the other side of the fireworks

Tong Zhan left. It is said that his mother was included in a certain investigation list, and the result of not leaving is likely to be imprisoned.

It was so sudden, Xia Fengshu always thought it was Qin Youtao's alarmist talk, creating a false image to force Tong Zhan to leave, this was a shameless conspiracy.

Qin Youtao never came again, only Li Si visited for an hour a day.

Like house arrest.

On the seventh day, Li Si did not come either.

The room was terribly empty, Xia Fengshu was half lying on the bed, the wound was bleeding, and the healing was not going well, she couldn't eat, and there were several blisters in her mouth, she didn't know how to live, Tong Zhan was to her, unexpectedly Such an important person.This caught her by surprise.The porridge was cold, and the air and color outside the window were also cold. Xia Fengshu realized that she was being abandoned.

Why?

Xia Fengshu called Qin Youtao, and it took a long time before he was answered. "It's me." The conceit that Xia Fengshu hated.

"I want to see you."

"Is something wrong?"

"Have."

"It's late, tomorrow."

"No, it has to be today, now!"

"Visiting hours have passed."

"Is this hard for you?"

The other party was silent for a while, "Wait for me for two hours."

"You have to come."

Even Xia Fengshu doesn't know what kind of conversation this will be, what do I want when I talk to such a powerful man at the weakest moment?

It's the truth!

Qin Youtao knocked on the door with a different voice than others. The wide sapphire ring on his middle finger touched the door panel, with a clear and powerful rhythm.

He walked in, sat on the chair opposite the bed, and didn't prepare any words of comfort, just sat there quietly.

Xia Fengshu is not someone who is easy to talk, so he just sat opposite each other so quietly.

Qin Youtao said: "If you don't have anything to ask me, I'm leaving."

"Shall I ask?"

"I do not know what to say."

"Where is Tongzhan?"

"Out of the country, somewhere on earth."

"Has he been kidnapped? Not even calling me?"

"He's in a place with wine and women, maybe he's too happy to forget you."

"What did you do to him?"

"He has returned to Zhou Yanran's side."

"So fast? How did you do it?"

"It's very simple. In the name of asylum, his mother personally sent him to Zhou Yanran. Right now he is afraid to contact you for fear of implicating you, and you should not contact him."

"why?"

"Aren't you afraid of losing your child? Once her life is not in danger, maybe..."

"You bastard!" Xia Fengshu yelled, with severe pain in his lower abdomen, "You can say that this kind of beast is inferior?"

Qin Youtao was not surprised, "Don't be angry, take good care of yourself, and recover faster than the child, so that you can protect her well."

"Are you threatening me? You are worried that I will pester Tong Zhan!"

"Xia Fengshu, you didn't need to live in such isolation. Every time it seemed like you were going to separate you, you always had a way to resolve it. What are you insisting on? I don't understand. Do you naively think that you can marry with this child?" Enter Tong's house? There are at least ten ways to tear you apart, if you don't think about your pregnancy, your result will be ten times worse than it is now."

Xia Fengshu clutched his stomach, "Why can't you be kind to me to the end?"

"You didn't ask Tong Zhan what was the secret between him and Zhou Yanran. You are very smart, because if Tong Zhan told you, he would hate you. Then he would leave you without looking back. This is what we expected, that is, to reveal the secret The secret, not only can tear you apart, but it will also be a relief for Aunt Lin and me. Maybe Li Si's persuasive power is not enough, and you didn't give in."

"So it was a trap."

"This is my kindness to you. Because Tong Zhan left you, you got far more than today. It's just a birth certificate, why do you have to marry Tong Zhan?"

"You have worked so hard." Xia Fengshu didn't have the strength to argue.

"It's not painstaking, but it doesn't matter." Qin Youtao never looked at Xia Fengshu, his eyes turned from the window sill to the door. "Is that enough? What else do you want to know?"

"What are you going to do with me?"

"It depends on how you choose?"

