The Price of a Superstar [Rebirth]
Chapter 8 I'm Not Xia Yu
"Don't do this, don't do this...it will hurt me...it hurts..."
"Hahaha... I can't bear it so soon. I thought you were so capable, little beauty. If you want to achieve your goal, you have to pay a price!"
"Kneel down and beg me, and I'll stop."
Gong Ao knelt down slowly, begging him to let him go, begging him to agree to his condition for the sake of being humiliated for so long - the condition of agreeing to appoint the director of the new play as Gu Xin.
……
"Gu Xin, I'm so tired...I'm really tired."
"Persist a little longer, and we will have a good future soon. You see, after the building is completed, I will buy it and let you live in it. Can I give you a first floor? Let you see it every day to me."
……
"Gu Xin, why does he always stay with you? What's your relationship? Gu Xin, you can't treat me like this..."
"Gong Ao, don't you understand? I don't like you. I don't like a dirty body. I'm afraid that contacting you will make me contract AIDS. Go to hell!"
As soon as Gong Ao was pushed by Gu Xin, he fell continuously, as if there was no end.
"Xia Yu, what's wrong with you Xia Yu?" A familiar and reassuring voice sounded.
Gong Ao opened his eyes, with a concerned face in front of him, and wiped the sweat off Gong Ao's forehead with his hands.
"Have you had a nightmare?"
"Mu Chang, I'm so scared..." Gong Ao's consciousness was still unclear at this time, as if he was still in a dream just now, looking at Mu Chang with sad and painful eyes.He didn't know who he was talking to, but he just wanted to talk in his heart.
"I'm so tired, I'm really tired, he doesn't understand my pain at all..." Gong Ao slowly closed his eyes, tears rolling down his cheeks onto the white pillow.
"Don't be sad, I've already applied for leave from the company for you, I know you're tired. It's simply impossible for a person with amnesia to continue the high-pressure work without making mistakes. What you have to do now is to take a good rest. "
Hearing this, Gong Ao seemed to realize that he was Xia Yu now, and what he had just said to him.
Gong Ao stared at Mu Chang, "I'm not Xia Yu. I'm a thief, a liar..."
Mu Chang smiled and said, "No matter what you are, stop thinking about those things, I don't want to see you torture yourself like this."
He didn't want to see me torture Xia Yu, no, he was talking about me.Gong Ao nodded.
"Now you are polite, kind, kind, hardworking, and a little bit... well-behaved. In fact, you are quite cute." Mu Chang looked at Gong Ao and smiled.
Gong Ao's wet eyes, with a serious look, said that he was a thief and a liar, Mu Chang felt very pleasing in his heart, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.
Gong Ao thought, what would his reaction be if he knew that he was not Xia Yu?Will you still laugh and say that you are cute and cute?Mu Chang, I stole Xia Yu's body and lied to all of you.Don't smile softly at me, I'll be infatuated.
The scene in the dream just now was so real that Gong Ao in the dream felt that he was still in love with Gu Xin.Or, even though I hate Gu Xin very much now, I still can't forget him?Why did Gu Xin appear in the dream, the person that Gong Ao hated so much, the person that Gong Ao hated so much that his internal organs throbbed.
There are also those unbearable past events, those past events that Gong Ao never wanted to think about, wishing to lose his memory.Those people tortured themselves so exhausted that they didn't let go of their bodies.Their sultry faces and fierce eyes that want to plunder, seem to want to crush Gong Ao, no matter what object will become a tool to torture Gong Ao.
A person who voluntarily sells his body for a purpose will not be pitied by anyone.Even if they torture you to death, they will think you deserve it.In their eyes, you may not even count as a person.Gong Ao didn't feel how wronged she was, both parties who exchanged their bodies and benefits were not good people.
It's just that a humble actor who pays for love, what else can he do other than lose his self-esteem and future.
...isn't that enough?
Now Gong Ao has come to his senses, he already knows how shameless and stupid he used to be, he can't wait to lose his memory.It's just that he can't abandon those unbearable past events, these things will always exist in Gong Ao's mind, and then suddenly appear at a certain time to destroy and torture him.
Regarding the mistakes he made in the past, Gong Ao often thought it would be better to just die, and then he would be completely free.But he is contradictory, and there is still some unwillingness in his heart.
Mu Chang, maybe I am kind in your eyes, but that is just me in the past.Now I'm an insidious liar who lives for hatred.
Yes, don't be entangled by inner torture anymore, just be a liar or killer without emotion and conscience.
Only by forgetting yourself can you not be entangled by worldly affairs.
"What time is it?" Gong Ao wanted to sit up, but his whole body seemed to be stiff after lying down for too long.
"It's past seven o'clock." Mu Chang helped Gong Ao put some pillows on his back.
