So you are bad!

After Wang Zhichen went out, Ning Cai sat on the ground for a long time, thinking over and over again what Wang Zhichen had said to him, Xiao Yuxia, and all the recent events.He suddenly felt exhausted, as if he had experienced a huge catastrophe and was lucky to survive, but left behind a body riddled with holes, and even his heart was incomplete.

Why, why this world is like this, the person you love doesn't love you, and the person who loves you doesn't love you.

Ning Cai waited for a long time but did not see Wang Zhichen coming back, so he changed back into his clothes, found a pen and paper and left a note for Wang Zhichen.It's impossible for him to live here, when something like this happened, he couldn't pretend that nothing happened, not to mention he didn't want to do anything that would make Xiao Yuxia sad.

So, where can he go now?Ran Ni's home has been discovered, and it is impossible to go to Li Ran's home.Ning Cai discovered that he had nowhere to go now.At the beginning, he should have gone far away, to a place where no one knew him, and then he would be silent forever like a ship disappearing in the deep sea.I haven't seen Leng Huangxi in my life, and Leng Huangxi will never find him.Perhaps, that was his best ending.

After closing the door, Ning Cai walked to the elevator and waited for the elevator. Watching the floor number slowly approaching his floor, during that short gap, Ning Cai was thinking about where to go.

"Ding", the elevator reminds you to arrive.

Ning Cai raised his head, and the elevator door next to him slowly opened, and what he saw was Leng Huangxi.When the two people's eyes met, they were both stunned. Before the elevator door closed again, Leng Huangxi stepped out. Ning Cai reacted, turned around and ran into the stairs beside her.

He didn't know why Leng Huangxi came here, he only knew that he no longer wanted to have anything to do with him.Not caring about the injury on her leg, Ning Cai ran into the corridor and went downstairs as if fleeing for her life.Leng Huangxi saw Ning Cai turned and ran when he saw him, and he immediately chased after him.

"Ning Cai! Stop!" He was used to being strong, and he subconsciously uttered command-like words. Hearing this, Ning Cai naturally ran even faster, but her foot stepped on the air, and she threw herself forward. Cai closed her eyes abruptly.Suddenly someone hugged his waist and brought him back, and then he felt himself being embraced in an embrace, with a hand tightly protecting the back of his head, and the next second he heard the sound of falling to the ground , Something knocked loudly on the hard floor.He thought he must be dead this time, but there was no pain. He slowly opened his eyes, only to find Leng Huangxi, who was under him and had become his human pad.

He even fell down himself to save him, why?Why did he sacrifice his life to save him?

Seeing the painful expression on Leng Huangxi's face, Ning Cai knew that he must have fallen hard this time, and wanted to get up, but Leng Huangxi hugged him tightly.

"I'm fine!" As if knowing Ning Cai's worry, Leng Huangxi pressed Ning Cai back to his chest and said comfortingly.

"You're crazy, do you know how dangerous you are?!" Ning Cai propped herself up and yelled at Leng Huangxi for the first time, showing an angry look, and even her eyes were red.He was really frightened, if something happened to Leng Huangxi, he would regret it to death.

Seeing him like this, Leng Huangxi was inexplicably happy.He didn't understand before, but now he knows, this guy must be worried about himself again, seeing that he was hurt, he felt distressed again.

"So why did you run away? If it wasn't for me just now, you were the real danger." Leng Huangxi was also frightened by the situation just now, breaking out in a cold sweat.If it wasn't for his quick movements, he couldn't imagine what would happen if he fell with a small body like Ning Cai.

Ning Cai looked at Leng Huangxi's expression of "this matter can't hurt me at all", and suddenly couldn't say anything.Why, why did he give up and this person appeared again?Why would he just not let him go?

Ning Cai suddenly felt very wronged, as if all the strength and pretense had collapsed at that moment, he let his heart ache and let tears fall.He just pressed on Leng Huangxi's body like that, tears dripped directly on Leng Huangxi's face.

"Ning Cai?" Leng Huangxi didn't know why Ning Cai was crying suddenly, he was a little flustered, and sat up holding Ning Cai.

"What's wrong? Did it hurt somewhere?" Leng Huangxi grabbed Ning Cai's hand and started to check around.

"Leng Huangxi...can you go away? Don't come to me again, okay?" Ning Cai shook off Leng Huangxi's hand, crying and begging him.

