So you are bad!

Chapter 170 Seven

Although there was such a small episode, the plan of the two of them to visit Li Xin in the hospital has not changed.After breakfast, the two packed up and got ready to go out.Ning Cai changed her clothes first, and Leng Huangxi asked him to go downstairs to wait for him. Ning Cai said "Oh", a little unwilling, but she turned around obediently and prepared to go downstairs.To be honest, he is not in a good mood right now, as long as he thinks about Leng Huangxi being an "orphan", he can't breathe, as if he can't breathe without being in Leng Huangxi's arms.Because I was really distressed, I wanted to hug him and let him know that he was not alone, but I was afraid that I would be too obvious and arouse suspicion.Therefore, Ning Cai could only bear with her heartache, and decided to avoid Leng Huangxi for a while, otherwise she would really rush to hug his man.

However, before he opened the door, there was a sound of footsteps behind him, and before he could react, he was hugged from behind.

"No! You still don't want to leave my sight, what if you suddenly disappear again?"

Hearing what Leng Huangxi said, Ning Cai suddenly laughed.

"Then you kicked me out just now?" Ning Cai replied pretending to be unhappy, but she didn't break away from Leng Huangxi's embrace.

"Did I chase you away?" Leng Huangxi pretended not to say anything.

"You have!" Ning Cai turned around, looked up at Leng Huangxi, with a smile in her eyes, and a hint of unnoticeable distress.This man, maybe there really is nothing but him.Ning Cai couldn't imagine what kind of state Leng Huangxi would be in if he lost Ning Cai, the only one he had.

I really can't think about this kind of thing at all, as long as I think about it, my mind is blocked. Ning Cai, who was still smiling, smiled, and her eyes became wet.When Leng Huangxi saw Ning Cai burst into tears, he also put away his disrespect, and his eyes were actually worried.He let go of the hand around Ning Cai's waist, and held Ning Cai's face in his cup.

"Cai'er... what's wrong with you? Why are you crying again?"

Ning Cai realized that she was out of control, quickly took a deep breath, forced back the tears that were about to burst into her eyes, then pulled out a big smile and shook her head.

"It's okay, I just feel so happy. I have such a handsome boyfriend in the world."

Probably because Ning Cai's smile was too realistic, Leng Huangxi actually believed that Ning Cai was really happy.

"Did you eat jam for breakfast? Your mouth is so sweet!" Hearing Ning Cai's rare sweet talk, Leng Huangxi also laughed, and touched Ning Cai's pink lips with his fingers.

"Actually... I ate ketchup for breakfast." Ning Cai replied solemnly.

"Really? So my tomato sauce is sweet? No, I want to try it!" After saying that, Leng Huangxi kissed Ning Cai's lips.Ning Cai did not refuse, but accepted the kiss with great enjoyment.Because, only by letting Leng Huangxi close his eyes, can he hide all the sadness.He had to be Leng Huangxi's happy lover.

After lingering for a while, Leng Huangxi let Ning Cai go because he had to go out.

In the end, the two of them finally packed up and set off to the hospital together.

XX Hospital.

Sitting on the bed, Li Xin kept staring at Chu Mo who was peeling fruit for him, not daring to blink for fear that he would disappear in the blink of an eye.From Chu Mo's appearance to the present, he has hardly let Chu Mo leave his sight for half a second. Even when he sleeps at night, he still grabs Chu Mo's arm, and even clings to Chu Mo's arm tightly in his arms. He was willing to sleep peacefully without clothes.After waking up and not seeing Chu Mo for the first time, Li Xin would basically go into a state of madness immediately.Because, during the two nights after waking up from the operation, the dream without Chu Mo had taken away all of Li Xin's strength and courage, and now he was more afraid of losing than anyone else.

"Xin'er, I'm not leaving, don't keep looking at me like this, your eyes will hurt." Chu Mo is now regretting, regretting not being by Li Xin's side when he woke up, otherwise he wouldn't be so afraid of him now not see.Seeing Li Xin looking for him everywhere, he felt very distressed.

"You will disappear in the blink of an eye. So, I don't want to." Li Xin is in a state of "crazy" now, but he is really just afraid that Chu Mo will not disappear.Because up to now, he has not endured the fact that "Chu Mo is not dead".

"I won't see you, dear, close your eyes and rest for a while."

"Give me that hand!" Li Xin stretched out his hand, Chu Mo put the half-peeled fruit aside, then stretched out his hand to hold Li Xin's hand.

"Okay, close it."

But Li Xin felt that just holding it was not enough, so she spread out five fingers and clasped them tightly with Chu Mo.

"You dare to leave me alone and try it!" After saying this, Li Xin closed his eyes and lay down in peace. He was actually very tired, and he felt sleepy when he lay down.Chu Mo looked at Li Xin's sleeping face, and gently stroked his thin face.

