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Chapter 95 [Past Events]

XX cemetery.

There is no one in the cemetery, and wild flowers are blooming all over the hill.Every tombstone commemorates a farewell that will never be seen again.The last smiles of so many people were all fixed on this empty mountainside, so calm and serene.

Leng Jishan stood in front of Shu Ziyi's grave holding a handful of white roses. Compared with the heartache of the first time, seeing each other this time was accompanied by despair and loneliness.

He didn't know how much effort he had to use to stand in front of this tomb. Looking at the photo on the tombstone, both of them were smiling happily, laughing away from the world.

Leng Jishan bent down to put the bouquet in front of the tombstone, then knelt down on one knee, and slowly knelt down.He raised his hand and gently touched the person in the photo.

"Ziyi, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I failed you, I blamed you. I'm sorry..." Leng Jishan said while crying.Now, he didn't know how to face the dead Shu Ziyi.

"Why...why didn't you tell me...you have my child? Is it because you hate me? Is it a punishment for me?" No matter how Leng Jishan asked, he couldn't get an answer.The wind in the mountains whizzed by, taking away not only the fragrance of flowers, but also cooling tears and inquiries that no one answered.

Leng Jishan changed his posture and sat down directly in front of the tombstone, regardless of whether he was wearing expensive clothes or not.

"We missed it for so many years, and we will never miss it again. Look... I bought your favorite white rose,

From now on... I will come to see you every day, okay? "

Leng Jishan looked at the mountain scenery, the pain in his heart was still very clear, he closed his eyes, felt the wind blowing across his cheeks, slowly, hoping that the stinging heart would calm down.

The phone rang suddenly, Leng Jishan opened his eyes, and picked up the phone that was put aside.

"Hey."

"Chairman, I found Young Master Ning."

"Ah."

Leng Jishan looked at the sky, the sun was about to set, and half of the sky was reddened by the sunset glow.He stretched out his hand to block his sight, and looked through his fingers. The beautiful picture was cut into several pieces by him.

Here is really a good place to watch the sunset.

"Ziyi... our child looks as good-looking as you. But... I made his beautiful face lose his smile."

"Chairman, do you want to bring Young Master Ning back?"

"No. I'm going to see him!"

"Understood. Master, do you want me to pick you up?"

"No, from now on, I'll give you a vacation, you can take a good rest."

"Master..."

"That's it, hang up."

After hanging up the phone, Leng Jishan looked back at the photo on the tombstone, this time he was not looking at Shu Ziyi, but the man next to her.

"Ning Zhiyuan, you have taken away the two things I want most in my life. Compared to me, maybe you are more suitable for Ziyi. Thank you for taking care of Ziyi and...my son for me. Xiao Cai, I will treat him well, you and Ziyi are in heaven, you can rest assured."

Leng Jishan stayed in the cemetery until it was dark before going back, but the place he went to was not the Leng family, the small building, or the Leng family mansion, but a certain residential complex.

In order to take care of Ning Cai, Li Ran specially asked for leave to make medicine for him at home.As soon as Ning Cai woke up, her head was still a little dizzy because she had been asleep for too long, and she couldn't tell where she was for a while.He looked at himself and found that he was still wearing a skirt, and then he remembered what was going on.He pretended to be a fan to meet Leng Huangxi, and suddenly felt sad, and then fainted.I don't remember anything after that.

Ning Cai got out of bed and changed her clothes. As soon as he opened the door of the room, he smelled a smell of Chinese medicine. He searched for the smell and went to the kitchen, where he found something boiling on the stove. He went to open it and found that it was Chinese medicine.

But who in the family is sick?Need to boil Chinese medicine to drink?

"Xiao Cai, why did you come out?" Li Ran went to the balcony to dry the clothes and came back, and saw Ning Cai in the kitchen.

"Sister Li?..." Ning Cai saw Li Ran, then looked at the medicine being brewed, and asked with some doubts, "Sister Ran is sick?"

"She is not sick, this medicine is for you to drink."

"Me? What's wrong with me? Why do I need to take medicine?" Ning Cai was a little nervous, thinking that she had some serious illness.

