So you are bad!
Chapter 69 [Calm]
After coming out of Z University, Ning Cai was not in a hurry to go to Huangyu, he had an appointment with the writer of the work he was in charge of, so he decided to go to Shenlan first.
When the bus was squeezed, the driver seemed to be unable to drive. He drove the car wobbly. When he reached the traffic light, he also slammed on the brakes. Someone bumped into him, and his chest hurt.Ning Cai just remembered that he was kicked by Leng Huangxi.Look at how humble he is, how unkind that person is to him, and how he actually agreed to his unreasonable request.In order to stay by his side, have you reached the point where it doesn't matter even if you are bullied by him?Ning Cai clutched her chest, laughing at herself one after another in her heart.In fact, Leng Huangxi was right in scolding him, he has been short of love for too long, as long as someone treats him with a little tenderness, his heart will soften and move.However, that person can only be Leng Huangxi.
If it wasn't for Leng Huangxi's kiss, which was so gentle that he couldn't refuse, how could he nod his head in agreement.Thinking of that kiss, Ning Cai's heart was boiling hot, as if she had been shot by love, happy and painful.What kind of person would a person like Leng Huangxi fall in love with?Has he ever loved anyone?Even if it is a fierce tiger, there are times when it sniffs a rose carefully. Who is that rose in his heart?
If Leng Huangxi could have received Leng Jishan's love since he was a child, would he be as beautiful as a dream now?
Deep Blue Magazine.
After meeting with the writer, Ning Cai ran into Ran Ni who was about to go out.
"Little Cai, why are you here?"
"Come to meet with the writer and discuss about illustration."
"Have we finished talking?"
"Well! How about you, senior? Do you want to go out now?"
"Ah, yes. Liran is sick. I'm worried. I have to go and see her."
"Sister Li is sick? Is it serious?"
"It's nothing, it's just overwork and malnutrition, plus it's her menstrual period. Alas, she's just that strong. She's already a department manager, so I don't know why she's still working so hard."
"I'll go see her too."
"No need, you know Li Ran, the last thing you want others to see her is sick. Wait until she gets better before going."
"OK then."
"Well, that's fine, I'll go first. The three of us, siblings, have a good get together some other day."
"Ah."
"Let's go." Ran Ni left in a hurry after finishing speaking, Ning Cai knew that although Ran Ni didn't say anything on the surface, she must be very worried about Li Ran.Li Ran was the strongest woman he had ever seen. This time, there might be other reasons for her illness.
Forget it, it's useless to guess by yourself, you must ask carefully next time you meet.Ning Cai took the sketch in her hand and walked towards the elevator.Suddenly a person bumped into him and knocked his drawing to the ground.Ning Cai thought to herself, why do people always like to bump into him today.
"Sorry...it's you!" The person who bumped into Ning Cai took off his sunglasses and wanted to apologize, but when he saw that it was Ning Cai, his tone immediately became hostile.When Ning Cai heard the voice, she looked at the person in front of her.Isn't this the woman who made a fuss at Leng Huangxi's villa last time?Why is she here.
"What are you doing here?" Chu Yiman's tone became very bad when he saw Ning Cai.
"You go down first, I have something to talk to this person." Chu Yiman turned her head and said to the assistant behind her, Ning Cai didn't want to talk to her, and knelt down to pick up the sketches on the ground.
Wearing shiny high heels, Chu Yiman stepped on the drawing that Ning Cai was about to pick up.
"Miss Chu, please get out of the way." Ning Cai's tone was not good, as Chu Yiman clearly wanted to trouble him.
Being yelled at by Ning Cai, Chu Yiman moved his foot unwillingly.Ning Cai picked up the drawing, stood up and was about to leave.Chu Yiman wanted to pull him, but Ning Cai avoided him, but her long nails drew a few bloodstains on the back of Ning Cai's hand.
"It's you who want to avoid it yourself. It's none of my business!"
"What do you want?" Ning Cai knew that Chu Yiman would not give up.
"I said, we need to talk."
"I don't think we have anything to talk about."
"Really? You think that LEN likes you because he keeps you by his side. Don't dream. Seeing that you are actually quite pitiful, I am not afraid to tell you. LEN already has someone in his heart. And that person, already Come back, and soon you will be driven away."
"Miss Chu, in my opinion, you are the truly pitiful person."
"What did you say?"
"Now, at least I can still be by his side. As for you, it's impossible to even get close to him. Also, since you know that he has someone in his heart, you still want to rely on him. Isn't it pitiful for you to be like this?"
"You..." Chu Yiman hurt her feet when she was caught, and wanted to slap Ning Cai angrily, but someone grabbed her hand.
"Miss Chu, Ning Cai is an employee of the magazine. If he has done anything wrong, you can tell me directly. If you beat someone like this, if the reporter was photographed, what do you think they will write?"
