Just want to pamper you GL

Miman didn't explain it to her either. You can only truly feel the shock of many things if you have seen them yourself. No matter how much others say, it is useless.

The two quietly huddled behind the doctors and nurses. At this time, Han Shiyun was still in the mood to play the game of grabbing hands with Miman, but after entering the ward, she couldn't laugh anymore.

It didn't mean that the patient was so miserable or sad, but that kind of numbness, numbness to his own life, made Han Shiyun's heart feel chills involuntarily.

Looking into his eyes, Han Shiyun would feel that what she was looking at was a cold machine without life, emotion or joy.

However, the sons and daughters of the elderly do not seem to think so.

"Doctor Zhang, how is my father? Is he getting better? Please, my father can't die yet!"

"Yes, you must save my dad, no matter how much it costs!"

The sons and daughters surrounding the old man's bed looked excited, even if they thought they were praying, they were naturally aloof.

Although their faces were haggard, Han Shiyun didn't see much sadness from them.

His eyes fell on the old man unconsciously. He was skinny and skinny. There were bruises and needles on the back of his veined hands. At this time, a bottle of intravenous drip was connected to it.

An oxygen tube is inserted between his nostrils, and when he looks down, he can see the catheter falling from the old man.

If you want to talk about how Han Shiyun recognizes something like a urinary catheter that you don't usually see at all, you have to start with the TJ novels she has read.

However, when reading the novel, it may be enjoyable and exciting, but now seeing such a big living person who can't even solve his own physical problems, and has to expose it in front of so many people, Han Shiyun feels very sad in his heart.

Judging from the clothes of the family members, it can be seen that they are not ordinary people. As their father, the old man must have been the one who scolded Fang Qiu when he was young, right?

So what now?Did it come to such a point?

His current life is actually worse than death, right?

"We can only prolong the patient's life as much as possible. The patient's condition has been brought under control. If we wait a little longer, there may be some miracle."

Zhang Yan asked about the old man's condition today, and then stepped forward to check it before he said so.

His tone was much gentler than when he was facing the middle-aged woman just now, although he was still so calm.

The old man's daughter couldn't help crying. She knelt down and grabbed the old man's hand, choked up and said, "Dad, Dad, you can't leave us! If you leave at this time, we will all be finished." !Dad, I'm scared, dad woo woo woo..."

The old man's son couldn't help but get red eyes, grabbing the old man's other hand was like grabbing his own life-saving straw.

The old man looked at the children beside him, and there was a little anger in his eyes.

He seemed to sigh, and raised his hand to touch the head of his daughter who had grown up pampered by him, and said with difficulty: "Don't be afraid, dad is here, and he will cooperate with the treatment for your dad."

Han Shiyun felt that her eye circles were a little damp.

Her dad never touched her head like that.

Her father must love her very much.

If it were me, I would definitely not be able to endure the days of losing my dignity and suffering to survive.

Don't think that she can't understand the meaning of the doctor's words. This kind of hopeless and painful treatment is like cutting someone slowly.

It will not cause you to die in pain all at once, but slowly torment you to death all at once.

No matter what she thought in her heart, she still had to leave this ward and go to another one.

It was a little girl with a bald head. Seeing them coming in, she was unhappy and asked her mother to put on a wig for herself. She wanted to be pretty.

This childish behavior made Han Shiyun feel less uncomfortable.

The little girl is very obedient, she can do whatever the doctor tells her to do, she looks very skinny and tender.

"Mother."

The little girl looked at what her mother was talking to the doctor, and when she heard the word "chemotherapy", she couldn't help shaking violently, and carefully grabbed the corner of her mother's clothes with a pale face.

"Mom, Wenwen is not in pain anymore, can Wenwen die? Wenwen wants to go home."

The little girl's mother's eye circles turned red all of a sudden, but she still smiled and replied softly: "No, Wenwen doesn't want to go back to school? You can only do it when you are cured!"

The little girl tilted her head and thought about it, and finally nodded seriously, although her face looked like she was about to cry.

"Wenwen has to go to school, and Wenwen treats illnesses."

Her mother burst into tears, hugging her daughter and restraining herself from crying to scare the child.

Han Shiyun's heart also seemed to be pinched by a pair of big hands.

She subconsciously asked for help from Miman, who only whispered three words in her ear: "Leukemia."

