Endless Wall

After what happened that night, there seemed to be more inexplicable things between Shen Luo and Liu Jinqing, and there was a cold alienation everywhere.

Whenever Shen Luo sees Liu Jinqing, she always turns her head and looks away, so as to avoid the two of them seeing each other.

And Liu Jinqing just looked a little colder, and didn't express much.

He never believed that there would be someone in this world who could accompany him until the end of his life. Since he had to face parting after all, it would be better to never start.

What's more, among the people around him in this life, He Xiyuan couldn't, the old dean couldn't, Li Xu couldn't, Gu Huaijiang couldn't...how could he be able to accompany him all the way?

There is no permanent banquet in the world, everyone has their own life, he and others are just passers-by in each other's lives, and in the end everyone will leave him, leaving him alone in the endless darkness Walking forward in the middle.

From the moment he woke up, he knew clearly that he was doomed to be lonely, so how could he leave himself with extra emotions that would make him weak, indecisive, or worried?

A little bit of nostalgia and reluctance may shake his already fragile nerves, and too deep feelings have long been the object of his defense.All his courage and strength are used to fight against the unknown fate, so how can he focus on the people around him and leave huge irreparable flaws for himself?

Not to mention that he has already lost the ability to love in endless reincarnation.

The sudden estrangement between the two always disturbed the trip.As a result, the good trip ended hastily two days earlier, Shen Luo flew back to City A, while Liu Jinqing went to City Z alone.

After all, Xing Yu's invitation to Liu Jinqing cannot be ignored.

Liu Jinqing met Xing Yu in his office, and the other party was a capable man in his 30s.With an inch-long crew cut, the brows are full of domineering, wide shoulders and narrow hips, tall and straight, full of masculinity.

Seeing Liu Jinqing, Xing Yu left from the desk, walked towards him with open arms, and patted his back hard.

Liu Jinqing smiled slightly, "Why did Brother Yu think of me?"

Xing Yu placed him on the sofa, sat opposite him and poured a cup of tea for Liu Jinqing, "Come here, try the tea that Chengcheng brought me. This is Ceylon black tea, brought from Sri Lanka!"

Liu Jinqing's mouth was choked with a smile, and he put down the teacup in his hand, "Chen Cheng is back?"

Xing Yu took a sip of tea indifferently, "No, but I've been wandering around with her mentor these few days, and I haven't even seen her a few times."

Liu Jinqing frowned and covered the teacup with both hands in silence, Xing Yu didn't care, he sipped tea leisurely and waited for Liu Jinqing to speak.

"Why haven't I received any news?" After a long time, Liu Jinqing popped out such a sentence.

"Pfft!" Xing Yu almost sprayed Liu Jinqing's face with a sip of tea, and hurriedly took a tissue to wipe it before talking, "Aren't you by Shen Luo's side? The newspapers have been going crazy these days, the international designer Come to China..."

Looking at Liu Jinqing's still frowning brows, Xing Yu said powerlessly: "That's Chengcheng's mentor! What do you think is going on with you? Didn't you arrange Chengcheng's going abroad? You forgot it in a blink of an eye ?”

Liu Jinqing's brows stretched, "Well, I've been so busy and dizzy for a while, I really didn't pay attention."

Thinking of Jiang Nan's teasing smile a few days ago, he felt relieved and changed the subject to something serious, "I don't know why Brother Yu called me this time..."

Xing Yu didn't answer in a hurry, but asked casually, "I heard Jiang Nan said that Li Xu left, and you and Gu Huaijiang also broke up?"

Liu Jinqing hummed lightly.

Xing Yu went on to say, "Let's go, Li Xu. I didn't like that kid a long time ago—he's a lunatic, so crazy that I wish the whole world would go crazy with him... Forget it, let's not talk about him. I knew you from the beginning. I want to break up with Gu Huaijiang, but I didn't expect it to be so soon...Actually, you don't have to have a showdown with Gu Huaijiang so early..."

He looked into Liu Jinqing's eyes, expecting to see something from inside, but those eyes were still so calm and silent, except for being slightly moved when he heard the news of Chen Cheng's return at first, there was no trace of disturbance.

Xing Yu gave up, he looked away, "I said from the beginning that I would not participate in your affairs, as long as I can be used in revenge, I will definitely agree if you just say it... But now that Xiyuan is back, you ...Why do you still look like this? Sometimes I feel that you are so calm and rational that you don't seem like a human being..."

There was some fluctuation in Liu Jinqing's dark black pupils, and then quickly returned to calm, "Now that the grievances are over, it's meaningless to say these things."

His gaze caught Xing Yu, and he just stared at him, "I don't know if you called me here to say these words, but whether it is or not, I have a few words to tell you:

First, since you have chosen to leave from the very beginning, no matter what happens between us, it is none of your business.

Second, instead of worrying about others and giving away your sympathy at will, it is better to think about how to hold your own position and not be affected by the flames of war.

Third, I don't know how you all look at me, but there is always one thing that all of you are the same, that is - you still look down on me too much! "

Xing Yu looked at Liu Jinqing with complicated eyes, and said something bitter, "I know, I knew from the beginning that you are strong, but this cannot be relied on for your conceit and underestimation of the enemy! You are already surrounded by tigers and wolves. Playing with fire!"

Liu Jinqing's eyes were blank for a moment, "Tigers and wolves are surrounded...playing with fire..."

He chewed the two words carefully, then laughed until he couldn't breathe.

He was silent for a long time, and when he raised his head, his eyes became softer, "Thank you, I, Liu Jinqing, have been arrogant and conceited all my life. I never thought that there would be someone who treats me sincerely. I will remember your love. Good swimmer If I die in the water, even if I do fall on it, it is my fate, and I can’t blame others.”

Liu Jinqing stood up and walked out, Xing Yu sighed wryly from behind, "I'm still waiting for the wedding wine between you and Chengcheng..."

A bright smiling face flashed in my mind, and Liu Jinqing softly replied with a trace of loneliness and regret, "I'm sorry, I probably won't have this chance."

Walking in an unfamiliar street, looking at the bustling crowd, Liu Jinqing suddenly didn't know where she was.

The footsteps automatically followed the crowd step by step. He looked blankly at the hurried faces around him, and suddenly felt the cold and lonely deep into the bone marrow.