So you are bad!

At the moment when Ning Cai would rather get injured and faint than go back with Leng Huangxi, Leng Huangxi already knew that Ning Cai had completely given up.I gave up believing in him, and I also gave up understanding and even forgiving him.

Therefore, when he woke up in the ward the next day and found that Ning Cai was missing again, he was not surprised or flustered at all.He knew that Ning Cai really planned to hide this time.He could never find him again.

Leng Huangxi was very calm, not even angry.When he left Ning Cai's ward, he happened to see Li Xin who was packed up and ready to be discharged from the hospital.

"Leng... Let's go home." Li Xin smiled at Leng Huangxi, just like he did a long time ago.

Leng Huangxi looked at him and thought of the last note Ning Cai left.

【Treasure Li Xin well, don't lose him again. 】

Yeah, he can't lose any more.He really couldn't lose what he had finally found back.But why is he not happy, not at all.It was as if one had been found, while the other had been lost by him.

Reconcile with Li Xin.Ning Cai, is this what you hoped for?If yes, then I...promise you.

Leng Huangxi walked up to Li Xin, took the bag in his hand, and took his hand.Li Xin was stunned by this move, and looked at Leng Huangxi puzzled.

"Cold, you..."

"What? Don't want me to hold you?"

"No." Li Xin hurriedly shook her head, clenched Leng Huangxi's hand, for fear that he would let go.

"Let's go."

"Okay." Li Xin nodded, smiling happily, and holding hands with Leng Huangxi, they walked out of the hospital together.Chu Mo watched from a distance, finally decided to let go, turned and left.Li Xin can find happiness, he is happy for him, but he can't bless him.He's not that great yet.

A week later.

Sometimes, a person's departure may not really change anything.Just like Leng Huangxi, during the seven days without Ning Cai, he also lived a regular life, still eating and sleeping, and he didn't seem to have any discomfort or change.Because I knew he would hide, I didn't even have to look for him.

After participating in the activities, Leng Huangxi returned home, but the time he returned was always very late, almost after Li Xin fell asleep.It's the same today, even if he doesn't have a schedule, he will stay in the company until very late before going back.She thought Li Xin was asleep as before, but when she entered the room, she saw Li Xin sitting on the sofa watching TV with the big frog in her arms.

"I'm back, have you had dinner yet?" Li Xin hugged the puppet and stood in front of Leng Huangxi. Leng Huangxi glanced at the frog in his arms, and suddenly felt very angry.Pulling the puppet from Li Xin's arms, he walked to the grocery store.He opened the door but was stunned. The previously disorganized room had been rearranged, and now it has become neat and clean.

"Ah, I thought it was a bit messy, so I tidied it up. When I tidied up these things, I realized that Leng was not mine alone. Are these all gifts from fans? It's really nice to be an artist, and you can receive so many things." Gift."

"Don't come in here again."

"Why?" Li Xin didn't seem very happy to see Leng Huangxi, and she didn't understand what she did wrong.

"Go to bed early." Leng Huangxi didn't explain, he threw the frog into the room and immediately closed the door, then turned and went upstairs.Seeing his indifferent reaction, Li Xin was a little unhappy, and ignored the frog, but went upstairs after him.

"cold."

Hearing Li Xin's call, Leng Huangxi stopped at the door of his room.Li Xin approached step by step, Leng Huangxi turned around, Li Xin raised her head and pressed a kiss on his lips.Leng Huangxi realized what he was doing, and stretched out his hand to push him away, but Li Xin stretched out his hand to wrap his arms around his neck, intending to continue the kiss.Leng Huangxi didn't respond. After kissing for a long time, it was Li Xin's hard work alone, and he had to give up in the end.

Leng Huangxi's indifference made him feel sad.

"No? Aren't we lovers?"

"You have heart disease now, not suitable for those things."

"Is it not suitable? Or do you not want it at all? Except for the day you held my hand when you were discharged from the hospital, you never touched me, and even avoided me every day. Cold, are you still angry with me? Are you Still refuse to forgive me? Tell me, what should I do to treat me like before? Tell me, what should I do? I don’t want to be like you, just like a stranger, I don’t want to..."

"Li Xin, calm down, don't get excited."

"Leng, don't be mad at me, okay? If you're like this, I'm afraid of me..." Li Xin started to cry while speaking. Leng Huangxi knew what he wanted to say, seeing that his mood was very unstable, he had to hug him Li Xin, try to comfort him and calm down his emotions.

"Don't get excited, I promise you won't be like this in the future."

