goodbye, see your smile

In March, the city of S lost the severe cold of winter and more warmth of spring. The afternoon sun shone on the windows, causing the students who were in class to doze off lazily.

In a tea room not far from S University, there are also guests in twos and threes enjoying the warmth of the early spring, drinking tea comfortably. Perhaps it is because the capital university is next door. The design of the tea room is a typical Chinese style. The chairs are decorated, the hollowed-out window lattices are used as partitions, and the simple and elegant calligraphy banners, and the light and refreshing ink paintings just render the antique atmosphere. It is really nice to have a cup of light and fragrant tea. Cozy.

Unlike other people who come here to drink tea and think, there are two people sitting face to face by the window on the second floor. They don’t chat like other tea friends, but they are relatively silent. I saw one of them gracefully holding a purple sand pot Adding more tea to the two of them, this action has been repeated no less than five times, but she has no intention of opening her mouth, it seems that she is simply drinking tea.

"You still pay attention to tea tasting as always." Deng Liyi and Li Ran, who looked gentle and gentle as before, finally spoke first.

"It's just a habit..." Deng Liyi picked up his teacup and took a sip.

"Xiao Yi..." Li Ran unexpectedly saw Deng Liyi's trembling hands when the unfamiliar address was called for a long time, and couldn't help feeling bitter.

"It's not as simple as just drinking tea." Deng Liyi put down his teacup and clasped his hands together involuntarily, but Li Ran didn't notice it under the table.

"I...Are you okay?" Li Ran came to Deng Liyi today after an ideological struggle, but when he really faced Deng Liyi, he didn't know what to say. Perhaps it was his fault after all. Bar.

"Heh..." Deng Liyi seemed to have heard the funniest joke in the world. There are only two people in the world who are least qualified to ask this sentence. One is naturally Li Ran in front of him, and the other is Xiao Xuyang. Yang raised Sisi mockingly, "I'm fine, don't you just want to hear this sentence? Then you can feel at ease?"

Before Li Ran could breathe a sigh of relief after hearing the first half sentence, she seemed to be slapped severely by Deng Liyi. The disdain on Deng Liyi's face at this moment was unfamiliar to her. As her best friend... former best friend I still understand her, the always smiling and optimistic Deng Liyi no longer exists, he was killed by himself, and he suppressed the sourness in his heart and finally turned it into a sentence "Xiaoyi, I'm sorry."

"So, you came today to ask for my forgiveness?" Deng Liyi didn't know how aggressive she was at the moment, that completely subverted her usual self, but only in this way could she control her trembling hands And the rage that was about to break out.

"I, Xiaoyi, don't...don't do this, I really didn't mean it, I..." Li Ran finally wept under the pressure from Deng Liyi.

And Deng Liyi, who saw Li Ran's tears, was stunned for a moment. Why did he bully her? He was obviously the victim. Why did she cry? Why, Deng Liyi thought of this at the same time The words came out, "Why are you crying?"

"I...I regret it, I don't want to be strangers to you...Obviously we are very close friends, huh..." Li Ran was telling the truth, she couldn't stand Deng Liyi's attitude towards her, especially thinking of the relationship between the two before Intimacy, but there is another reason she didn't say that's all.

"Then why did you do that?" Deng Liyi thought she would never ask this question, because she didn't ask Li Ran after she knew about it, but directly signed the divorce and returned to England. On the one hand, she was I don't think it is necessary to ask. After all, asking or not will not change her decision. On the other hand, she is unwilling to face Li Ran. This former best friend is so good that she can wear a pair of pants. Thinking that she would betray herself, she didn't know what to do or how to leave, although she wanted to know why it was difficult for her, but she didn't expect to be able to ask it easily at this moment.

"I don't know, I really... I really didn't want to do this, it's just that after you and your uncles and aunts returned to England, we just met like that... I don't want to become like this, but when I react, I will ...I've fallen in love with him." Li Ran was a little unnatural when he said this, but now Deng Liyi is not as meticulous as usual, so he didn't notice this.

"Hehehehe..." What a simple reason, isn't it just a love for a long time? It's ridiculous. How much effort I have put in to return to China, but they... are all lying to themselves, lying to themselves. When Xiao Xuyang made contact, the other person might be at Li Ran's place, so she felt nauseous and wanted to vomit, and she did have a vomiting reaction.

"Little Yi, what's the matter with you?" Li Ran held a tissue and handed it to her. The anxiety in her eyes was so real, so real that Deng Liyi felt that they were still good girlfriends for a moment, but the feeling in her stomach reminded her What is reality.

Deng Liyi felt that she had reached her limit, so she got up and wanted to leave. Li Ran naturally refused. I don't know if there will be a next time. , Deng Liyi shook off Li Ran's hand, "Don't touch me!"