"What do you mean?"

"Do you want seedlings?"

"What do you mean?"

"Don't want her, I'll give you everything, house, car, job."

"I want it!" Xia Fengshu said sharply.

"Then I can only ask you to disappear, I will not look for you, but there is no guarantee that Zhou Yanran will not look for you."

"What does she want the child for?"

"Cut off all ties between you and Tong Zhan, or it's revenge."

"In her eyes, I am not even as good as an ant."

"I don't participate in women's affairs. I think this is the last time I will meet you." Qin Youtao stood up, and when he walked to the door, Xia Fengshu said, "Wait a minute."

Qin Youtao looked at her, Xia Fengshu under the fluorescent lamp was like a tree with fallen leaves waiting for the severe cold, Xia Fengshu said: "I hate you."

Qin Youtao pursed his lips, and there was steam in his eyes. Xia Fengshu smiled wryly in his sight, "This is for you, the last gift."

Qin Youtao said: "Thank you." He quickly walked out of the ward, in the corridor, looking back at the light projected from the crack of the door, in that light, there was the breath of that woman.She used a word of hate to cut the love she did not accept, and it was also the love that Qin Youtao dared not and could not give.

Xia Fengshu is about to come to confession, and it is the confession of all those who oppose her and Tong Zhan's marriage.She understands what Qin Youtao didn't say. In front of huge interests and class groups, she is a puppy who sneaked in and lived as a pet for a while.The way Qin Youtao took Tong Zhan away was not despicable, but it was cruel enough.Maybe this is not what he wants to do, but it is what he wants to do.Fortunately, he only left the injury to himself, and it did not affect her hometown.

What's interesting is that she easily found a reason to be considerate of Tong Zhan. Even if the man whose body and mind are extremely disproportionate knows what responsibility is, he doesn't know how to write the word "assume".Fortunately, she does not have a firm love to maintain her yearning and hope for Tong Zhan. I believe it will not be long before the living environment gradually adapts, her body returns to normal, and she reassesses the future. The name Tong Zhan is only used as Tong Xiaomiao. His fatherhood exists and has no other meaning.

At least the father column on Xiao Miao's birth certificate is not blank.

Up to now, there are still many doubts that puzzle Xia Fengshu. She thought that Qin Youtao would say more, and those obscure, guessed facts and traps would be revealed one by one.There are good things to say and many things, and only when Qin Youtao says them will she believe and accept them.But she couldn't take the initiative to do anything, and for a few minutes she felt that she was wrong.

When the sky was bright, Xia Fengshu gradually fell asleep. After waking up, she called Lan Weiqing. She wanted to live a good life, not for others, but for Tong Xiaomiao who was struggling for life in the incubator.

Lan Weiqing came here at night, and came here directly from the train station. As soon as she entered, she hugged Xia Fengshu and shed a couple of tears before calming down, "See what you have done to yourself."

"I feel better."

"Why didn't you write to me sooner! Someone needs to take care of this confinement, right?" Lan Weiqing looked like someone who had come here before, "When my sister-in-law gave birth, she tossed my mother and her natal mother away, In addition, my brother and her sister, I also joined in the next week, serving her like a queen dowager. However, she should be served after giving birth to a child after suffering such a big crime. "

Xia Fengshu didn't answer the call, she couldn't answer it.

"I'll ask for a few days off tomorrow to come to the hospital to accompany you, and then I'll hire a confinement wife for you."

"No, I'm fine."

"One big and one small are troublesome, by the way, where are the children?"

"The child is in the incubator, and doctors and nurses are taking care of it, so I don't need any help."

"Oh, I really forgot that this child was born prematurely." Lan Weiqing suddenly realized, "What's going on with Tong Zhan, why did you choose this time to go abroad?"

"He said he had a reason to go out."

"What reason."

Xia Fengshu shook his head and said flatly, "The reason for leaving me."

"What?" Lan Weiqing raised her eyebrows immediately.

