goodbye, see your smile

"Mummy, aren't we going to meet your acquaintances?" Rui Qian, who was led by Deng Liyi, looked up at the park in front of him in doubt and asked.

Looking at the people running around and playing around on the grass in the park, Deng Liyi leaned over and said, "No, today is just Mommy and Ruiqian."

"Huh? But...but you told Sister Lin Lin, ah, Mommy, you lied to Sister Lin!!" Ruiqian seemed to be extremely excited as if he had discovered the new world. You must know that his mother taught him not to tell lies when he was young. Mommy is lying so blatantly today.

"Pfft, what are you thinking, you little brain, Mommy didn't lie, Mommy just wants to be alone with Ruiqian, doesn't Ruiqian want to?" Ruiqian's reaction seems to be different from before, it seems It’s true that those who are close to vermilion are red and those who are close to ink are black. Look at the little expression just now, no matter how you look at it, it’s a copy of Berlin. Thinking of Berlin, I can’t help but sigh, and tell Ruiqian that this is a reason, this is an excuse, but for Berlin In other words, it’s just that I lied to her. These days, Berlin’s worries and hesitations have been clearly displayed in front of me. I know that this is unfair to her, but my mind is really in a mess now. , How should I explain it, or tell about the past that I don’t want to think about anymore, I really don’t know what to do, or I should calm down and rationalize it, and just run away.

"Hmm...I think so, hee hee." Ruiqian rolled his eyes and laughed quickly. Since returning to China, Mommy has been busy with all kinds of work in the school. He wants to play by himself, but it's been a long time since he was alone with Mommy, so he can understand Mommy's excuse when he thinks about it.

"Then Mommy, let's play with the chicken legs together, ah, not alone, there are also chicken legs, hehe..." Ruiqian raised the rope in his hand and said to himself.

"Hehe, good..." It turned out that Ruiqian and herself were not the only ones unconsciously, even if the Berliners were not there, the chicken legs she sent followed Ruiqian like a shadow all day long.

After chasing Ruiqian on the grass for a while, Deng Liyi waved his hand at Ruiqian, "Ruiqian, Mommy can't run anymore, shall we sit down over there?"

Take out a tablecloth from the bag and spread it casually under a tree, then take out the prepared tea from the bag and pour it to Ruiqian, just after he wiped off his sweat, Ruiqian can't wait to run away ..

"Slow down..." Ruiqian couldn't help but evoked a rare smile as he watched the joy of playing with chicken legs on the grass. If Berlin was here at this time, he would probably die of excitement. She hadn't seen this smile for many years Now, not only did Berlin not see it, but even Deng Liyi didn't realize it, but this smile belonged to many years ago, and what replaced this smile in the next moment was that endless sadness.

Lies, deceit, betrayal, disappointment, despair, these words filled Deng Liyi's college days without hesitation.

Xiao Xuyang, the sunny and handsome captain of the school basketball team, needless to say, a clean goal under the scorching sun naturally aroused a burst of enthusiasm outside the court, and it also entered Deng Liyi's eyes and heart, and soon became acquainted and fell in love. Everything went so smoothly, unfortunately, life is not so easy, and soon the family decided to move back to the UK due to the job transfer of parents. If I had thought nothing of it before, I would just follow my parents’ wishes, but now I have Besides, Xiao Xuyang is still in the period of passionate love. People say that if you don’t see each other every day, it’s like three autumns. So when I went to the UK, let alone never seeing each other, I would cut off my happiness alive. So the first stalemate with my family came, so logically speaking I can be considered an adult and I can decide to stay or stay. Unfortunately, there is a mother who is the top leader in the family, and my British father can say that his mother is black and white except for work, so under the strength of his mother, he followed back. In the UK, on ​​the day I left, I couldn’t cry myself, but the crying was not about sadness but a deep sense of happiness. I thought I could only end up with a breakup. After I told Xiao Xuyangming, I didn’t expect that the other party was not disappointed. Instead, he dotingly told her that Fei Qing would not marry, and that after graduation he would go to England to marry her back home.