"Xiao...Editor Xiao, you misunderstood. How could I beat your employees?" Chu Yiman was frightened by Xiao Fan's aura, and she didn't dare to do it again. Xiao Fan is not a good thing.
Chu Yiman glanced at Ning Cai, feeling unwilling, but still smiled apologetically.She didn't expect that this person named Ning Cai would have friendship with Xiao Fan.He is lucky today, if he meets her next time, she won't give up like that.
"Since it's a misunderstanding, my employees can go to work first."
"Of course. Ning Cai, I'm sorry I bumped into you just now. I still have something to do today, so I'll make an apology to you another day." Chu Yiman knew that she would only be embarrassing if she stayed now, so she put on her sunglasses and left arrogantly up.
"Thank you, Editor-in-Chief Xiao."
"You're welcome. It's not a day or two for Chu Yiman to be domineering because of her backstage strength. If it wasn't because his brother is my friend, I wouldn't let her be a model for Shen Lan."
It turned out that she came to Shenlan to work, and she didn't see her often after that.
"When you came for the interview, Xiaohan said that he would keep you no matter what. I asked him why, and he said that you have his shadow in you. Now it seems that you are really like that." Xiao Fan only needs to mention Lu Yihan always showed gentle eyes.
"Director Lu?"
Ning Cai saw Lu Yihan coming this way, he saluted Xiao Fan and left first.
It turns out that Leng Huangxi has someone he likes, he really has someone he likes, and he still likes them now.That person is back, so will they be together?Then what are you?What is it to stay by his side?And Leng Huangxi, why give him hope when he was about to give up.
After leaving Shenlan, Ning Cai went to the small building by car. His luggage was still there, and he had to go get it.However, thinking of meeting Leng Jishan made him feel a little complicated.On the one hand, he was very grateful to Leng Jishan and regarded him as a respectable elder, on the other hand, he thought of Leng Jishan's cruelty to Leng Huangxi.Is that really what a biological father would do to a son?Ning Cai thought of her father, who had never hit him, not even yelled at him loudly.In his impression, his father should be the kind of person who can be relied on like a mountain, giving strength and warmth, rather than causing harm.
Some people have certain things, no matter how much you avoid them, you will still encounter them. Ning Cai stood outside the small building for a while, and then walked into the yard.After ringing the doorbell for a while, no one came to answer, Ning Cai thought maybe he came at the wrong time, he was a little disappointed, so he had to turn and leave.
After going back and forth like this, more than half of the time was spent. When Ning Cai returned to Huangyu, a fiery red sunset appeared in the sky, like a large piece of red brocade, hanging in the sky.
The gate of the yard was locked, and Leng Huangxi hadn't come back yet, so Ning Cai couldn't get in, so she had to sit at the door and watch the sunset.Watching the orange sun sinking little by little, Ning Cai's heart gradually returned to calm.Sunrise makes people hopeful, and sunset makes people feel refreshed.Ning Cai thought of the ancient saying "work at sunrise and rest at sunset", which is actually a kind of tranquility and leisure that many people pursue.What kind of happiness would it be if you could have someone to accompany you, to stand aloof from the world, and to be able to hold your son's hand and grow old together, regardless of poverty or wealth.
Ning Cai waited for Leng Huangxi until the sun set and the first star rose in the sky.He stopped the car, like a soldier in battle armor, returning with honor in the dark night.As he approached step by step, Ning Cai sat on the ground in a daze.If, if this man came to him only pretending to be him, that would be great.It would be great if, if this man's tenderness was only for him.If, if this man's cold heart melted for him, that would be great.It would be great if... it could be possible.
"What are you doing sitting on the ground?" Leng Huangxi stopped in front of Ning Cai, and Ning Cai noticed that he had already changed into a suit, as if he had just returned from some banquet.
"I...I can't get in." Ning Cai stood up, averted her gaze from Leng Huangxi, turned around and pointed to the door that was mentioned.
"How long did you wait?"
"Not...not long." Ning Cai seemed to have returned to the time when she first met Leng Huangxi, as if she was afraid of him, always lowered her head, not daring to look into Leng Huangxi's eyes and speaking, and she was a little nervous when she opened her mouth. stammer.
"How long is not long?"
"I……"
"Look up! Watch me speak!" Leng Huangxi took his hand out of his pocket, raised it halfway and put it down again, ordering coldly.
Ning Cai raised her head hesitantly, met Leng Huangxi's eyes, and wanted to avoid him just by looking at him.
"Don't dodge!" Leng Huangxi shouted angrily, pinched Ning Cai's chin, fixed his head, and prevented him from looking away.
"From now on, you are not allowed to avoid my sight, you are not allowed to treat me like a demon, and you are not allowed to show me an expression of being afraid of me."
It's like this again, giving him all kinds of orders, neither this nor that, if he didn't know that Leng Huangxi already had a sweetheart, he would think that Leng Huangxi actually cared about him when he said this to him.