"No wonder you're not at work." Gong Ao patted his sleepy head, suddenly felt a sweet fragrance in the air, turned his head, and saw a bouquet of fresh roses that had just bloomed standing on the coffee table, looking very energetic .
"Oh, it was brought by James. You hadn't woken up at the time. He insisted on coming in to see you, saying that last time you were hospitalized, he was out of town, and he must visit you this time. I didn't expect you to be still asleep, so I just stared blankly He stood there for a long time before leaving, saying that you definitely don’t want to see him when you wake up.” Mu Chang explained.
Gong Ao smiled lightly.How good it is now, with so many people caring about it, and some people like it, the sudden happiness made Gong Ao seem to forget the decision just now.He was very grateful to Xia Yu for giving him such an opportunity, as if it was God's compensation for him.
A loud noise came from outside, disturbing the quiet corridor.
"I'll go and have a look, you just lean on and don't move." Mu Chang ordered and walked out the door.
"Cai Ya, you're here again, but Xia Yu is sleeping, you should go back." Mu Chang smiled politely, but blocked the door.
"Don't stop me, I want to see how he is doing." Cai Ya took off her sunglasses, trying to get around the medical staff and Mu Chang.
"Sorry, you can't visit patients without permission. Please go back and don't cause trouble for our work." The medical staff said.
"Mu Chang, I really want to see him. I came alone without a reporter." Cai Yamei's face was full of concern.
"He needs to rest, don't provoke him at this time, go back." Mu Chang still stood there uncompromisingly.
"Then you tell me how is his condition, and I'll leave after that." Cai Ya pulled her long, wavy hair dyed reddish-brown on her chest behind her shoulders, exposing her worried little face in front of her. Outside.
"He was injured and fell into a coma. He woke up at noon and fell asleep again now, that's all." Mu Chang replied.
"Okay, since you're here, tell him something for me to let him have a good rest." Cai Ya finished her instruction, put on her sunglasses and left.
"It's really worrying." Mu Chang sighed, and then returned to the ward.
"What happened?" Gong Ao asked.
"It's Cai Ya. She might want to hype it up again. I didn't let her in."
"She probably still remembers that song, I really can't write it." Gong Ao's eyes dimmed.
"No, she said she was worried about you and just wanted to see you. She also said that she didn't bring a reporter with her. Hehe, it seems that she might really like you." Mu Chang quickly changed the subject, he didn't want Xia Yu to be obsessed with work any longer.
"Do you...do you want her and me to be real?" Gong Ao asked hesitantly.
"Hope. But I know it's impossible for you to like each other, at least you don't like her." Mu Chang's words fully demonstrated his understanding of Xia Yu.It could also be said that he and Xia Yu had really reached a certain level of intimacy.
Gong Ao seemed a little disappointed in his heart.
"correct."
As if remembering something, Mu Chang turned around and took some books, some teaching singing and composing, and an MP4.
He handed it to Gong Ao, "You will definitely be bored if you stay here, you can read these books when you have time, I downloaded all your songs in the MP4, you can listen to it more, maybe it will bring back your old memories. Even..." Mu Chang paused, "Even if you can't remember, you can still use your vacation to learn slowly. I believe your talent will allow you to create again soon."
"Thank you." These three words are not enough to express the gratitude in Gong Ao's heart, he wants to seize the time to learn to compose as soon as possible, and express his gratitude with his own actions.Can't let him down.
"The books on music are relatively obscure. If you don't understand anything, you can ask me. I have experience in singing and can teach you. For composing, you need to hire a teacher to teach you after you are discharged from the hospital." Mu Chang looked at Gong Ao with relieved eyes, "Don't be impatient, take your time. If you try hard, you will fail. The worst plan is to be like me and sing songs written by others. Fans who like you will continue to like you."
"Mu Chang, can you stop being so nice to me?" Gong Ao's eyes were full of worry. "I'm afraid that one day you don't want to be friends with me, and I will be very disappointed at that time."
"You often said that to me before." Mu Chang smiled.
"Really, and then." Gong Ao asked.
"And after a while, you came to me to help you again. You said that I was your friend, so I had to help you." Mu Chang laughed, "You, you used to be proud like a prince, and your thinking has also changed. Soon, I have no idea what you're thinking."
Gong Ao looked at the smile on Mu Chang's face, it was Xia Yu's smile.That was Xia Yu and Mu Chang's past.Does this smile contain love? Does he like Xia Yu?
"Is it because of my pride that you treat me well? Or because of something about me that makes you feel that I am a friend worth making?"
"Because you are Xia Yu!" Mu Chang was so teased by the curious man in front of him that he couldn't resist, "You once proudly told me that I must treat you Xia Yu better than a good friend."