Leng Huangxi was silent for a while, seeing Ning Cai crying, he was also sad.

"Why? Why don't you tell me...the person in your heart...is me?"

Ning Cai, who was still crying, was stunned when he heard Leng Huangxi's question. He stiffly raised his head to look at Leng Huangxi, as if his "shameful" secret had been exposed in person.

"Why didn't you tell me anything?" Leng Huangxi asked this time, but Ning Cai seemed to have her soul taken away by someone, her eyes were empty, almost full of despair.

what to do?Was it discovered?He came to tell him that he already knew everything?And then tell him they're impossible at all?

"Ning Cai, I want you to tell me yourself, is the person you like me?"

Ning Cai opened her mouth, but couldn't spit out a word, only tears that could not stop flowing.How can I let him see how I look like this, how can I let him know my humble feelings?

"No... not!"

"Ning Cai, I said that you are not suitable for lying. Why are you still planning to hide from me? Ning Cai, how much you have to hurt yourself, how much guilt you have to make me, can you be satisfied?"

guilt?Just guilty?After he hurt him like this, did he come to tell him that he was very guilty?It turned out that he felt guilty, so this could be regarded as a burden.

Ning Cai suddenly thought of everything.He wiped the tears from his face, then stood up.

"Yes... I like you. What? Do you think my liking is bothering you? Ah, I remember you said, don't try to get your attention. You must think I'm trying to get your attention now, right? Don't worry, I will not bother you and Li Xin. I will go far away, and it is best not to show up for the rest of my life. My sadness and heartache are all my own business and have nothing to do with you. So, You don't need to be guilty, and I don't need...you to feel guilty. Then...please don't look for me again." After Ning Cai finished speaking, she turned around and was about to go downstairs, Leng Huangxi stood up and pulled him back.

"That's right, I said at the beginning not to attract my attention. Now, after you attract my attention, do you want to run away irresponsibly? Do you think I will allow that to happen?" Leng Huangxi He hugged Ning Cai's waist to prevent him from breaking free. With this appearance, he seemed to have returned to the domineering and powerful Leng Huangxi.

"Then what do you want from me?" Ning Cai mistakenly thought that Leng Huangxi meant to let him go just like that.He didn't understand the phrase "get my attention."

"Since you want to care about me, don't be timid and dare not step forward. If you feel pain, then tell me that you need me. If you feel sad, don't pretend to be strong in front of me. Ning Cai... I want you in front of me When you want to cry, cry when you want, laugh when you want to laugh, act like a baby when you want to be coquettish, and be self-willed if you want to be willful, not like this... one person bears so much pain."

If Ning Cai still can't understand after hearing this, he is a fool.But...he couldn't believe that this was something Leng Huangxi would say.

"You... what do you mean?" Ning Cai looked at Leng Huangxi, unwilling to believe it.

"It means that you not only attracted my attention, you even took my heart... away."

how is this possible?how is this possible?

Ning Cai felt that this must be a dream, it must be.However, if this is really a dream, can you not wake up?In the past, Leng Huangxi also said to him softly, "Go back to him", but that was just his revenge.

Ning Cai almost believed it.

"Leng Huangxi...is it interesting for you to use my feelings for you like this? Why...why do you just not let me go? Do you think that I like you, so you can trick me back just by coaxing me casually? Why does your family come to pester me? Is it because my mother abandoned your father? Is it because my father took away the person your father likes? Just because my mother prevented your mother from getting favor? Just because of me Does the appearance of Ning Cai remind you of those childhoods full of scars? Then what do you want from me? What do you want from me? I..." Ning Cai was excited and began to have difficulty breathing again. Leng Huangxi saw him like this, Hold him tightly in your arms.

"Do you not understand, or are you pretending not to understand? Ning Cai, my coming to you has nothing to do with those things. Can't you really hear that I am confessing to you? Or... Do you want me to say it formally?" Do you believe it just once?"

Leng Huangxi let go of Ning Cai and held his shoulder.Seeing Ning Cai's unwillingness to believe it, he showed a distressed expression.

"Ning Cai, I like you!"

Leng Huangxi's expression was too serious, too affectionate, and too sincere, but Ning Cai couldn't believe it.If that was true, he must be crying with joy right now.Now, he was indeed crying, but it was not happy.It's heartache, sadness.

"What do you want to believe me?" Leng Huangxi knew that she had hurt Ning Cai too much, and also knew that Ning Cai would not believe or even accept him so quickly.