"I see!" This time, Ning Cai said while looking at Leng Huangxi, but the sense of distance in her eyes was so clear.Leng Huangxi let go of him, turned around and pressed the remote control, the door opened, he walked in first, Ning Cai was stunned for a while, he turned his head and looked not far away, there seemed to be other people there, but when he took a closer look, what? nor.He suspected that he must have been dizzy and misjudged, and he followed in after hearing Leng Huangxi yelling at him.
Chapter Seventy [First Love]
As soon as Ning Cai entered the room, he saw Leng Huangxi going upstairs. He stood in the living room for a while, then consciously walked to his room.When he left, he didn't think that one day he could come back here, but he froze as soon as he opened the door of the room.Is this still his nicely decorated room?Although the furniture inside is still there, why are things piled up on the bed and table.Just like the first time he came here, the small space was filled with gifts and dolls.
Sure enough, as soon as he left, Leng Huangxi would treat this place as a utility room.Ning Cai sighed, rolled up her sleeves, picked up the little bear at her feet, and walked into the room.As soon as Leng Huangxi returned, he received so many gifts from fans. Although you can see that all of them have not been opened, it is better to throw them into the trash can if they are not enough.Ning Cai picked up several big dolls on the bed to the ground, one of them was a big green frog, it looked silly and very cute.He couldn't help but hugged it again, and a heart-shaped tag was hung on the frog's neck, with fans' blessings written on it.Judging from the tone of voice, I knew it was sent by a girl. It was really a girl's heart. How could someone like Leng Huangxi like such things.
Ning Cai put the crown in the bag on the frog. Looking at the cute appearance of the little animal, he also became in a good mood.
"Hello, what's your name? Can I call you Frog Frog? Frog Frog, my name is Ning Cai, and I will be your roommate from today. Let's get along well!" Ning Cai held the fat frog Hands, like a child, want to be friends with the frog doll.
"What are you doing here?" Leng Huangxi stood at the door, seeing that Ning Cai could smile so happily at an inanimate thing, he was very upset.
Ning Cai didn't close the door when he entered before, Leng Huangxi must have watched him talking to himself just now.Embarrassed, he put the frog puppet on the bed and stood up.Leng Huangxi had already changed out of that suit, and now he was wearing a white long-sleeved thin sweater, with scabbed scars on his exposed collarbone.
"I'm tidying up the room, what can I do?"
"No, you don't live here."
"What? Don't you live here?" Now, he isn't even allowed to live in a grocery room?Disappointment flashed in Ning Cai's eyes.
"You live upstairs! It's here to store these things."
Ning Cai raised her head in shock, lived upstairs?Did he hear correctly?Didn't Leng Huangxi also impose a ban on him, forbidding him to go half a step up to the second floor, how could he let him live upstairs.
"Why? Didn't you say..."
"Why so much nonsense? Or, do you prefer this place of clutter to a clean, tidy and spacious room. Are you a masochist?"
You also know that it is a place where debris is piled up, so you didn't let me live here before.
"I see. There is nothing to explain? For example, what can't be touched." Ning Cai said very self-aware, he didn't want Leng Huangxi to give him such and such orders later.
"My room and the room at the end of the corridor on the second floor are not allowed to enter." Leng Huangxi turned and left after speaking, Ning Cai was very surprised, that's all?He is allowed to touch the kitchen and the bathroom?What happened to Leng Huangxi?
Ning Cai suddenly thought of something and chased him out.
"Well...you haven't said which room is my room."
"Go upstairs!" Leng Huangxi asked Ning Cai to follow him up.On the second floor, Leng Huangxi brought Ning Cai to the door.
"You will live here in the future. There is a bathroom in the room. After taking a shower, change your clothes and go downstairs to cook."
"it is good!"
Ning Cai didn't dare to expect much, it would be great if he could stay, even if he was used as a servant, it doesn't matter, anyway, he still had to do those things when he was alone.
Ning Cai opened the door of the room, stood at the door and took a look at the layout of the room. It was definitely the same as the decoration style of the grocery room, the color of the wallpaper was the same, and even the color of the sheets was the same.It felt as if the small grocery room had been enlarged several times. This was clearly a newly renovated room. Ning Cai didn't dare to think that it would be specially prepared by Leng Huangxi for him.
There were two sets of pajamas on the bed, they were no longer the pink and girlish ones from last time, but the pajamas that ordinary boys would wear. Ning Cai suddenly felt a little moved.In some places, Leng Huangxi wasn't that bad either.Ning Cai hugged her clothes and walked to the bathroom.After taking a shower, Ning Cai left the room. Halfway down the stairs, she remembered something, turned around and went upstairs again.Before he found Leng Huangxi's room, he hesitated whether to knock on the door.Before he could knock, someone grabbed his wrist.
"I told you not to come into my room."
"I don't. I just want to ask you, what do you want for dinner? I'm afraid I won't suit your appetite."
