goodbye, see your smile

The Zheng family, which had been silent for a few hours in the early morning of the New Year's Day, showed signs of recovery again. The housekeeper was arranging the work for the servants for the day. After a while, everyone was working hard at their respective posts. Today The workload is not at all easier than last night. You have to prepare breakfast, lunch and a lot of hangover tea. Last night, except for the three people who did not drink alcohol and the two children, everyone basically returned to the room by help. , the aftermath of a hangover can be unpleasant.

Zhou Zihan woke up and saw Ruiqian sitting on the bed trying to hold Zhou Yuesheng in his arms, seeing Ruiqian who was frowning but not daring to use force, Zhou Zihan laughed amusedly, "噗嗤~"

Ruiqian, who was caught by Zhou Zihan, blushed immediately, and quickly put Zhou Yuesheng back on the bed to lie down and explained fumblingly, "Han... Sister Han, I didn't fall to my sister, that Sister Han, happy new year !"

"Hehe, happy new year, little fool~ Sister Han is here to teach you." Zhou Zihan smiled and touched Ruiqian's head, then sat up and hugged Zhou Yuesheng, who was already awake and looking at the two of them, "Good morning , Pupu~" He said and kissed Zhou Yuesheng lightly on the head, "Brother wants to hug you, so let's be obedient~" Zhou Zihan carefully placed Zhou Yuesheng in Ruiqian's hand Li "Ruiqian holds his left hand from under his armpit, and his right hand like this, don't be too nervous and relax, if you don't have the right posture, you will be troubled, so be brave~" Zhou Zihan encouraged.

"Hmm..." In the room with constant temperature, Ruiqian held Zhou Yuesheng stiffly, sweating from his brow.

"Relax your left hand..." Seeing that Ruiqian was really nervous, Zhou Zihan simply took a pillow and put it under Pupu, "Would this be better?"

"Well, thank you sister Han..." Ruiqian said happily with a smile, "Sister, I'm a brother, remember if I know, if someone bullies you in the future, go to brother, brother will beat them all to the ground, Hee hee~"

Zhou Zihan next to him felt really warm when he heard this, "Ruiqian, do you like your sister very much?"

"Yeah." Ruiqian nodded immediately, "Because Ruiqian is a man and wants to take care of his sister!"

"Puff, then when Ruiqian has a younger sister, will he not like Pupu?" Zhou Zihan asked after thinking about it.

"Sister? But I don't have one. Mommy said there will only be one child. Although I like my sister very much..." Ruiqian couldn't help but lowered his head when he saw Zhou Yuesheng trying to grab his own. He still happily said, "It's okay, I have sister Pupu, sister Chen and sister Ouyang."

"Yeah." Zhou Zihan simply supported his head and watched the interaction between Ruiqian and Zhou Yuesheng. Zhou Yuesheng was taken care of by a nanny of the Zheng family last night. On the side, he even hugged the little Zhou Yuesheng in his arms, thinking that this child really likes his family Pupu, maybe it is not impossible for Ruiqian to be the breakthrough point for sister Deng.

Zhou Zihan then played with the two children on the bed for a while, until Zhou Boyan woke up Zhou Zihan dragged them downstairs.

There were quite a few people sitting downstairs, Zhou Zihan wondered if these people came out of the wine tank, could they still be so energetic after drinking so much "Ruiqian, today is the New Year, shouldn't we go to pay New Year's greetings to our grandparents?"

"Well, then...sister, I will come to accompany you later~" Ruiqian did not forget to say hello to Zhou Yuesheng before leaving.

After a lap, Ruiqian was so happy, not for anything else but because of the red envelope in his hand that was almost out of reach, Kashiwagi looked at it and thought it was funny, and then waved Ruiqian over and called Ruiqian, "Ruiqian, you took it like this How do you spend the extra red envelopes?"

"Save it." Rui Qian answered smoothly, taking care of the red envelope.

"Oh~ it's good to keep it." Kashiwagi was a little surprised when he heard this.

"What's the matter? Aunt Ruiqian and Shen told you that you can't save money, do you know that you need money to make money?" Shen Yanqi next to her disagreed and quickly corrected her.

"Money begets money? What do you mean?" Rui Qian couldn't understand.