"Do you want me to die once? Or dig out my heart and show you?"

"You go! Now, it doesn't matter whether you like me or not. You already have Li Xin, and I... can't forget the harm my mother caused you. Leng Huangxi, it's too late. Now say It's too late for anything. If...if you... really like me, please let me go. We...don't meet again." Ning Cai didn't know how much effort she had to hold back her tears .After he said these words, it seemed that his whole body was drained of strength. If Leng Huangxi hadn't hugged him, he would probably have fainted directly.

Seeing that Ning Cai was so determined, Leng Huangxi let him go helplessly.

"Do you really want me to go? Really hope we don't see each other again? Do you really think it doesn't matter if I'm with Li Xin?"

Ning Cai didn't answer, he didn't have the energy to say another word now.

"Okay, I'll go! If that's what you want. But you have to promise me that you won't cry or faint when I'm gone."

Seeing that Ning Cai still didn't say anything, Leng Huangxi gently took his hand away, then opened the corridor door cruelly and went out without looking back. Ning Cai watched Leng Huangxi enter the elevator without any worries, The moment the door closed, he saw sadness and sadness in Leng Huangxi's eyes.

The elevator door was completely closed, and Ning Cai fell to the ground leaning against the wall, hugging herself, and finally couldn't hold on anymore, and burst into tears.

Why should he drive him away?He obviously wanted to believe his words so much, since he drove others away, why should he be sad.

That was the first time Ning Cai cried so sadly, as if she wanted to vent all her pain by crying.But crying is not enough, it still hurts, the body that has been embraced by Leng Huangxi hurts like thousands of needles.

Ning Cai didn't know how long he had been crying, he just felt that his whole body was exhausted from crying, and he sat on the corridor with his knees hugged.

"Didn't you say you won't cry?" Suddenly a voice sounded above her head, Ning Cai raised her head and saw Leng Huangxi standing in front of him with red eyes.Ning Cai stopped crying, but she was still sobbing over and over again.

"Obviously he can't bear to part with me, but he still wants to drive me away."

Leng Huangxi knelt down and wiped away the tears from Ning Cai's face.

"Little cat!" Leng Huangxi looked at Ning Cai distressedly, but scratched his nose lovingly.There were tears in his eyes, but he showed an extremely gentle smile to Ning Cai.

Ning Cai was taken aback for a moment, and finally couldn't help it anymore, no longer entangled, no longer hesitated, and threw herself into Leng Huangxi's arms, hugging him tightly.

He didn't leave!He didn't even leave!

Leng Huangxi was almost thrown to the ground, and when he saw Ning Cai "throwing himself into his arms", he knew that Ning Cai had already believed his words, so he also stretched out his hand and hugged Ning Cai tightly.

"Ning Cai, you know that once you stay by my side, you will never be able to leave again. Also, I am very domineering, possessive, and not even gentle enough. When I lose my temper, I will even hurt you. Even so... ...Are you still willing to come to my side?" Leng Huangxi asked cautiously as if to confirm Ning Cai's intentions.

Ning Cai slowly withdrew from Leng Huangxi's embrace, seeing the uneasiness and uncertainty in Leng Huangxi's eyes, he knew that he was afraid of losing, that's why he asked this question.He was finally willing to believe that Leng Huangxi was not lying to him.

Ning Cai suddenly put her hands on Leng Huangxi's neck, raised her head and kissed Leng Huangxi's lips.That's him, the best answer.

Leng Huangxi was only surprised by Ning Cai's initiative to offer a kiss for half a second, and then turned passive into initiative, hugging Ning Cai's waist, deepening the kiss.

It turns out that this is the feeling of owning someone. Even if he was with Li Xin, he has never been so satisfied. It's like he doesn't want anything in the whole world, only Ning Cai is enough.And Ning Cai seemed to be his whole world.

At that moment, Leng Huangxi finally understood.How could he just like Ning Cai?That feeling of being full even seeing him is clearly love.

Chapter [-] [Love]

When you expect and long for something for too long and suddenly get it, apart from being filled with joy, the rest is unwilling to believe.I can't believe the reality of all that, and I will ask myself over and over again: Is it in a dream?Ning Cai is in such a mood now.When he was carried downstairs by Leng Huangxi, he couldn't believe that the person he had been looking forward to for so long would actually hold him in his arms at this moment.It's not revenge, it's not acting, it's real distress.Ning Cai looked at Leng Huangxi's side face, afraid that all of this was imagined by himself, afraid that Leng Huangxi would disappear if he blinked.