【God, thank you.Thank you for giving me back my Li Xin.Thank you for not taking him. 】

By the time Ning Cai and Leng Huangxi arrived at the hospital, Li Xin had already woken up from a nap.When the two entered the ward, Chu Mo was sitting by the bed writing something, while Li Xin was sitting on the bed watching something.

"Li Xin." Leng Huangxi called Li Xin's name first, then Li Xin raised his head, saw Leng Huangxi and Ning Cai, and put down the things in his hands.

"You guys are here..." Li Xin smiled faintly, now he could finally watch Leng Huangxi and Ning Cai appear in pairs in front of him without any emotional fluctuations.It seems that letting go is really just a momentary thing.

Chu Mo also raised his head, put down the pen and paper in his hand, and got up.

"Ning Cai. Long time no see!"

Seeing Chu Mo again, Ning Cai also felt as if she had passed away.Like Li Xin, he once thought that Chu Mo had really disappeared from this world, but now seeing Chu Mo still standing in front of him, he felt an indescribable feeling in his heart.It's as if they have experienced many things and suffered countless injuries, until now, they can finally smile and say hello to each other.

For Chu Mo, Ning Cai has always held a mentality of admiration, and now seeing him and Li Xin together, Ning Cai feels inexplicably relieved.Of course, he was also happy for Chu Mo, and even felt that Li Xin had finally found his home.

"Long time no see." Ning Cai smiled in response to Chu Mo's greeting.

"Don't stand still, sit down." Li Xin said, Leng Huangxi took Ning Cai's hand and sat down. Li Xin saw the two unconsciously holding hands, and was only stunned for half a second, then relieved, stretched out his hand to pull He pulled Chu Mo's clothes and asked him to sit down too.

"Li Xin, sorry, I can only see you now."

"Leng, although we are no longer lovers, there is no need for you to see each other like this. I'm fine, it's great if you can come and see me. Really, thank you! And Ning Cai!"

Hearing her own name, Ning Cai raised her head, facing Shang Lixin's smiling and grateful face, he was a little confused.

"Ning Cai, thank you. If you hadn't told me about Mo's decision, maybe I would be alone now."

Ning Cai was suddenly thanked, but she still couldn't react, so she could only shake her head in response, expressing that Li Xin didn't need to be so polite.

"How is your recovery after the operation?" Leng Huangxi asked Chu Mo. Chu Mo looked back at Li Xin, and they smiled at each other.

"It's recovering well. Don't worry."

The room suddenly became quiet, and the four of them sat like this, none of them knew what to say, and the atmosphere suddenly became a little weird.

"Well...why don't you talk anymore?" Li Xin felt a little uncomfortable in such a silent atmosphere, and smiled awkwardly.

Chu Mo thought for a while but didn't know what to say, when he suddenly thought of something, he took out a card from the bedside table.After hesitating for a while, he handed him to Leng Huangxi and Ning Cai.

"Since you are here, I will give it to you first."

Ning Cai looked down at the red paper in his hand, and he was already sure what it was just based on its appearance.He looked at Li Xin and Chu Mo in surprise, then at Leng Huangxi who was expressionless, and opened the certificate in his hand.

Yes, it really was an invitation.An invitation card about Chu Mo and Li Xin's wedding.

Are Chu Mo and Li Xin getting married?When she really saw the names of the two people on the invitation, Ning Cai still felt a little unbelievable.Two men... Can they post wedding posts and hold a wedding like ordinary couples?

"You..." Ning Cai closed the invitation, still in disbelief.Did Li Xin really let go of Leng Huangxi?The person who used to be his rival in love is now going to marry someone else. I really can't describe the feeling of this experience.

"Xin'er and I are getting married. The wedding is scheduled for the beginning of next month. I hope you can come by then." Chu Mo turned around and held Li Xin's hand, sincerely inviting Ning Cai and Leng Huangxi.But Li Xin secretly observed Leng Huangxi's reaction.Would he be a little or a little bit unhappy?

"Where will the wedding be held? Do you want to go back to France?" Leng Huangxi asked calmly, like a most ordinary friend, without too much emotion.

"Well! In France."

"Then... when are you leaving?" Ning Cai suddenly asked.If the wedding is held in France, you should go back first.It doesn't seem long until the wedding day.

"The day after tomorrow, the ticket has already been booked."

"Oh. Then I will bless you first."

"Don't worry, we will definitely go to your wedding with Li Xin." Leng Huangxi only spoke at this moment, Li Xin saw him agreeing to go back to the meeting, and suddenly felt uncomfortable for no reason.

After all, it is someone who has loved, although they all have their own destinations in the end, but inviting him to her wedding seems a bit cruel to him and herself.

"Ning Cai, I have something to say to Leng, is that okay?"

Ning Cai looked at Li Xin's pleading gaze, and slowly stood up.