Mu Chang's smile seemed to be full of pampering, but this pampering smile made Gong Ao a little depressed.
"Hahaha... I can't bear it so soon. I thought you were so capable, little beauty. If you want to achieve your goal, you have to pay a price!"
"Kneel down and beg me, and I'll stop."
Gong Ao knelt down slowly, begging him to let him go, begging him to agree to his condition for the sake of being humiliated for so long - the condition of agreeing to appoint the director of the new play as Gu Xin.
……
"Gu Xin, I'm so tired...I'm really tired."
"Persist a little longer, and we will have a good future soon. You see, after the building is completed, I will buy it and let you live in it. Can I give you a first floor? Let you see it every day to me."
……
"Gu Xin, why does he always stay with you? What's your relationship? Gu Xin, you can't treat me like this..."
"Gong Ao, don't you understand? I don't like you. I don't like a dirty body. I'm afraid that contacting you will make me contract AIDS. Go to hell!"
As soon as Gong Ao was pushed by Gu Xin, he fell continuously, as if there was no end.
"Xia Yu, what's wrong with you Xia Yu?" A familiar and reassuring voice sounded.
Gong Ao opened his eyes, with a concerned face in front of him, and wiped the sweat off Gong Ao's forehead with his hands.
"Have you had a nightmare?"
"Mu Chang, I'm so scared..." Gong Ao's consciousness was still unclear at this time, as if he was still in a dream just now, looking at Mu Chang with sad and painful eyes.He didn't know who he was talking to, but he just wanted to talk in his heart.
"I'm so tired, I'm really tired, he doesn't understand my pain at all..." Gong Ao slowly closed his eyes, tears rolling down his cheeks onto the white pillow.
"Don't be sad, I've already applied for leave from the company for you, I know you're tired. It's simply impossible for a person with amnesia to continue the high-pressure work without making mistakes. What you have to do now is to take a good rest. "
Hearing this, Gong Ao seemed to realize that he was Xia Yu now, and what he had just said to him.
Gong Ao stared at Mu Chang, "I'm not Xia Yu. I'm a thief, a liar..."
Mu Chang smiled and said, "No matter what you are, stop thinking about those things, I don't want to see you torture yourself like this."
He didn't want to see me torture Xia Yu, no, he was talking about me.Gong Ao nodded.
"Now you are polite, kind, kind, hardworking, and a little bit... well-behaved. In fact, you are quite cute." Mu Chang looked at Gong Ao and smiled.
Gong Ao's wet eyes, with a serious look, said that he was a thief and a liar, Mu Chang felt very pleasing in his heart, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.
Gong Ao thought, what would his reaction be if he knew that he was not Xia Yu?Will you still laugh and say that you are cute and cute?Mu Chang, I stole Xia Yu's body and lied to all of you.Don't smile softly at me, I'll be infatuated.
The scene in the dream just now was so real that Gong Ao in the dream felt that he was still in love with Gu Xin.Or, even though I hate Gu Xin very much now, I still can't forget him?Why did Gu Xin appear in the dream, the person that Gong Ao hated so much, the person that Gong Ao hated so much that his internal organs throbbed.
There are also those unbearable past events, those past events that Gong Ao never wanted to think about, wishing to lose his memory.Those people tortured themselves so exhausted that they didn't let go of their bodies.Their sultry faces and fierce eyes that want to plunder, seem to want to crush Gong Ao, no matter what object will become a tool to torture Gong Ao.
A person who voluntarily sells his body for a purpose will not be pitied by anyone.Even if they torture you to death, they will think you deserve it.In their eyes, you may not even count as a person.Gong Ao didn't feel how wronged she was, both parties who exchanged their bodies and benefits were not good people.
It's just that a humble actor who pays for love, what else can he do other than lose his self-esteem and future.
...isn't that enough?
Now Gong Ao has come to his senses, he already knows how shameless and stupid he used to be, he can't wait to lose his memory.It's just that he can't abandon those unbearable past events, these things will always exist in Gong Ao's mind, and then suddenly appear at a certain time to destroy and torture him.
Regarding the mistakes he made in the past, Gong Ao often thought it would be better to just die, and then he would be completely free.But he is contradictory, and there is still some unwillingness in his heart.
Mu Chang, maybe I am kind in your eyes, but that is just me in the past.Now I'm an insidious liar who lives for hatred.
Yes, don't be entangled by inner torture anymore, just be a liar or killer without emotion and conscience.
Only by forgetting yourself can you not be entangled by worldly affairs.
"What time is it?" Gong Ao wanted to sit up, but his whole body seemed to be stiff after lying down for too long.
"It's past seven o'clock." Mu Chang helped Gong Ao put some pillows on his back.
