have to worry about life will talk about this kind of advanced sport at this time."

"What are you talking about? A taxi driver has to learn how to drive before he can become a driver! How advanced is driving?"

"Ha! Taxi drivers don't need to go to college to get on the road, and they don't need to write a graduation thesis to get a driver's license."

Xu An was there, and Xia Fengshu choked her until she couldn't breathe.

Li Juan came to be a peacemaker and said, "Okay, I've been very busy recently, so I get angry when I'm busy, don't quarrel over such a trivial matter."

Xu An got up and left.

At night, she was so angry that she bit the pillow.