Port Nanny, Dementia Online

Shimao rolled his eyes, "I'm going to the port."

Nakahara Zhong also asked: "What are you doing there?" Stowaways or outsiders on cruise ships docked at the port?

Shimao had no expression on his face, "I'm going to jump into the sea."

Zhong Yuan also only felt a sense of familiarity rushing over his face, "Are you kidding me? This kind of suicide behavior..." He reacted, "What do you have to do with Dazai Osamu, that suicidal maniac?"

Shima Yu didn't speak, he just watched Nakahara Chuya silently, when those gilt golden eyes like the radiance of the sun glanced over, Nakahara didn't feel any temperature, only endless chill.

The orange-haired youth compromised, "Well, you can go wherever you want and do whatever you want."

"But before leaving..." Zhongyuan Zhong also said in a low voice: "Can you tell me your name and contact information."

"Yu Shima."

The black-haired boy took out his own mobile phone, and Nakahara also saw this old model several years ago. In the era when everyone used a touch-screen mobile phone, Shimao Yu still used a push-button mobile phone, and the shell of the mobile phone was still very new. There is no wear and tear, it seems that it has not been used for a long time.

When he opened the address book and subconsciously entered Zhongyuan Zhongye's number, he realized that there was already Zhongye's number on it.On the contrary, Zhong Yuanzhong in this era may not be able to get through his phone at all.

Guiltyly, Yuu Shima quickly closed the flip phone and reported his number. Nakahara Nakaya naturally did not let go of this moment. Not only his contact information but also Mori Ogai's, not to mention Dazai Ogai's, were listed in the address book. up.

Their contact numbers are all kept secret, where did Shimao get their numbers?In addition, Shima Yu has Akutagawa Ryunosuke's wallet in his hand, so it is possible that Nakahara Chuya, who was offered to him by Akutagawa, has more doubts in his heart, and he has been unable to get answers for a long time.

After all this was done, Shimao Yu could finally leave, but he didn't go back to the hotel directly. He knew that under the current situation, he had a high probability of being followed, so he simply went to the pier that Chuya Zhongya said in a fit of anger.

The port of Yokohama is located in Tokyo Bay, and cargo ships with whistles are diving in the sea. This era has changed too much, but the coastline is still the familiar scenery of Shimao Yu. He sat down on the reef by the coast and looked at the The scenery of the coast, the endless sea level, Shima Yu suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness in his heart.

He can do nothing, let alone change, because this is not the world he lives in, he can only be a bystander.

The black-haired boy flipped through the shopping bag irritably, and was so angry that he wanted to steal all of Dazai Osamu's canned crab meat, until he found a pack of cigarettes lying quietly inside.

At the beginning, I just wanted to prove that I was an adult in front of Nakahara Chuya, but now I think it's inexplicably ridiculous when I recall the scene just now.

Yuu Shima made enough mental preparations before taking out the cigarette. He took apart the plastic shell of the package and found sadly that he forgot to buy a lighter.

No wonder Zhongyuan Zhongyuan didn't confiscate his cigarettes. If he bought cigarettes but didn't buy a lighter, he didn't look like a skilled worker. He looked like someone who didn't know how to carry a lighter with him.

Shimao sat on the beach until the sun went down, when he noticed someone approaching behind him.

"Got you."

Shimao knew who it was without looking back, "How did Mr. Dazai know I'm here?"

Osamu Dazai sat down beside him, "Maybe it's telepathy."

Shimao wanted to laugh after hearing this, "I thought you would say something like relying on a locator."

"Occasionally, I would like to put it in a more romantic way." Dazai Osamu took out the tracker from his pocket, "Ah Yu didn't turn off the tracker, just to allow me to find you."

"But it's not in this era. I didn't turn off the location because I didn't want you to worry about my sudden disappearance." Shimao looked around vigilantly, and he moved his position to get closer to Dazai Osamu, and said in a low voice: "I I suspect someone is following me."

The implication is that the appearance of Osamu Dazai may have exposed the relationship between the two.

"I learned something very important from Akutagawa." Osamu Dazai didn't look at Yuu Shima, they sat close and strangely together like idlers who stopped by the seascape under the setting sun.