"Whatever! As long as you can eat it!" Leng Huangxi replied impatiently, just as he was about to shake off Ning Cai's hand, he found a scar on the back of his hand.Ning Cai was afraid that Leng Huangxi would say that he was always injured every time he appeared, so he withdrew his hand and put it behind his back.
"what happened?"
"It's okay. I caught it myself!"
"I didn't know you still have the attributes of a cat, and you still scratch yourself?"
"It's nothing. I'll cook for you!" Ning Cai didn't want Leng Huangxi to know the conflict between him and Chu Yiman. When he thought of Chu Yiman, he thought that Leng Huangxi already had someone he liked.
Leng Huangxi grabbed Ning Cai's arm and pulled him back who was about to escape.
"look at me!"
Ning Cai didn't dare to disobey, and looked up at the person who ordered him.
Leng Huangxi raised Ning Cai's hand, the wound looked like it was scratched by something, Leng Huangxi thought of what he did to Ning Cai in the studio, he thought Ning Cai's injury was caused by him, and then Thinking of the kick he kicked, an inexplicable irritability rose in my heart.
"Don't go against my will in the future, or I won't guarantee that I won't be rough or cruel to you. Next time I hit you, you will run away, but you are not allowed to run away. Don't wait for me to soften my heart and show mercy. do you know?"
"Understood!" Although the words were still domineering, but the tone was not so harsh, Ning Cai lowered her head, not daring to look into Leng Huangxi's eyes.He was afraid that he would fall into it, and then he would never be able to escape.
"Ning Cai..."
Hearing Leng Huangxi's low voice calling, Ning Cai raised her head again.Leng Huangxi let go of his hand, took a step back, and said to him, "Do you think I'm cruel to you?"
"I...I don't know!"
"If you feel cruel, then keep thinking so. Don't expect the devil to become an angel, and don't forgive the crimes they committed, otherwise, your suffering will be in vain. Go on!"
Ning Cai is still digesting what Leng Huangxi said, why did he say that to him?what does he mean?Is he talking about himself?Or are you talking about what Leng Jishan did to him?Or are you referring to something else?
Ning Cai's dinner was relatively simple, and Leng Huangxi came down as soon as it was ready, but he changed his clothes again, as if he was about to go out.
"Well, the meal is ready."
"Eat by yourself, I have something to do, I have to go out for a while."
"Then when will you come back..." Ning Cai realized that she had asked a question that she shouldn't have asked as soon as she asked. He had no right to ask where Leng Huangxi was going.
Leng Huangxi was silent for a while, then spoke lightly.
"Soon! If you don't want to eat first, just wait for me!"
Ning Cai looked at the back of the departing person, feeling empty in her heart.Leng Huangxi always likes this, giving him a cold back without mercy.He began to question what Leng Huangxi's real purpose was for him to come back.
After about 30 minutes, Ning Cai sat at the dining table and suddenly felt stupid. He was really obediently waiting. He knew that the person might not come back so soon, but he still waited foolishly. He hadn't eaten all day. , Waiting and waiting unexpectedly lost a little appetite.
Leng Huangxi went out in such a hurry, where did he go?That person Chu Yiman is back, so is it possible that he went to see that person?That person...is Leng Huangxi's first love.
Ning Cai was disturbed by his wild thoughts, he hated himself like this, like a woman.
First love?Speaking of which, Leng Huangxi was also his first love.It is said that first love is beautiful, but why is his first love so bitter.
Ning Cai looked at the food on the table and decided not to wait any longer.He got up to put away the cold food, but Leng Huangxi came back suddenly.Seeing that Leng Huangxi was drenched all over, Ning Cai looked out the window and realized that it was raining at some point.
He turned around and went to the bathroom to get a dry towel, walked up to Leng Huangxi, and handed the towel to him.
"You're back, let's wipe it first. I'll heat up the food, and you go change your clothes first!"
Ning Cai turned to leave, but was hugged by Leng Huangxi.
"Don't move, let me hold you!" After speaking, Leng Huangxi hugged Ning Cai even tighter, and put his head on his shoulder, as if looking for support and comfort.Ning Cai remained motionless, the rain on Leng Huangxi's body quickly soaked his thin pajamas, he felt a chill, but his eyes were hot.
This was the first time that Leng Huangxi hugged him, the first time he hugged him because he needed warmth.
He knew that he must have gone to see that person.Otherwise, he wouldn't be so hurt and looking for comfort in him.
Leng Huangxi, is this... is that why you want me to stay by your side?You said you told me not to expect the devil to become an angel, but what should I do if I want to be an angel of the devil?Rather than forgive the "crime" you committed against me, I want to know the reason why you committed the crime against me.In fact, you are afraid, afraid that you will be alone, right?
You are sad for the person you like, but I can't blame you, because...you are also the person I like.
