So you are bad!

hospital.

The moment he opened his eyes, Xiao Yuxia once thought that he was already in hell.The immaculate white ceiling that greets the eyes is so dazzlingly white that it makes people dizzy.

Is it dead?It seems not?It will still hurt, those wounds left on the body will still hurt!But why?It is better to die directly!

He has become like this, it would be better to die directly.Why wake up again?Just fell asleep like this, how nice.

It seems that since a long time ago, he hated coming to the hospital, and even more disliked the feeling of lying on the hospital bed.Lying in this kind of all-white room, the brain will become empty, and the consciousness will flow away, as if... waiting for death to come.I used to think that I simply didn't like the smell of the hospital, but now I understand why I don't like it.After all, people who are living well will not come to this kind of place, only people who have problems will appear here.Some people need to be healed, some people need to be healed, some people desire to be redeemed, and those who are almost desperate hope to be saved.

The current him lying here is also because of his broken and dirty body.Ah, that's why I don't like hospitals.I didn't like it since I was a child.This place that seems to save people, but makes people feel that they will fall into deeper despair, he really doesn't like it at all.

Wang Zhichen just went out to answer the phone, and when he returned to the ward, he found that Xiao Yuxia who was supposed to be lying on the hospital bed was gone.He searched the entire ward in a panic, but finally found him in the bathroom.

Xiao Yuxia hugged herself and sat under the shower, she was still wearing her hospital gown, but her whole body was already soaked.

"Xiao Xia!" Wang Zhichen rushed in and turned off the faucet, and squatted down in front of Xiao Yuxia.

"Xiao Xia? What are you doing?" Wang Zhichen carefully touched Xiao Yuxia, even through his clothes, he could feel Xiao Yuxia's body was cold.

Damn it, he thought, who already had a cold, but poured cold water on it.

Wang Zhichen hurriedly took out a towel and wrapped it around Xiao Yuxia's body.

"No, you'll catch a cold like this. I'll get you some clothes, I have to change them quickly." Wang Zhichen got up and went out to get a spare hospital gown, and when he came back, he found that Xiao Yuxia had turned on the shower again, but This time, instead of sitting on the ground, he stood up.

An inexplicable anger surged up, Wang Zhichen put his clothes on the sink, walked over to turn off the water, held Xiao Yuxia's shoulders, and questioned him.

"What are you doing? You don't know that you are covered in injuries, and you are still pouring cold water on yourself like this? Do you want to get sicker?" Seeing Xiao Yuxia's self-torturing behavior, Wang Zhichen inexplicably wanted to get angry .However, Xiao Yuxia's reaction made him even more angry, he didn't even defend at all, his eyes seemed to say "don't worry about me".Looking at Xiao Yuxia's expression, Wang Zhichen realized that he did it on purpose.His current appearance is simply a desperate appearance of "wishing to die", his eyes are devoid of any look, just like a puppet, lifeless.

"Xiao Xia? Xiao Xia? Are you looking at me? Do you know who I am? I'm Brother Chen, your Brother Chen? Do you still recognize him?" Wang Zhichen held Xiao Yuxia's face in his hands, hoping to be on his face I saw a trace of emotion, but there was none.Xiao Yuxia acted as if she didn't know him at all, there was no wave in her eyes.

"Xiao Xia, don't be like this, I know... that incident... makes you feel very uncomfortable now. But, it's not your fault. It's me, it's my fault, whether you want to beat me or scold me, you You can do whatever you want, I just beg you, don't treat yourself like this." Wang Zhichen hugged Xiao Yuxia into his arms heartbroken, and kept saying regretful words, but Xiao Yuxia seemed to be unable to hear him at all. The same voice, no expression on his face.His whole body was stiff, motionless, he refused to blink his eyes, for a moment, he looked like a dead person.

Wang Zhichen hugged Xiao Yuxia, who was soaked all over, until his clothes were not soaked, Xiao Yuxia didn't give him the slightest response.Wang Zhichen let him go, thinking of Xiao Yuxia's past that Xiao's mother had told him, he was shocked.

[Xiao Xia once suffered from autism. 】

Autism? !So now, has he closed himself off again?Because of that incident, did he lock himself up again?Was he there alone in that dark little corner that no one knew about, licking his wounds alone?

In order to verify his guess, Wang Zhichen let go of Xiao Yuxia, and reached out to his neckline.If Xiao Yuxia was really hit too hard because of being humiliated, then if someone touches him, he will definitely have a strong sense of resistance.

But when he stretched out his hand, he realized that he himself started to tremble first.Even he himself couldn't bear what happened that day, let alone Xiao Yuxia who was still a victim.As soon as he touched Xiao Yuxia's body, he couldn't help but think of what those people did to Xiao Yuxia's body, that was the most helpless thing he could not face.If Xiao Yuxia really suffers from autism again because of this, then he, Wang Zhichen, is the unforgivable culprit.In the end, how many crimes did he have to commit against Xiao Yuxia?He no longer wanted to hurt him, let alone get hurt for him.

Wang Zhichen clenched his fists, holding back his hands from shaking.He carefully unbuttoned Xiao Yuxia's first button, observed Xiao Yuxia's reaction, there was no resistance or resistance.So, he continued to untie the second and third... The skin that had been tightly covered was slowly revealed. Seeing the scars and marks that became more and more obvious and clear, the sin in Wang Zhichen's heart The feeling has deepened to an unimaginable level.

When Wang Zhichen went to undo the fourth button of Xiao Yuxia's clothes, Xiao Yuxia's pupils suddenly dilated, as if he had been greatly frightened, and he wanted to push the person in front of him away.Wang Zhichen withdrew his hand, hugged Xiao Yuxia, who was fiercely resisting, into his arms, and hugged him tightly.