"Xiaoyi..." Li Ran felt very uncomfortable being so thoroughly rejected, but she didn't want to just let Deng Liyi go, just when Deng Liyi was about to get angry, the phone in her bag rang...

For this reason, Li Ran had no choice but to let go of Deng Liyi and let her answer the phone, but this call made her frightened, only to hear Deng Liyi put on a soft tone, "Lin Lin... um, okay, then I'll wait Go back directly...You are not allowed to take Ruiqian to eat. I will go home to cook tonight...Ruiqian, Mommy will be back later, please be good."

The call was from Berlin just now, saying that she had already received Berlin and told me to go home directly. I checked the time, but I didn't expect it to be almost four o'clock, and there was no one to talk to Li Ran* "I'm going home ,goodbye."

"Xiaoyi, you have a baby!!" Li Ran was different from just holding her arm this time, this time he directly stopped in front of her, and the sudden loud noise could not help but attract the attention of other people in the tea room.

Deng Liyi nodded apologetically and then lowered his voice, "Whether I have children or not has nothing to do with you!!"

"Who does the child belong to, does it belong to Xiao Xuyang, does it!!" Li Ran ignored Deng Liyi's deliberately lowered posture and clenched her wrist even more excitedly.

Needless to say, this move completely ignited Deng Liyi's anger, "Let go! Li Ran, let me tell you, I could ignore your shit before and I can still do it now, and don't even think about getting my forgiveness. We have been strangers for a long time since years ago, I hope this is the last time we meet, we go our separate ways and have nothing to do with each other." After speaking, he pushed Li Ran away fiercely.

"No... no, Xiao Yi..." Li Ran, who ignored his embarrassment, hurried downstairs and stopped Deng Liyi again at the door of the tea room.

"What on earth do you want!!" Deng Liyi's whole body was already shaking with anger, but her good self-cultivation prevented her from hitting Li Ran on the road.

Li Ran, who was frightened by Deng Liyi's anger at the moment, also temporarily regained her composure. She knew that it was not suitable to say more now, even if Deng Liyi said, she would not listen, "I will go, I will go, but... if the child is Xiao Xuyang Will you let them recognize each other?"

"Acquaintance? Hehe... You're done!" Deng Liyi really laughed when he heard that sentence, this person is really... no wonder she thought they still had the right to judge her life? Out of impatience, he threw away Li Ran and left.

Li Ran, who was still standing there, was full of worry, and things seemed to be a little off track.

"Sister Yi, what's the matter with you?" Berlin asked from behind Deng Liyi.

"Huh? Ah, it's okay. You... why did you come in? I've been tired for a day after going out to rest." Deng Liyi, who was startled, hurriedly pushed Berlin with his elbow.

"It's okay, take a look..." Berlin gestured to Deng Liyi with his eyes, and seeing that the dishes in the pot were all burnt, Berlin quickly turned off the fire.

"I...I'll do it again, you go out quickly." Deng Liyi went to the side of the sink and tried to wash some vegetables out again.

"Sister Yi, what's wrong...what's going on, who made it!!" Berlin grabbed Deng Liyi's right hand, which was about to wash the dishes, and couldn't help frowning when he saw the obvious bruise on his right wrist.

"No...it's okay, I knocked it accidentally." Deng Liyi quickly withdrew his hand and turned around.

With the emptying of palms, Berlin's heart also seemed to be hollowed out, seeing Deng Liyi's back turned to him, Berlin felt so wronged for a long time before he said, "Sister Yi, what am I to you, am I a friend?" But we did something that friends would not do, are we lovers? But I don’t feel that we are lovers, because you don’t tell me anything and don’t rely on me, even if you know I’m worried, you never mention it, I I said that I will wait for you... When you are willing to tell me all this, I will not force you, but these are all under the premise that you will not be harmed in any way, now, now you are forcing me!! Look I can’t ask more when you’re in a bad mood, and I can’t ask when I see your wound now, so I can’t ask if you’re in the hospital next time!”

"Lin Lin..." Deng Liyi was in tears at the moment, she didn't want to, she really didn't want to.

"Sister Yi, I am also a human being, and I also suffer. Tell me who I am and why you leave me out every time. Do you know that my heart hurts every time I hear you say it's okay..." Berlin After all, she couldn't help it, and she was already in a bad mood during the day, so she just burst into tears.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry... Lin Lin, don't do this, it's my fault, I tell you, I tell you, don't do this..." Deng Liyi tightly covered Berlin's mouth to prevent her from continuing.

Berlin hugged Deng Liyi fiercely into his arms, for fear that Deng Liyi would disappear if he didn't pay attention, and Deng Liyi, who was hugged so painfully, didn't push Berlin away at the moment, she knew this at this moment The pain was nothing compared to the pain in Berlin.