At that moment, Ning Cai suddenly wanted to meet the person in Leng Huangxi's heart, and then told him... how could you let go of a person who needs warmth so much?What you didn't want at the beginning is something I can't even hope for now.
When the bus was squeezed, the driver seemed to be unable to drive. He drove the car wobbly. When he reached the traffic light, he also slammed on the brakes. Someone bumped into him, and his chest hurt.Ning Cai just remembered that he was kicked by Leng Huangxi.Look at how humble he is, how unkind that person is to him, and how he actually agreed to his unreasonable request.In order to stay by his side, have you reached the point where it doesn't matter even if you are bullied by him?Ning Cai clutched her chest, laughing at herself one after another in her heart.In fact, Leng Huangxi was right in scolding him, he has been short of love for too long, as long as someone treats him with a little tenderness, his heart will soften and move.However, that person can only be Leng Huangxi.
If it wasn't for Leng Huangxi's kiss, which was so gentle that he couldn't refuse, how could he nod his head in agreement.Thinking of that kiss, Ning Cai's heart was boiling hot, as if she had been shot by love, happy and painful.What kind of person would a person like Leng Huangxi fall in love with?Has he ever loved anyone?Even if it is a fierce tiger, there are times when it sniffs a rose carefully. Who is that rose in his heart?
If Leng Huangxi could have received Leng Jishan's love since he was a child, would he be as beautiful as a dream now?
Deep Blue Magazine.
After meeting with the writer, Ning Cai ran into Ran Ni who was about to go out.
"Little Cai, why are you here?"
"Come to meet with the writer and discuss about illustration."
"Have we finished talking?"
"Well! How about you, senior? Do you want to go out now?"
"Ah, yes. Liran is sick. I'm worried. I have to go and see her."
"Sister Li is sick? Is it serious?"
"It's nothing, it's just overwork and malnutrition, plus it's her menstrual period. Alas, she's just that strong. She's already a department manager, so I don't know why she's still working so hard."
"I'll go see her too."
"No need, you know Li Ran, the last thing you want others to see her is sick. Wait until she gets better before going."
"OK then."
"Well, that's fine, I'll go first. The three of us, siblings, have a good get together some other day."
"Ah."
"Let's go." Ran Ni left in a hurry after finishing speaking, Ning Cai knew that although Ran Ni didn't say anything on the surface, she must be very worried about Li Ran.Li Ran was the strongest woman he had ever seen. This time, there might be other reasons for her illness.
Forget it, it's useless to guess by yourself, you must ask carefully next time you meet.Ning Cai took the sketch in her hand and walked towards the elevator.Suddenly a person bumped into him and knocked his drawing to the ground.Ning Cai thought to herself, why do people always like to bump into him today.
"Sorry...it's you!" The person who bumped into Ning Cai took off his sunglasses and wanted to apologize, but when he saw that it was Ning Cai, his tone immediately became hostile.When Ning Cai heard the voice, she looked at the person in front of her.Isn't this the woman who made a fuss at Leng Huangxi's villa last time?Why is she here.
"What are you doing here?" Chu Yiman's tone became very bad when he saw Ning Cai.
"You go down first, I have something to talk to this person." Chu Yiman turned her head and said to the assistant behind her, Ning Cai didn't want to talk to her, and knelt down to pick up the sketches on the ground.
Wearing shiny high heels, Chu Yiman stepped on the drawing that Ning Cai was about to pick up.
"Miss Chu, please get out of the way." Ning Cai's tone was not good, as Chu Yiman clearly wanted to trouble him.
Being yelled at by Ning Cai, Chu Yiman moved his foot unwillingly.Ning Cai picked up the drawing, stood up and was about to leave.Chu Yiman wanted to pull him, but Ning Cai avoided him, but her long nails drew a few bloodstains on the back of Ning Cai's hand.
"It's you who want to avoid it yourself. It's none of my business!"
"What do you want?" Ning Cai knew that Chu Yiman would not give up.
"I said, we need to talk."
"I don't think we have anything to talk about."
"Really? You think that LEN likes you because he keeps you by his side. Don't dream. Seeing that you are actually quite pitiful, I am not afraid to tell you. LEN already has someone in his heart. And that person, already Come back, and soon you will be driven away."
"Miss Chu, in my opinion, you are the truly pitiful person."
"What did you say?"
"Now, at least I can still be by his side. As for you, it's impossible to even get close to him. Also, since you know that he has someone in his heart, you still want to rely on him. Isn't it pitiful for you to be like this?"
"You..." Chu Yiman hurt her feet when she was caught, and wanted to slap Ning Cai angrily, but someone grabbed her hand.
"Miss Chu, Ning Cai is an employee of the magazine. If he has done anything wrong, you can tell me directly. If you beat someone like this, if the reporter was photographed, what do you think they will write?"
"Xiao...Editor Xiao, you misunderstood. How could I beat your employees?" Chu Yiman was frightened by Xiao Fan's aura, and she didn't dare to do it again. Xiao Fan is not a good thing.
