Port Nanny, Dementia Online

Osamu Dazai regretted it. He regretted not doing better. The young self did not clean up the follow-up, so he was easily caught by the enemy.

Give him another chance, it won't be like this now, he will be without anyone noticing...

The world in front of him was only blood-red, and it was difficult to distinguish the figure. He breathed out with difficulty, feeling that breathing became difficult, and the hand that was gradually robbed of warmth was being held tightly.

"Dazai!"

This is not right.

Osamu Dazai tried to fumble for the scalpel in Shima Yu's pocket, and Shima Yu held his hand tightly to prevent him from doing meaningless actions.

"Don't die too early, Dazai—the accounts between us haven't been settled yet—!" The orange-haired boy's voice was wild to the extreme, getting closer and closer, "Including four years of interest—!"

Shima Yu nervously stood in front of him, stopping Chuya Nakahara who was about to go forward.

"Go away, Ayu."

Even though his reason was eroded by anger, Zhong Yuanzhong could still recognize that the person in front of him was an existence that he could never hurt. He stopped in his tracks and said incomprehensibly, "You saw it too, what did this guy do."

"I know." Shima Yu nodded calmly. In fact, he was in a turmoil, only thinking about how to persuade Nakahara Chuya who had fallen into a mad state.

"Get out of the way." Zhongyuan Zhong also clenched his fists, suppressing his emotions that he was about to open the gate and explode.

"As you can see, Chuya." Shima Yu grabbed Dazai Osamu's hand, unable to shake him back, "He is already dying, our mission is about to be completed, there is no need to treat him..."

"I know you're sad, I'm sorry. I still haven't recovered all my memories about you." Shima Yu pointed to his temple and said, "But I will recover all my memories soon, and I don't know what it's like to be another people."

"Give me some time to say goodbye to Dazai, please?" The blood-stained doctor begged, "After all, I will cease to exist soon."

Zhong Yuanzhong also stared fixedly at the familiar but unfamiliar person in front of him, and finally moved away wordlessly.

"Nice to meet you, Chuya."

"It's a pity to say goodbye to you in this way." Shimao Yuu showed a wry smile on his face, "I'm sorry for constantly hurting you."

The young man looked as if he was about to cry in a second. He bit his lower lip tightly and forced back the heat in his eyes. It would be too embarrassing to cry now.

Yuu Shima carried Dazai Osamu with difficulty to the operating room, trying to restore his heartbeat that was about to disappear in the next second to the normal line.

The pain tore his nerves, Osamu Dazai managed to maintain his sanity and not fall into a coma, his voice was weak, reminding: "...do it."

The people around me didn't move for a long time.

"...I can't do it."

Shimao closed his eyes, not to look at Osamu Dazai's tragic situation, he finally confessed once, "I don't want you to die, Dazai."

"So don't die, okay?"

Until Osamu Dazai fell to the ground in embarrassment, his body was covered with horrific scars that ordinary people could hardly see directly.Shimao suddenly realized that he just wanted to see the other party continue to live in peace.

Shima Yu didn't want to kill Osamu Dazai, and leaving this book world was no longer as important as the survival of the people in front of him.

From just now, he had countless opportunities to take out the scalpel in his pocket and give him the most fatal blow, or just stand by and let Nakahara Chuya kill Osamu Dazai.

He was manipulated by instinct to stand in front of Osamu Dazai, not wanting him to suffer more damage.

"I will try my best to bring you back."

Shimao assured him: "It doesn't matter if you don't leave the book, I just hope you can live."

"I'm telling the truth this time, and you can definitely feel it."

It was rare for him to see an unbelievable look on Dazai Osamu's face. The young man moved his lips and said in a hoarse voice: "...Ayu, this is meaningless."

Shima Yuu forced a smile that was uglier than crying, "I knew...I knew you wouldn't."

The teenager lying on the operating table calmly greeted his next fate, as if he had been looking forward to it for a long time.

