the other side of the fireworks

Xia Fengshu did not expect to come to this step. The reasons for choosing Tong Zhan changed from one to two, and then from two to three.The meeting with Zheng Linyi cast a long shadow in her heart, and she felt that things were not as easy as Tong Zhan said.Perhaps, they have fallen into a lie and have been controlled in another way.

Xia Fengshu couldn't enjoy the journey, the hard work of pregnancy and inner anxiety intertwined every day, Tong Zhan spent a lot of effort to make her happy, but with little success, he was very annoyed, he was not a patient person.The two quarreled several times, each time not exceeding three hours, and Tong Zhan turned around to coax her.After a week like this, the money was spent like water, and more and more suitcases were piled up in the room, which made me feel more burdened.

Xia Fengshu wanted to go back to China. She proposed to go back early on the phone with Li Si. According to the original plan, they would play here for half a month. Li Si didn't understand Xia Fengshu's feelings. A girl like her You should linger on this luxurious Japan tour!Xia Fengshu said: "I'm not feeling well, maybe it's because I'm not acclimatized."

This reason is a bit far-fetched, but it is enough, but Li Si said: "The ticket is booked, it is a bit troublesome to change it."

"Then buy two more air tickets, I want to go back as soon as possible."

"Is something wrong?"

"I'm not feeling well." Xia Fengshu only emphasized this sentence, and this was indeed the only reason she could find, but in Li Si's ears, she would think that she had other plans, so it was inconvenient to say so.

After consulting Tong Zhan's opinion, Li Si booked them a return flight the next day, and Tong Zhan's mood was not affected at all. He had visited here many times and would not be reluctant to leave.Anyway, as long as Xia Fengshu showed a smiling face, no matter where he was, he could do anything.

On the last day, Tong Zhan took Xia Fengshu to a very high-end Japanese restaurant in Osaka for dinner, maybe he was going back to China, Xia Fengshu had a good appetite, which also affected Tong Zhan, the two of them had the happiest day after eating meal.

"You should eat like this every meal." Tong Zhan said.

Xia Fengshu responded with a smile, and Tong Zhan rejoiced, "You should always smile like this."

"You have so many demands." Xia Fengshu gave him a white look, this is Tong Zhan's favorite style.

Love is a difficult thing to understand.

Xia Fengshu always thought that Zheng Linyi would do something, but he didn't wait for it.

After another month, Xia Fengshu could hardly bear this kind of calm, like walking in a deep dark cave, you know that there will be monsters to swallow you, every step is cautious, every second is waiting, this kind of The calm is too tormenting.After that meeting, Zheng Linyi's feeling of walking past her often appeared. Xia Fengshu was never naive, and she couldn't believe that the other party just acquiesced in her existence.

After a while, she understood that as long as she didn't mention the registration, Zheng Linyi would ignore her.Tong Zhan is at ease, and the two sides live in peace.

Xia Fengshu mentioned the birth certificate twice more, but Tong Zhan's boss refused to say that he would keep his promise.As if wanting to avoid this problem, Tong Zhan spent less and less time at home, Xia Fengshu didn't care. She read books when she had time. In her heart, taking the judicial examination was still a goal she didn't want to give up.She doesn't have much hope for Tong Zhan, a man or boy who doesn't work and only enjoys himself will not make too many plans for the future.

Li Si has been here a few times, mostly to take care of their lives. It is funny to say that two young people with healthy limbs have to be taken care of by others.Li Si suggested hiring her a nanny, but Xia Fengshu refused.Another time, when Li Si asked about the registration, Xia Fengshu looked blank, and Li Si said: "This matter is a bit uncertain. It's not easy for you to rely on only one child to tie him up. After all, Zhou Yanran is very rich and powerful. Don't talk about her feelings for Tong Zhan, even she can't get over her face, it's just a matter of one word to settle you, why don't you just give up!"

Xia Fengshu smiled lightly, she had thought about these things too. "Are you here to be a lobbyist? Qin Youtao's order?"

Li Si was noncommittal, "I mean it kindly."

"I got it."

