So you are bad!

Due to Leng Huangxi's sudden anger, the relationship between the two of them had finally eased back to the original point, even worse than before.

Although there was a quarrel, Leng Huangxi did not drive Ning Cai out of the car.After he calmed down, he even carefully put a Band-Aid on him, and when he wanted to escape, he pulled him hard.

"If you want to keep it for others to read, I don't mind if you tear it up." After posting it, Leng Huangxi said coldly.

Ning Cai didn't want to care about it at all, but the bitten place was always itchy and painful.It's really fair, he once bit him, is he paying it back now?It's just that he bit deeper and harder at the beginning, and the tooth marks can still be seen on the back of that person's hand.Ning Cai always felt that Leng Huangxi was cruel to him, but then he thought that maybe he himself was the cruelest one.She hid her feelings for him, but stayed by his side.Every time he gets angry, it is from him.Said to help him relieve his pain, but he was also the one who ignored his pain.

Leng Huangxi is actually right, what can he know?Leng Jishan, Li Xin, Chu Wanqing... He had never felt the pain caused to Leng Huangxi, so how could he know how deep the wound in Leng Huangxi's heart was.Because of his momentary kindness, he presumptuously asked him to give up suddenly and forgive those people. How could he make him forget those pains?

Ning Cai has always tried to understand Leng Huangxi and feel his pain, but now he understands that he has never really understood him, nor has he ever been considerate of him, and has always treated Leng Huangxi with his own ideas , never considered his feelings from his standpoint.It's like standing and talking without back pain. He doesn't understand anything at all, but he is still talking big.

In fact, Leng Huangxi already regretted it the moment he bit it down.He couldn't control his emotions more and more, when Ning Cai asked him to reconcile with Li Xin, he was almost angry.But what made him angry was not Ning Cai's meddling in his affairs with Li Xin, but Ning Cai's tone of voice that seemed to want to get rid of him.When he saw the fear and fear of him in Ning Cai's eyes, he was almost flustered and wanted to hug him, explain to him, say sorry to him, and tell him that he didn't mean it.But after all, he didn't do that, but said more ruthless and cruel words against his will.He didn't want to admit defeat, and the inexplicable guilt in his heart made him feel a sense of frustration that he had never felt before, just like he had always done that, and suddenly one day he realized that doing that was wrong, so much better than him, How could he admit his uncontrollable mistakes again and again.

What made him even more unacceptable was that he had been waiting for such an opportunity, a chance to be cruel to Ning Cai, a chance to be more cruel to Ning Cai.When he realized that he could no longer bear to use Ning Cai, he panicked like a devil suddenly discovering his soft heart.When he kept Ning Cai by his side, it was indeed for revenge.But when Ning Cai questioned him like that, he realized that was not the case at all.

Will a person who is used to being cruel and unfeeling get used to the sudden inexplicable soft-heartedness?After being a bad person for so long, the idea of ​​suddenly wanting to be a good person seemed to Leng Huangxi how stupid no matter how you looked at it.Therefore, when Ning Cai said those words, he was like grabbing a piece of driftwood. He wanted to break free from those regrets and guilt, and magnify his annoyance infinitely, so that it turned into anger towards Ning Cai. .

However, these are only a small part of the reasons. The reason why he did that was because he was afraid that one day he would let Ning Cai go and lose him completely.Leng Huangxi thought that he could keep Ning Cai by his side only in this way.

When they arrived at the villa, Leng Huangxi got out of the car first, leaving Ning Cai alone in the car, completely ignoring him.Ning Cai sat in the car blankly, feeling sad for a while, and before she could recover, the car door was opened.

"get off!"

Ning Cai looked at Leng Huangxi, not understanding why he suddenly fell back.Seeing that he was still sitting in the seat, Leng Huangxi simply got into the car by himself, then unfastened the seat belt for Ning Cai, and dragged him out of the car.

"Don't you want me to forgive him? I'll let you see now how I forgive him. "

After Leng Huangxi said such an unclear sentence, he dragged Ning Cai into the house.As soon as he entered the room, Leng Huangxi pressed Ning Cai against the wall and kissed her.Regardless of Ning Cai's struggle, he just kept kissing her, but he didn't make any further moves.It wasn't until there was a sound of breaking that Leng Huangxi let him go, Ning Cai pushed him away in panic, and in a blink of an eye she saw Li Xin standing in the dining room with a shocked face, with broken plates under her feet.