Xiao Xuyang is also a hard-working person. After graduation, he did not leave for the UK immediately, but stepped into the society and found a stable job. After working hard for a year, he went to fulfill his promise. Needless to say, Deng Liyi's parents also They all saw it in their eyes, seeing that the two children were still so firm after three years, they agreed to the marriage. Deng Liyi finally returned to his hometown, and he could get along with the people he loved as before, and with his friends and girlfriends. Going shopping and drinking tea from time to time is really very pleasant, just when she really will be so happy for a lifetime, God made her life not easy again, if the previous foreign love is a test, then this time It can be described as disaster.

When Deng Liyi found out that Xiao Xuyang was traveling more and more frequently, he felt that something was wrong, but because he was doing sales, he didn't think much about it. Instead, he became more considerate to him, because she knew that Xiao Xuyang was here for her and for their family. Work hard, Xiao Xuyang's family is not rich, they live in a third-tier city in S City, at best they are well-off, and the family can't help much, but he didn't complain, but worked hard to start from the bottom of sales.After a period of time, this situation has not improved, but it has a tendency to increase. She couldn't help but start to think about it, thinking that the two of them have been married for almost a year, and it's time to have a child. Maybe the arrival of the child will ease the pain. After a while, it was indeed the case, but it was only relieved for two or three months, and then it became more and more excessive, and I didn't see each other for a week. Maybe it was the uneasy factor in her bones that was activated, and she began to follow him secretly, and finally in Once he came back from a business trip and went to a home that was obviously different from her own. She didn't call to question, but just stayed downstairs quietly for the night. When she saw Xiao Xuming walking out of the unit the next day, the clothes were obviously different from the previous day. In the end, she completely collapsed, so this is his home, so what is she, the sweetness of the past few years flashed in her head, so is this all an illusion, leaning on it as if the strength of the whole body has been taken away? The tree next to her barely stood up, took a deep breath, and she had to take care of herself, but when she just stepped out of the abyss, who did she see, her best friend, her best friend Li Ran , so.. everything is needless to say, Li Ran's terrified expression often disturbed me as a nightmare in the next few years, but I smiled at Li Ran and left without looking back. Everything is reasonable and reasonable. What's ridiculous is that it took her just two days from discovering the betrayal, confirming the betrayal, divorce, and signing. Naturally, there was no lack of Xiao Xuyang's begging and parents' persuasion, but what is the use of these? Since I chose to betray, I should have thought that the result would be like this. Why bother to say those begging words? I packed up my things and returned to England quickly. There is a lot of family affection left, but there is only family affection left, but then I found out that with Ruiqian, I discussed it with my parents this time. After all, there is nothing wrong with giving birth to a child, but this child is only their Deng family. of.

The scenes of the past few years flashed in my mind again. I thought I had let go of it, but I didn’t expect that the pain and hatred in the heart of that person would still be so strong. I put myself in the corner very well.

"Mommy, Mommy..."

"Huh? What's wrong with Ruiqian?" When he regained consciousness, he found that Ruiqian was looking at him with sweat on his forehead.

"Phone...Mommy, your phone is ringing." Rui Qian pointed at the phone that was ringing non-stop.

"Well, Ruiqian, come and sit down. Are you tired? Drink some water. Mommy will answer the phone." The person who watched the display was stunned for a moment but still picked up the phone, "Lin Lin..."

"Sister Yi, have you eaten yet?" Berlin pinched the corner of his clothes and pretended to ask casually. Zhou Boyan rolled his eyes at this small appearance.

"Well, I'm eating, how about you?" Deng Liyi looked at Rui Qian, who was sipping water, and asked.

"Me, I'm eating too... Sister Yi, where are you, why don't I pick you up." Berlin said weakly.

"No need, I don't know when it will be, you have a good meal..." Deng Liyi said with a guilty conscience.

"Oh, then... well, sister Yi, you too."