"Compared to the trouble you may bring about from Ayu." Osamu Dazai's words were full of expectation, "The trouble I brought is far more interesting than the one that Ayu brought."

Osamu Dazai said briskly: "I wanted to tell you directly, but it will be more interesting to reveal it later."

"Mr. Dazai, didn't you say that you want to avoid the troubles that may be brought together, and try to find a way to go back?" Shima Yu said quietly: "I don't expect it at all."

"Look at you, Ayu." Osamu Dazai asked knowingly, "Who did you meet again?"

"Meet Mr. Mori, Alice, and...Chuya." Shima Yu read one by one, the volume lowered.

After a long time, Yuu Shima sighed, "Mr. Dazai, am I useless?"

"The me in this world, why don't I know everyone?" Shima Yu asked blankly, "Then where am I?"

"It's possible anywhere." Osamu Dazai stretched his waist, "Maybe he's taking classes at a certain medical university."

"But it's not in Ganghei." Shimao's eyes reflected the waves crashing on the reef one after another, "...I don't know him."

"It's so embarrassing." Shima Yu said mockingly, "I just cried in front of Chuya..."

He talked about his own experience, not caring whether Osamu Dazai was listening at all, or he never thought Osamu Dazai would listen to him from the beginning, he just hoped that the waves would take away all his grievances.

His gaze was dark, recalling the days when he was trying to survive on Leibo Street, if he didn't know Chuya...

"I am now... am I really alive?"

Osamu Dazai turned his head to observe Shima Yu's expression. Compared with the indifference in his eyes, Shima Yu didn't notice that there were more colors that Shima Yu had never seen before, the kind like a drowning person finding a lifebuoy at the last moment of his life. Has been floating beside him, projecting the last ray of light.

Dazai Osamu suddenly said: "I originally wanted to invite you, Ayu, to jump into the sea with me, but I can't now."

Shimao tilted his head in confusion, "What do you mean? I won't jump into the sea with you, I'm going to catch you."

"I want a sunflower."

The topic jumps too fast, Shimao almost can't keep up, "...where can I find it for you now?"

"You don't need to look for it." Osamu Dazai said softly, "I've already found it."

He saw the cigarette case in Shimao Yu's hand, and said clearly, "Didn't you buy a lighter?"

Yuu Shima shrank the cigarette into the blind spot in embarrassment, but Osamu Dazai took out a lighter from his pocket, "I have it."

"Why is there a lighter in Mr. Dazai's pocket?" Shima Yu complained half-jokingly, "There are all kinds of weird things in it."

"Yes." Dazai Osamu also smiled, "There are really many things in the pocket that you can't imagine, Ayu."

"I'll teach you how to smoke."

"Mr. Dazai obviously hasn't smoked himself."

"But I will." Dazai Osamu knocked on the bottom of the cigarette case, and a cigarette that was neatly arranged without any extra gap came out of the cigarette case.

Under Shimao's surprised gaze, the bandaged boy was smoking a cigarette in his mouth, and lit it deftly. He exhaled a long puff of white smoke, "Compared to this kind of slow suicide, it's better to simply mix some lethal substances in it." .”

"No, no, no." Shima Yu said with a black line on his face, "Normal people wouldn't think so."

On the other hand, Yuu Shima envies the young man who is as old as an adult. He is always said to be like a child. It is inevitable that rebellious emotions will arise in his heart, and he always hopes that he can become more mature.

"Want one?"

Osamu Dazai is not as fond of trivial things as Nakahara Nakahara, he finished smoking the cigarette in his hand slowly, stretched the open cigarette case towards Shima Yuna, and Shima Yu hesitated to take a cigarette out of it .

He pinched the position of the cigarette holder with two fingers, as if pinching a timed bomb, and carefully pressed the lighter. A tiny flame burst out and was quickly taken away by the sea breeze. Shima Yu looked at the unignited lighter suspiciously , asked foolishly: "...how on earth do you want to do this?"

"I forgot to buy a windproof lighter." Dazai Osamu smiled unexpectedly innocently, the boy moved over, put his hands around the lighter in Shima Yuu's hand, "Light it again."

