So you are bad!

Ning Cai lay on the bed and couldn't fall asleep at all. As soon as he closed his eyes, he saw the scene of Leng Huangxi fainting in front of him in the morning. Such a scene shocked him more than seeing the wounds on Leng Huangxi's body.At that moment, it was like witnessing the death of his parents again, and it was the same, bleeding in front of him.Ning Cai turned on the bedside lamp and sat up. He really didn't dare to close his eyes now, so he simply used other ways to pass the time.

Open the drawer, take out the box inside, and take out the photos inside.The photo shows a family of three, smiling happily.Ning Cai gently caressed the person in the photo, and tears fell unconsciously.

"Dad, Mom, I'm sorry, I lost the necklace you left me. Mom, I went to find Uncle Leng. I didn't expect him to really help me, and he was so kind to me. Uncle Leng and Mom and Dad must be very good friends. But... such a good person, why would he treat his son like that? Dad, if you treat me like this, I will definitely feel very sad. That person... His body and heart are full of wounds. I want to help him heal, but... I don't have the qualifications, the person who can heal him is not me..."

Ning Cai was crying and talking to himself, when he heard a knock on the door, he quickly put the photo back into the box and put it in the drawer.Wiping away tears in a panic, he went to open the door.As soon as the door was opened, Leng Huangxi was standing at the door, having already changed his clothes.

"Yes... what's the matter?" Ning Cai avoided Leng Huangxi's gaze, but he was exposed the moment he opened the door.

"I told you not to cry in front of me, so you are hiding and crying alone now? Ning Cai, are you a woman?" Leng Huangxi walked into Ning Cai's room alone. Ning Cai looked at him like this He acted like this, thinking of the two people sleeping in the same bed the night before.

"Tonight... again, do you want to sleep here? If you want to sleep here, then I'll go downstairs and sleep well."

Ning Cai didn't have the courage to share the same bed with Leng Huangxi again, Leng Huangxi pulled back the person who turned around and wanted to go out.

"Don't worry... I won't sleep here, you go get me something to eat, I'm hungry." Leng Huangxi ordered, while letting go of Ning Cai, and sat on the bed, as casual as his own room.

Here again, it's cooking again, and after it's done, you have to go out again?

"Then... what do you want to eat?"

"You can do whatever you can." Leng Huangxi collapsed on the bedside, and picked up the sample draft of the novel that Ning Cai put on the left to read.

"You still write this kind of thing?"

"No...it's from the magazine I work for, I...help them draw illustrations." Ning Cai said with some hesitation, he didn't really want to tell Leng Huangxi that he had found a job.

"You have a job? Are you still in class?"

"I... I'll cook for you." Ning Cai didn't want to continue this question, he turned around and left the room, Leng Huangxi looked at the sample for a while, then put it aside bored, but the author's The name really made him uncomfortable. He didn't choose any name, but it had to have the same pronunciation as a person he hated.

Ning Cai had something on her mind, and she didn't concentrate when cooking. Leng Huangxi stood at the door and watched for a long time, seeing how he was cutting vegetables in a daze, and was really worried that he would walk over to snatch the bloody vegetables when he ate them. took the knife in Ning Cai's hand.

"Are you going to cook for me like this? You don't think you have enough injuries, do you?"

"Sorry, I……"

"How to cut? Slice?" Leng Huangxi looked at the potatoes in his hand.

"Cut into pieces!" Ning Cai was pushed away by Leng Huangxi after he finished speaking, and then saw him cut the potatoes in his hand into pieces quickly with a knife.His left hand was still wrapped in gauze, Ning Cai looked surprised and worried.

"So...you know how to cook!" Ning Cai suddenly smiled, feeling surprised.He thought of his suspicions about Leng Huangxi, thinking that a person with such beautiful hands was only used to play the piano, but he didn't expect that he would also use those hands to hold a kitchen knife to cut vegetables.I used to think that artists must be out of this world, but now I see the big star Leng Huangxi who has thousands of favorites standing in front of me, talking to him, and chopping vegetables, that feeling is like a dream.

Leng Huangxi glanced at Ning Cai's fleeting smile from the corner of his eye, and stopped chopping vegetables.Then he handed the knife to Ning Cai again.

"You do it!"

"I see! You go and wait outside." Ning Cai took the knife and picked up the onion beside her.

"No...don't add that! I won't eat it."

"Oh! Is there anything else you don't want to eat?" Ning Cai pointed to the ingredients prepared in front of her.

"No more! Hurry up!" Leng Huangxi walked out of the kitchen in a panic.He just wanted to tell Ning Cai not to cut onions, it would smudge her eyes.In the past...every time that person cut onions, he would be so smoked that tears flowed down his face.

Ning Cai quickly finished the meal. After serving all the dishes on the table, she served Leng Huangxi the meal and handed the chopsticks to him, as if she was taking care of an elderly person with disabilities. Very thoughtful.

"Eat slowly, just put it away after eating, I'll clean it up later."

"sit down!"

"what?"

"Don't understand? Tell you to sit down. Go get the bowls and chopsticks!"

"Well, I'm not hungry, I..."

"Don't make me say it a second time!"

"...Yes!" Ning Cai was helpless, knowing that it was useless to resist Leng Huangxi, she turned around and went into the kitchen to get the bowls and chopsticks, and filled herself with rice.