Ning Cai put her arms around Leng Huangxi's neck, and snuggled into Leng Huangxi's arms tightly like a kitten, for fear that if she didn't hold on tighter, Leng Huangxi would disappear into nothingness.

In fact, more than once, Ning Cai also wanted to be like Leng Huangxi said, when in front of him, she would cry whenever she wanted, laugh whenever she wanted, or even act coquettishly or willfully.He also wanted to show Leng Huangxi his truest side, but the relationship between them was destined not to have a good process from the very beginning.Now, he can only hope for a happy ending.

What about Li Xin, what hurt, what guilt, what guilt, he doesn't want to worry about it now.If he is destined to suffer endless heartache because of loving someone in his life, he will admit it, anyway, he has already experienced such pain, and it will not be so bad if he suffers from it in the future.That being the case, even if it is a fantasy, let him be happy once.

He Ning Cai, now, wants to fall in love with Leng Huangxi.

Leng Huangxi hugged Ning Cai like he was holding a treasure, and now thinking of Ning Cai's injuries and tears because of him, he still felt heartbroken.He couldn't understand how much Ning Cai was in pain, but he felt how much Ning Cai loved him in Ning Cai's heartbreaking crying in the corridor.He was thinking, if at that time, he really left like that, maybe Ning Cai really wouldn't be able to survive.

The moment she squatted down in front of Ning Cai, looking at the tear-filled face, Leng Huangxi had only one thought, and that was: Leng Huangxi, quickly fall in love with this person.Then, never let him cry for you again.

It was very late now, and there were hardly many people coming in and out of the whole building, so Leng Huangxi could hug Ning Cai so reassuringly.He chose to take the corridor instead of the elevator because he wanted to hug Ning Cai, to feel the feeling of having someone, and to give him his love.

He has not only love for Ning Cai, but also regret, indebtedness, guilt, and unspeakable distress.Right now, he just wanted Ning Cai to feel no more pain, but full of happiness.

Walking out of the residential area, Leng Huangxi hugged Ning Cai to the car parked on the side of the road. Ning Cai knew that she had arrived, and even though she was reluctant to part with her, she got down from Ning Cai's arms.

Leng Huangxi opened the car door for Ning Cai, and Ning Cai got into the car.Leng Huangxi walked around to the driver's seat before opening the car door. Someone grabbed his shoulder suddenly. He turned around, but before he could see who was in front of him, he punched him down with a fist, and he was beaten to the ground. on the door.Ning Cai was startled, and immediately opened the car door and got out.

Leng Huangxi turned his head back, just as he stood firm, he punched him down again.

"Wang Zhichen!!" Ning Cai yelled after seeing who was beating someone.He ran to Leng Huangxi and supported him.

"You're crazy!?"

"Ning Cai, go away. Today, I have to teach him a lesson." Wang Zhichen looked mad, pushed Ning Cai away, grabbed Leng Huangxi by the collar, and punched him down again.

"You bastard, you still have the guts to come here. I warn you, I won't let you take Ning Cai away. I won't let you hurt him again!"

"Enough!! Wang Zhichen, stop it." Ning Cai pulled Wang Zhichen away with all her strength.

"Ning Cai, he hurt you so much, do you still want to speak for this bastard?"

"He's not an asshole, he's my...boyfriend."

"You...what are you talking about? Male...boyfriend?"

Leng Huangxi stood up slowly, wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, turned his head to look at Ning Cai, gave him a look of not worrying, and then took his hand.

"These three punches are not because I can't beat you so I didn't fight back, but because I don't want to hurt his friend in front of Ning Cai. Wang Zhichen, I am very grateful that you care about Ning Cai. But, starting today, my people... ...I will hurt myself." Leng Huangxi let go of Ning Cai after finishing speaking, then leaned into Wang Zhichen's ear, and said in a voice that Ning Cai could not hear, "I am the one who can hurt him, but I can make him hurt." The happy person is only me. He is mine and can only be mine!"

After Leng Huangxi finished speaking, he backed away, then returned to Ning Cai, and held his hand again.

"Let's go."

"Ning Cai! Do you really want to go with him?" Wang Zhichen was still making the last effort, and what Leng Huangxi said in his ear made him very angry.

"Wang Zhichen... I'm sorry!"