"Mum, we didn't have dinner, you're lying again!" Rui Qian was obviously a little unhappy this time, frowning.

"Uh... no, Ruiqian, are you drinking water? It doesn't matter. Mommy didn't lie." Deng Liyi took out a tissue and wiped Ruiqian's sweat, thinking in his heart, his reason is really far-fetched .

"But...but, if Sister Lin finds out that Mommy has lied to her, she will be very sad." Rui Qian still frowned, already imagining what Berlin would look like after knowing the truth, and couldn't help being a little angry with Deng Liyi.

"Well, Sister Lin is also having dinner with her mother at home today, so I don't want her to be tired because of rushing around. Ruiqian doesn't want Sister Lin to be tired." Deng Liyi really regretted lying in front of Ruiqian. , This lie is not only tiring to tell, but also has to use another lie to complete the original lie.

"Well... I don't want to part with it, so Mommy won't lie to Sister Lin again, okay?" Rui Qian obviously didn't believe what Deng Liyi said.

"Well, okay...Ruiqian likes Sister Lin very much?" Deng Liyi finally admitted, and also found that Ruiqian's feelings for Berlin had been rising rapidly at a speed that he didn't know.

"Well, I like Sister Lin." Ruiqian admitted very generously, which frightened Deng Liyi, but Xiaozheng quickly said, "Sister Lin said it. If you like it, you have to say it. There's nothing shameful about it."

"Well, it's not shameful." The influence of Berlin on Ruiqian is really getting bigger and bigger. Thinking of what he just thought and the current Berlin, Deng Liyi couldn't help but feel a little tired.

"Oh, Mommy, isn't it? I...I still like Sister Zhou, Sister Han and the others..." As if reacting, Rui Qian immediately blushed and explained.

"Pfft..haha, my Ruiqian is so cute." Deng Liyi didn't understand for a while, but then he realized that no matter how much it affects him, it is still his little Ruiqian.

"Mommy, I'm a boy and I can't be cute!!" Rui Qian protested, puffing out his cheeks.

"Hahaha~~ Okay, no need..." Deng Liyi smiled and hugged Ruiqian in his arms, facing the glare of the winter sun, no matter what the future holds, he must protect Ruiqian and... Berlin smile.

On the other side, Berlin and the others who were still together were dead silent. Why, Berlin, who was in charge of the words, was lying on the table like a limp.

"Hey, hey, baby is not like you. Didn't you see that I'm still sad? What kind of affection is there? Don't you hate it!!" Bolin lowered his head and looked at Zhou Zihan, who was playing with Boyan's finger, protested road.

"Cut... who cares about you, I can't control the eyes on your face." Zhou Zihan replied without raising her head.

"Han..." Zhou Boyan had a thin skin after all.

"Ouch, this is sour, that's fine, you guys continue to discover, I'm going back." Berlin was out of sight and out of mind.

"Don't send it off." Zhou Zihan still didn't look up, she had waited long enough for this sentence, and now she thought she was walking slowly and wished she could run over and kick her out of her sight.

"Han, Lin Lin she..." Zhou Boyan, I am a little bit dissatisfied with Zhou Zihan treating Berlin like this, at least she is in a bad mood.

"Yan Yan ignores her, she will be fine later, don't you know her character, if she is depressed, she won't be Berlin, don't worry, let's go..." He also led Zhou Boyan to the door.

"Oh, let's go? Where are you going? Don't eat anymore?" Zhou Boyan asked obediently.

"Eat, why don't you go back now.. Eat..." Zhou Zihan leaned over and whispered in Zhou Boyan's ear, still not forgetting to blow.

"Huh? You...you're necrotic." Zhou Boyan blushed instantly when she realized that, Berlin was really right, she, Zhou Zihan, is a badass.

"Hee hee, but Yan Yan likes it, let's go, go home and have...dinner, hahaha~~" Zhou Zihan is in a good mood, as if as long as Yan Yan is by his side, he won't be in a bad mood.