Ning Cai was so surprised that she couldn't speak. Seeing Li Xin's expression of disbelief, he was even more unwilling to believe it. Why did Li Xin appear here?How did he get in?And just now, did he see it?Leng Huangxi did it on purpose. He knew Li Xin was here, so he did it on purpose.

"No... I'm sorry. I... I don't know about you... I... I'm cooking... I'm sorry to bother you. I... I'm leaving first!" Li Xin resisted the pain in his heart, showing a forced smile, He untied his apron in a panic, and hurried out.Leng Huangxi kept watching blankly, Ning Cai came to his senses, thinking of Li Xin's condition, he wanted to chase him out, but was held back by Leng Huangxi.

"I said, don't do anything!" Leng Huangxi let go of Ning Cai, turned and went out.Ning Cai froze on the spot, turned around stiffly, and saw Leng Huangxi catching up to Li Xin through the floor-to-ceiling windows.He didn't know what they were talking about, but when Ning Cai saw Leng Huangxi holding Li Xin back, he didn't let him leave.

Leng Huangxi took Li Xin's hand and dragged him to her.Seeing his hurt expression, he smiled coldly.

"I've already found this place, so don't you feel it's a pity to leave like this? Don't you want to come back to me? You can't bear this pain, and you still want me to forgive you?"

Li Xin choked with sobs, he looked sadly at Leng Huangxi's pretendingly indifferent eyes.

"Is this the pain you said you want me to taste?"

"Yes, Li Xin, how does it feel to be abandoned?" Leng Huangxi deliberately emphasized the word "abandon". When Li Xin heard it, he couldn't stop crying. He didn't know how regretful he was.

"Leng...do you love him? Or...do you do this just to annoy me?" Li Xin asked crying.

Leng Huangxi didn't answer him immediately, he sneered, and then reached out to wipe the tears on Li Xin's face.

"Li Xin...can't you see it? That's not to anger you, but to take revenge on you. Don't you still love me? But I...don't love you anymore! You already knew...why are you so stupid Hey ran back? Do you want to come back to me? Can you bear it, and I will not drive you away if you want to stay. However, when you can't stand it, remember to say it!" Leng Huangxi said ruthless words, and he let go Li Xin, take a few steps back, not to see how Li Xin is crying.Turning around indifferently, she saw Ning Cai standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows and looking at them.

"If you don't love me anymore, why do you use my birthday as your password? Why do you still keep the picture I drew for you? Leng, you still have me in your heart, why don't you admit it?" Li Xin looked sad.

Leng Huangxi didn't turn around, his eyes kept falling on Ning Cai who was in the room.Seeing Leng Huangxi looking at him, Ning Cai turned around immediately.

"Do I still have you in my heart? Do you want to stay and see for yourself?" Leng Huangxi went back to the room after speaking, leaving Li Xin with a determined back.

Li Xin clutched her heart and smiled wryly.

"Leng, do you know that the person you used to take revenge on me also likes you?" It seems that Li Xin is not the only one who has to endure this torment.He or Ning Cai, who will be unable to bear it first?Whoever can't bear it first loses!

In the end, Li Xin did not leave, but naturally decided to stay.As if he didn't know Ning Cai, he re-introduced himself while sitting at the dinner table.

"Hi, I'm Li Xin. It's Leng's ex-boyfriend!"

Li Xin stretched out her hand and showed a friendly smile.Ning Cai knew that Li Xin must regard him as a rival in love, so she deliberately pretended not to know him well.

"Hello...my name is Ning Cai. It belongs to Leng Huangxi..."

"Is your current boyfriend?" Li Xin interrupted Ning Cai with a smile.

"No. Don't get me wrong, he and I... are not dating." Because Leng Huangxi was not by his side, Ning Cai still told the truth, he didn't want to deceive anyone.

"Then... is Leng unilaterally pursuing you? Just now..."

"No. He just..."

"Li Xin!" Leng Huangxi's voice suddenly sounded behind him. Ning Cai looked at Li Xin, hesitating whether to continue talking, but Leng Huangxi had already pulled him up from the chair.

