the other side of the fireworks

The civil service examination is a complicated process, and the mentality is as important as the test questions. Let alone the days before the examination, it is even more complicated than the mood of the university entrance examination. If you don't know the future, you have to earn the money in your pocket, but can civil servants really realize their ideals?After working hard for several months, I walked into the examination room again. What I faced was not only the test papers, but the civil service examination is very manipulative. If you pass the written test, you also need to have an interview. This score is not as intuitive as one plus one equals two.Then there are physical examinations and political examinations, and there is a possibility of slipping at any step.

Xu An was calm, thinking that he didn't go around in circles in these bumpy things.Grandma and aunt asked her to take the test, and she was in charge of the test. She ignored other human factors. Her heart was always quiet and unaffected by the world. not heavy.

Aunt knows this very well. She is very sure that Xu An can pass the written test, but she needs to spend some thought on the following steps. Originally, she thought that there was no need to worry too much. With Jie Chu here, some problems are not a problem.But now, my aunt has no idea.

Grandma is normal-hearted. In her words, Xu An has never let her down. Even if there is a chance in the exam, if you can't pass the national exam, you can take the local exam. You can also take the accountant exam. With so many doors, there is always one door open to Xu An.

Xu An declared the national tax and the popular position. After the application was completed, the aunt analyzed it from top to bottom, saying that she said it to her uncle, but she wanted to let her grandma hear it.The mother-in-law was in front of her, and my uncle didn't say a word. I was afraid that if I said too much, I would lose it, so I acted as a bodhisattva here, listening to my aunt's broken thoughts.

Grandma said: "According to your point of view, it doesn't matter how good Xiao An's exam is, it's useless?"

My aunt kept silent on purpose, trying to whet my mother's appetite.

"What's the point of selling it? You can tell if it has something to do with it." Grandma knew exactly what Auntie was thinking.

"I ran into Jiechu's mother in the supermarket last week, and she asked about Xiao'an."

Grandma hummed, and she also knew that Xu An's civil servant test is not a child's play, and one step to the top often depends on whether there is anyone carrying the ladder.

"The relationship between Jiechu's family is deep, I dare not say, as long as Xiao'an can pass the written test, it will be smooth sailing in the future. Mom, you have seen that child Jiechu in person and nodded, so let Xiao'an be self-willed Woolen cloth?"

Grandma got up and walked to her aunt, and said quietly: "She doesn't want it, what can you do? You haven't seen her come back from outside? Can this be forced? It depends on fate."

"Mom, who hasn't lived from a young age, that's just a hot-headed thing, you just let her like this, what if something happens."

"What can happen? I know my granddaughter, that's the most measured. How many years has she been with you? Has she done anything out of the ordinary?"

"Mom, isn't she obsessed? We don't even know who she is looking for, so we just let her care about her future? You always talk about me, but who am I for? My son is living well abroad , I don’t need anything, I only have to worry about Xiao’an.”

"Mom knows what you're thinking, but you can't force her. This child grew up without a parent. No matter how much I love her, I still have something missing in my heart. We have to be more careful with her."

Thinking of Xu An growing up with grandma, my aunt could only sigh.

Grandma said: "You ask someone to find a relationship, and I will take care of everything I need."

"People are not short of money at all."

"It's all about the amount of money." Grandma yawned, and suddenly felt unbearable pain in her back, which caused her aunt and uncle to be extremely nervous, worried that her waist would fall off. Made a wheelchair.

Fortunately, there is nothing serious, so I helped grandma back to the room.Xu An, who was reading in the room, was completely ignorant of all this, and concentrated on advancing towards the exam.

I haven't seen each other for a week, and Xia Fengshu didn't even call her. Could it be that what he said that night was a restraining order?Xu An has thousands of uncertainties about Xia Fengshu. In this relationship, she always takes the initiative to attack but loves passively. They all say that the active party is the weak. Weak is not strong enough.

Every minute she thought of Xia Fengshu, she was strengthening herself.

In late autumn, the wind of early winter keeps beating the autumn. In this city, there are no maple leaves like fire. The night is dark, the sky is opened, the stars are dim, and the leaves of the trees are green, so the lights are vivid. In Xu An's eyes, these It's all beautiful, combined with the expectations for Xia Fengshu, everything is beautiful.

The world in Xia Fengshu's eyes is different from Xu An's. It is full of worry and depression. She not only has to bear her own life, but also her mother's. Yesterday, she talked with her mother on the phone. Her mother asked her how much money she could earn and asked her to save money. Keep in mind, the family needs money, and only rely on the several hundred yuan retirement salary of grandpa to support the lives of the four of them.Xia Fengshu regretted making this call. He wanted to hear his mother's voice and get some encouragement. He didn't expect that it would only increase the burden when he was facing the extremely uncertain civil service exam.She remitted 2000 yuan to go home.

In the past two days, another incident happened. The supermarket was going to make a new issue of posters, and a photographer came to take pictures in the supermarket. Xia Fengshu didn't care, but the next day, the store manager Just inform the salesperson that she was selected as a model for the poster.Xia Fengshu disagreed, she didn't want to be in the limelight, her face was printed out thousands of times, and after being distributed all over the street, it went into the trash can.