"Whether Ruiqian wants more money or not, if he wants to, he needs money to make money. Saving it is completely meaningless and it won't increase." Shen Yanqi explained in the most popular way.

"Well... Aunt Shen, can you make money make money?" Ruiqian rolled his eyes.

"Of course, what's the matter?" Shen Yanqi replied in a good mood.

"Then... Aunt Shen, can you help me make money?" Ruiqian stuffed all the red envelopes into Shen Yanqi's arms while speaking.

"Hahahaha~ Yan Qi really didn't want you to be used as a gunman one day, you are still a child of five or six years old, hahaha~" Zhou Tongtong and others who were sitting in the restaurant laughed loudly.

When Shen Yanqi heard this, her complexion was not very good for a moment, but after a while, "Ruiqian, although Aunt Shen can help you with this, you can't rely on Aunt Shen every time, so...do you want to learn this from Aunt Shen?" Money begets money?"

"Hmm...Okay." Ruiqian thought for a while before agreeing.

"Well, you're so good, then you should go over there to have fun first." After dismissing Ruiqian, Shen Yanqi began to organize the red envelopes on the table.

"I said Yanqi, you were joking just now, you won't... you really want to raise this child, right?" Zhou Qing was full of surprise.

"Why, do you think I often joke?" Shen Yanqi asked back.

"But this... this... Kashiwamu, you have to say something, isn't Yan Qi's way of making it clear!!" Zhou Qing felt that he was not very stance to say this and hurriedly pulled Kashiwagi out.

"Hey~ Do you think I still need to say something?" Baimu looked upstairs helplessly.

"Uh, ok...okay, but you said..." Zhou Qing quickly showed an ambiguous face as if thinking of something.

"Qing, don't lie to us, Lin Lin!!" Before Zhou Qing could say it, Zheng Min frightened him back.

"It deserves it!" Bai Mu said amusedly, Zheng Min was the one who spent the most time with Lin Lin besides her and Shen Yanqi, and even she and Shen Yanqi were so surprised by her protection, Zhou Qing was courting death this time.

"Hey, I don't know if it will go well or not?" Shen Yanqi rarely said worriedly.

"Lin Lin is so clever, there must be no problem." Zheng Min, who was indeed Lin Lin's party, was full of confidence.

"Not necessarily, if it's over with Mu Mu, it might be even worse. I think I was with Yan Qi...cough cough, I didn't say anything." Wang Xinyue realized that she said something wrong and shut up quickly. At this juncture, there are only two outcomes. Everyone is happy, and the second is hehe.

But the two who were talked about by everyone downstairs are still lying on the bed. To be precise, only Deng Liyi is still asleep, but Berlin has been awake for a long time. Looking at the person in her arms, Berlin is full of thoughts. I really did this, but Deng Liyi also acquiesced, right? That means she still loves herself. Thinking of this, Berlin's mood suddenly improved, but when she saw Deng Liyi's obvious depression I couldn't help but feel distressed for a while, and gently stroked Deng Liyi with my hand. This is the person who made me study for 16 years and finally became my own..

"Well..." Deng Liyi, who seemed to be disturbed in his sleep, frowned uncomfortably, and Berlin couldn't help smiling when he saw this, and used his mouth instead of his hand to gently kiss between his eyebrows. Originally, he just wanted to kiss him and leave Berlin somehow looked at Deng Liyi under him and suddenly recalled last night. Although he drank a lot last night, the memory was still there. Thinking of Deng Liyi's charming appearance, Berlin swallowed subconsciously and kissed Also from the eyebrows all the way down, eyes, nose, chin, neck, collarbone...

Finally, when Berlin buried his head in front of Deng Liyi's chest, Deng Liyi opened his eyes undisturbed, and his slightly squinted eyes widened in an instant. Seeing Berlin's movements, the memories of last night flooded in In her mind, the place where Berlin kissed lightly became hot, and her body reacted, which made Deng Liyi feel ashamed and annoyed. She indulged last night, but it doesn't mean they can... no, she has to push Berlin away, but... But this feeling made her reluctant to push it away. She closed her eyes and pretended not to know anything while hesitating. However, when Berlin touched it, she still struggled to open it like an electric shock, watching Berlin from the quilt Deng Liyi wished that there was a crack in the ground and let her get in quickly, it was too embarrassing.