Li Si was a little displeased, "Frankly speaking, I have long been tired of taking care of your life. If you are so stubborn towards me, you might as well think about how to preemptively enter the gate of Tong's house earlier, and enjoy the scenery. give birth to a son and become a rich man."

"That's better to hear, thank you."

"Actually, what is most beneficial to you is not only the child in your womb, but also Tong Zhan's feelings for you. You should make good use of it."

"Didn't he argue with his family? What else can I force him to do?"

Li Si hesitated to speak, walked to the door, walked back and said, "Zhou Yanran is the key, didn't you find it?"

Xia Fengshu was startled slightly.

"There is a secret between Zhou Yanran and Tong Zhan that no one knows about. Judging by Zhou Yanran's nervousness, I can be sure that this secret is her deathbed."

Xia Fengshu suddenly remembered that the last time she asked about this matter, Tong Zhan waved her away irritably.

Li Si said: "If you master this secret, Tong Zhan's door will be completely opened for you."

"This method is too insidious." Xia Fengshu shook her head and looked at Li Si. She couldn't understand what kind of intention was hidden in the eyes behind the other's glasses.

Li Si said, "Hurry up and achieve your goal, or I will resign from Qin Youtao."

"If your reminder to me is just for work relief? Then I can help you."

"How to help?"

"I called Qin Youtao and said that I never want to see you again."

Li Si sneered, "Wouldn't it be embarrassing for me then?"

"The most beautiful thing is that I leave Tong Zhan, and you retire after you have completed your career."

"Whether you can enter Tong's house or not, at least let your mother and child be safe." Li Si said meaningfully.

Lan Weiqing didn't understand Xu An's sudden return, instead of going to live with her aunt's house, she came to sleep on the bed with her, and she was very incomprehensible.She is sure that something happened, is it useful to ask?

she decided to ask.

Xu An confessed, "I ran away from home."

"A child like you who is in the midst of blessings and doesn't know how to be blessed has run away from home several times. You don't think life is exciting, do you?"

"What are you shouting about? I'll leave after staying for two more days."

"Where are you going? You said such self-defeating words, you want me not to ask you why!"

Xu An leaned back on the sofa and said for a while, "Don't worry, wait for me to think about what happened and what to say."

Xia Fengshu is very lonely. Loneliness exists in an uneasy emptiness. Her body swells day by day, and she usually feels that she has gained five kilograms when she wakes up.A person who has been beautiful for more than twenty years suddenly saw a bloated and ugly self in the mirror one day, with a sallow complexion, swollen eye sockets, and those small spots that quietly appeared on the cheeks.Xia Fengshu didn't thump the mirror, or even sigh. He just felt disgusted with the strange self in the mirror.This body that he dislikes is losing Tong Zhan's love and attention.However, Xia Fengshu took a resigned attitude towards Tong Zhan.

Suddenly one day, the man came back in the middle of the night, sat by the bed in frustration and said sorry to Xia Fengshu.

Xia Fengshu looked at him sleepily. Tong Zhan had been hanging out for half a month. Xia Fengshu didn't know what kind of friends he had made or what he was playing. A mother who can't even get a birth certificate for the troubles in her belly, why bother to ask for the loyalty of this man.

"Sorry for what?" Xia Fengshu's lazy tone showed that he didn't care about what Tong Zhan had to say.

This angered Tong Zhan. For a man who had struggled to apologize, he couldn't help but get angry when he faced such a woman who didn't care. "Don't you miss me? Xia Fengshu, it's been fifteen hours since I left at nine in the morning, and you haven't called me a single time."

Xia Fengshu propped up his bulky body with a pillow, "So, I have to say sorry to you."

"Are you my woman?"

"You say yes, you say no, and I can't say yes." Xia Fengshu's mind was extraordinarily clear, and she realized that this was a good opportunity to talk.

The tone was still cold, but the fragility in the language moved Tong Zhan, "I understand, you woman, you are angry with me, and you are using this kind of indifference to protest my neglect of you, right?"

The best way to show the innocence of a man is to lead the conversation to a beautiful imagination in a self-justified way like Tong Zhan.

