the other side of the fireworks

Xia Fengshu is a person who is suppressed by low self-esteem and wants to protect herself with bitterness. Even if she is considered a good friend with Xu An, Xu An still feels her extremely sharp and ubiquitous murderous intent from her mouth and eyes from time to time.

Xu An said, "Let's have lunch together."

"I'm not used to it."

"Lunch is very important, you have to eat a little bit, otherwise your stomach..."

"Borrowing money to eat lunch won't make your stomach feel any better."

"Eating a steamed bun is also good."

"There's no such budget."

"There's no need to be so exaggerated."

"In order to repay you 20 yuan, I have reduced from two steamed buns to one in the morning."

"You're bragging about being poor."

"You are showing off your wealth."

"Even if there is no money, it is not to the extent you said."

"I only have more than 100 yuan a month for living expenses, including food, accommodation and transportation."

"I don't believe I can't eat enough."

"Then try it."

"Try it."

Xu An used up 150 yuan in a week of frugality.

Xu An said: "The living expenses are really sad, let's think of a way."

"What can I do? My grades are bad and I can't apply for a scholarship."

"What about student loans?"

"At least three certificates of poverty. I don't want to state how poor my life is in front of a large group of people, and then get those few banknotes from sympathetic eyes. I don't want to starve to death, and I don't want to go to college."

"Well, then you can work-study to earn tuition fees."

"I'm not friendly, I can't play the violin, I can't paint oil paintings, and my foreign language is so-so. What can I do?"

"Fast food, or go to the supermarket, or...|"

"My mother forbids it, she wants me to help her."

"I'm looking for a wall to hit myself." Xu An smiled wryly.

"That's right, you don't look like someone who talks a lot of nonsense, don't you want to be the savior?"

"Can I ask you not to use your poverty as a weapon to attack others."

"Then can you please put away your sympathy, we are equal friends."

"What kind of sympathy, I just want to have lunch with you. If I speak with sympathy, I'll just say I'll treat you to lunch."

"Then why don't you just be a little more straightforward."

"Would you like me to treat you to dinner?"

"how?"

"Why didn't you say it earlier."

"You're going around in circles."

"Your self-esteem is like a high-voltage wire, who dares to touch it."

"If I were your equal friend in your heart, you wouldn't say that."

"What do I have to do to keep you from picking on and teasing me?"

"I do not know either."

"Or is this part of our friend's life?"

Xia Fengshu stopped talking again, and Xu An had already discovered that she was a person who couldn't go deep into talking about problems.So Xu An said: "Let me save a little, my living expenses are enough for the two of us to have three meals, and each meal is full. If you don't speak, I will take it as your agreement."

Xia Fengshu is very thin, weighing only 95 catties at [-]. She is naturally thin, but Xu An thought that if she could eat better, she would definitely be more plump.Xu An pulls Xia Fengshu into his life, forming a triangle of life with Jiechu and CPA.

Jie Chu is very friendly to Xia Fengshu, although he doesn't have a good impression of Xia Fengshu.A gentle person like him, at least on the surface, can be gentle. He regards an honest, introverted, modest, and well-behaved girl like Xu An as his favorite boy. Facing Xia Fengshu's sharpness and indifference, he is a little at a loss.Sometimes, he was even a little worried that Xia Fengshu would affect Xu An after a long time.Fortunately, Xu An is very busy. In addition to taking classes and swimming, she also has to study at the online school to prepare for the CPA exam.Occasionally, the two encounters were at lunch time, when a boy and two girls had dinner, usually either the boy said or the two girls said, but when they were eating, it was Jie Chu and Xu An talking, Xu An and Xia Fengshu said, Xia Fengshu only eats but doesn't talk.

Jie Chu was very disappointed.

"How did you become friends?" Jie Chu couldn't help asking.

"Living in a dormitory is a friend."

"You and her are very good, you didn't bring other friends to eat with me."

"I want to watch her eat lunch."

"Oh?" Jiechu was even more curious.

"What are you curious about?" Xu An turned his gaze from the computer screen to Jie Chu's face.

"Are you upset?"

"I think you're questioning me."

"I'm not stopping you from making friends, you've always had a lot of friends."

"That's the problem." The more Xu An said, the more angry he became, "I haven't brought any other friends to eat with you, do you think she is an eyesore? Or you have a bad impression of her, so..."

"Xiao An, what's wrong with you? You are so angry with a few words."

Xu An took a deep breath, "Xia Fengshu is my good friend, please put away your prejudice against her."

Jie Chu smiled, patted Xu An's face and said, "It's the first time I found out that my girlfriend has a personality, and she is more beautiful when she loses her temper."

Xu An punched him in the stomach, and Jie Chu held her in his arms.

Xia Fengshu looked very tired when she came back every day. Ever since she was bumped into helping her mother set up a small stall, she was not in such a rush to take a shower when she returned to the dormitory. Ten or twenty pages, chat a few words before going to take a shower.

Sometimes when Xu An's friends came to play, Xia Fengshu would take a shower and then go to bed.Xu An tried her best to dismiss her friends before Xia Fengshu came back. She felt that Xia Fengshu's ten minutes of flipping through the book were very important to her and her.Whenever Xu An felt that she cared for Xia Fengshu, there would be a kind of happiness that made her ecstatic.

"Want to go to the movies?" Xu An asked Xia Fengshu.

"with who?"

"me."

"Just the two of us?"

"There are also a few friends of Jiechu. About six or seven people."

"Do you love that fat man very much?" Xia Fengshu squeezed out another amount of toothpaste from the toothpaste skin before throwing the toothpaste skin into the trash can.

"How?" Xu An was a little displeased.

"It's not like that. If you want me to go, I'll go. Is it Fatty's treat?"

"Don't call him that, okay?"

Xia Fengshu started to brush her teeth, and Xu An stood by and watched her brush, until Xia Fengshu spit out toothpaste and said, "Your boyfriend invited me, or do you want to take me?"

"He wants me to take you there."

"why?"

"Why, why are you questioning? Xia Fengshu, you are too suspicious."

Xia Fengshu did not show any expression of resistance, and looked at Xu An steadfastly, "I will definitely go."

"Just to cheer you up and meet some friends..."

"I said I would go, what time is the movie?"

"07:30. Let's go to the buffet around five o'clock."

"I can't catch up with the meal. I have to help my mother out of the stall before I can leave."

"Then, would you like me to help you?" Xu An's voice was involuntarily lowered.

"No." Xia Fengshu's voice was also very low, and she began to wash her face.