Chu Yiman glanced at Ning Cai, feeling unwilling, but still smiled apologetically.She didn't expect that this person named Ning Cai would have friendship with Xiao Fan.He is lucky today, if he meets her next time, she won't give up like that.
"Since it's a misunderstanding, my employees can go to work first."
"Of course. Ning Cai, I'm sorry I bumped into you just now. I still have something to do today, so I'll make an apology to you another day." Chu Yiman knew that she would only be embarrassing if she stayed now, so she put on her sunglasses and left arrogantly up.
"Thank you, Editor-in-Chief Xiao."
"You're welcome. It's not a day or two for Chu Yiman to be domineering because of her backstage strength. If it wasn't because his brother is my friend, I wouldn't let her be a model for Shen Lan."
It turned out that she came to Shenlan to work, and she didn't see her often after that.
"When you came for the interview, Xiaohan said that he would keep you no matter what. I asked him why, and he said that you have his shadow in you. Now it seems that you are really like that." Xiao Fan only needs to mention Lu Yihan always showed gentle eyes.
"Director Lu?"
Ning Cai saw Lu Yihan coming this way, he saluted Xiao Fan and left first.
It turns out that Leng Huangxi has someone he likes, he really has someone he likes, and he still likes them now.That person is back, so will they be together?Then what are you?What is it to stay by his side?And Leng Huangxi, why give him hope when he was about to give up.
After leaving Shenlan, Ning Cai went to the small building by car. His luggage was still there, and he had to go get it.However, thinking of meeting Leng Jishan made him feel a little complicated.On the one hand, he was very grateful to Leng Jishan and regarded him as a respectable elder, on the other hand, he thought of Leng Jishan's cruelty to Leng Huangxi.Is that really what a biological father would do to a son?Ning Cai thought of her father, who had never hit him, not even yelled at him loudly.In his impression, his father should be the kind of person who can be relied on like a mountain, giving strength and warmth, rather than causing harm.
Some people have certain things, no matter how much you avoid them, you will still encounter them. Ning Cai stood outside the small building for a while, and then walked into the yard.After ringing the doorbell for a while, no one came to answer, Ning Cai thought maybe he came at the wrong time, he was a little disappointed, so he had to turn and leave.
After going back and forth like this, more than half of the time was spent. When Ning Cai returned to Huangyu, a fiery red sunset appeared in the sky, like a large piece of red brocade, hanging in the sky.
The gate of the yard was locked, and Leng Huangxi hadn't come back yet, so Ning Cai couldn't get in, so she had to sit at the door and watch the sunset.Watching the orange sun sinking little by little, Ning Cai's heart gradually returned to calm.Sunrise makes people hopeful, and sunset makes people feel refreshed.Ning Cai thought of the ancient saying "work at sunrise and rest at sunset", which is actually a kind of tranquility and leisure that many people pursue.What kind of happiness would it be if you could have someone to accompany you, to stand aloof from the world, and to be able to hold your son's hand and grow old together, regardless of poverty or wealth.
Ning Cai waited for Leng Huangxi until the sun set and the first star rose in the sky.He stopped the car, like a soldier in battle armor, returning with honor in the dark night.As he approached step by step, Ning Cai sat on the ground in a daze.If, if this man came to him only pretending to be him, that would be great.It would be great if, if this man's tenderness was only for him.If, if this man's cold heart melted for him, that would be great.It would be great if... it could be possible.
"What are you doing sitting on the ground?" Leng Huangxi stopped in front of Ning Cai, and Ning Cai noticed that he had already changed into a suit, as if he had just returned from some banquet.
"I...I can't get in." Ning Cai stood up, averted her gaze from Leng Huangxi, turned around and pointed to the door that was mentioned.
"How long did you wait?"
"Not...not long." Ning Cai seemed to have returned to the time when she first met Leng Huangxi, as if she was afraid of him, always lowered her head, not daring to look into Leng Huangxi's eyes and speaking, and she was a little nervous when she opened her mouth. stammer.
"How long is not long?"
"I……"
"Look up! Watch me speak!" Leng Huangxi took his hand out of his pocket, raised it halfway and put it down again, ordering coldly.
Ning Cai raised her head hesitantly, met Leng Huangxi's eyes, and wanted to avoid him just by looking at him.
"Don't dodge!" Leng Huangxi shouted angrily, pinched Ning Cai's chin, fixed his head, and prevented him from looking away.
"From now on, you are not allowed to avoid my sight, you are not allowed to treat me like a demon, and you are not allowed to show me an expression of being afraid of me."
It's like this again, giving him all kinds of orders, neither this nor that, if he didn't know that Leng Huangxi already had a sweetheart, he would think that Leng Huangxi actually cared about him when he said this to him.