Xia Fengshu was speechless, she couldn't be sure what Tong Zhan said was right, so she couldn't agree, that would be a lie.

Tong Zhan held Xia Fengshu's hand, looked at her face and said, "I'm sorry, I, I did something that I'm sorry to you."

Xia Fengshu thought she wouldn't care, but her heart ached and she unconsciously withdrew her hand.

"I can't control myself, Xia Fengshu, because of your current appearance, we can't #爱, I'm an impulsive man, there are many women in the squash club... leaning on me..."

"Can I not say it?" Xia Fengshu interrupted Tong Zhan's explanation and apology, "Can I not say it doesn't matter?"

Tong Zhan wanted to hold her hand again, but Xia Fengshu dodged it. Then he covered the quilt and lay down with his back to Tong Zhan.She wanted to cry, because of the grievance of being betrayed, an unexpected sadness attacked her unguarded heart.What she thought she didn't care about actually cared a lot.

Tong Zhan's guilt multiplied, and by the next morning, it was too heavy for him to hold his head up.

He turned off his mobile phone and stayed with Xia Fengshu at home, eating, taking a walk, shopping in the supermarket, while Xia Fengshu read a book, he just watched TV or played games, the time seemed not so difficult.During dinner, Tong Zhan looked at Xia Fengshu, who was handicapped, sitting at the table, and said, "Is it worth it to torture yourself like this for the sake of the child?"

"For such an ugly woman, is it worth keeping yourself at home?" Xia Fengshu said while looking at the chicken wings on the plate.

"You're not pregnant, and I won't do anything sorry for you."

"The two are not owed, so you don't have to feel sorry." Xia Fengshu picked up the chopsticks and started eating.

"How can you forgive me!" Before going to sleep, Tong Zhan, who had been cold all day, couldn't help it.

Xia Fengshu remained silent, but he couldn't read the book in his hand either.

Tong Zhan squatted down, raised his face slightly and said to Xia Fengshu: "I knew it was wrong when I did it. I know, and you won't ask anything if I don't tell you, and you may not even know. But I think Be loyal to our love, and no longer be tempted by those temptations, no matter how they try to take me away from you. You forgive me, and I have the courage to continue to guard you."

Xia Fengshu looked into Tong Zhan's eyes, she was a little afraid that he would look at her, she knew she was ugly now. "Forget it in the past."

Tong Zhan put her hand to his lips, his eyes were red again, "You really forgive me?"

"Well, don't... sleep with another woman." Tears slipped out of Xia Fengshu's eyes, and she didn't have time to wipe them away.Sadness controls her emotions.Was it pregnancy that made her so vulnerable and cared so much about this man?Or does Trouble care about his father?

Tong Zhan put his face on Xia Fengshu's lap, he didn't want to share any of his pressure with Xia Fengshu, but as long as Xia Fengshu could express a little love, it gave him doubled courage and firmness.

It seems that their hearts are getting closer.

Suddenly, Tong Zhan raised his head because he felt the fetus move in Xia Fengshu's stomach, "He, he moved and hit my face." The novelty and excitement made Tong Zhan's face glow.

Xia Fengshu caressed his stomach, "He's six months old, of course he can move."

Tong Zhan groped her stomach with his hands and said, "Why didn't you move, you only moved a little bit."

Xia Fengshu enjoyed the stroking, and couldn't help but smile on his face and said: "At this time, Trouble has already fallen asleep, I guess I turned over just now."

"Trouble? You call him trouble?"

"I'll call him trouble."

"No, this name is too ugly. Besides, why is he troublesome?"

"Isn't he?"

"No, I didn't marry you because of him." After saying this, Tong Zhan added, as if he was a bit wronged: "I will definitely register with you, just wait a few days."

"What is it that makes Zhou Yanran not marry you?" Xia Fengshu asked directly, but it was not sudden, after all, the topic was changing here.

"She loves me."

"Does she love you that much?"

"Anyway, I love me more than you." Tong Zhan was a little vague.

"If you don't want to tell, I won't ask too much."

"What do you want to know!" Tong Zhan asked this sentence with the mood of being obedient to Xia Fengshu.