"You seem to be a little confused about the situation. We have already broken up. Do you think you are qualified to ask this now?" Leng Huangxi deliberately put his arms around Ning Cai's waist. Although Li Xin knew it was intentional, he still Sadly, he looked away.

"It's cold, you're down. Let's eat, I made your favorite food..."

"No need, I'm not hungry! Also, that's what I used to love, but now I hate it the most!" Leng Huangxi interrupted Li Xin, listening to Leng Huangxi say such cruel words, Li Xin couldn't hold back .

"Yes...is that so? I thought...you would always like it? I remember you said that as long as it is made by me, you think it is the best. It seems...I am too self-righteous."

Ning Cai looked at the disappointed expression on Li Xin's face, he broke free from Leng Huangxi's arms, returned to his seat and sat down, picked up the chopsticks and took a bite of the food in front of him.

"It's delicious. I didn't expect you to be so good at cooking. No wonder Leng Huangxi is so picky. However, it seems a bit spicy!" Ning Cai felt very uncomfortable seeing the two of them like this, listening to Li Xin talk about the relationship with Leng Huangxi In the past, it was even more sad.He felt that his current mood must be worse than Li Xin's.

Leng Huangxi pulled out a chair and sat down next to Ning Cai, Ning Cai and Li Xin both stood up at the same time, habitually wanting to serve Leng Huangxi a meal.Ning Cai was taken aback for a moment, only to realize that this kind of thing should not be done by him now, so he withdrew his hand and sat down.Li Xin smiled, served Leng Huangxi's meal, and handed it to him.

Leng Huangxi picked up the chopsticks and handed them to Ning Cai, who looked at him inexplicably.

"You feed me!"

"Varied……"

"I hurt my hand, didn't I? Why, I walked with you all day today, and you can't feed me a meal?"

Of course Ning Cai knew that Leng Huangxi's hand was injured, but how could a hand that could drive a car not be able to hold chopsticks?Does he have to be like this, looking for opportunities to anger Li Xin anytime and anywhere?When he did this, Ning Cai would only feel that he cared about Li Xin, so she felt even more sad, and she didn't want to do what Leng Huangxi wanted.Is this what he said before to show him?The so-called how bad it is, is it actually making the people you care about feel uncomfortable when you are not feeling well?

Ning Cai glanced at Li Xin and handed him the chopsticks.

"Come on, I can't do this kind of thing. I'm sorry, I suddenly remembered something, you guys take your time. I'll go upstairs first!" Ning Cai put the chopsticks in Li Xin's hands, got up and was about to leave .Leng Huangxi's face suddenly became very ugly. He took Ning Cai's hand, pulled it back, and let Ning Cai sit on his lap. He put his arms around his waist to prevent him from getting up.

"I allow you to go? Eat!" After speaking, Leng Huangxi picked up the chopsticks and fed the food to Ning Cai's mouth.

Seeing Leng Huangxi's actions, Li Xin's heart trembled.Was he too jealous to take it seriously?Why did he feel that Leng Huangxi showed a kind of care for Ning Cai!Li Xin felt a sudden pain in his heart, he held onto the edge of the table to prevent his illness from breaking out in front of Leng Huangxi.

"No... I'm sorry, I'm going to the bathroom." After Li Xin finished speaking, he rushed into the bathroom. As soon as he left, Leng Huangxi dropped the chopsticks in his hand, feeling that it was meaningless.

"Leng Huangxi, is it interesting? Do you feel better about hurting someone you like like this? Is this what you call being bad? Torturing others is also torturing yourself? Please stop deceiving yourself, you obviously care about him!" Ning Cai pushed Leng Huangxi away and got up from him, unable to hide the sadness in his heart, he followed into the bathroom after speaking.

After being reprimanded for no reason, Leng Huangxi stood up, angrily swept all the dishes on the table to the floor, then turned and went upstairs.

Ning Cai opened the door of the bathroom and saw Li Xin just swallowed a few pills, and he walked over to support him.

"Are you okay? Do I need to take you to the hospital?"

"I'm fine, nothing serious."

"Li Xin... I'm sorry. I really have nothing to do with Leng Huangxi, he just..."

"I know! He just wants to take revenge on me." Li Xin interrupted Ning Cai, and stood up while leaning against the wall.

"Ning Cai...can you promise me something?"

"what?"

"Don't tell him about my illness."