"Ayu, kill me."

Shimao murmured: "It's hard...it's really hard. Even if your injury is out of the book, it's impossible to survive."

He didn't want to give up the last sliver of hope that Osamu Dazai could still be alive, he kept moving his hands, and continued to rescue him, trying his best to make him not give up the possibility of surviving from the other side.

"I can guess that Dazai must have done a lot of excessive things to me in the past, but that is Dazai... the guy who will do whatever it takes to be with me."

"...Having the idea of ​​hurting me is also hurting myself." He wiped the water marks on his face, "At least I can understand now."

"I can feel Dazai wanting to protect my heart."

"...Ayu, I won't die here." Osamu Dazai turned his head to look at Shimao Yu, his kite-colored eyes were soft, "After you go out, your ability can revive me."

Is that true?

A sense of powerlessness enveloped his whole body, Yuu Shima stopped the rescue action, his brain was surprisingly calm, it was not a powerful healing ability, but resurrection.Osamu Dazai knew about it from the beginning.

Will they be together from the beginning is the situation that Osamu Dazai set up?Doubts filled Shima Yu's mind.

"Do it." Osamu Dazai even jokingly said, "I'm afraid of pain."

Shimao just said: "Maybe I won't be with you after I go out."

Rows of tools were placed on the table with his hands. It was supposed to be an operating room for saving lives, and all the tools inside could also be used as sharp weapons for killing people.

Shimao sighed softly, feeling somewhat sorry for his false love affair, and somewhat inexplicably complicated emotions.

"...The time spent with you as a lover is really happy."

"Me too." Osamu Dazai tried his best to get close to each other with his arm, and his little finger hooked Shima Yuu's finger with difficulty, as if there was an invisible red thread wrapped around his knuckles, like the last intimate whisper of a lover, "I can die on A Yu's In my arms, I have always hoped for it the most."

Shimao held him in his arms, in the same position as Dazai Osamu held him to sleep every night, the blood soaked the white cloth on his body, he lowered his eyes, Dazai Osamu's pale and feeble face was reflected in his golden eyes .

How nice that his lover even died like a Sleeping Beauty about to fall into a slumber instead of facing death.

"So instead of me who recovered my memory, I want to tell you something."

"I forgive you."

Osamu Dazai shook his head with a smile, his voice seemed to be floating in the air, "If it can be like this... how nice it is to die..."

"Don't die here."

The sharp scalpel in Shima Yu's hand touched Osamu Dazai's heart.

"Even if you go out, don't die where I can't see you. Promise me?"

Dazai didn't respond.

The wristband beeped for a successful detection, and then the green light turned on.

His body was very light, as if he was floating in a soft cloud, his consciousness sank into oblivion, and after his eyelids were closed, the red corners of his eyes still remained in his retinas as he tried to smile.

Soon, Osamu Dazai fell back to the world.

In the office, there is the rustling sound of the pen tip across the paper, the sound of flipping through the pages of the book, and the sunlight from the upper floors is projected from the floor-to-ceiling windows.

Against the direction of the light, someone called his name softly, but not as softly as before.

"Mr. Dazai."

That person is gone.

Osamu Dazai raised his arms to block the harsh sunlight.

...I really want to go with him.

Shima Yu crouched down and stretched out his hand towards Osamu Dazai, grabbing the young man's consciousness of wanting to leave with the wind.

"As I said in the book, I forgive you."

The author has something to say: In order to make Shimao Yuko cruel, that’s why he said this

Amnesiac knows that after recovering his memory, he will definitely not forgive Dazai

Dazai helped

Amnesia of unconditional pampering is gone

Yuu Shima is also very kind to Yoko Mori, he even considered whether to take Yoko Mori away

Let the dog men regret it

It's your turn to enjoy this treatment

感谢在2020-11-1400:00:00~2020-11-1505:30:04期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who irrigates the nutrient solution: Mao got a bottle of Qi and Wanye Qiansheng;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!