Save a giant as a bamboo horse [rebirth]

Wu Xiaofeng's mind was in a mess.

A lot of ideas popped up at once.

Why didn't he know that Chen Jiacheng had a childhood sweetheart in America?Chen Jiacheng, who had nothing to say to him, actually kept this matter a secret.

In Wu Xiaofeng's view, this is something to sound the alarm.

Especially his ambiguous tone, Wu Xiaofeng felt a pang in his heart when he recalled it.

He frowned, with an unknown fire circling in his heart.

Didn't you say you like me?Why did a childhood sweetheart show up.

Wu Xiaofeng suppressed the faint grievance in his heart, and frowned tightly in thought.

They all have childhood sweethearts, and they still come to provoke me to do something.

He cared, cared a lot.

I wish I could pull Chen Jiacheng up and ask him a question.

He turned around, his heart was in a mess, messy and piercing, mixed with sourness.

In front of him was Chen Jiacheng's strong back. He wanted to stretch out his hand to pull him to talk, but when he heard his gradually calm breathing, he seemed to have fallen asleep, so he had no choice but to give up the idea.

After asking, he was afraid that the answer would make him uncomfortable, so if he didn't ask, he would feel irritable again.

Wu Xiaofeng's eyes were as wide as copper bells, and various thoughts kept circling in his mind, and he stayed up all night.

Early the next morning, Chen Jiacheng woke up first.

Wu Xiaofeng tossed and turned and didn't sleep well all night, he knew it.

He couldn't sleep, and neither could Chen Jiacheng.

It wasn't until Wu Xiaofeng's breathing became calm at last that he turned around, gently hugged him in his arms, kissed his forehead, looked at him for a while, and hugged him to sleep.

But Wu Xiaofeng didn't know about this, his face was flushed from sleep, he stepped on the outside of the thin blanket with one foot, and spread his hands naturally, one resting on his head and the other on Chen Jiacheng's chest.

His pajamas were deformed by sleeping, and the buttons had been undone to his chest, exposing his collarbone, chest, and the cherry red sensitive part of his chest.

Chen Jiacheng's gaze was fixed on those two points, and the red drew out the thick luster in his eyes, making his mouth dry.

He licked it, making it hard in his mouth from soft, and the sweetness made his mouth and his heart tired.

It's a pity that Chen Jiacheng could hardly bear the *.

For the sake of the future, he can't do anything now.

Lowering his head, Chen Jiacheng kissed Wu Xiaofeng's lips softly, the soft lips made him nostalgic.

Wu Xiaofeng has always slept soundly, not even woken up by thunder, every day when Chen Jiacheng wakes up before him, he will quietly steal a good morning kiss to make himself feel good all day.

He gently pulled the thin blanket, and covered Wu Xiaofeng's exposed legs. The air conditioner was on in the room, so he wouldn't catch cold if he covered it.

When Wu Xiaofeng woke up, Chen Jiacheng was no longer by the bed.

He sat up, his head was groggy, his head shook slightly uncontrollably, obviously he didn't sleep well.

Chen Jiacheng walked in with a glass of milk and put it on the bedside table beside him.

He fixed his eyes on his face, looked at it for a while, and said gently and caringly, "Didn't sleep well? Your dark circles are a bit heavy."

Wu Xiaofeng looked at him, wondering if he was careless.

Chen Jiacheng's still caring tone sounded a little alienated to him.

My heart couldn't help trembling, and I panicked.

"It's okay, I slept well." Wu Xiaofeng didn't want him to see what was on his mind, so he picked up the glass of milk and drank it.

Chen Jiacheng noticed his glances from time to time, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, but he didn't say anything.

Taking the glass that Wu Xiaofeng had finished drinking, Chen Jiacheng said, "Breakfast is ready, let's go out and eat."

After Chen Jiacheng finished speaking, he picked up the glass and walked out of the room.

Wu Xiaofeng nodded, feeling awkward looking at his back.

The feeling of not being able to return to the intimacy of the past actually drove his heart slightly crazy.

Wu Xiaofeng hated himself for being so moaning.

Nothing has ever troubled him so much.

there has never been.

The most distressing thing is that he still doesn't know where his entanglements come from.

After breakfast, Wu Xiaofeng glanced at Chen Jiacheng who was reading the original English book, hesitated for a long time, and finally opened his mouth.

"Acheng."

"What's the matter?" Chen Jiacheng's gaze stayed on the page.

"That." Wu Xiaofeng said, "What kind of person is your childhood sweetheart?"