Xia Fengshu thought about it seriously and said, "It's nothing, I'm sleepy and want to sleep."

Perhaps this was an opportunity to gain a secret, but she passed it up.

When she went to bed, she thought that her decision was right. Since this secret is so important to Tong Zhan and Zhou Yanran, it should belong to them forever.As long as "Trouble" has a father who belongs to him, I have no other luxury.

Tong Zhan registered again, but he couldn't get the account book, and this time, he didn't want to do it secretly.After all, I had an agreement with my mother first, and after such a long time, their agreement should be fulfilled.

Zheng Linyi came to their home, cooked a table of meals, even Qin Youtao came, and Li Si accompanied her.

This sudden move seemed to create a tense atmosphere.Qin Youtao was sitting in the living room reading magazines leisurely, Li Si was helping around the kitchen, Tong Zhan was fidgeting, sometimes looking at his mother, sometimes looking at Xia Fengshu, Xia Fengshu didn't want to look at him on the hot pot Looking like an ant, he sat in the living room and talked to Qin Youtao.

"Long time no see." Xia Fengshu smiled softly, and her voice was also soft.

"Yes." Qin Youtao felt suddenly.

"Busy?" Xia Fengshu was as friendly as a nice kindergarten teacher.

"Busy." Even though the woman's face had undergone a devastating change, Qin Youtao still couldn't control the throbbing.

"I'm so busy, I didn't forget to take care of our Tong Zhan." Xia Fengshu almost treated Qin Youtao as a benefactor, and Qin Youtao couldn't stand this exaggerated expression.What is this woman up to.

"Where did this come from?"

"My Tong Zhan..." Xia Fengshu lengthened the sentence, as if to emphasize something, but Qin Youtao could tell without emphasizing that Tong Zhan belonged to her family, and she already regarded him as her husband. "He has had a good time during this period, thanks to you introducing so many good friends to him."

Qin Youtao laughed, "I don't know their friends, they are all high-ranking sons, rich sons and daughters."

"You dude. But I heard that the squash club he goes to most often is your new investment?"

"I invested in it."

"You are really kind to Tong Zhan! Two months ago, you opened a restaurant just after he became obsessed with squash."

"Coincidence." Qin Youtao did not want to face such a temptation, and tried to minimize what he wanted to say.Of course, he knew how Tong Zhan's romantic account in the squash club was calculated, and it was reasonable for Xia Fengshu to come to Xingshi to ask the teacher, but he was surprised by her little woman's posture.

"Get Li Si away!" Xia Fengshu suddenly changed the subject.

"What? She didn't do well?"

"Letting her help me live is your reminder to me of what kind of life I am living. It is a burden for me to ask me to drink to him. She doesn't let me relax at all. .”

"Really? Then I'll get someone else."

"No, if you want to help me, just do one thing, and I will be grateful to you."

"Oh?" Qin Youtao's inquiring eyes fell on Xia Fengshu's face, and this woman unknowingly whetted his appetite.

"Stay out of it, okay?"

"Do I seem like a disrespectful person?"

"Are you really not optimistic that Tong Zhan and I will live happily ever after?"

"Everything has a process, but the result is often doomed."

"You saw the result?"

Qin Youtao looked intently into Xia Fengshu's eyes. He didn't speak, but he gave an affirmative answer.

Xia Fengshu was about to ask, when Tong Zhan suddenly said sourly: "What are you talking about?"

Before today, Xia Feng understood Tong Zhan's situation. If it were her, she might not make such a big effort against her mother's wishes.From this point of view, she thanked Tong Zhan. If he was unwilling to take this responsibility, Xia Fengshu had nothing to do.She didn't love him wholeheartedly, which is the biggest debt and an important reason why she can forgive him.She did it for "trouble" and "he kept her by his side because of love."

Talked to Qin Youtao, will he be neutral at this dinner?

Xia Fengshu was not sure, she only knew that this meal was not easy to eat.

The dishes are very rich, garlic yellow croaker, sweet and sour pork ribs, braised chicken with potato shoots, fish-flavored mashed potatoes... they are all home-cooked dishes.