"Xiao Xia, it's me, I'm Brother Chen. I won't touch you, I won't touch you."

Wang Zhichen's guess has been confirmed, Xiao Yuxia's heart... was closed again because of him.He imprisoned himself, if he didn't come out by himself, maybe in this life...no one can wake him up again.And he, maybe, will never hear him call him "Brother Chen" again.As for his intentions, even if he said that he would consider accepting it now, he probably wouldn't know it.

It seemed that after knowing it was Wang Zhichen, Xiao Yuxia no longer showed too much resistance, which made Wang Zhichen more or less gratified.At least, Xiao Yuxia still has his shadow in her heart.He does not reject his touch, which is already a gift to Wang Zhichen.

Wang Zhichen let go of Xiao Yuxia, turned to turn on the hot water, and then returned to Xiao Yuxia.

"Xiao Xia, take a shower first, and then change your wet clothes. Okay?"

Hearing this sentence, Xiao Yuxia suddenly seemed to be stimulated by something, grabbed the soap on the sink and wiped it vigorously on her face.He poked off the gauze covering the wound, and he didn't feel any pain when the wound on his face was stained with soap.

"Xiao Xia! That's enough, that's enough! Don't wipe it off!" Wang Zhichen didn't know which word in his words stimulated Xiao Yuxia, he only knew that he must have said something wrong, otherwise Xiao Yuxia wouldn't In this way, it seems like desperately trying to wash something off.Hold his hand and not allow him to abuse himself like this again.

"No more, we won't wash anymore." Wang Zhichen took the wet towel and wiped off the soap foam on Xiao Yuxia's face, afraid of touching the wound, he acted very carefully.

After finally coaxing Xiao Yuxia to change her clothes, Wang Zhichen called a nurse to help Xiao Yuxia re-bandage the wound on her face.

"Miss Nurse, will this...will he leave a scar?" Looking at the slender wound on Xiao Yuxia's face, Wang Zhichen was very worried.If there will be scars, then Xiao Yuxia, who cares about other people's eyes, will probably lock herself up for a longer period of time.

"This... Although the wound is not particularly deep, it is inevitable to leave scars. But now that the plastic surgery industry is so developed, it is not a big problem to repair this scar, and you don't have to worry too much."

"Really? Thanks!"

"You're welcome. Then... I'll go to work first if there's nothing else to do. If you have a situation, you can call us again."

"Well! I'm in trouble." Wang Zhichen's mind is now full of Xiao Yuxia's affairs, and he didn't pay attention to the curious and slightly shocked expression on the nurse's face.

The nurse went out with the tray, and was surrounded by several other young nurses as soon as she got out.

"How? Is it really Wang Zhichen?"

The nurse nodded in confirmation.

"Wow, it's really him? But why did he come to our hospital?"

"Yes, yes, who is that person in the hospital? I heard that Wang Zhichen tortured him here all night."

"Feeling is a very important person."

"Could it be...that person is the one reported in the news, Wang Zhichen's boyfriend?"

"Isn't it? So then, Wang Zhichen really... likes men?"

A few nurses said what they said to each other, and they didn't even think that they were still outside other people's wards.

"Okay, okay, you guys, if you are so curious, why don't you go in and ask in person. Are you still doing something? We are nurses, not reporters. All the patients who come to the hospital are our patients, we just need to do our job well Yes. Let me warn you, don’t spread the news about Wang Zhichen’s stay in our hospital.”

After all, there is a sane person in a group of people who knows what to do and what not to do.The other nurses lost interest after being told this, they gave the nurse a blank look, and went to do their own thing.

The nurse who bandaged Xiao Yuxia's wound looked back at the two people in the ward, feeling puzzled.

It seemed that Wang Zhichen really valued that patient.Are they... really lovers?If they are lovers... There seems to be nothing wrong with them, the two seem to be a good match.But how did the patient get hurt?And how did the wound on his face come from?

It's a pity that such a good-looking person was disfigured like that.

After the nurse left, Wang Zhichen used a blow dryer to dry Xiao Yuxia's hair.Xiao Yuxia sat on the hospital bed, behaved out of place, like a marionette, without saying a word.If it wasn't for his eyes being wide open, Wang Zhichen would wonder if he really woke up.The more Xiao Yuxia was like this, the more he felt sorry for him.

After Xiao Yuxia fell asleep, Wang Zhichen sat beside his bed for a long time, and he remembered that the first time he met Xiao Yuxia was in the company.The agent said that he found an assistant who could take care of his daily life, and he was going to refuse, but when Xiao Yuxia appeared in front of him with an innocent and harmless smile, he unexpectedly picked him up by accident. stayed.He couldn't tell what it was for, was it because he hadn't seen such an innocent smile for a long time?Or is it because he has the same big eyes as Ning Cai?Or, there is no reason, it's just that his heart wants to do it, so he does it.

During those days when he was with Xiao Yuxia, he almost never saw him sad, unhappy, or even depressed, so he always thought that Xiao Yuxia was the kind of person who was optimistic and heartless, Little did he know that he also had such an unbearable past.

And now, it is because of him that the child who always smiles has become what he is now.After all, can he see Xiao Yuxia's smiling face again?

"Xiao Xia... If I take it back now, the sentence I said in the church will never like you, will it... be too late." Wang Zhichen held Xiao Yuxia's hand and gently asked the person on the bed. people.Xiao Yuxia seemed to have heard his question, a tear fell from the corner of her eye.