"No wonder you're not at work." Gong Ao patted his sleepy head, suddenly felt a sweet fragrance in the air, turned his head, and saw a bouquet of fresh roses that had just bloomed standing on the coffee table, looking very energetic .
"Oh, it was brought by James. You hadn't woken up at the time. He insisted on coming in to see you, saying that last time you were hospitalized, he was out of town, and he must visit you this time. I didn't expect you to be still asleep, so I just stared blankly He stood there for a long time before leaving, saying that you definitely don’t want to see him when you wake up.” Mu Chang explained.
Gong Ao smiled lightly.How good it is now, with so many people caring about it, and some people like it, the sudden happiness made Gong Ao seem to forget the decision just now.He was very grateful to Xia Yu for giving him such an opportunity, as if it was God's compensation for him.
A loud noise came from outside, disturbing the quiet corridor.
"I'll go and have a look, you just lean on and don't move." Mu Chang ordered and walked out the door.
"Cai Ya, you're here again, but Xia Yu is sleeping, you should go back." Mu Chang smiled politely, but blocked the door.
"Don't stop me, I want to see how he is doing." Cai Ya took off her sunglasses, trying to get around the medical staff and Mu Chang.
"Sorry, you can't visit patients without permission. Please go back and don't cause trouble for our work." The medical staff said.
"Mu Chang, I really want to see him. I came alone without a reporter." Cai Yamei's face was full of concern.
"He needs to rest, don't provoke him at this time, go back." Mu Chang still stood there uncompromisingly.
"Then you tell me how is his condition, and I'll leave after that." Cai Ya pulled her long, wavy hair dyed reddish-brown on her chest behind her shoulders, exposing her worried little face in front of her. Outside.
"He was injured and fell into a coma. He woke up at noon and fell asleep again now, that's all." Mu Chang replied.
"Okay, since you're here, tell him something for me to let him have a good rest." Cai Ya finished her instruction, put on her sunglasses and left.
"It's really worrying." Mu Chang sighed, and then returned to the ward.
"What happened?" Gong Ao asked.
"It's Cai Ya. She might want to hype it up again. I didn't let her in."
"She probably still remembers that song, I really can't write it." Gong Ao's eyes dimmed.
"No, she said she was worried about you and just wanted to see you. She also said that she didn't bring a reporter with her. Hehe, it seems that she might really like you." Mu Chang quickly changed the subject, he didn't want Xia Yu to be obsessed with work any longer.
"Do you...do you want her and me to be real?" Gong Ao asked hesitantly.
"Hope. But I know it's impossible for you to like each other, at least you don't like her." Mu Chang's words fully demonstrated his understanding of Xia Yu.It could also be said that he and Xia Yu had really reached a certain level of intimacy.
Gong Ao seemed a little disappointed in his heart.
"correct."
As if remembering something, Mu Chang turned around and took some books, some teaching singing and composing, and an MP4.
He handed it to Gong Ao, "You will definitely be bored if you stay here, you can read these books when you have time, I downloaded all your songs in the MP4, you can listen to it more, maybe it will bring back your old memories. Even..." Mu Chang paused, "Even if you can't remember, you can still use your vacation to learn slowly. I believe your talent will allow you to create again soon."
"Thank you." These three words are not enough to express the gratitude in Gong Ao's heart, he wants to seize the time to learn to compose as soon as possible, and express his gratitude with his own actions.Can't let him down.
"The books on music are relatively obscure. If you don't understand anything, you can ask me. I have experience in singing and can teach you. For composing, you need to hire a teacher to teach you after you are discharged from the hospital." Mu Chang looked at Gong Ao with relieved eyes, "Don't be impatient, take your time. If you try hard, you will fail. The worst plan is to be like me and sing songs written by others. Fans who like you will continue to like you."
"Mu Chang, can you stop being so nice to me?" Gong Ao's eyes were full of worry. "I'm afraid that one day you don't want to be friends with me, and I will be very disappointed at that time."
"You often said that to me before." Mu Chang smiled.
"Really, and then." Gong Ao asked.
"And after a while, you came to me to help you again. You said that I was your friend, so I had to help you." Mu Chang laughed, "You, you used to be proud like a prince, and your thinking has also changed. Soon, I have no idea what you're thinking."
Gong Ao looked at the smile on Mu Chang's face, it was Xia Yu's smile.That was Xia Yu and Mu Chang's past.Does this smile contain love? Does he like Xia Yu?
"Is it because of my pride that you treat me well? Or because of something about me that makes you feel that I am a friend worth making?"
"Because you are Xia Yu!" Mu Chang was so teased by the curious man in front of him that he couldn't resist, "You once proudly told me that I must treat you Xia Yu better than a good friend."
Mu Chang's smile seemed to be full of pampering, but this pampering smile made Gong Ao a little depressed.
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