Zheng Linyi greeted everyone to try her cooking with a smile on her face, "This sweet and sour pork ribs may be a little sour, so I was distracted when pouring the vinegar."

Tong Zhan is the most unkind, and it's strange to be polite when eating his mother's food.

Tong Zhan's eating scene became a little stiff. Qin Youtao picked up the chopsticks, Li Si served the dishes courteously, and Zheng Linyi said to the motionless Xia Fengshu, "Xiao Xia, eat! Try my cooking."

"Okay." Xia Fengshu's tone catered to Zheng Linyi's, and when she picked up the chopsticks, she even exchanged a glance with her.

"It's been a long time since I ate such a delicious dish." Qin Youtao said.

"The last time I ate at my house was four years ago." Zheng Linyi and Qin Youtao chatted, and Li Si put a piece of ribs for Xia Fengshu, like a competent housekeeper.Tong Zhan also kept adding vegetables to Xia Fengshu, "Eat more, my son won't be hungry if you are full."

Xia Fengshu laughed. Whenever Tong Zhan mentioned "trouble", she couldn't help laughing.There was a kind of mother's pride that surged through her, and also drove away the indifference in her character. Although she lost a lot of her beauty, she made up for a lot of tenderness. She smiled, showing her white teeth, and her eyes turned to Tong Zhan's face On, the tenderness is eye-catching.

"Isn't it a daughter?" Zheng Linyi said.

Both Tong Zhan and Xia Fengshu were shocked.Because they also don't know the gender of the child.

At this time, Xia Fengshu's phone rang, and she got up to answer it. It was her mother calling, saying that grandma was seriously ill, and she hoped she could go home and have a look. Xia Fengshu dared not agree, and she couldn't go anywhere in her current state .He just said that he was very busy with work and couldn't leave for the time being.My mother didn't force it, but finally said: "No matter what you say, you have to come back to see each other. You can arrange the time yourself. Be sure to come back." Xia Fengshu agreed.

Tong Zhan asked his mother, "Mom, how do you know?"

"Mom cares about you."

Li Si smiled at the side, and it was not difficult to guess that it was her credit, taking care of Xia Fengshu's diet and daily life also included pregnancy tests.It is too easy to know the sex of the fetus.

Tong Zhan was a little disappointed and said, "Really? Is it my daughter?"

Xia Fengshu returned to the dining table and sat down at this time, Zheng Linyi said: "My daughter is also very good, what's so good about a son like you who doesn't listen to your mother."

"Mom, aren't you proud of me?" Tong Zhan raised his chest. "Have you ever seen a man more handsome than me?"

"What's the use of being handsome? It was given by your parents, is it the result of your hard work?"

"Mom, can you be fair? Is temperament innate? Is taste inborn?"

"You..." Zheng Linyi didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "Why did I give birth to such a beautiful son, I really should send you into the showbiz."

"I'm not going, my ideal is to have my own clothing brand."

"Really? Then why don't you ever see you do it?"

"I... didn't find a suitable opportunity." Tong Zhan's tone fell unconsciously, and everyone in the room knew that he was just talking.Even though he has an interest in fashion and clothing, it's hard for him to concentrate on what to do.

Zheng Linyi didn't pursue it, she looked at Xia Fengshu and said, "I'm here today to discuss something with you."

"What's the matter, you're so serious about it." Tong Zhan put one hand on Xia Fengshu's chair, unconsciously showing a protective posture.

"Even if you are like this, I want to hold a wedding for you, it doesn't look good. I want to arrange for you to go to Australia, and when you get there..."

"I'm not going there!" Tong Zhan interrupted Zheng Linyi excitedly.

Zheng Linyi stopped and looked at her son in displeasure, and the atmosphere froze instantly.

Xia Fengshu patted Tong Zhan's leg, Tong Zhan agreed, "Okay, I'm sorry mom, you go ahead and I'll listen."

Zheng Linyi looked at her watch. Her current expression has drawn a clear line from this table of home-cooked food, "Go over there and give birth to the baby, and then think about other things."

"No, you want my child to be a foreigner?"

"Do as I say, you have caused me enough trouble." Zheng Linyi was about to leave the meeting, "There is no need to discuss, unless you want to be self-reliant."