Li Ran walked over and took Ning Cai's hand, "You're fine. If this is for you to recuperate your body, you fainted yesterday, which scared me and Ran Ni. We invited an old Chinese doctor to see you, and he said You are weak and need to mend. Let's go out and talk." Li Ran took Ning Cai to the living room, treated him like a patient, and carefully supported him to sit down.

After sitting down, Li Ran seemed to have something to say.In order to show that she was fine, Ning Cai reached out and took the apple on the coffee table, looked to the side, found a fruit knife, was about to take it, but Li Ran picked it up first, and took the apple in Ning Cai's hand.

"Want an apple? I'll peel it for you."

"Sister Li, I'm really fine. For things like peeling fruit, I can do it myself."

"No!" Seeing that Ning Cai was going to grab the knife, Li Ran immediately hid behind her.Ning Cai was a little surprised, and didn't understand why Li Ran was so excited.

"Sister Li..."

"Xiao Cai... Tell me honestly, did you inflict the injury on your abdomen yourself? Don't lie to me, tell me the truth?"

Ning Cai froze a little, seeing Li Ran's refusal to give up, she had no choice but to avoid her gaze and nodded.

"Why? Just because that bastard doesn't love you? Are you going to commit suicide? Are you stupid?" Li Ran was a little excited, even angry. When she heard her say "that bastard", Ning Cai looked up in surprise. beginning.Leng Huangxi is Li Ran's idol, how could she say that about him?

Li Ran also knew that what she said was a bit too much, she endured it and let her calm down.

"Xiao Cai, do you know why Ran Ni and I treat you so well? Ran Ni has a younger brother, but he was sent away when he was very young. Because their family is poor and cannot support two children, her younger brother Some are autistic, so Ran Ni's parents would rather have a daughter than a disabled son. Over the years, Ran Ni has been looking for her younger brother. Maybe it is because she wants to find her brother too much, so she saw a boy of his age , she will involuntarily treat them well."

"What about you, Miss Li?"

"Me? I should be considered luckier than Ran Ni. I also have a younger brother named Li Ran. We both look like our mothers, so we were often mistaken for twin sisters when we were young. But in fact, I am two years older than Xiao Ran." , because he looked like a girl since he was a child, he was always misunderstood as my sister by others. The two of us have a very good relationship and never quarrel over anything. Xiao Ran is also very sensible and obedient. Although he is a younger brother, he always It is my elder sister who is always letting go. He is very smart and talented in music. When he was in middle school, others called him the little prince of piano. Everything was fine, and he could go to his favorite music school to study , but in the summer vacation when he finished the senior high school entrance examination, everything changed. At that time, I was thinking about the first year of high school, and our class organized a summer practice. At that time, my parents were on a business trip. I went with him. Because of that, he met a boy in our class."

Hearing this, Ning Cai roughly knew what kind of story would follow.He didn't say anything, though, and continued listening.

"At that time, Kexuan was chasing me, so he was very kind to Xiaoran. Because of this, Xiaoran fell in love with him. But he never dared to reveal his heart, because he knew that the person liked me So he has always liked it silently. Until Kexuan’s 18th birthday, our whole class held a celebration party for him. On that day, Kexuan confessed to me in front of everyone. I didn’t know him I have prepared so much for me, and I have never disliked him. Under the urging of so many people, I agreed to him. Xiao Ran was also there, but I was too happy to see his sadness. Later , we played like crazy, but Kexuan drank a lot of wine. He and Xiaoran lived in the same room, if I knew what would happen that day, I would definitely not leave Xiaoran there. I don’t know what happened that night, the first The next day Xiaoran told me that he was going home. I thought he was not used to it, so I persuaded him to stay. He never argued with me, so he stayed. In the next month, Kexuan and I were like Like all lovers who are passionately in love, they seize the opportunity to be sweet in front of everyone. Xiao Ran has been watching us silently from a distance. Gradually, he has become more and more silent and quiet. Sitting in the tree every day I was in a daze, sometimes when I saw him, he was crying. I asked him what was wrong, but he refused to say anything. Once he had a high fever and fell ill. I ended the practice early and sent him home Kexuan is my boyfriend, so he naturally sent us back with him. Kexuan didn't go home, but stayed at my house. One day we were kissing... for a while, I forgot that Xiaoran was still at home. When he saw us making out, he ran out on the spot. I thought he was frightened, so I wanted to chase him out and explain to him. But Kexuan stopped me and refused to let me go, saying that Xiaoran would come back. I thought he would too I came back, but it was the hospital that called me. Xiao Ran fainted on the street and was sent to the hospital. I rushed to the hospital, and the doctor said he had congenital heart disease. I was stupid at the time, I I always thought that Xiaoran never quarreled with others because of his personality, but it turned out that he had a heart attack. Xiaoran woke up, and after he knew his illness, he comforted me not to be sad, and said that he would survive." Li Ran Speaking of this, her eyes were already red, and Ning Cai could see that there was no good story behind, and Li Ran was unwilling to recall this sad past.