The store manager was very surprised, "Xiao Xia, how many people want to get in, what a great thing, we have so many employees in our group, so we chose you, what an honor!"

Xia Fengshu always had a cold face and was not good at disguising, so he said stiffly: "I have the right to portrait."

The store manager became angry, and the girl in front of him was too ignorant of flattery. With so many chains, it was a matter of embarrassment for him to be able to choose someone from his own, and he never expected it to be like this. "Report at the head office the morning after tomorrow. If you don't go, you won't be here to work."

"Why? Does this comply with labor laws?"

"I know you graduated from the law department, and you always use the law to talk about things, labor law? Yes, but you have to learn to obey first." The manager was furious, and the section chief next to him pushed Xia Fengshu out, saying as he walked: "What's your strength? It's great to be a star clerk here, and there are bonuses for you."

After going out, Xia Fengshu asked, "How much?"

The team leader was taken aback, "How much?"

"How much is the bonus?"

"I don't know about this either, there must be one thousand."

Xia Fengshu was slightly moved, money, she really loves money.But the next day, she didn't go to the main store and went to work on time. The store manager was so angry that he called Xia Fengshu all over the phone, and he came to Xia Fengshu, "Xiao Xia, you are really good. Wear it, let the boss see my jokes."

"I didn't mean that." Xia Fengshu said lightly.

"Come on, just do me a favor, okay?"

Xia Fengshu hesitated. According to her personality, she would not sell the shop manager's favor.The store manager had nothing to do. The iceberg beauty in front of her was invulnerable, and coaxed her in a low voice, "Xiao Xia, it's hard to find such an excellent clerk, and I won't treat you badly in the future. There is also a future in the supermarket. You have a degree. You can do administration and management, don't be petty, and look farther."

Xia Fengshu said: "I want to know, is there a reward for shooting this?"

The manager was stunned for a moment, and immediately came back to his senses and said, "Yes, of course!"

"How much?"

The manager understood that money was the breakthrough point, "It must be at least two thousand!"

"Really so many?"

"Don't worry, it's not enough, I'll pay you to make up for it myself!" The manager patted his chest, he really had to pat him, he was almost overwhelmed by Xia Fengshu.

Xia Fengshu went, not for anything else, but for money.She needs money, and only money can give her a sense of security, and make up for the gap sent to her family, so that her life can be more stable.There is no place without money when she is alone outside. Money can change all kinds of unsatisfactory things in life, and it can make her not afraid to call her mother.

After a busy day at the main store, I took pictures with a few shop assistants, and the photographer kept making her smile kindly. She tried her best, but she was not an actress, and she didn't want to act.It is said that the photos taken by these clerks will also be screened. Listening to them discussing whether their photos can be uploaded, they pretend to hope that they will not be selected. I really don’t want to take photos!Judging from their hard work just now, Xia Fengshu didn't think they really thought so. She was the only one who didn't want to be selected. What she was worried about was how much bonus she would get if she wasn't selected.

Those who take part in the photo shoot have labor fees, and those who are selected get a bonus, which is similar to buying portrait rights.

When I went to work the next day, the store manager looked much better. In fact, the store manager was nice to her at first, but Xia Fengshu was too indifferent and always rejected people thousands of miles away. If it wasn't for his high quality, he would have been fired long ago.

This morning, she received an express mail from Xu An.Holding the box, she took a guess, and she smiled after opening it. She guessed right, it was a mobile phone, the one she broke.Of course, it has been fixed.

The phone rang soon, and Xu An's voice came from the other end, "Student Xia Fengshu, long time no see!"

Xia Fengshu choked up, and wanted to cry for no reason, Xu An, I really miss you!These words turned around in her heart, she restrained her emotions and said, "Why didn't you keep your word? Why did we make an agreement?"

"It's agreed not to meet, isn't it just a phone call?" Xu An smiled stupidly.

Xia Fengshu couldn't hold back the smile on his face, but his voice was still flat, "Where did you report it?"

"National tax, what about you?"

"Geological Bureau."

"Why did you choose that?"

"I like it." Xia Fengshu said in a bad tone. In fact, she chose a relatively unpopular position to gain a little chance for the slim exam.

Xu An also felt that the question was inappropriate, so he changed the subject and said, "Do you still cook for the old lady every day?"

"Do, I have to eat anyway."

"Your phone should be on, something will be delivered to you tonight."

"what?"

"You'll know it when you see it." Xu An hung up the phone. She really fell in love with the feeling of hanging up the phone first. She was rejected by Xia Fengshu so many times that she was terrified of rejection.

Xia Fengshu had a lot of tender things to say, but she didn't want Xu An to understand the depth of her feelings for her. She vaguely realized that this would protect their future.

Xu An's gift was a spring mattress, which was thick and soft.

At night, Xia Fengshu slept on this mattress and sent a text message to Xu An, "I like fireworks, because they will only disperse and never wither." '

Xu An replied, 'I am a fireworks factory. '

That night, both of them didn't sleep well, and they thought of two words at the same time, the future!