"I see!" This time, Ning Cai said while looking at Leng Huangxi, but the sense of distance in her eyes was so clear.Leng Huangxi let go of him, turned around and pressed the remote control, the door opened, he walked in first, Ning Cai was stunned for a while, he turned his head and looked not far away, there seemed to be other people there, but when he took a closer look, what? nor.He suspected that he must have been dizzy and misjudged, and he followed in after hearing Leng Huangxi yelling at him.
Chapter Seventy [First Love]
As soon as Ning Cai entered the room, he saw Leng Huangxi going upstairs. He stood in the living room for a while, then consciously walked to his room.When he left, he didn't think that one day he could come back here, but he froze as soon as he opened the door of the room.Is this still his nicely decorated room?Although the furniture inside is still there, why are things piled up on the bed and table.Just like the first time he came here, the small space was filled with gifts and dolls.
Sure enough, as soon as he left, Leng Huangxi would treat this place as a utility room.Ning Cai sighed, rolled up her sleeves, picked up the little bear at her feet, and walked into the room.As soon as Leng Huangxi returned, he received so many gifts from fans. Although you can see that all of them have not been opened, it is better to throw them into the trash can if they are not enough.Ning Cai picked up several big dolls on the bed to the ground, one of them was a big green frog, it looked silly and very cute.He couldn't help but hugged it again, and a heart-shaped tag was hung on the frog's neck, with fans' blessings written on it.Judging from the tone of voice, I knew it was sent by a girl. It was really a girl's heart. How could someone like Leng Huangxi like such things.
Ning Cai put the crown in the bag on the frog. Looking at the cute appearance of the little animal, he also became in a good mood.
"Hello, what's your name? Can I call you Frog Frog? Frog Frog, my name is Ning Cai, and I will be your roommate from today. Let's get along well!" Ning Cai held the fat frog Hands, like a child, want to be friends with the frog doll.
"What are you doing here?" Leng Huangxi stood at the door, seeing that Ning Cai could smile so happily at an inanimate thing, he was very upset.
Ning Cai didn't close the door when he entered before, Leng Huangxi must have watched him talking to himself just now.Embarrassed, he put the frog puppet on the bed and stood up.Leng Huangxi had already changed out of that suit, and now he was wearing a white long-sleeved thin sweater, with scabbed scars on his exposed collarbone.
"I'm tidying up the room, what can I do?"
"No, you don't live here."
"What? Don't you live here?" Now, he isn't even allowed to live in a grocery room?Disappointment flashed in Ning Cai's eyes.
"You live upstairs! It's here to store these things."
Ning Cai raised her head in shock, lived upstairs?Did he hear correctly?Didn't Leng Huangxi also impose a ban on him, forbidding him to go half a step up to the second floor, how could he let him live upstairs.
"Why? Didn't you say..."
"Why so much nonsense? Or, do you prefer this place of clutter to a clean, tidy and spacious room. Are you a masochist?"
You also know that it is a place where debris is piled up, so you didn't let me live here before.
"I see. There is nothing to explain? For example, what can't be touched." Ning Cai said very self-aware, he didn't want Leng Huangxi to give him such and such orders later.
"My room and the room at the end of the corridor on the second floor are not allowed to enter." Leng Huangxi turned and left after speaking, Ning Cai was very surprised, that's all?He is allowed to touch the kitchen and the bathroom?What happened to Leng Huangxi?
Ning Cai suddenly thought of something and chased him out.
"Well...you haven't said which room is my room."
"Go upstairs!" Leng Huangxi asked Ning Cai to follow him up.On the second floor, Leng Huangxi brought Ning Cai to the door.
"You will live here in the future. There is a bathroom in the room. After taking a shower, change your clothes and go downstairs to cook."
"it is good!"
Ning Cai didn't dare to expect much, it would be great if he could stay, even if he was used as a servant, it doesn't matter, anyway, he still had to do those things when he was alone.
Ning Cai opened the door of the room, stood at the door and took a look at the layout of the room. It was definitely the same as the decoration style of the grocery room, the color of the wallpaper was the same, and even the color of the sheets was the same.It felt as if the small grocery room had been enlarged several times. This was clearly a newly renovated room. Ning Cai didn't dare to think that it would be specially prepared by Leng Huangxi for him.
There were two sets of pajamas on the bed, they were no longer the pink and girlish ones from last time, but the pajamas that ordinary boys would wear. Ning Cai suddenly felt a little moved.In some places, Leng Huangxi wasn't that bad either.Ning Cai hugged her clothes and walked to the bathroom.After taking a shower, Ning Cai left the room. Halfway down the stairs, she remembered something, turned around and went upstairs again.Before he found Leng Huangxi's room, he hesitated whether to knock on the door.Before he could knock, someone grabbed his wrist.
"I told you not to come into my room."
"I don't. I just want to ask you, what do you want for dinner? I'm afraid I won't suit your appetite."