After receiving Leng Huangxi's affirmative answer, Li Xin felt relieved.He hugged Leng Huangxi's back and refused to let go.On the seventh day of their reunion, Leng Huangxi finally let Li Xin live in a room with him, but he still wouldn't touch him or do anything to him.Although Li Xin was a little disappointed, he believed that one day Leng Huangxi would accept him again.

Leng Huangxi lay on the bed, coaxing Li Xin until he fell asleep, then he got up and went to sleep on the sofa downstairs.Reluctantly unable to fall asleep, Leng Huangxi got up again and went to the grocery room to carry the frog out, then returned to the living room, and put the frog on the edge of the sofa.

"Are you happy? Your roommate doesn't want you anymore, and you're still so happy. I just told you to take care of him. Now it's all right. He left you alone... Do you miss him?" Leng Huangxi pressed The frog's head made him nod.

"I also... miss him. But, I can't go to him. Seeing me, he will be even more sad." Leng Huangxi patted the frog's head, and said to himself, his tone was hard to hide Frustrated and lonely.

Turning off the light in the living room, Leng Huangxi lay on the sofa with his head in his arms, and under the bright moonlight, he began to recall the details of getting along with Ning Cai.

[Ning Cai, where are you now, what are you doing with who?Is your injury healed?Do you still have heartaches?Are you... with the person in your heart?Ning Cai...why...do I want to see you so much? 】

in a residential area.

"Xiao Cai'er, I'm back. I bought the cantaloupe-flavored milk tea you like." Ran Ni yelled at the room as soon as she got home, but no one responded for a long time, she was a little puzzled.Just as she put down the ice cream, she heard the doorbell ring, and she turned to open the door.

"Hey, Ran, why are you here?"

"Come and see Xiao Cai'er, how is he, is he better?" Li Ran changed his shoes and came in, holding a pastry box in his hand.

"He should be in the room, what did you buy?"

"Cantaloupe-flavored cake. I see that Xiao Cai'er is not happy these days, so I bought something he likes to eat."

"Wow, why don't you be so tacit? I also bought him cantaloupe milk tea. He should be very happy to know. I'll call him!" Ran Ni happily ran to Ning Cai's room, but when she opened the door, she didn't see her. people.She was puzzled for a moment, and then ran to the bathroom to check, but she didn't find anyone, so she was really panicked now.She finally went to the balcony, but still found no one.

Ran Ni returned to the living room and saw Li Ran cut the cake and brought it out.

"What's wrong? Where's Xiao Cai'er?"

"It's gone. I've searched all over the house, but there's no one there!"

Li Ran became anxious when he heard that, and immediately put down the cake.

"How could this be?"

"Ran, Xiao Cai'er has been in a bad mood these past few days. I saw him crying several times. You said he wouldn't do anything stupid, right?"

"Don't worry, if Xiao Cai'er does something stupid, she won't come to us. The most important thing now is that his injuries haven't healed yet. Let's go out and look for him. Maybe he just went for a walk nearby. It's fine."

Li Ran comforted Ran Ni, telling her not to think wildly.Ran Ni calmed down, picked the cake and milk tea into the refrigerator, took her handbag and went out with Li Ran.The two of them searched all over the neighborhood and several nearby streets, but they still couldn't find it.It wasn't until dark that the two of them gave up their search and rushed back.

Ran Ni was on the verge of crying, and she could never forget the day Ning Cai came to find her.It was raining heavily that day, and she was rushing to write at home when she got off work from the company. In the middle of writing, she heard someone knocking on the door, thinking it was a takeaway, but when she opened the door, she saw Ning Cai standing at the door, her whole body was wet and her face was pale. The shirt was still stained with blood.She didn't even realize what was going on, Ning Cai passed out directly in front of her.

Later, she sent Ning Cai to a small clinic in the community. She had a high fever all night. She wanted to send him to a big hospital, but Ning Cai refused to go.In the end, the fever subsided, and I fell asleep for a day before waking up.After waking up, Ning Cai refused to say a word, Ran Ni wanted to ask him what happened, but he just shook his head.If asked, Ning Cai would suddenly have difficulty breathing, Ran Ni had no choice but to take him home without asking any questions, and then let Ning Cai live.In the next few days, Ning Cai's mood improved and she was willing to speak, but she still didn't mention what happened that night or how she got her injuries.A few times when Ran Ni came back from get off work, she would see Ning Cai sitting on the balcony in a daze, with a paintbrush in her hand, but she didn't draw anything. Every time she called him, he would secretly wipe away tears.Ran Ni knew that something must have happened, she was very worried about Ning Cai, so she rushed home in time after get off work every day, just because she was afraid that something would happen to him, and now something really happened.

"Ran, I really don't want anything to happen to Xiao Cai'er. To me, he is like my own brother. I don't want anything to happen to him."