Unexpectedly, Deng Liyi would wake up halfway, and Berlin was a little embarrassed but more shy. For a while, the two were relatively speechless. Thinking of what everyone taught her before, Berlin secretly encouraged himself, "Sister Yi, we... "

"There is nothing, you...you forget it, just treat it as a dream." Deng Liyi said ahead of Berlin.

"Wh... what? You, are you kidding? Didn't we all already... Sister Yi, don't scare me..." Berlin, who obviously didn't expect Deng Liyi to say this, was startled, what's going on, They're all like this, aren't they already reconciled, why...how come...

Hearing Berlin mention last night, Deng Liyi blushed again, but then he still bit his lips and said firmly, "Last night was just an accident, we were all drunk, it's nothing." Deng Liyi was ready to get up and leave the place after speaking. The bed is full of ambiguity, but just when I got up, I realized that I was not wearing an inch, "Turn your head, I want to get dressed."

Seeing that Deng Liyi was about to escape, Berlin dragged her into his arms and kissed her hard, she couldn't let her escape again, no, absolutely not...

"Um...uh... let me go." Deng Liyi pushed Berlin away with all his strength.

Looking at Deng Liyi's raised hands, Berlin sneered and said, "Hit, it's not like I haven't hit before, why hesitate? If you don't hit me, I'll just..." Berlin said and pressed Deng Ruiyi under her body again. At this moment, she angry.

Just less than one centimeter away from Deng Liyi in Berlin, she heard Deng Liyi whisper, "If you want, I will give it, but what is the difference between you and rape."

Berlin froze all of a sudden, and said after a while, "So...you attribute what we did to rape? Hahaha...Okay, okay, it's really good." Berlin rolled over and lay back on his seat, "You let's go."

The words 'Let's go' made Deng Liyi's heart tremble. Isn't this what he longed for?

"Why don't you go, are you waiting for me to rape (bao) you again! Go!" Berlin tried hard to suppress the pain and anger in his heart.

Deng Liyi looked back at Berlin in shock. She never thought that Berlin would say such words to her, but these words were not exactly what she said just now, and she was just following her own words, but why... She has a good heart It hurts, it really hurts.

Deng Liyi dragged the quilt to the bedside and mechanically put back the clothes that had been thrown on the floor. During this period, Berlin did not say a word until she was about to leave, "I don't know what happened to us, I don't even know what happened to us. I was forced to break up with you because I did something wrong, but I know there must be my own reasons for this. After all, a slap can’t be slapped. I just hope you can tell me what I did wrong to make you want to do this. Treat me, I won't say how good it is to you, but at least it's not bad. You really make me feel chilled. I was really happy last night. I thought we could go back to the past, but after all, this is just my extravagant wish. Sister Yi, I'm tired, really tired."

"I'm sorry..." Deng Liyi lowered his head, trying to control his emotions about to collapse.

"Oh, so... we really can't go back, it's impossible, is it?" Berlin asked quietly lying on the bed, she really wanted to tell Deng Liyi, as long as you tell me you still love me, I will You can ignore it as if nothing happened.

"...I'm sorry." I'm sorry, I can't be so selfish, I'm destined not to give you the life you want, she saw Berlin's eyes showing envy for Zihan and the others more than once, she knew that Berlin wanted her own child, but She can't, she already owes Ruiqian enough and must not be shared with others, even if she sacrifices her own happiness, she is not afraid.

"It's still like this, huh... you go, don't worry, I won't show up in front of you again and won't embarrass you anymore, I will... I will try my best not to love you, to forget you..." Berlin tried to calm himself After saying this, the tears in the corners of the eyes could not stop slipping into the pillow, and the blood dripping from the palm of the hand was slowly flowing to the snow-white bed sheet, turning red...

'Boom! Deng Liyi didn't know that she used the strength to rush out of the room. At this moment, she only felt that the air was so thin that she couldn't breathe, as if she was going to die in the next moment. Berlin's words were engraved in her mind , She gave up on herself, she really gave up, she said that she no longer loves, she wants to forget herself, what should she do, what should she do...