"Whatever! As long as you can eat it!" Leng Huangxi replied impatiently, just as he was about to shake off Ning Cai's hand, he found a scar on the back of his hand.Ning Cai was afraid that Leng Huangxi would say that he was always injured every time he appeared, so he withdrew his hand and put it behind his back.
"what happened?"
"It's okay. I caught it myself!"
"I didn't know you still have the attributes of a cat, and you still scratch yourself?"
"It's nothing. I'll cook for you!" Ning Cai didn't want Leng Huangxi to know the conflict between him and Chu Yiman. When he thought of Chu Yiman, he thought that Leng Huangxi already had someone he liked.
Leng Huangxi grabbed Ning Cai's arm and pulled him back who was about to escape.
"look at me!"
Ning Cai didn't dare to disobey, and looked up at the person who ordered him.
Leng Huangxi raised Ning Cai's hand, the wound looked like it was scratched by something, Leng Huangxi thought of what he did to Ning Cai in the studio, he thought Ning Cai's injury was caused by him, and then Thinking of the kick he kicked, an inexplicable irritability rose in my heart.
"Don't go against my will in the future, or I won't guarantee that I won't be rough or cruel to you. Next time I hit you, you will run away, but you are not allowed to run away. Don't wait for me to soften my heart and show mercy. do you know?"
"Understood!" Although the words were still domineering, but the tone was not so harsh, Ning Cai lowered her head, not daring to look into Leng Huangxi's eyes.He was afraid that he would fall into it, and then he would never be able to escape.
"Ning Cai..."
Hearing Leng Huangxi's low voice calling, Ning Cai raised her head again.Leng Huangxi let go of his hand, took a step back, and said to him, "Do you think I'm cruel to you?"
"I...I don't know!"
"If you feel cruel, then keep thinking so. Don't expect the devil to become an angel, and don't forgive the crimes they committed, otherwise, your suffering will be in vain. Go on!"
Ning Cai is still digesting what Leng Huangxi said, why did he say that to him?what does he mean?Is he talking about himself?Or are you talking about what Leng Jishan did to him?Or are you referring to something else?
Ning Cai's dinner was relatively simple, and Leng Huangxi came down as soon as it was ready, but he changed his clothes again, as if he was about to go out.
"Well, the meal is ready."
"Eat by yourself, I have something to do, I have to go out for a while."
"Then when will you come back..." Ning Cai realized that she had asked a question that she shouldn't have asked as soon as she asked. He had no right to ask where Leng Huangxi was going.
Leng Huangxi was silent for a while, then spoke lightly.
"Soon! If you don't want to eat first, just wait for me!"
Ning Cai looked at the back of the departing person, feeling empty in her heart.Leng Huangxi always likes this, giving him a cold back without mercy.He began to question what Leng Huangxi's real purpose was for him to come back.
After about 30 minutes, Ning Cai sat at the dining table and suddenly felt stupid. He was really obediently waiting. He knew that the person might not come back so soon, but he still waited foolishly. He hadn't eaten all day. , Waiting and waiting unexpectedly lost a little appetite.
Leng Huangxi went out in such a hurry, where did he go?That person Chu Yiman is back, so is it possible that he went to see that person?That person...is Leng Huangxi's first love.
Ning Cai was disturbed by his wild thoughts, he hated himself like this, like a woman.
First love?Speaking of which, Leng Huangxi was also his first love.It is said that first love is beautiful, but why is his first love so bitter.
Ning Cai looked at the food on the table and decided not to wait any longer.He got up to put away the cold food, but Leng Huangxi came back suddenly.Seeing that Leng Huangxi was drenched all over, Ning Cai looked out the window and realized that it was raining at some point.
He turned around and went to the bathroom to get a dry towel, walked up to Leng Huangxi, and handed the towel to him.
"You're back, let's wipe it first. I'll heat up the food, and you go change your clothes first!"
Ning Cai turned to leave, but was hugged by Leng Huangxi.
"Don't move, let me hold you!" After speaking, Leng Huangxi hugged Ning Cai even tighter, and put his head on his shoulder, as if looking for support and comfort.Ning Cai remained motionless, the rain on Leng Huangxi's body quickly soaked his thin pajamas, he felt a chill, but his eyes were hot.
This was the first time that Leng Huangxi hugged him, the first time he hugged him because he needed warmth.
He knew that he must have gone to see that person.Otherwise, he wouldn't be so hurt and looking for comfort in him.
Leng Huangxi, is this... is that why you want me to stay by your side?You said you told me not to expect the devil to become an angel, but what should I do if I want to be an angel of the devil?Rather than forgive the "crime" you committed against me, I want to know the reason why you committed the crime against me.In fact, you are afraid, afraid that you will be alone, right?
You are sad for the person you like, but I can't blame you, because...you are also the person I like.
At that moment, Ning Cai suddenly wanted to meet the person in Leng Huangxi's heart, and then told him... how could you let go of a person who needs warmth so much?What you didn't want at the beginning is something I can't even hope for now.
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