"En?" Chen Jiacheng raised his head to look at him with surprise on his face, "Why are you suddenly interested in him?"

Wu Xiaofeng hurriedly covered it up, "It's nothing, just curious, I've never heard of it from you."

"Oh." Chen Jiacheng said, without telling him that this so-called childhood sweetheart was one of the best childhood playmates he had mentioned to him.

"A very good person."

"Excellent." Wu Xiaofeng responded.

"Yes, excellent, aristocratic, elegant and intelligent."

Chen Jiacheng smiled after finishing speaking.

That smile made Wu Xiaofeng feel dazzling, and his words made him feel unconfident.

It turned out to be an aristocrat, a nobleman with money and status, and a good match for Chen Jiacheng.

Even though he thought so, for some reason, his heart felt sour like vinegar was fermenting.

"It's so powerful." He said without words.

"Yes." Chen Jiacheng's eyes still stayed on the page.

"That." Wu Xiaofeng paused, "Do you like him?"

After asking, he regretted it. The question was too abrupt, and Chen Jiacheng would definitely think him strange.

As he expected, Chen Jiacheng looked up at him, his expression seemed a little surprised, but he immediately laughed, "Of course."

Wu Xiaofeng choked for breath, as if he had been hit head-on.

The depression in my heart that was originally caused by the disparity in status suddenly disappeared, and was replaced by a full of unhappiness.

of course? !

Since you like him!Tell me again what it means!

A feeling of disrespect rushed into his heart, as if someone had slapped him on the face.

The strong self-esteem made him suppress the tingling and sadness in his heart, and he was only entangled in the fact that he already had someone he liked, but he had to confess to himself.

He actually doesn't know, what he cares more about is that he likes others.

Two clusters of small flames overflowed from Wu Xiaofeng's eyes, small but obvious.

Chen Jiacheng clearly noticed it, and asked, "What's wrong? Why are you suddenly unhappy?"

Wu Xiaofeng stood up holding the finished bowls and chopsticks, and said in a stiff tone, "It's nothing."

He got up and walked towards the kitchen, Chen Jiacheng hurriedly stood up, "Xiaofeng, put the bowl away, I'll wash it later."

Wu Xiaofeng didn't reply, his face seemed to be angry, and he walked out of the kitchen quickly, ignoring Chen Jiacheng completely, and walked towards the room.

After a while, he walked out quickly with his schoolbag on his back, without even looking at Chen Jiacheng, he walked out of the house with his shoes on.

"Xiaofeng!" Chen Jiacheng called out behind him, his tone full of bewilderment.

Wu Xiaofeng walked forward without looking back. He felt very sad, never so sad.

It seemed that he didn't know Chen Jiacheng anymore.

Uncomfortable, lost, he actually developed a negative emotion of being abandoned by the world.

"Xiaofeng!" Chen Jiacheng yelled again, but he didn't chase him out. Seeing his figure disappear at the stairs, the confusion in Chen Jiacheng's eyes gradually turned into a determined smile.

When going out in the morning, Wu Xiaofeng left Chen Jiacheng and ran out.

After class was over, he either pretended to listen to the class seriously, or he looked for an opportunity to leave the classroom.

He just didn't want to say a word to Chen Jiacheng.

And Chen Jiacheng surprisingly didn't pester him too much, seeing that he ignored his words, he didn't even speak in silence.

Not to mention chasing him to ask what happened.

If it was the old Chen Jiacheng, it would definitely not be the case.

Wu Xiaofeng was very clear in his heart, but the more he knew, the more painful the contrast was.

He tried to shake off the chaotic thoughts in his head, but it was always in vain.

Throughout the day, his heart was so full of this matter that he couldn't put anything into it.

The cold war he initiated on his own initiative lasted until after school.

Today Chen Jiacheng was going to the training base as usual. After class, he looked down and pretended to pack his textbooks. In fact, it was Wu Xiaofeng who didn't want to talk to him, and left without saying a word.

The moment he turned around, Wu Xiaofeng's gaze was fixed on his back.

A voice in my heart wanted to call Chen Jiacheng to stop, but was stopped by another awkward self.

He ignores me, and I won't talk to him again.

Wu Xiaofeng made a decision silently, and threw the textbook into the schoolbag viciously.

In the music classroom, Wu Xiaofeng absently listened to other students practicing.

After the game, Zhang Jiahe took a few days off before returning to class.

He and Wu Xiaofeng had a tacit understanding of treating each other as air, without negotiation, naturally there would be no conflict.