Ning Cai kept her head buried in her meal and didn't pick up any food, her movements were too cautious.Seeing him like this, Leng Huangxi felt unhappy again.He added a piece of potato into Ning Cai's bowl, and Ning Cai looked up at him in shock.

"Eat and see first, is it cooked?" Leng Huangxi said solemnly.Seeing his awkward look, Ning Cai remembered the first time he ate at the same table with Leng Huangxi. Before, he probably couldn't say which ones he liked and which ones he didn't like, right? Sit down with a person and discuss how the dishes are today, whether the taste is salty or bland, he may never have.

Ning Cai picked up the potatoes in the bowl and put them in her mouth, suddenly feeling satisfied.Half of this dish was finished by Leng Huangxi.

"It's ripe! It's not poisonous, don't worry!"

"You hate me so much, who knows if it's poisonous!"

"Leng Huangxi... said that I hate you, I take it back! I... don't hate you!"

"Do you think you can easily take back what you say? If you want to take it back, don't say it in the first place!"

Ning Cai didn't know why her words made Leng Huangxi unhappy again. Hearing his tone, she seemed to be angry again.

"I won't say it anymore. If this is the case, I won't say it in the future."

"No, it's normal for you to hate me. After all, I have done so many things to you. As I said, don't forget or forgive the crimes committed against you by others!"

Leng Huangxi's words were a bit self-defeating, and Ning Cai was not happy when she heard it.

He put down the bowl and chopsticks and looked at Leng Huangxi.

"Do you know how many people have done sorry to me from my birth to now? If I don't forget and care about it, what will my life be like? Ken can think about how to get revenge every day, how to Back to those compensations, then... I will probably be overwhelmed by those resentments, and then live a very tired life. It's not that I don't care, but I don't get anything if I care. Besides... what you did to me Those are nothing compared to those so-called relatives who kicked me out and completely ignored me. Leng Huangxi... You just did something that others thought was wrong according to your temper. That is not a crime. How can those things... be crimes?" In the last sentence, Ning Cai said it to Leng Huangxi, and she also said it to herself, but it's just a matter of this level, how can it be described with such a serious word as "crime".

Leng Huangxi didn't respond to Ning Cai's lecture-like remarks. After all, in his heart, he didn't really want to hear Ning Cai say something that hated him.He didn't know whether Ning Cai was stupid or really kind. He always felt that those words were said to him deliberately, as if they meant something.

"Did Warren tell you that I'm... self-abuse when I drink?"

"Ah."

"Do you want to know why? Why does such a strong-looking person do such a thing? You must really want to know?"

"Really... can you tell me?"

"Although I don't know how much you know about me and my...his affairs, but Warren is right, he is the root cause. When he abandoned me, I once thought, should I not appear in this world On, why I was born, but no one cares about me, loves me. Why all the people are close to me, and then they all leave me. Do you know why I am an entertainer? I think, maybe... only those who are full of Yearning and blind fans will never retreat from their love for artists. However, it took me a long time to realize that no love lasts forever, and they will change their hearts. When they see newcomers or better artists, they will also Abandoned you immediately. So I don't believe it, I don't believe anything."

Is that how you feel?Has he always lived in this mood?Is that why he became indifferent?How pessimistic it is to think that you shouldn't be in this world.Is it because of this that you do things that hurt yourself when you don't realize it?What has this person been through?To make him have such terrible and pathetic thoughts.

"Don't look at me with such pitiful eyes. What I don't believe the most is that kind of eyes."

"Leng Huangxi, have you ever tried to trust someone? No matter what he did to you, no matter right or wrong, you are still willing to trust him without hesitation. Have you ever?"

Before Leng Huangxi could answer, Ning Cai continued.

"I have! No matter how that person hurts me, I am willing to believe that it is not from his heart. No matter how he drives me away, I want to stay by his side. I want him to be happy, I hope he can laugh more, even I hope I can replace him for being injured, and replace him for pain."

Looking at Ning Cai's determined and gentle eyes, Leng Huangxi actually felt jealous. He was jealous of the person who could make Ning Cai have such an expression. When Ning Cai said that there was such a person, the first thing he thought of was Personally, it was Leng Jishan.This made him angry again.He suddenly threw the chopsticks, stood up, crossed the table, pinched Ning Cai's chin, and strangled Ning Cai's neck.

"Ning Cai, why do you always have the ability to say something that makes me want to punish you? Who are you talking about in front of you now?"

Ning Cai looked up at Leng Huangxi, he did not resist, was not afraid, nor was he angry, but endured silently.

"So... I hope that you can also meet such a person who can trust you unconditionally and protect you. Everyone born in this world has a meaning of existence. Please don't talk about whether you are right or not in the future... Such words should not appear in this world. Although...those people don't care enough about you, but at least they are still there, and now I...don't even have a single person to hate."

"You..." Leng Huangxi saw the loneliness in Ning Cai's eyes, and thought of the fact that Ning Cai had lost her parents, he angrily threw away his hand, kicked away the chair, turned around and went upstairs.

Ning Cai clutched her neck, breathing quickly, looking at the dishes on the table that had hardly been touched, and the chopsticks thrown to the ground by Leng Huangxi, he laughed sadly.

[Why don't you ask who that person is?If you ask, maybe I will tell you that that person is you. 】