Endless Wall

Liu Jinqing sat in the corner with her mouth pursed for a while, her expression gradually becoming scary-what happened at that time?

Why on earth is it so easy to expose your true self in front of outsiders?Bored yet?Think you have everything under control?Have you started to be unscrupulous?

He had a hideous face, and a frightening green light flashed in his eyes—is he so impatient...

Liu Jinqing slammed his fist against the wall so hard that blood burst from his fist.However, he continued madly, punching and punching until his eyes were clear and he regained his composure.

He withdrew his bloody right hand, sat quietly in the corner and reflected on his words and deeds during this period, and easily found that his spirit seemed to be showing signs of becoming more and more unstable.

Frivolous words and deeds, doing whatever he wants, becoming impatient with everything around him, and the dark desire in his heart that is becoming more and more difficult to suppress... This realization obviously made him irritated.

Suppressing the restless violent and sadistic emotions in her heart, Liu Jinqing began to sort out her life during this period of time: since that incident, she went to college, and spent some time trying to get Sun Zhanghua's attention and worship her master, so as to use Sun Zhanghua's Relational status half a foot into the circle of directors and broadcasters, and hooked up with the Tan family.

In the winter vacation of junior year, Gu Huaijiang was released from prison, and quickly got entangled with the former manpower and came to City A to develop. Using the relationship network he had built over two years to develop rapidly and successfully connected with the above people online, and started a year ago Wash off slowly.

During this period, the network resources he planted early in the orphanage also continued to grow and develop.

Today, the huge network of contacts in his hands and the resources he can mobilize behind him are already beyond imagination.

So, is this the root of his increasingly unscrupulous behavior during this time?

Back then, when he was just waking up, facing this strange world, the cognition of being a weak child and the fear of falling into chaos again made him cautious in his words and deeds, lest he would reveal his unusualness unconsciously .

Because of his own weakness, he hides his desire deeply in his heart, but now, when he is strong enough, when he has such a powerful force behind him, will he act like a stupid beast?

What's even more stupid is that when everything is ready, when the curtain has been raised, when one's own script is about to come to an end... At this last moment, he can't hold his breath, and can't even wait for it in just a few years. Yet?

"Wait a little longer," he said to himself, "it's not time to do whatever you want. But," he grinned, "now is the time for the end."

He turned on the light, took out a mobile phone from the drawer, and took out a card from the bedside table.After assembling it, turning it on, I dialed a number without even looking at it.

"Zijin, what happened?" Gu Huaijiang on the other end of the phone was obviously a little surprised, after all, they just broke up last night.He was thinking about finding a time to apologize to this guy when the call came.

"Where is Li Xu?"

Over there, Gu Huaijiang was silent for a few seconds, "Zijin, he..." In the middle of speaking, as if he didn't know how to continue, he fell into silence.

Liu Jinqing's laughter came from the phone, "What's the matter? Aren't you two always at odds?"

"...After all, they are brothers who grew up together."

"Ah, I know, I know, we all grew up together! Don't worry, I have a measure."

Gu Huaijiang clenched the phone tightly, as if using all his strength to force the words out of his mouth, "Luocheng, he is in Luocheng..."

Gu Huaijiang couldn't hear what Liu Jinqing said later, he just stood there blankly until the phone slipped from his palm to the ground.

As if he was awakened by the crisp sound, he immediately became sad and full of thoughts.He frowned, his eyes were red, and there were all kinds of hesitation and struggle in his eyes.He pursed his thin lips tightly, clenched his fists, finally let out a long sigh, and slowly closed his eyes.

No matter what, Li Xu, I will trust you once.

Over there, after Liu Jinqing left, Shen Luo listened to the sound of footsteps until the sound of the door opening followed by the sound of closing the door. Then she exhaled, and her tense body relaxed.

After finally digging out the unopened box of cigarettes, he took out one and put it in his mouth, but his trembling hands couldn't light it no matter what.

Annoyed, he dropped the lighter on the ground, put the tobacco in his mouth and chewed vigorously.

Shen Luo looked at her trembling hands, and a crazy smile appeared on the corner of her mouth: How long has it been since you felt it?This heart-stopping feeling, this feeling of being alive.

It was like myself who had just entered the entertainment circle, obviously had nothing, but solemnly swore an oath in front of the mirror: I, Shen Luo, will one day stand at the top of the entertainment circle!

From the passionate struggle at that time, to the unscrupulous competition and fighting, and now everything is going smoothly and success is only one step away.

He was suddenly a little lost and melancholy, he had already seen through the rules of the entertainment industry and the greed of human nature.

But now, looking at the success that is getting closer and closer, he eagerly wants to know: Is such a top end what he wants?

Is this crown, which hides so many dirty transactions and messy relationships, really something that I must get even if I sever ties with my parents, run away from home, and travel thousands of miles alone to a foreign country?

No one could give him an answer, so he made an excuse for himself to relax when Wang Ke came to him.

For the supreme crown, he has worked so hard for so long, he did not hesitate to dye himself in various colors, give up his parents, family, and many other things that are innumerable.But when he was about to touch it, he forgot his original intention.

It's ridiculous.

So he knew that Wang Ke must have a lot of background, but he deliberately acquiesced in allowing her to stay.Then use this cover to mess around openly.

And now, just when he thought he was going to live in chaos, he slowly faded out of the entertainment circle, and then took the little money he had saved to meet his old parents, beg their forgiveness, and finally live a normal life simply. Liu Jinqing appeared in his life, and brought him death threats that froze the air.

Shen Luo stretched out her hand to cover her violently beating heart.Before that, he once lost the meaning of his own existence, and even abandoned the sun and the moon.

Now think about the so-called violent conflicts between dreams and reality, the irreconcilable contradictions between the real and ugly self and the innocent teenager who was desperate for a dream in the past, and the self who is entangled in pain, confused and directionless, in the face of life and death, It's nothing more than unnecessary disease-free sex.

This world is like this, even when he suddenly looked back, he suddenly found that he was so unbearable.so what?Dreams are beautiful, but to have a dream is to live in darkness.If he wasn't what he looks like now, how could he be qualified to stand on the stage where everyone is watching?

ha!Really repentant.Shen Luo thought a little casually.Is this a realization between life and death?

Now that I have paid so much, don't think I will back down.I will never stop until I reach the end of my success!

It was said that Ren Li was lying on the bed, obviously exhausted to death, but he tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep.

He just jumped up from the bed and rummaged through boxes and cabinets looking for cigarettes.Then he slapped his head, remembering that when he signed Shen Luo back then, seeing that he was a young man, he was afraid that he would be spoiled, so he gave up his decades of smoking addiction in a daze.

Ren Li was about to cry, no matter how he thought about it, he felt that he had dedicated his best years to that brat Shen Luo.

Since he couldn't sleep anyway, Ren Li just sat on the bed and thought about things.Then I started to reflect on myself. Although I spent a whole day with that kid Liu Jinqing, but in difficult times before, I was busy for 1 minute and wished I could use it for 2 minutes, or I nodded and bowed and followed the director for several days just for a small role. It's a common thing, what's the matter? Now that I'm doing better, my temper has become bigger!

Really, I have lived in the dog's stomach for decades.I'm such a grown-up person, how can I compete with other children, restraint, restraint!

So today, everyone faithfully practiced Mr. Zeng Zi's motto "I examine myself three times a day", and reflect on each other, and sure enough, they should not sleep.