"I thought he was really that strong. Every time I went to see him in the hospital, he smiled and said he was fine. Just the day before the start of school, when I went to the hospital to look for him with his admission letter, he was in the hospital. The hospital committed suicide. When I went in, I saw blood all over the ground. His wrist was hanging down, and he was sleeping very peacefully. I didn’t understand why, he was so strong. Until the nurse gave me the letter he left for me, Only then did I understand how much he had suffered, and how much pain he had been enduring. He said he loved Kexuan, but Kexuan didn't love him. He said he envied me, even envied me, but he couldn't do anything Do. He said he was not qualified to fight with me, but he also didn’t want me to be with Kexuan. He said that he would not suffer until he died. When I changed his clothes, I realized that he was covered with The wounds, those are all made by himself. Every time he sees me and Kexuan getting back together, he will feel pain. At the end of the letter, he also begged me not to let Kexuan attend his funeral, because he didn’t want Kexuan to attend his funeral. Xuan saw his appearance. Xiao Ran, he is so stupid, for a man who doesn't love him, he actually..." Li Ran couldn't speak any more, and wept bitterly.After hearing this story, Ning Cai also felt sad.This seemed to be his own experience, no wonder Li Ran didn't let him touch the fruit knife just now.I'm afraid he will do something stupid too.It's just that he did that kind of thing once, and he won't do it again.Because even then, he would not be able to get Leng Huangxi's sincerity.

"Sister Li..." Ning Cai wanted to comfort Li Ran, but Bai didn't know how to do so.

"Later I broke up with Kexuan, but Kexuan didn't want to, and kept pestering me. I can't be with him anymore. Whenever I see him, I think of Xiaoran. I think I killed him. If If I didn't accept Kexuan, Xiaoran wouldn't die."

"Sister Li, no. It's not your fault. I think Xiaoran didn't want you to be sad by doing that. He chose not to say anything, but he didn't want to spoil your happiness. He probably thought he could get through it, but In the end, he didn't make it through." Ning Cai looked sad, as if talking about herself.

"Xiao Cai, promise me, you must not be like Xiao Ran." Li Ran grabbed Ning Cai's hand, very scared.

"Sister Li, don't worry. I won't do anything like that again. Because if a person doesn't love me, even if I die, he won't feel sorry for me. That way...it's not worth it. I won't be like Li Ran!"

"Xiao Cai, thank you." Hearing Ning Cai's promise, Li Ran felt relieved.She excitedly gave Ning Cai a hug, and then heard the sound of the doorbell ringing.

Li Ran wiped away her tears, "Sit down, I'll open the door. Ran Ni probably forgot to bring the key." Ning Cai nodded and watched Li Ran walk to the door.

"Why..." Li Ran opened the door, thinking it was Ran Ni, but when she saw the person in front of her, she was stunned.

"Hello, may I ask...does Ning Cai live here?"

Ning Cai, who was sitting in the living room, was peeling apples. He was taken aback when he heard the sound, and the knife and apples in his hand fell to the ground.Hearing the sound, Li Ran and the person who knocked on the door looked at the living room at the same time. Ning Cai stood up, turned her head, and met the person's eyes. At that second, time seemed to stop flowing.

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