"Mom, are you threatening me with this?" Tong Zhan asked dissatisfiedly with a drawn out voice.

Zheng Linyi had just put on her coat. Hearing what her son said, she walked over in three steps and slapped Tong Zhan flatly, "Nizi."

Tong Zhan was stunned.

Zheng Linyi left, and her secretary Hou was downstairs. This lunch had lasted for a long time, even though she only ate half a bowl of rice.

Xia Fengshu took a piece of fish, put it in Tong Zhan's bowl and said, "It deserves it."

Tong Zhan stared at Xia Fengshu, not understanding what she meant.

"Let's eat, don't waste your mother's craftsmanship." Xia Fengshu has a big appetite, and pregnant people have no resistance to appetite at all.

"Do I deserve it?"

"She's right, you're a rebel."

"Xia Fengshu, you dare to say one more thing!" Tong Zhan kicked the chair away.

Xia Fengshu swallowed the fish and rice grains in his mouth, and looked up at the furious Tong Zhan. "It's fine if I don't know how to like people, even you can't talk that much, if she doesn't hit you, hit me?"

The words of anger and resentment aroused Tong Zhan's heart, and he hugged Xia Fengshu and kissed him wildly. Xia Fengshu's reaction was like being caught by a hairy monkey, not annoyed but resisting.

Xia Fengshu is a person who is cold to the core, and she also envies Li Si's exquisiteness, but she can't do it.In the class she is currently living in, the nondescript situation makes her look like a monster. Her only belief is also her original intention, to fight for a legal father and give her complete love for trouble.The faith of being a mother has changed her in some aspects, such as accommodating Tong Zhan, such as the struggle for identity.

Qin Youtao felt that everything tasted sour, so he simply put down his chopsticks.

He told Tong Zhan that he had no room to resist this time, he had to go!With this change of term, Zheng Linyi's situation has become very delicate. She has already planned to retire, and many of these problems make her want to make good arrangements for her son.Right now, the matter with Zhou Yanran seemed to be a foregone conclusion. Zheng Linyi lost her big backer, and also lost the room to turn back.At this time, if Tong Zhan doesn't obey the arrangement, no one has the patience to accompany him any longer.

Xia Fengshu finally understood the real purpose of Qin Youtao sitting here, and Tong Zhan was persuaded by him, and asked him about his mother's situation guiltily.

Xia Fengshu refused to go to Australia based on intuition. She didn't trust anyone, and she didn't think it was a helpless move. She went abroad to give birth just because of the embarrassing reason of registering with a big belly. The reason is too insufficient.Tong Zhan thought it was enough, he understood his mother's dilemma, and going abroad to have a baby was a good solution.

He and Xia Fengshu got into an argument, because they couldn't convince each other, the dispute turned into a quarrel, Xia Fengshu's cold face made Tong Zhan angry, even if he yelled ten thousand words, Xia Fengshu would not say a word.

Tong Zhan wanted to beat her up, but he finally endured it. Before he slammed the door and went out, he angrily smashed the vase in the living room.The water flowed silently, and the floor was wet and slippery. When Xia Fengshu went to the toilet, she slipped and fell, and her heavy body made her fall hard.She felt the pain in her abdomen spread all over her body in an instant, and she felt like she couldn't breathe, and something was wrong with her lower body.She was worried that she would faint, worried that she would lose trouble, so she called Tong Zhan, but she couldn't get through, and she couldn't get through when she called Lan Weiqing, so she simply called Qin Youtao. When Qin Youtao's voice came from the other party, Xia Fengshu Crying and saying, "Come and help me."

Qin Youtao came faster than the ambulance, Xia Fengshu held his hand tightly, as if this could prevent troubles from being born early, the helplessness of pregnant women comes from cherishing the child, Qin Youtao did not dare to move her, so he sat on the floor and let her Leaning in his arms, holding his hands tightly.This woman's palm is not tender at all, but hard and thin. It is said that such a woman is not blessed.Is it true?He wanted to say something comforting, but he felt unable to say it. The power in his palm seemed to tell him that she didn't need it.