Ning Cai didn't know what else he could say besides apologizing now.

"If...he hurts you again, doesn't it matter?" Wang Zhichen still refused to give up.

"Wang Zhichen, you won't understand. You won't know how long I've been waiting for this day. I don't know how long I can hold on if this continues. Now, I can only live by his side. "Ning Cai is not afraid to tell Leng Huangxi these words, he just wants to face his heart honestly now.

"Okay. I understand!" Wang Zhichen knew that Ning Cai would never accept him from the very beginning, and he also understood why Leng Huangxi's words could be said so confidently.

Really, the only one who can make Ning Cai happy is Leng Huangxi.The sentence "You can live only by his side" is simply the enemy of all words.If he forcibly keeps him, will he even deprive him of the chance to "live".His words were so firm and cruel.But even so, he actually felt that Ning Cai's "cruelty" and "ruthlessness" made people feel distressed.

Wang Zhichen didn't want to keep him anymore, turned around and left.

Ning Cai looked at his injured back and felt a little guilty.Seeing him like this, Leng Huangxi stretched out his palm to block his sight.

"You are allowed to look at other men like this for the last time, and from now on... you can only look at me!" The words were domineering and gentle.

Ning Cai gently raised her hand, held Leng Huangxi's palm, and looked up at him.

"Okay, just look at you!"

Ning Cai knew Leng Huangxi's uneasiness, so she wanted him to feel at ease.But, can he selfishly regard this as Leng Huangxi being "jealous"?But will he be jealous too?Ning Cai began to look forward to what it would be like to fall in love with Leng Huangxi?What would Leng Huangxi, who fell in love with him, look like?And what will become of himself?

In the car, Ning Cai remembered that Leng Shu once said that once Leng Huangxi fell in love with someone, he would be very different from the usual him.So, can he finally see the appearance of Leng Huangxi, who said he liked him?

He will laugh, call his name tenderly, hug him intimately, and kiss him affectionately, right?

Ning Cai, who was lamenting why love makes people hurt so much a second ago, is now beginning to feel that falling in love is a very sweet thing.

It turned out that it wasn't pain, but that I didn't get it, so I regretted it, so I resented it.Once you get it, you will feel that everything is not as bad as imagined, and everything can be so beautiful.

The moment Leng Huangxi was willing to hold his hand, he suddenly felt that the injuries he had suffered, the tears he had shed, and the pain he had suffered before were nothing, and whether he hated or not was not that important.

Just let them love each other well, and don't have to experience anything else. He just wants to love this person well.

Chapter [-] [Frankness]

As soon as she got back to the villa, Ning Cai only thought about Leng Huangxi's injury, and hurried to the kitchen. Leng Huangxi's face was swollen by Wang Zhichen.With his appearance like this, how can he participate in the event the next day?

"You sit and wait for me, I'll cook the eggs."

"Did you forget that there are no eggs at home?"

"Then I'll get some ice."

After Ning Cai finished speaking, she was about to go to the kitchen. Leng Huangxi sat on the sofa, grabbed Ning Cai, and then pulled him back, causing him to fall into her arms, and hugged him tightly from behind.

"Don't be too busy, I'm fine."

"But..." Ning Cai struggled to get up, but Leng Huangxi hugged him back.

"I just want to hold you like this right now." Leng Huangxi rested his chin on Ning Cai's shoulder, and smelled the fragrance emanating from his body with his eyes closed.

Hearing Leng Huangxi's undisguised love words, Ning Cai blushed, and finally stopped struggling, he had forgotten that he and Leng Huangxi were already lovers.

Ning Cai didn't move anymore, but changed into a more comfortable position, letting Leng Huangxi hold him.

"Have you taken a shower?"

Leng Huangxi asked suddenly, and Ning Cai wondered why he asked this suddenly, and then heard Leng Huangxi say again, "You have the scent of shower gel on your body."

"I..." Ning Cai remembered that he had indeed taken a bath, and he was still at someone else's house.

"You are not allowed to bathe in other men's homes in the future. You are not allowed to take a bath in a woman's home either." Leng Huangxi's voice sounded muffled, and it rang in Ning Cai's ear, like a whisper, which sounded reassuring.

"I know...I know." Ning Cai was a little embarrassed, and he was still a little uncomfortable with this sudden change in relationship.Of course he couldn't understand what Leng Huangxi meant, but when he thought that he and Leng Huangxi would meet honestly one day, he felt a little nervous.

