goodbye, see your smile

Except Dr. Qin, Deng Liyi didn't tell anyone about the pregnancy. She even asked the hospital for a few days off and stayed at home with Ruiqian. Helped with some housework, but Deng Liyi saw these as gratifying and at the same time full of guilt for Ruiqian. It was she who prevented Ruiqian from getting the love he deserved and the happiness he deserved, so she was even more She was determined not to have this child in her womb, although she was very reluctant to part with it, especially since it was her and Berlin's child, but as long as she thought of the interaction between Berlin and Ye Qi that day, she couldn't stop trembling, knowing that she was the one who pushed Berlin away first But why did she still feel betrayed? Just like nine years ago, she didn't blame Berlin but herself.

The current situation is the same as nine years ago. Nine years ago, she gave birth to Ruiqian because she couldn't bear it. After so many years, she has regarded Ruiqian as her life and also has deep guilt, but now she still has to do the same. No, she can't do this anymore, she doesn't want this child in her womb to be the second Ruiqian, and she doesn't have the ability to raise this child anymore, so since there is no reason to give birth, then... just give up.

"Mum, is today also a holiday?" Rui Qian asked Deng Liyi who was also sitting opposite but wearing pajamas while drinking the porridge in the bowl.

"Well, yes, why doesn't Ruiqian want to stay with Mommy?" Deng Liyi had a faint smile on his face.

"Hmm..No." Ruiqian rolled his eyes and continued to drink the porridge, but soon raised his face again, "Then Mommy, shall we go to the park today?"

Looking at Ruiqian's longing face, Deng Liyi was full of apology and said, "I'm sorry, Ruiqian, today Mommy has something to go out and can't accompany you, can I play with you next time?"

"Well, where are you going, Mommy, can I go together, I will be very good." Rui Qian asked hopefully.

"No!" Deng Liyi subconsciously said, and when she realized that she seemed to be reacting too much, Ruiqian had already been intimidated by him, but she had no choice but to soften her tone and sit next to Ruiqian, coaxing, "Mommy is going to do business. I'll be back soon, and I'll buy you chicken legs and cakes when I get back, okay?"

"Well, good." Rui Qian nodded obediently.

After breakfast, Deng Liyi changed his clothes but hesitated not to go out, which made Ruiqian wonder again, "Mommy, are you not going out?"

Deng Liyi didn't answer, but pulled Ruiqian in front of him and asked hesitantly, "Ruiqian, Mommy is going to do something, but Mommy doesn't know whether it's right or wrong to do so."

"Hmm... Then what Mommy did will make you happy? If you are happy, then don't do it if you are not happy." Ruiqian said.

A child's thinking is so simple, but it obviously can't solve Deng Liyi's current entanglement, "Well, Mommy knows, then Mommy is going out, so be good at home, and call Xiao Lu if you have anything to do. She said yes."

"Well, Mommy byebye~" Rui Qian waved at Deng Liyi, but he was hugged by Deng Liyi halfway through the wave, "Mommy, what's wrong with you?"

"Hmm..." Deng Liyi just buried his head in Ruiqian's small shoulders and shook his head.

But Ruiqian knew that Mommy was crying, and he only hated himself for not being able to give Mommy a bigger, wider and safer shoulder to lean on. With the ups and downs of Deng Liyi's sobbing body, Ruiqian also noticed that things seemed a little strange, Hugging Deng Liyi hesitantly, "Mum, why don't you watch anime at home with me?"

Hearing this, Deng Liyi froze, did Ruiqian already know? "Ruiqian, you...do you know something?" Deng Liyi wrapped his arms around Ruiqian's shoulders extremely nervously.

Ruiqian just shook his head, "I don't know, I just think Mommy is unhappy, I want Mommy to be happy."

Hearing what Ruiqian said, Deng Liyi couldn't help laughing at her own sensitivity. No one knew about this, how could Ruiqian know at such a young age? When she glanced at the clock on the wall, it was already 08:30. The doctor made an appointment that it was time to go out at ten o'clock, "Mommy will be happy when she comes back, so let's go."

As the door slammed shut, Ruiqian couldn't help but tremble, "Mommy~" and ran to the balcony quickly, seeing Deng Liyi's fading figure, Ruiqian felt uneasy like never before, turned around and ran to the bedside to lie down Hook out a shoe box from the inside, quickly open it, take out a mobile phone and dial the number 1 key...

Berlin happened to be at the conference when he received Ruiqian's call, and was a little dazed for a while looking at the number he hadn't contacted for a long time.

"Boss Boss, Boss Boss...it's your turn." Seeing Bolin staring at the phone in a daze, the secretary, Shen Yanqi and the others were waiting for her to speak, and stepped forward to remind her.

"Ah, oh, good..." After reacting, Berlin got up and took the document and was about to speak when he saw the mobile phone that was still vibrating, "Mr. step out of the meeting room.