This kind of plot that appears most often in Xiaoyan Korean dramas has even reached the point where she gets tired of skipping every time she sees this kind of plot, but now, a leukemia patient, who is still such a cute little girl, just appears in the In front of her eyes, she couldn't help but feel a little dazed.

What's wrong with the little girl?She has just come into this world!Even before I have truly seen the splendor of the outside world, I have to immerse myself in the pain every day and be tortured by the endless pain.

The little girl's eyes are obviously different from that of the old man just now, there is no despair and numbness inside, it is translucent and clear, and it is ignorant and timid, but this kind of eyes makes Han Shiyun even more worried and dare not take another look.

terrible!

She felt that her heart was constantly tightening, and she just wanted to run out of the hospital in big strides, into the warm sunshine, among the rushing crowd, and take a strong breath of the warm smoke full of fireworks. Qi'er air is good.

But she can't.

Following behind this group of medical staff, she kept seeing with her own eyes one after another seriously ill patients who were tortured by the disease.

They have different shapes and colors, but they are all making the final struggle with their lives.

Looking at them, and thinking about what she thought she would not be able to live on, she felt the embarrassment on her face.

What are hers worth?

Yes, she is ugly, and her father does not love her mother, but what else is there besides these?Her ugliness is not short of arms and legs. Can't people without love live well?

What's more, she is lucky enough to have Manman now.

Wait, the next place Manman wants to take herself to is not an orphanage or nursing home, is it?

Han Shiyun felt that she was very tired, not physically, but mentally.

All she wants now is to be held in Miman's arms, smell the familiar fragrance on her body, listen to the song she sings to herself, and take a slow sleep.

Or have a hearty love to vent all the anguish and pain in my heart.

She now admires the guy who seems to be a rival in love, and it is not easy to stay in this place every day without being forced to the point where she can't bear it.

The two returned their white coats, but neither of them spoke.

Miman couldn't help but feel a little unbearable when he saw Han Shiyun's listless vigor as when he never came again.

When she was in prison, she could occasionally hear those inmates tell their stories. At that time, she felt that it was really ridiculous that she thought the sky would collapse and she would never be able to live anymore.

Perhaps this is also the bad factor of human beings. They always think that they are the most unfortunate one, and they always think that fate is too unfair to them.

And at this time, if you find someone who is more miserable and unfortunate than yourself, you will be filled with joy and pity.

Things like pain always need to be compared to be easier to accept.

The two were silent, but the doctor Zhang Yan also took off his white coat, and then took off the gold-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose, and said with a smile, "Let's go for a walk? I've already booked a seat."

As he spoke, he seemed to glance at Han Shiyun again, and said with an indistinguishable expression: "Your little friend doesn't seem to be in the right mood."

As expected, Manman was still Manman, and she actually thought of taking her little lover to the intensive care unit of the hospital. That kid is not very well now.

Miman touched Han Shiyun's head and asked in a questioning tone, "Are you going?"

Han Shiyun looked at her, then at the doctor.

Everyone has already reserved a seat, so is it okay for her not to go?

So she looked at Miman again for help.

If she really went at such a time, she felt that she might not have any appetite at all, and she might even feel sick.

Han Shiyun suddenly felt that her psychological endurance was really low enough, especially after comparing with others.

useless.

Han Shiyun pursed her mouth, Manman and this person didn't react at all, unlike herself, it seemed that she couldn't stay for another second.

"Then don't go."

Miman made a decisive decision.

"Go find someone else to eat with you. I'm going to take her back. I'll treat you next time."

Manman really knew him very well.

Han Shiyun only felt more uncomfortable in his heart.

"Ok."

Zhang Yan shrugged regretfully.

"Then next time, I'll make an appointment first!"

Miman rolled his eyes at him, waved his hand and took Han Shiyun home.

This time without Miman's urging, Han Shiyun took off all his clothes at the door and threw them directly into the garbage bag.

Maybe it was infected by Manman.

Han Shiyun felt like there were bugs crawling all over her body.

Miman followed her into the bathroom, and the two of them rinsed off first, and then immersed themselves in warm water for a comfortable bath.

Obviously, she did that kind of thing with passion last night, but today she was too quiet.

Han Shiyun was held in Miman's arms, stroking the water every now and then.

Although I was mentally tired, physically I couldn't sleep.

That feeling is actually quite uncomfortable.

"Why don't you watch a movie."

Miman suggested so.