"Sister Yi, don't want me, I'm really scared." At this moment, Berlin kept repeating in Deng Liyi's ear like a child.

"No, no, I won't leave you, I'm sorry Lin Lin." Deng Liyi patted her on the back lightly, trying to ease her emotions.

After a while, the two of them calmed down a little, and Berlin lowered his head a little in shame, "Let me cook, you go out to rest."

Deng Liyi swallowed the words of refusal and nodded, "Yes."

One meal was more boring than usual, and Ruiqian is also a discerning person. Seeing that Berlin and his own mommy had red eyes, they didn't make any noise. After eating, they were very obedient and took the chicken legs back first. bedroom.

"Lin Lin, watch TV with me." Deng Liyi got up first and sat on the sofa, and Berlin followed immediately. She knew that Deng Liyi had something to say to her.

As soon as Berlin sat down, Deng Liyi nestled into her arms, "Will Lin Lin hold me?"

"Well..." Berlin subconsciously hugged Deng Liyi tightly, she had a hunch that it would not be so happy later, and she didn't forget to take the blanket beside her to help Deng Liyi put it on.

Deng Liyi silently watched Berlin's movements without making a sound, only to see that she was held by Berlin just as she stretched out her right hand, "Does it hurt?"

The distress in Berlin's eyes made her very relieved. She shook her head and looked at the bruise and said slowly, "I met Li Ran this afternoon."

"Li Ran? Kelly's assistant?" Berlin responded quickly in surprise.

"Well, she is my girlfriend, from the past." Deng Liyi said slowly.

"Hmm..." Berlin was a little surprised that Li Ran and Deng Liyi were best friends, but those three words showed that there was a story in it, so she didn't interrupt to signal Deng Liyi to continue.

"You know that I was divorced. That person is Xiao Xuyang who appeared at the reception. He is now Li Ran's husband." Deng Liyi said lightly, as if this incident did not happen to her but was telling a story Like, but Berlin knew that it was Deng Liyi who made her feel distressed. Although Deng Liyi didn't say anything in detail, she could already guess what was going on, and couldn't help but secretly scolded those two scumbags in her heart. I thought Li Ran was good, but I didn't expect to be such a dignified person, so I hugged Deng Liyi's hand tightly.

"I returned to the UK after getting divorced, and then I found out that I have Ruiqian. We haven't been in touch for a few years until this reception." Deng Liyi pulled up the corner of the blanket to wrap the two of them together.

"Then why did she ask you to hurt you?" Berlin was very concerned about Deng Liyi's injury.

"...I want to feel better and ask for my forgiveness." Deng Liyi found out that he felt a little bit relieved after telling this matter.

"Huh, this kind of person, did she think about you when she betrayed you, unless she is punished twice, no, and she can't be forgiven, she is a scum for doing this kind of thing, as the saying goes The rabbit still doesn’t eat the grass by the side of the nest, and she, let’s ignore her, if she comes to trouble you again, I will tell Kelly to let her go.” Although Berlin said so, in his heart he was planning what to do. Dealing with Xiao Xuyang, she will not let off those who bully her in Berlin.

"Well, I know, I'm sorry, Lin Lin, it's not that I don't want to tell you, but... I admit that I can't let go of this matter, the double betrayal of love and friendship made me breathless, and made me doubt the relationship between people. But after so many years and now with you, I have always been grateful to God for letting me meet you again, it is you who made me believe in love again, I can really feel your love for me, but also because of my love In the past, I would feel that I was not good enough for you, so I began to hesitate to reject you, but I can see your persistence and your compromise. I have been thinking that maybe I put you in the relationship when I was young. A corner of my heart is just that I have never remembered it until this meeting again, so that I can let go of the defenses I have had for others for many years, and I know that you are special, so I am letting go of the past, but I didn’t expect it to come It's here, it's not that I didn't expect to meet again, it's just that I came so unexpectedly that I still panicked, so that I ignored you and made you sad, I'm sorry." Deng Liyi said in a muffled voice in Berlin's arms.

I saw Berlin helped Deng Liyi up and sat facing each other, "I will never need to say these three words, but I hope you can rely on me more in the future, don't hide it from me, I know I am not mature enough now Strong but I will work hard to prevent you and Ruiqian from being harmed in the slightest, can sister Yi do it?" Berlin nervously held Deng Liyi's shoulders.

Deng Liyi was moved by the firmness in Berlin's eyes, and she reached out to caress Berlin's face and said, "I still want to say three words."

"..." Berlin was a little puzzled but still nodded.

I saw Deng Liyi smiled slightly, leaned forward and said "I love you" when he was 0.01 cm away from Berlin, and then shortened the distance to 0.