Leng Huangxi heard Ning Cai's answer in a low voice. He slowly opened his eyes and stared at the back of Ning Cai's neck. From that direction, he could vaguely see the scar on his back shoulder.

He tightened his arms, leaned back sideways, and Ning Cai was wrapped in his arms, and the two of them just cuddled up on the not-so-spacious sofa.

"Am I overbearing?" Leng Huangxi asked with a tone of self-blame.

Ning Cai was taken aback for a moment, he had the illusion that Leng Huangxi was even more disturbed than him.Ning Cai held Leng Huangxi's hand, turned around, turned around, and faced Leng Huangxi, he leaned on his chest, looked at the wound on the corner of his mouth, and then shook his head.

"Am I bad? I caused you to suffer so much?" Leng Huangxi picked up Ning Cai's hand that was still wrapped in gauze, thinking of how he fell during the day, he felt a burst of self-blame and distress.

Ning Cai's answer was still shaking her head.

"When you first met me, were you disappointed in me?" Leng Huangxi continued to ask, but Ning Cai still shook her head.Leng Huangxi paused, he wondered if Ning Cai would shake his head whenever he asked anything.Because he can't bear to blame him.

"Are you sad when I use you and treat you badly?"

Ning Cai hesitated for a moment, but this time she nodded.Leng Huangxi was a little stunned, he thought Ning Cai would keep shaking her head.

"Is it sad when you know that I have someone I like?"

Ning Cai nodded again.Leng Huangxi took a deep breath, Ning Cai didn't nod once, as if adding to his crime.

"Every time I'm sad, I feel heartache and have difficulty breathing. Is it because of me?" Leng Huangxi was no longer asking, but telling himself about his guilt.His eyes were full of sadness and remorse, he never knew that he hurt the person in his arms so deeply.

This time, Ning Cai did not answer.Leng Huangxi wanted to ask again, but Ning Cai raised her head and kissed Leng Huangxi's lips, lightly, like a superficial touch.He did this to stop him from asking again.

"Did you hate me when you first met me?" This time, it was Ning Cai who asked.

Leng Huangxi hesitated, not knowing how to answer, it would be a lie to say that he didn't hate it.

"When I appear in your life and disturb you, do you bother me?"

Ning Cai looked at Leng Huangxi, he didn't need his answer at all, and then continued to ask, "When you saw that my relationship with your father was good, were you jealous of me?"

This time Leng Huangxi shook his head.

"It's not jealous of you, it's jealous of him."

"Did you feel bad when you saw me cry?"

Leng Huangxi nodded.

"When I... self-mutilated in the hospital, were you afraid? When you said such cruel words in the cemetery, did you regret it?"

Ning Cai's eyes turned red as she spoke, and Leng Huangxi also couldn't bear him to say it again, and pressed him into her arms.

"Look... you're not bad. I sometimes make you unhappy or angry. So, you didn't feel sorry for me. Don't blame me for making you feel bad. That way... I will feel that you are Treat me because of guilt, not love me."

"Ning Cai, I'm sorry! I'm sorry for making you wait so long, I'm sorry for making you suffer so much, and I'm sorry I didn't discover your love."

Ning Cai shook her head in Leng Huangxi's arms, raised her head, and saw the tears shed by Leng Huangxi.

"I'm sorry, I've heard it once is enough. In the future, don't tell me. I don't want to see you cry for me. I will feel very sad and feel like a sinner."

At that moment, Leng Huangxi finally understood that there would never be another person in the world who loved him like Ning Cai, and the affection he gave him might be far more than what he saw.If you can have such a person in this life, even if you die, you will have no regrets.

Leng Huangxi was extremely fortunate that he finally found out what he wanted, and finally he did not lose Ning Cai.

Obviously falling in love is a happy thing, but after the two people confirmed their mutual intentions, they both spent the first night in endless sadness.

When Ning Cai was lying beside him wearing Leng Huangxi's clothes, Leng Huangxi felt that Ning Cai was too beautiful to touch.He hugged him and did nothing.

"Leng Huangxi..."

"Ok?"

"do you know?"

"what?"

"Actually, I'm not as kind as you think."

Leng Huangxi didn't know why Ning Cai said that suddenly, he looked down at the person in his arms, waiting for his next words.

"That day in the hospital...that knife, I originally wanted to stab Uncle Leng."