"The sales department will talk about the plan for this month first..." Shen Yanqi withdrew her gaze from Berlin and turned to everyone in the conference room.

"Ruiqian, what's the matter?"

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo and sister Lin" for a long time no answer made Ruiqian cry out in fear, so as soon as Berlin got connected, he heard Ruiqian howling like a ghost.

"What's the matter, Ruiqian, don't cry, what's the matter, where's Mommy? Ruiqian..." Ruiqian's crying frightened Berlin, and he felt a twitch between his eyebrows.

"Mom... Mommy is unhappy, Mommy can't do...unhappy... things, woo..." Ruiqian sobbed.

"Wh... what is unhappy, unhappy things...Ruiqian, where are you now, are you at home, then you stay at home obediently, Sister Lin will come here, don't be afraid, Sister Lin will come here soon..." Although Ruiqian said Unclear, but at least Berlin knows one thing from it, Deng Liyi is not happy.

"Sister Lin... woo... Sister Lin..." Ruiqian kept calling Berlin.

"Ruiqian don't cry, Sister Lin is here..." Berlin didn't hang up the phone, pulled someone to ask him to ask for leave with Shen Yanqi, and then quickly walked to the parking lot.

In less than 10 minutes, Berlin parked the car downstairs in the dormitory. It can be seen how anxious she was. She ran up three steps at a time, panting, "Ruiqian, open the door..."

As the door opened, a small figure bumped into Berlin's arms. Seeing Ruiqian whom he hadn't seen for a long time, Berlin felt mixed feelings. He picked up Ruiqian and walked into the house. "Ruiqian don't cry, Sister Lin is here." , what's the matter, what's the matter, Mommy?"

"Wuuuuuuuu... Mommy is unhappy, Mommy is crying." Seeing Berlin, Ruiqian cried loudly as if he had found support.

Ruiqian's words cut Berlin's flesh, but she knew that there were more important things than this now, "Well, don't cry, Ruiqian is a man, so you can't cry, tell me where Mommy is?"

Ruiqian, who was crying a little bit, could only shake his head. Seeing this, Berlin could only dial the number buried deep in his heart, thinking about how to explain the call later, but no one even made several calls. She also panicked when she received it.

"Sister Lin...Sister, Mommy... where is Mommy? She said she was going to do something unhappy." Ruiqian said with a choked voice.

"Unhappy things?" Berlin's heart sank. What does this mean? Before she could think about it, the phone rang, and she picked it up in a hurry. The phone fell to the ground without even holding it.

"Ruiqian, let's go... Let's go find Mommy." After reacting, Berlin quickly picked up Ruiqian, grabbed the phone and ran outside.

Berlin stepped on the accelerator vigorously, hoping to fly. The phone call just now was from Ouyang. She said that Deng Liyi was in the hospital and was going to have... an abortion, which meant that she was pregnant.

"Sister Lin, did you find Mommy?" Rui Qian asked timidly, holding on to the seat belt tightly, the speed of the car was too fast.

"Well, Mommy is really bad. She has done something bad. Sister Lin is going to stop her." Berlin controlled the tears in her eyes, but when she thought of what Deng Liyi was doing, she became very angry. What made her do it.

"Well, but... But Mommy is also very unhappy." Rui Qian still did not forget to speak up for Deng Liyi, even though he still didn't know what happened.

Unhappy, unhappy, why do you want to do it? I let her down, it's all my fault... Thinking about these things, Berlin stepped on the gas pedal again.

Because Ouyang told Berlin the location in advance, Berlin parked the car and hugged Ruiqian and ran towards the crowd. After a while, they saw Deng Liyi sitting there alone, and Berlin breathed a sigh of relief. caught up.

"Mummy~" Ruiqian in his arms broke away from Berlin and ran towards Deng Liyi.

Deng Liyi, who had his head down, couldn't help being startled when he heard Ruiqian's voice, and when he looked up, he saw Ruiqian running towards him, and he was even more at a loss when he saw Berlin behind him.

Aware of Deng Liyi's dodge, Berlin stepped forward to hold him in his arms distressedly, "I'm sorry.."

The long-lost embrace made Deng Liyi greedy, but after hearing this, she struggled hard again, "What are you doing here, and you brought Ruiqian with you, go back."

"Okay, go back, let's go back together." Without a word, Berlin was about to leave holding Deng Liyi.

Deng Liyi tried hard to break away from her but turned to Ruiqian, "Didn't Ruiqian's mother tell you to stay at home obediently? Why are you so disobedient!"

Ruiqian, who had never been reprimanded by Deng Liyi before, burst into tears, causing Berlin to protect him in his arms, "He called me because he was worried about you. Don't blame him, blame me if you want to."