"Xiao Ni, it's all right. Little Cai'er will be fine. Maybe he's gone back now, let's go back and have a look, and if he doesn't come back, we'll call the police."

"Ah."

The elevator arrived at the floor where Ran Ni lived, and as soon as the elevator door opened, Ran Ni saw Ning Cai sitting at the door of her house.

"Little Cai!" Ran Ni rushed out and hugged Ning Cai.

"Where did you go? Do you know how much I worry about you?"

"Senior Ran, I... I just went to the rooftop to paint, and then fell asleep accidentally. I came down and found no one opened the door. I thought you hadn't come back. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you worry."

"I thought……"

"Okay, Xiao Ni, as long as Xiao Cai'er is fine. Hurry up and go in."

Ran Ni opened the door, and the three entered the room together.After entering the room, Li Ran poured Ning Cai a glass of boiling water.

"Drink some hot water, you have been blowing wind on the roof for so long, drink some hot water to warm your body."

"Thank you, Senior Sister Li."

"You, don't call us senior sister from now on. We are not in Z University anymore, anyway, we treat you like a younger brother, so you can call us older sister. If you feel difficult to distinguish, call Xiao Niran Sister, call me Sister Li. Or vice versa." Li Ran put down the water glass and sat down.She inadvertently glanced at the picture book beside Ning Cai, feeling a little curious.What kind of painting will you draw until you fall asleep?And even ran to a place as high as the rooftop to paint?

"Xiao Cai, if you want to go out in the future, remember to leave a note or send a text message to Xiao Ni, so that she won't worry."

"Li Xue... Sister Li, I'm sorry. I won't be like this in the future."

"Stop talking, let's eat the cake. Xiao Cai'er, this is your favorite flavor of cantaloupe."

"Thank you, but I have no appetite."

"Xiao Cai, you have been saying recently that you have no appetite. You eat so little every day. How thin do you look? Your injury has not healed yet. If you have any problems again, how can I explain to your family? Huh?" Ran Ni just said it in passing, but when she said "yours", Ning Cai's hand holding the cup visibly trembled.

Li Ran put down the fork in his hand, and asked, "Xiao Cai, after so many days, are you still unwilling to tell us what happened?"

Ran Ni patted Li Ran's arm, signaling her not to ask, she was afraid that Ning Cai would be emotionally unstable.

"Xiao Cai, we're just worried about you. You keep saying nothing like this, and we can't help you." Li Ran didn't give up asking, she didn't want Ning Cai to keep losing her mind like this.

"Ran, don't ask. This is Xiaocai's own business, so let it be if he doesn't want to say it."

"Senior sister, have you been used as substitutes? Moreover, it is the person you care about the most. You thought he was kind to you and gentle to you, but in the end you found out that all that was just an illusion. He just regarded you as that You are just a temporary substitute for a person, and you are just a tool for his revenge. Do you know that feeling? But knowing that everything is false, you still want to stay by his side, even if it is a false appearance, and you are willing to do so. Obviously it is He hurt you, but you can't blame him. The person in his heart is back, and he no longer needs to be a substitute. You can do nothing but leave him, and you don't even have the courage to confess. The saddest thing is you I ran away by myself, but I still couldn't stop thinking about him, wanting to know his news, eating well, sleeping well, and thinking about him for everything. Sister... I really don't know, it turns out that loving someone will It's so painful. I hate myself, why is it so useless, I can't even stand the person I like. I'm even more angry with myself, no matter what I do... I can't forget him. I'm so sad, I feel so sad, I just want to Something has been piercing my heart, as long as I think about him, it hurts here." Ning Cai's eyes were red as she spoke, and he was covering the position of his heart, which seemed to be really painful and sad.

Ran Ni couldn't stand it anymore, got up and sat next to him, hugged him, stroked his head, and comforted him over and over again.

"Xiao Cai, good boy, I don't want him anymore. We don't want him anymore, that kind of man who doesn't know how to cherish you, don't mind."

"But I can't do it. I think of him when I eat, I think of him when I sleep, I think of him when I read a book, I think of him when I paint, I think of him when it rains, I think of him when the wind blows, no matter what I do, I think of him." Sister Ran, can you help me, help me to see him?"

"Okay, I'll help you, I'll help you. Don't cry, a boy is crying like this." Ran Ni let go of Ning Cai, and took a tissue to wipe his tears.

"But Xiao Cai, who is that him you mentioned? You have to tell the sisters first, so we can help you."

"That's right, Xiao Cai. You've been refusing to tell me. Could it be that we know that person?" Li Ran guessed.

Ning Cai hesitated for a moment, then nodded.