What?Leng Huangxi couldn't believe it, he immediately pushed Ning Cai away to see if he was talking nonsense.

"But... after I saw you coming in, I changed my mind. Actually... I know that you don't care about me at all. So, I want to know how much weight I have in your heart. "

"So...you just stab yourself with a knife? You didn't do it because you lost control of your emotions, but to show me?" Leng Huangxi couldn't believe that Ning Cai would do this.

"I stabbed the knife sideways on purpose. When I saw you were sad because of me, I didn't regret doing that at all."

"Ning Cai! Do you know that you are joking with your life like that. If you didn't miss the stab, and if the doctor didn't save you, what would you do?" Leng Huangxi was really angry now, he I dare not imagine that Ning Cai, who is so gentle, can be so desperate for love.

"I know what you said, but what can I do? Do you know how desperate I am when you clearly care about Li Xin so much? When you know that you may always hate me, do you know how much I want to die? I...I...I..." Ning Cai's symptoms flared up again, and Leng Huangxi regretted that he shouldn't have yelled at him so loudly when he saw him having trouble breathing.You shouldn't provoke him either.He hugged Ning Cai and patted him on the back to help him relax.

"Hey, don't want to, we don't want to. Those things are in the past, all in the past."

"You...do you think I'm bad? Do you hate me like this? Leng Huangxi, I'm not gentle at all, I'm petty, selfish, and possessive, I hope you're me alone Damn, I hope you will never forgive Li Xin, and even hope that his illness will never be cured. I am so bad, will you regret liking me, will you not want me?"

Until now, Ning Cai showed the strong uneasiness in her heart.When Leng Huangxi heard this, he was both happy and sad.How did he force him into, he would think of using self-mutilation to win a little bit of his attention.

"Fool, I managed to get you back. How could I not want you? You can do whatever you want, just promise me that you will not stimulate me by hurting yourself again. The pain of losing you , I bear it once is enough."

"Really? Really don't want me?"

"Really! Shall I swear?"

Only then did Ning Cai calm down.

"No. Usually when you swear, something bad happens."

What is the logic?However, it is really cute to see Ning Cai shaking her head and pouting her lips.Leng Huangxi suddenly felt that maybe Ning Cai was really not as gentle as he appeared on the surface.Maybe, he might be stronger than him in his bones.He also began to look forward to what Ning Cai's other appearance would be like.

"Okay, let's go to sleep." Leng Huangxi asked Ning Cai to lie down, but he lifted the quilt and got out of bed.Ning Cai panicked, thinking that he was going to leave, she stretched out her hand to grab his sleeve.

"Don't go...I want to sleep with you!"

Leng Huangxi was taken aback, an inexplicable impulse surged up in his body.Think about it, the person you like is wearing your clothes, lying on your bed, pulling your sleeves, looking at you with pitiful eyes, and saying "don't go, I want to sleep with you" like this If you can hold back from doing something, then you are a god.

However, Leng Huangxi really held back.He knows now is not the time.So, he suppressed the impulse in his heart, sat back on the bed, bent down, and pressed a kiss on Ning Cai's forehead.

"I'm not leaving, I'm just going to the bathroom." Leng Huangxi had a smile on his eyes, but Ning Cai's face turned red, he actually said such embarrassing words.

"Oh." Ning Cai felt her face heat up, and was embarrassed by Leng Huangxi's look.He grabbed the quilt and covered it over his head, and turned his back to Leng Huangxi.

Leng Huangxi pretended to tug on Ning Cai's quilt, but she was pulled tightly.Knowing that he was shy and in a good mood, she planned to let him go.

Don't worry, there is still a lot of time in the future, let him go today, I cried so many times in a day, I must be tired from crying.

Leng Huangxi got up and walked away, only to hear the bathroom door close, and then the sound of rushing water, Ning Cai took off the quilt covering her head.His face was still red, and Ning Cai still felt strange when he thought of all the things that happened in the day. He turned around and looked at the huge painting on the opposite wall, and slowly laughed.While thinking about changing it to a warm scene one day, while listening to the sound of running water, I fell asleep.

When Leng Huangxi came out wearing a bathrobe, he saw that Ning Cai had already fallen asleep clutching the quilt, sleeping peacefully, and her brows were not wrinkled.

Leng Huangxi lay down on one side, looked at Ning Cai's sleeping face for a while, and gently kissed his lips.

"Good night...my little