"I think their family is waiting for the day when I give birth. Tong Zhan can't take me away, and then give Tong Zhan a reason to leave. Tong Zhan has soft ears."

"Then why don't you scold him to wake him up? You can't let him go without making up any reason."

"A few hours after the seedlings were born, I didn't have any strength at all, besides, his willpower is so weak."

"Who did it? How could he do it like this!" Lan Weiqing cursed a few foul words, then turned around to comfort Xia Fengshu and said, "Tong Zhan won't be so bad. When he wakes up, he will definitely come back." Come back to find you, I can see that he loves you very much."

"No, Tong Zhan is a standard husband."

"What do you mean?"

"Within one zhang is a husband, after this zhang, he will go with the wind and rain." Xia Fengshu said lightly, but her heart was lightning and thunderous. She was admitting to herself that she had lost Tong Zhan, even though she still had Not quite sure, but it's a fact.

"That's not necessarily the case. With his feelings for you and the presence of this child, how could it be like a kite with a broken string. Don't think so much, take care of your body first, and don't get sick."

Xia Fengshu looked at Lan Weiqing gratefully and said, "Thank you for coming, otherwise, it would be difficult for me to hold on."

"Of course I'm coming, and I'd like to have someone else come."

"Who?"

Lan Weiqing's heart twitched, she felt that she had made a mistake just now, when she mentioned Xu An at this time, how could Xia Fengshu bear it, today's Xu An is not what she was before, she will dig out Xia Fengshu's heart , crushed, and then sprinkled into the air like pieces of paper, and then laughed heartily.

"My new boyfriend."

"Oh my god, how could you call someone to do this kind of thing." Xia Fengshu smiled like a relative.

On the 12th day, Xia Fengshu strolled back to the ward from Tong Xiaomiao's nursery room. She wanted to be discharged from the hospital. The deposit she had paid when she was admitted to the hospital had bottomed out. Most likely beyond her means, she has to save money.The doctors and nurses didn't know about Tong Zhan yet, they just asked why the child's father didn't come, did he go on a business trip?Xia Fengshu didn't answer, this attitude was a kind of default in the eyes of others.She is not very good at getting along with people, and she doesn't cater to the unique arrogance of doctors. If Lan Weiqing hadn't been in the middle, the relationship between her and the doctor would have been very stiff.Lan Weiqing said that you can't play with the doctor, it's a threat to your life, and you have to coax them into offering sacrifices to her ancestors until we are safely discharged from the hospital, and then scold her ancestral tablet.Xia Fengshu thought, I don't offer you money, I don't scold you, so I can do whatever I want.

Xia Fengshu didn't hire a confinement wife, and Xiao Miao was taken care of by a nurse 24 hours a day in the hospital. Just to spend day and night with her?With this thought in mind, most of the loneliness that made Xia Fengshu tremble with cold disappeared, followed by a compact and solid life goal.

Xia Fengshu dedicated her most heartfelt smile to her frail daughter, and then walked a happy journey back to the ward.

The phone rang suddenly, and it was from my mother, "Xia Fengshu, your grandma is gone."

Something choked in his throat, suffocating Xia Fengshu.

"Come back! Send your grandma off." Mother's tone was filled with last hope, and a strong anger came over, which made Xia Fengshu nervous and afraid.

"I...I won't go back." Xia Fengshu couldn't even tell the most basic lies, unless she told the truth, her mother would not accept any reason.But she can't say, can't say.

"Then don't come back again." Mom paused for five seconds before hanging up the phone. It seemed that this was her last chance for Xia Fengshu.

Xia Fengshu didn't fight. She pressed her forehead against the cold and hard wall, bit her lower lip and listened to her mother hang up the phone. What can tears dissolve?Nothing could be resolved, but it still flowed out endlessly, Xia Fengshu hurried back to the nursery room again, she wanted to take a look at Xiao Miao, otherwise she couldn't hold on, really couldn't hold on.

end of part two