The ambulance took Xia Fengshu to the hospital, and Qin Youtao finally got through to Tong Zhan. When Xia Fengshu turned the corner, what she saw was Tong Zhan who smelled of alcohol mixed with anger.He was so worried about Qin Youtao sending her to the hospital, Xia Fengshu didn't have the strength to explain, if Qin Youtao hadn't pulled Tong Zhan out, Xia Fengshu was really worried that Tong Zhan would throw a punch at him.She hated it when men drank. She hated it more than anything.

When Lan Weiqing came, she found Xia Fengshu's phone call and immediately called back. After learning about the situation, she ran over in a hurry. There was no friend who was more friends than her.

She spent that night with Xia Fengshu.The next morning, when Li Si came, she quietly left.

Xia Fengshu recuperated in the hospital for a week, and they talked on the phone every day. On the day she was discharged from the hospital, she came again, bought a large bouquet of flowers, watched Tong Zhan help Xia Fengshu into the car, and waved goodbye.

Tong Zhan would still be angry with Qin Youtao, and his jealousy was not completely unreasonable. Xia Fengshu didn't explain much, because even if Tong Zhan caught a little bit of talk, he would talk about it endlessly.Because of this fall, Tong Zhan didn't mention the matter of going to Australia for the time being, and he didn't go out anymore, and concentrated on guarding Xia Fengshu's life.

This kind of peace won't last long, Xia Fengshu doesn't want Tong Zhan to guard her every day, two parasitic maggots together to give birth to small parasites?When her thoughts are sharp, Xia Fengshu always feels very painful, but she doesn't have any career expectations for Tong Zhan.Perhaps this is the embodiment of her negative character!For expecting others, she is more willing to expect herself.Maybe one day she will work to support the father and son, that's fine, at least there is a family, a complete family.If that's the case, wouldn't it be very similar to my mother?Tong Zhan, he doesn't know how to drink alcohol.Thinking of this, Xia Fengshu's teeth chattered from the cold, as if he had fallen into some kind of fateful ice cave.

Lan Weiqing came home for a visit. Under Xia Fengshu's kind invitation, Xia Fengshu had nothing to say about her situation, and she didn't want to share anything. She just wanted to express her gratitude to Lan Weiqing .

Lan Weiqing still spoke carelessly. Regarding Xu An, she swallowed her words a few times. Telling this matter will only increase Xia Fengshu's emotional burden.

A week later, Tong Zhan came back with a plane ticket, without any room for negotiation, he asked Xia Fengshu to board the plane with him.Xia Fengshu refused very simply, "I won't go out, I'm afraid."

"What are you afraid of, I will accompany you."

"It's just fear."

"Is registration really that important? If I register with you here, you can rest assured."

"Don't make me talk so hard."

"Xia Fengshu, I've done this for you, why can't you give in to me once?"

"Am I not going to make it?"

"Don't mention my romantic account, it will never be finished."

"Tong Zhan, I can't help myself anymore, I'm afraid that if I go out, I won't even have a chance to say a word."

"What do you mean, you!"

"After the last fall, this feeling was stronger. If I was abroad at the time, who could I call?"

"Me!" Tong Zhan yelled, "Don't count one as a hundred. After going abroad, I will stay with you every step of the way. Let's hire two more nannies to take care of you, okay?"

Xia Fengshu tightly closed his lips.

"You don't trust me at all, do you?" Tong Zhan spread his hands wildly, "If you trust me, you will follow me anywhere, Xia Fengshu, if you love me, you will trust me."

Xia Fengshu's heart was in pain, love, why did he mention love at this time?

Tong Zhan started to throw things again, but this time, he didn't go out to drink, and just slept in the living room.

cold war.The long Cold War.

They missed that plane.

The days are extremely difficult. For Tong Zhan, this is a life like a cage. He begins to wonder, can this kind of life last?Will he and Xia Fengshu be happy?

Xia Fengshu is also guessing, what is the problem?Is it caused by not loving children's exhibition?