"We know each other? Who? Ah, it can't be Helian?" Ran Ni said in surprise.

"No."

"Who is that? We know each other, and you don't know many men." Ran Ni was puzzled.

Li Ran saw that Ning Cai was still speechless, and suddenly thought of something.

"Xiao Cai, is that person... the prince?"

"Prince? How is it possible? It's too big to dye your brain, how could Xiaocai and the prince..."

"Yes!" Ran Ni hadn't finished speaking when she heard Ning Cai's answer, she was too shocked to speak.On the contrary, Li Ran was not very surprised, as if he had already guessed it.

It took a long time for Ran Ni to recover from the shock.Still in disbelief, she grabbed Ning Cai's hand.

"Little Cai'er, are you kidding me? I know my sister used to flirt with you, but this kind of thing..."

"Ran Ni, do you think Xiao Cai'er looks like she's joking?"

"No, Ran, aren't you surprised? That man is the prince, not a cat or a dog."

"Actually, we should have thought of it a long time ago. We should have thought of it when we saw the model who looked like Xiao Cai in a magazine. And later on, Xiao Cai paid less and less attention to the prince's affairs, so we should understand. He has never Ken should have guessed who that person was when he told us." Li Ran said calmly.

"So Xiao Cai, you and the prince... are really dating?"

Ning Cai shook her head, "He doesn't know that I like him. He doesn't like me either. What he likes is someone else."

"This, this, this is too explosive. It's unbelievable that the prince really likes men. He's such an absolute beauty."

"Ran Ni, what time is it, you're still rotten." Li Ran tapped Ran Ni's head with a fork.

"Ah. I'm sorry, Xiao Cai. I'm so excited. Cai'er, how do you want us to help you?"

"I want to see him. But I said that I would never appear in front of him again. I don't want him to know that I ran away by myself and went to see him with the cheek."

Ran Ni thought for a while, and suddenly thought of something.

"It's not easy. If you want to see him but don't want to be recognized by him, I have a way."

"any solution?"

Li Ran looked at Ran Ni, always feeling that she would not come up with any good solution.

"Hey, I took a look. Tomorrow morning, the prince will have a fan meeting. If you want to meet him, just pretend to be a fan."

"I knew you wouldn't come up with any good solution. Xiao Cai is already a fan of the prince, do you need to pretend? When signing the autograph, you are sure that he will not be recognized. If he is recognized, how about causing a commotion? What to do?" Li Ran was more rational and thoughtful.

"Oh, who said he was going to meet the prince like this? I mean, let Xiao Cai pretend to be a girl. Xiao Cai looks so good-looking and is so slender, no one will recognize her as a girl."

"Think of some crazy ideas. Don't think that I don't know that you want to satisfy your bad taste. Xiao Cai is so sad now, you still have the mind to make such jokes."

Ran Ni also knew that she had gone too far, she looked at Ning Cai apologetically, hoping he would not mind.

"Sister Ran, please help me."

"Xiao Cai, you really want to pretend to be a girl, right? Ran Ni was joking, and you play around with her too?" Li Ran was a little surprised.

"I just want to meet him and hear his voice."

"Hey, look, I just want to help Xiaocai. You don't want to see him so sad, Ran."

"Forget it. I've convinced you. Now, first, there will be a lot of people at the fan meeting tomorrow, and it may not be your turn. Second, there will be many reporters there tomorrow. If you cause any disturbance, I will But don't care about you."

"Don't worry, nothing will happen. Believe me, I also put makeup on my brother... and other boys when I was a freshman, and I will definitely not be recognized. But the current problem is that we need a wig , with waist-length hair and bangs." Ran Ni looked at Li Ran for help.

"I asked my friend, she is playing cosplay, there should be."

"Ah, that's good. Xiao Cai, don't worry, I will definitely dress you up beautifully. Ah, I'm so excited, what should I do. Finally let me meet a real CP."

"Hey, if I remember correctly, your boss is also a couple." Li Ran interrupted while making a phone call.

"That's different. One is my beloved younger brother, and the other is my idol. A combination of beauty and beauty."

"Sister Ran, he has a boyfriend, and he is very good-looking."

Seeing that Ning Cai was upset, Ran Ni immediately forked a piece of cake and handed the milk tea to him.

"Hey, don't think about anything. Get a good night's sleep after eating the cake, and sister will take you to see the prince tomorrow."

Li Ran called me back from the side, and made an OK gesture to the two of them.

Ning Cai ate a piece of cake, thinking that she would be able to see Leng Huangxi the next day, her depressed mood finally improved a bit.However, he was still worried, would he really not be recognized by Leng Huangxi after changing his disguise?Or, has he already forgotten his existence?