So you are bad!

After dinner, Ning Cai sat on the bed in a daze.Leng Huangxi had some things to deal with, so he was left alone in the room.When he finished dealing with the matter and pushed open the door of the room, he saw Ning Cai hugging the puppet frog, wondering what he was thinking.He walked over, pulled the puppet frog out of Ning Cai's arms, threw it on the ground, then climbed onto the bed by himself, and wrapped Ning Cai in his arms.

"What are you thinking?" Leng Huangxi hugged Ning Cai from behind, and Ning Cai was surrounded by him like a big baby.

"I didn't think about anything. How about you? Is everything settled with me?" Ning Cai obediently leaned into Leng Huangxi's arms, holding his hand from time to time and playing with him.

"Well. When I went to the hospital today, did Li Xin make things difficult for you?" Leng Huangxi rested his chin on Ning Cai's shoulder, smelling the scent of shower gel on his body.

"No, he is a patient, what can he do to me." Ning Cai's neck was itchy from Leng Huangxi, and he struggled a little.

"Ning Cai...will you leave me?" Leng Huangxi suddenly asked this question uneasily for some reason.

Ning Cai froze for a moment, then turned her head away.

"Hee, what's wrong with you?"

"It's okay. I'm just suddenly scared, afraid that you will leave me."

"I won't leave you. Don't worry!"

"Ning Cai, you have to know that when you are with me, there will be many people blocking you. No matter what you encounter, you are not allowed to give up, you know? I'm not afraid of them blocking me, but I'm afraid you won't be able to persist."

Ning Cai felt that the arms hugging him became tighter, and he held Leng Huangxi's hand.

"I won't. You don't have confidence in me, but you have to have confidence in yourself. I won't give up on you if you are so good. "

"Am I fine?"

"Ah, very good."

"Then tell me, what's wrong with me?"

"Well... you are handsome, you have a good figure, you can sing, compose, and play the piano. Although you look indifferent, you are actually a very kind person. The most important thing is... you love me." Ning Cai said I feel embarrassed while talking.

"Then do you want to know what you look like to me?"

"Me? What is it like?"

"You are beautiful, cute, stubborn, strong, gentle, kind, and good at cooking. You can draw. Although you look silly sometimes, you will not be bullied by others except me. You are a soft-hearted person. .Most importantly, you like me."

The last sentence was said by Leng Huangxi deliberately imitating Ning Cai's tone. Ning Cai's ears turned red, and Leng Huangxi saw clearly behind him.

He couldn't help it, and gently wrapped Ning Cai's ears in his mouth. Ning Cai was startled, and pushed Leng Huangxi away in fright, and retreated from his embrace.Ning Cai's reaction made Leng Huangxi a little embarrassed. He felt a little uncomfortable when he saw Ning Cai's alertness at that moment.

"Sorry, I couldn't hold it back just now. You...you go to bed early, I'll go out to get some air." Leng Huangxi lifted the quilt to get out of bed. After Ning Cai realized it, she immediately rushed over and hugged him from behind.

"Xi...I...I don't hate you for doing that...I'm just, just scared. Don't be angry, I don't blame you. If...if you want to do it, I...I can do it." Ning Cai was afraid Leng Huangxi misunderstood what he meant and did not hesitate to say such words to keep him.

Leng Huangxi took Ning Caihuan's hand from his waist and turned around.

"Stupid, I told you I wouldn't force you if you didn't want to. Go to sleep!"

"I... I didn't say I didn't want to." Ning Cai lowered her head, feeling a little wronged.

"Okay, I know you are willing. But in fact, you still can't accept it in your heart, don't you? It's okay, I'll wait until the day you are no longer afraid."

"You... are you not angry with me?"

"Why should I be angry about this kind of thing? You've just grown up, it's normal that you can't accept it."

"I'm already 19 years old." Ning Cai argued for herself, and Huang Xi treated him like a child in a slightly convincing way.

"It's not here yet. That's why you're only 18 years old!" Leng Huangxi patted Ning Cai's head, lay back on the bed, and took Ning Cai into his arms.

"Ning Cai, I cherish you very much. Although, I really want you to belong to me as soon as possible, but if it is something that scares you, I will never do it."

"Xi... When you dated Li Xin, were you also so gentle to him? Did you and him..." Ning Cai propped herself up and looked at Leng Huangxi, wanting to hear his answer.

"Is this answer... important to you?" Leng Huangxi asked without answering.

Ning Cai lowered his eyes, he knew that he shouldn't be entangled in the past, but as long as he thought of Leng Huangxi's tenderness towards him now, which had been given to Li Xin, he would inexplicably feel jealous, even a little sad.

"I want to know." Ning Cai raised her head, still determined to listen to Leng Huangxi's answer.Leng Huangxi sighed helplessly as he looked at his expression of being clearly afraid of knowing the answer.

"If I say yes, what are you going to do?"

Ning Cai froze and could barely move.He avoided Leng Huangxi's inquiring gaze, feeling that something was pricking his heart.He suppressed an unhappy expression.He raised his head again, smiled at Leng Huangxi, and got up.

"Yes... yes, it's normal. You... are... originally lovers, and you should do... intimate things. I... I don't mind. Anyway... anyway... it's all over Well. I'm sleepy, sleep... go to sleep." Ning Cai pretended to be nonchalant, but she stuttered like this, how could Leng Huangxi believe that he was fine.Ning Cai lay down with her back to him, and even distanced herself from Leng Huangxi.That's all, and he said he didn't mind.

"Ning Cai... are you crying?" Leng Huangxi patted Ning Cai's shoulder and asked distressedly.

"I...not." Ning Cai replied with a strong nasal voice, clearly crying.

Leng Huangxi shook his head helplessly, and lay down behind Ning Cai.

"Then turn around and let me have a look." Before Ning Cai could turn around by herself, Leng Huangxi turned Ning Cai's body so that he faced him.

"He said he didn't cry."

"Am I useless? Like a woman." Ning Cai didn't like herself like this, he was afraid that Leng Huangxi would hate him like this.

"Who said crying is like a woman? Crying is not a woman's privilege. However, I like to see you cry, and I will feel distressed."

"I... I know that both you and Li Xin are in the past, but... just thinking about how you treated him so tenderly, I feel very sad."

"Say you're an idiot, you really are an idiot. Didn't I just say what if, and I didn't say it was true. I didn't finish listening to the words, but I was sad and sad, and said I don't mind, what is it if you are not an idiot? "Q

Leng Huangxi wiped away the tears from the corners of Ning Cai's eyes, then tapped his forehead.

Ning Cai was a little unresponsive.Leng Huangxi means...

"We were both underage at that time, how could I dare to do anything to him. Although we lived together and lived together, I never touched Li Xin. At that time, I was not very sure whether I could give him happiness, Even felt sorry for him, if it wasn't for me, he would be like a normal person, have a girlfriend, then marry a wife and have children. Although he hinted at me time and time again, I didn't really touch him until he left. Now ...Don't worry about it."

Ning Cai couldn't believe what she heard, but Leng Huangxi didn't look like she was lying to him.Knowing that he was jealous, Ning Cai didn't know how to face Leng Huangxi, he buried his face in Leng Huangxi's chest, and nodded.

"Fool. Go to sleep."

Leng Huangxi hugged Ning Cai, turned off the light, and then slowly closed his eyes.Sometimes, it is not necessary for lovers to be completely honest. If you can not say anything, try not to say it. Those parts that make people unhappy are already in the past, so let him bury them in his heart.

Right now, he just wants to guard Ning Cai well.There is no need to let him know about the things that make him unhappy.

Let him pass the past, it is meaningless to mention it again.