This day was the day to go to the hospital for a regular checkup. After the last fall, the doctor warned Xia Fengshu seriously that the fetus was not safe, so he had to come for the checkup on time. If something happened, he would stay in the hospital for observation.Xia Fengshu woke up very early and made breakfast. She wanted to have a good talk with Tong Zhan. The days could not continue like this.Their relationship is crumbling.

When Tong Zhan sat at the dining table, the porridge was already cold. Xia Fengshu went to serve him a bowl of hot porridge with a big belly, and then said to Tong Zhan, "Come with me to the hospital later."

Tong Zhan glanced at her, "Why is your face getting uglier and your temper getting worse."

This is really hurtful. Xia Fengshu's cold temper usually requires a few words of retaliation, but she endured it, "When I was good-looking, did I cook for you?"

"No matter how angry you are at that time, once you look at your face, all anger is gone." Tong Zhan took a sip of porridge and continued, "I like to see you angry, do you understand?"

Xia Fengshu said: "I don't like it now, because I have become ugly."

"You are ugly, you should be gentler. You should be obedient to me."

"It's ugly, so I don't have the qualifications to talk to you."

"Although it's a little superficial, it's true." Tong Zhan said to himself, "Everyone should look at capital first."

Xia Fengshu couldn't hold back the tears, and quickly covered his face with his hands. Tong Zhan found out, and quickly sat down to coax her, "I'm just joking, I said such words on purpose to anger you, usually you retort, what's wrong today."

Xia Fengshu just cried.

"Don't cry, I was wrong, usually you are very strong, what happened today." Tong Zhan was at a loss, "You have become ugly, but I don't love you less. I stay at home with you every day, I'll accompany you even if you don't talk to me, isn't that enough?"

Xia Fengshu cried more and more, there was a kind of potential hysteria calling for her tears to impact her reason, she was under too much pressure, and yesterday she received a call from her mother urging her to go back to her hometown. From my mother's point of view, it was a complete excuse, an excuse for not wanting to go home.And the pressure from Zheng Linyi exists every day.

Tong Zhan couldn't coax her well, and was so anxious that he wanted to lose his temper again. He yelled, "Please don't cry anymore!"

Xia Fengshu suddenly felt a pain in his lower abdomen, his whole body tensed up, and he was dripping with cold sweat. This feeling was very similar to the last time he fell, "Tong Zhan, take me to the hospital."

The time after that was excruciatingly painful.In a daze, I heard the doctor say: "I'm about to give birth, send me to the delivery room."

Xia Fengshu gave birth to a 1300-gram daughter, who was pitifully small.

Tong Zhan called her Xiao Miao because her mother was a tree.

Tong Xiaomiao, who was born at 29 weeks, is lying in an incubator. She cannot suck and is fed by a gastric tube and takes oxygen.She was as weak as a kitten and couldn't even open her eyes.

Tong Zhan said to Xia Fengshu sullenly, "Why are our seedlings so small?"

Xia Fengshu smiled wryly, "It's my fault."

"It's my fault. I won't make you cry, and she won't come out so early. She wants to help mother scold me as father."

Xia Fengshu's heart felt hot. "You look like a father."

"Of course." Tong Zhan held Xia Fengshu's hand, "When I saw Xiao Miao, I suddenly felt that I was very bad, and I didn't look like a father at all. Xia Fengshu, I will work hard in the future."

"Thank you."

"Mother, I am the father, thank you for what you say to me!"

Xia Fengshu smiled, her eyelids were too heavy to lift, she was too tired.Tong Zhan comforted her to sleep. He heard Qin Youtao's voice dimly. He couldn't hear what they said, but felt that the tone was not kind.Xia Fengshu tried hard to wake herself up, she heard Tong Zhan say, "How can I leave her at this time."

"Temporary separation, if you don't leave, it will be too late."

"The seedlings are not out of danger yet, we have to wait for 72 hours."

"You don't have 72 hours, you only have one hour to go to the airport. Your mother is waiting for you at the airport. If you don't get on the plane, she won't either."

Xia Fengshu opened her eyes forcefully, and she saw Tong Zhan looking at her apologetically, a parting breath covering her dying body, she was suddenly frightened, afraid that this man would say sorry