"Why? Maybe tell him, and he won't treat you like this again." Ning Cai didn't understand.

"Because, this is what I owe him. He said that he wants me to taste all the pain he has experienced. Maybe this is the only way to repay the crime I committed to him. Ning Cai, if you have a little bit of me as a friend If you don’t, please don’t tell him. I don’t want him to know about it one day and feel guilty about me.”

"Okay. I promise you not to tell him. But what about yourself? How long do you think you can keep him from him when he treats you like this?"

"It's a day to hide it. If I can't ask him to forgive me when he finds out, I can only count it as what I deserve."

Ning Cai didn't know what to say, he looked at Li Xin's pale face, and suddenly felt sorry for him.What is he going to use to compete with this person?If one day Li Xin really begged him to leave Leng Huangxi, maybe he would really agree.How could he have the nerve to fight for his last thing with a person who is not long to live?

The two went out together, and when Ning Cai saw the debris and food all over the place, she was no longer surprised.

"Let me help you to rest, just wait here for me to clean up."

"Ah."

Ning Cai helped Li Xin to her room.

"Did you bring any clothes?"

Li Xin shook her head.

"Then you can wear mine first. From now on, you can live in this room."

"how about you?"

"Me? I'm going to live downstairs!" That's where he really should be.

"Ning Cai... thank you."

"You don't have to thank me. In the future... Leng Huangxi may use me to do things that make you even more sad. Although it was not my will, I still feel sorry for you."

Li Xin was silent. Indeed, without Ning Cai, how could Leng Huangxi use him.But maybe it wasn't Ning Cai, it could be someone else.What's more, Ning Cai must be very sad.If he hadn't been too obsessed with Leng Huangxi, he wouldn't have the heart to fight Ning Cai.In the face of feelings, everyone wants to be selfish.

After Ning Cai settled Li Xin, she went downstairs to clean.He was restless as he sorted out the debris on the floor.

"Hiss!" Because of distraction, Ning Cai accidentally cut his finger on the debris on the ground. He held his bleeding finger and suddenly thought of his dead father.

In the past, when he was cut by a knife, his father would always be the first to rush up, hold his little hand, help him suck the blood off his hand, then give him a blowjob, and finally put a cute sticker on him band Aid.

He remembered what Leng Huangxi did to him in the car again, and he gently stroked the wound on his neck, where the Band-Aid was still stuck.For no reason, he felt very uncomfortable in his heart, and it was the feeling that he wanted to cry but couldn't cry.Although Li Xin is pitiful, at least he is still caring and considerate, and there is someone like Chu Mo who loves him deeply, but what about him?He has nothing!What you get from your beloved is all indifference and hurt.Now, let alone caring, there is not even anyone who pities him.

The hand was grabbed suddenly, Ning Cai looked up and saw Leng Huangxi.He wrapped his bleeding finger in a tissue.

"You really want to be injured once a day regardless of the occasion. So what kind of physique do you have? Are you a fish? You plan to bruise yourself all over your body?" Leng Huangxi said while stopping Ning Cai's bleeding, and finally posted it on him band Aid.

Li Xin is not here now, is he still acting?

"Get out of the way." Leng Huangxi pulled Ning Cai up, pushed him aside, then picked up the broom himself, and swept all the debris on the ground into the trash can. Ning Cai looked at him in amazement and puzzlement.

"What are you doing in a daze? Don't wash your hands?"

"Night...good night." Ning Cai said good night and walked to the previous hut. Before she could open the door, Leng Huangxi grabbed her.

"You plan to sleep here?"

"I gave up my room to Li Xin. It doesn't matter if I sleep here!"

"I said it's a pile of debris."

"Then I'll sleep on the sofa."

"No! Do you want to get sick again?"

"Then I..."

"Go to sleep in my room!"

"What? Why..." Ning Cai originally wanted to ask why, but he suddenly thought that he did this to anger Li Xin.If you think about it this way, there's nothing you don't understand.

"Got it." Ning Cai took out her hand and walked upstairs.Should he be happy?He should be happy to be able to go to Leng Huangxi's room, right?But why, so sad in my heart?

Seeing Ning Cai going upstairs, Leng Huangxi couldn't help asking himself: Leng Huangxi, are you taking revenge?If he used a person like this, who would he seek revenge on?