"Hehe, blame you, what right do I have to blame you. Berlin, you go, I don't want to see you." Deng Liyi turned his face away.

"Does leaving give you a chance to kill our child?" Berlin asked bluntly.

"You...you know, hehe...that's right, you've found it here, okay, now that you know it, I won't hide it anymore, yes, I just want to get rid of this child, how? I am the mother of the child. I have this right!" Deng Liyi yelled towards Berlin, and the scene of Berlin and Ye Qi flashed in her head, making her go crazy with jealousy.

"You...I'm also the mother of the child, so you should follow my advice. I want this child, and I won't allow you to kill it!" Berlin was also in a hurry, and he didn't expect Deng Liyi to say such a thing.

"Oh, who do you think will believe your words? You go, I will definitely kill the child." Deng Liyi couldn't help but mockingly.

"Don't, don't... I was short of breath just now, I didn't mean that, Sister Yi, can you keep the child, okay?" Sensing Deng Liyi's decisiveness, Berlin suddenly became anxious.

"No, I've already made a mistake once and I can't let this child lack love again." Deng Liyi gritted his teeth regardless of the tears that were pouring down like rain.

"Missing, how can it be missing, I will give her love, I can." Berlin pointed to himself excitedly.

"You?" Deng Liyi stared blankly at Berlin.

"Yes, if you really don't want this child, you can give it to me after birth. If you are worried that the child will not have complete love, I... I can give it to her mother, so that... pa~" This is Deng Liyi's second time He flicked her mouth, and from the blood dripping from the corner of her mouth, it could be seen how hard Deng Liyi had exerted himself.

"Bastard!" Deng Liyi shouted tremblingly, how could she... how could she say such things to herself, how could she, did she want to die by herself?

Berlin was stunned by the slap, and it woke her up at the same time. Thinking about what she said just now, she couldn't regret it even more. So, under Ruiqian's pull, she came to her senses and saw Deng Li walking towards the operating room. She quickly ran over and hugged her tightly, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I said something wrong just now, I'm not... I'm not... don't kill the child, please, let's raise the child together, please, okay? You, me and Ruiqian, we are a family of four, okay?" Berlin was already incoherent and didn't know what to say.

"Woooooo..." Deng Liyi, who was held by Ren Bolin, just cried bitterly and didn't make any movements, including struggling.

"I'm sorry, I'm an asshole, I'm talking nonsense, it's all my fault, I shouldn't have left obediently after you broke up, I should have pestered you and clinged to you, it's all my fault, Sister Yi hit me , hit me a few more times to relieve your anger." Berlin said, raising Deng Liyi's hand to greet his face.

The strength of Berlin and the fact that Deng Liyi was in a trance, so that when she realized that Berlin had already been beaten countless times by herself, and her face was slightly swollen, she hurriedly broke free, but Berlin only thought that she was going to break free again and hugged her tightly again, "Don't go, don't go, I will never let you go, even if you beat me to death and scold me to death, I won't go, I will lie looking at you."

Before Deng Liyi could say anything, another one was glued to his leg, and Ruiqian was tearing up, "Mummy, I want my sister, I want my sister, don't you want my sister, Mummy, I will be good , I want a younger sister~" Smart as Ruiqian already knew from the words of the two that Deng Liyi was pregnant.

Deng Liyi, who was tightly bound by the big and the young, couldn't move for a while, and many people around looked at them, and said to the two of them in embarrassment for a while, "Let go of me first~"

"No, Sister Yi, I will never let you go, I will do what I say." Berlin hugged Deng Liyi so tightly that he almost rubbed him into his body.

"No, Mommy, I want a younger sister~" Rui Qian also refused to budge.

Seeing more and more people gathering, Deng Liyi felt his scalp tingle and said helplessly, "Okay, for your sister, for your daughter, let go, they are all human, so don't be ashamed."

Hearing what Deng Liyi said, Bolin and Ruiqian let go. Seeing Deng Liyi's inexplicable blushing, the two couldn't help laughing, and even secretly blinked.

"Then let's go home." Berlin asked Deng Liyi cautiously.

"What you said just now is true, not lying?" Deng Liyi hesitated for a while and asked falteringly.

"Huh? Ah, of course, of course it's true. I, Berlin, swear that I will only love you, Deng Liyi, in this life, and I will never leave you!" Berlin immediately raised three fingers to the sky and swore.

"Mommy, just trust Sister Lin, she has been crying all the way." Ruiqian hurriedly told Deng Liyi about his performance in Berlin along the way.

Deng Liyi looked at Berlin while listening, and then nodded falteringly for a while, "Okay~"

But then she exclaimed, "Berlin, what are you doing, what are you doing, let me down~" It turned out that Berlin was so excited that he hugged her horizontally.

"No, I will never let you go again in this life, Ruiqian will follow, let's go home~" Berlin smiled unusually happily with a red and swollen face...