Yuu Shima pressed it again, this time the weak flame was not blown away by the sea wind, the flame could not be extinguished, trembling in Dazai Osamu's hands.

"Okay."

Shima Yu looked at Osamu Dazai's eyelashes down, the young man's face was unexpectedly soft under the firelight, Dazai Osamu's cool body temperature was on the back of his hand, he passed the cigarette to the fire belatedly, and the tongue of fire licked the thin white cigarette , Scorch marks rising with black smoke.

Osamu Dazai raised his jaw and reminded him, "Take a breath with your cigarette in your mouth."

"oh oh……"

Shimao subconsciously lowered his head to reach the flame on the lighter, but the cigarette could not reach directly above the lighter. In the dark space with his palms together, Shimao squinted his eyes and rubbed at random, and the warm touch touched Osamu Dazai's finger Knuckles, the boy's knuckles shrank.

Shima Yuu said pleasantly with a cigarette in his mouth, "It's lit!"

Osamu Dazai let go of his hand quickly, and Yuu Shima accidentally rubbed his right hand when he flicked it away, and it felt faintly hot as if it had been scorched by a fire.

"Really..."

Nicotine poured into the throat with the cool breath of mint, Shimao was choked, coughed frantically, out of breath, "cough cough cough..."

Osamu Dazai help Shima Yuu to calm down, "Can this also be choked?"

"It's not easy to smoke at all." Shima Yu coughed until a drop of physiological tears overflowed from the corner of his eye, and he said inexplicably, "Why does Mr. Hirotsu like to smoke this?"

"It's not difficult to understand like Ayu likes to drink, right?" Osamu Dazai said, "It's a kind of relaxation tool for adults."

Shimao frowned and took another breath, this time he was prepared not to be choked, the nicotine poured into his lungs violently, he exhaled comfortably, and what seemed to be Shimao was taken away with the rising smoke. Yu was full of depression.

After finishing one cigarette, Shimao Yu had no intention of smoking again, only heard Osamu Dazai say suddenly: "I know from Akutagawa that I in this world defected to the port mafia four years ago."

Shima Yuu turned his head in disbelief, luckily he finished his cigarette, otherwise he might have to choke on it again.

"Defect?" Shimao subconsciously denied, "It's impossible!"

Realizing something, Shimao suddenly paused, "...No way?"

Shimao caught a glimpse of Osamu Dazai's serious expression, and he broke down a bit, "Why is this?!"

"Do you want to stay with me in this world for a while now?" Osamu Dazai blinked and said, "Do you want to know the truth about my defection?"

Osamu Dazai said, "Anyway, even if I want to go back now, I can't go back."

"No." Shimao raised his head stiffly like a corpse, "We will go back after we find out the truth."

"If you can't go back." Shimao threatened viciously: "I can't do anything else, I can only let you live a long life."

"vicious."

Shimao sat on the beach for several hours, without leaning on his back, almost unable to sit any longer, he kept changing his posture, but decided to get up.

Osamu Dazai thoughtfully nodded his shoulder, "Come here."

Shimao was a little suspicious of his sudden kindness, "You won't set me up, will you?"

"Trust me for a while anyway." Osamu Dazai yelled, "Will I suddenly push you to the bottom of the sea, Ayu?"

Shimao leaned on Osamu Dazai's shoulder in doubt. The boy was a head taller than him, and he could just fit his head into Osamu Dazai's shoulder.

But surprisingly reliable.

Osamu Dazai embraced the boy's shoulders, letting Shimao put all his body weight on him, and his eyes fell on a small figure hiding in the pier intentionally or unintentionally.

Excuse me.

Prey, he's got it.

The author has something to say: Chuya of this world: What is his relationship with Osamu Dazai? !

Dazai: As for Mr. Mori, you know how to engage in □□play?

In this world, even if you are free, you can only rely on me.

If I let myself go, they'd all exchange a smoky kiss here

I am as steady as an old dog

If you don't go back, Dazai will pass the level directly.

Chuya: Have you learned to smoke?go back and get beaten

感谢在2020-09-2405:39:55~2020-09-2501:07:16期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 Mojiu;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of Anwu did you sleep today; 2 bottles of crab roe packs; 1 bottle of Wang Yao;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!