"Then you guys talk. I'll go out for a while." Ning Cai hurried out after finishing speaking. He didn't know why he had to leave in such a hurry. When he recovered, he found that the invitation card was still in his hand. And Chu Mo also came out.

"Chu... Mr. Chu..."

"You don't have to be so polite, just call me Chu Mo. If you don't mind, would you like to go for a walk together?" Chu Mo had a gentle smile on his face. With his appearance, people couldn't refuse him.

"Okay... okay." Ning Cai really didn't want to stand at the door so stupidly, so she agreed.

The two walked in the garden of the hospital one after the other. Ning Cai was holding the invitation card Chu Mo gave him, not knowing what to say.

"Are you uncomfortable with me? You don't talk much!" Chu Mo stopped to wait for Ning Cai, who almost bumped into him and raised her head in panic.

"No, don't get me wrong. I just... just don't know what to say."

Seeing Ning Cai's nervous appearance, Chu Mo laughed.

"I'm joking with you, it seems to make you very nervous. Ning Cai, you... are you not worried about Leng Huangxi and Xin'er when you come out like this?"

"Why worry? I believe in Xi, besides... Li Xin already has you, doesn't he?" Ning Cai replied very calmly.

Chu Mo looked at Ning Cai who firmly believed in Leng Huangxi, and his heart was a little moved.It has to be said that Leng Huangxi really found a very good lover.

"Ning Cai... thank you."

"Why...said thank you all of a sudden?" Ning Cai was puzzled, why Chu Mo suddenly thanked her very seriously.

"I don't know, I just want to thank you. I always feel that if all this is not because of you, it will not end like it is now."

"I'm not as powerful as you said. I think that all of this was preordained long ago, and it has nothing to do with who shows up or not."

Chu Mo looked sideways at Ning Cai's side face, feeling a little dazed.

"It seems to be the same. For example, the separation of Xin'er and Leng Huangxi, if they hadn't separated, I probably wouldn't have met Xin'er, and you wouldn't have met the story of Leng Huangxi either."

Ning Cai was a little surprised, and suddenly began to think, if Leng Huangxi and Li Xin hadn't separated, would he have met such a person whom he loved so thoroughly?Ning Cai couldn't answer this question, and didn't know how to answer it.

"Let's go." Chu Mo sighed and continued to walk forward.Ning Cai didn't follow, he stood where he was, looked at Chu Mo's back, and suddenly felt that it was not the back that a person who is about to get married should have at all, otherwise how could he look... so lonely.

Ning Cai paused for a while before continuing to follow.

"You don't look...not happy at all." Ning Cai hesitated to express the question in her heart.

Chu Mo stopped suddenly, a little surprised.

"Am I being too obvious? Or are you being too sensitive?"

"It's all there. Is it because of Li Xin? Is his body not recovering well?" Whether it was Chu Mo or Li Xin, both of them seemed to have an indelible sadness in their hearts before.From the moment she entered the room, Ning Cai could feel that she was the one who was going to get married, but neither of them could feel any obvious sense of happiness on their faces. Instead, some stories would usher in a poignant and sad ending.

Is it because both of them experienced a "near loss", so they still can't believe that happiness is coming?Or, because you are too afraid of losing, you dare not be happy too early?

Marriage should be a happy event, but Chu Mo and Li Xin both have a feeling that it is coming to an end.

"Five years. I can rest assured that I have Xin'er for only five years!"

"Five years? What... what do you mean?"

"Heart transplant surgery seems to be successful, but in fact it is just delaying a bomb that is about to explode. And this extension time is only five years. After five years, maybe that bomb will explode again at any time !"

Ning Cai understands it, that is to say, the heart-changing is only temporarily prolonging Li Xin's lifespan. Once the deadline is up, maybe Li Xin will disappear at any time like before.Chu Mo told him in such a subtle way, probably because Chu Mo himself did not dare to mention those two words.Indeed, those two words are something that many people dare not think about.No wonder Chu Mo didn't look happy at all. It turned out that he might lose again at any time.That's why I couldn't be happier.What about Li Xin?Is it also because of this reason that Li Xin?

"Does he... know?"

"He doesn't know! I don't dare to let him know. If he knows, I'm afraid he will shorten the five-year period. Sometimes, I even hope that the operation will not be successful. This gives me hope and It's really not good to worry that one day it might take away my hope. I don't know if I will have the courage to face a second 'possible loss'. I don't think about it for a day. I understand." It was rare for Chu Mo to show a little painful expression, and Ning Cai suddenly felt that she couldn't even say the words of blessing.

So... are you in a hurry to have a wedding?Is it because... want to have him as much as possible in the limited time?

As for Li Xin's unhappiness, perhaps it was only because after experiencing life and death once, she finally understood that what was left behind was actually the most painful.He finally understood Chu Mo's position in his heart, so he felt owed and guilty.