Wu Xiaofeng was still surrounded by a group of senior girls. After the competition, he became more famous among the school girls. Many people spontaneously formed a fan group. The high-level members of the fan group turned out to be the senior girls who had played well with him before.

"Xiaofeng, what's the matter with you? You're out of your mind." A senior sister stared at him and said.

"Yeah, why is there such a dejected look, what happened? Tell the senior sister." Another said.

"That's right, did someone bully you? Learn something to help you get ahead?" The third person interjected.

"Enen." The other three agreed, all expressing concern for Wu Xiaofeng.

"It's okay, thank you senior, I didn't sleep well last night." Wu Xiaofeng smiled and comforted them.

Looking up, he saw Zhong Yu sitting behind the drum set staring at Gao Chang, who was a classroom away from him. His heart moved and he walked towards him.

Seeing someone approaching from the corner of the eye, Zhong Yu withdrew his staring gaze, raised his head, looked at Wu Xiaofeng and said, "What do you want from me?"

"Is it convenient to chat? After school." Wu Xiaofeng directly explained the purpose of his visit.

"Okay." Zhong Yu agreed to his words almost without thinking.

Wu Xiaofeng liked his straightforwardness, and his expression eased, "I'll wait for you after school."

As he spoke, he also glanced at Gao Chang. After the previous game, he hadn't spoken to Gao Chang yet.

But some things are difficult to change when they happen. After all, it’s better to keep a distance when we are awkward with each other.

Wu Xiaofeng sighed, he actually likes Gao Chang as a friend.

But right now, because of Chen Jiacheng's restlessness, he is not in the mood to deal with the relationship between him and Gao Chang.

let it go.

Wu Xiaofeng thought, and walked back to his place.

Sitting back on the stool, he inadvertently turned his gaze to Zhong Yu again, who was still staring at Gao Chang, his eyes were extremely inconsistent with his indifferent expression, as if he was staring at a treasure that belonged to him.

After the music class was over, Gao Chang stayed behind to clean up. His face was indifferent, repelling people thousands of miles away, and he glanced at Zhong Yu from time to time.

Wu Xiaofeng could see that he was resisting Zhong Yu's approach.

But this time, Zhong Yu didn't stay to help him clean up, but stood at the door and waited for Wu Xiaofeng.

Seeing this, Gao Chang raised his head unexpectedly, while Zhong Yu looked at him without saying a word.

After their eyes collided, Gao Chang quickly looked away and lowered his head to sweep the dust on the floor on the other side.

When Wu Xiaofeng passed him, he subconsciously said, "Goodbye."

Gao Chang was taken aback, then turned around and said back to his back, "Goodbye."

After that, he looked at Wu Xiaofeng, turned his head and smiled at him, and walked towards Zhong Yu.

And Zhong Yu, staring at Wu Xiaofeng all the time, smiled at him after he approached, and disappeared at the door of the classroom with him.

The movements of Gao Chang's hands paused, and he stood in the classroom for a long time without any other movements.

At a crossroad where people come and go, in a KFC on the second floor of a commercial plaza, Wu Xiaofeng glanced at the busy traffic outside the window, facing a pile of hamburgers and fries on the table, he had no appetite.

Zhong Yu took a sip of Coke, dipped some ketchup on the French fries in his hand, put it in his mouth, glanced up at him and said, "What do you want me to do?"

Wu Xiaofeng's lips parted slightly, his brows trembled, looking troubled.

Zhong Yu stared at him for a while, then put down the Coke in his hand, "Just say what you want to say."

Wu Xiaofeng looked at his expressionless face. For some reason, Zhong Yu was lazy all day long, and his face always had a dull expression, but he had a sense of trust in him.

"Me." Wu Xiaofeng lowered his eyes and said, what he wanted to talk about was between him and Chen Jiacheng, but what he said was, "You and Gao Chang, what's going on."

Zhong Yu glanced at him, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"You guys got out of school yesterday." Wu Xiaofeng didn't know how to phrase it for a while, since it was someone else's private matter, so he asked the question abruptly.

Zhong Yu saw his scruples and smiled, "That's not what you want to ask, is it?"

Wu Xiaofeng was taken aback, he didn't expect Zhong Yu to be so observant.

Zhong Yu said, "That's what you saw."

Wu Xiaofeng was at a loss, "What?"

"I put him to sleep."

After a moment of silence, Wu Xiaofeng seemed a little dazed and asked uncertainly, "What's sleeping?"

"It's just making love." Zhong Yuyun said lightly.

!!!

Wu Xiaofeng raised his drooping eyebrows suddenly, and the word "surprised" was capitalized on his face.

Even if he didn't understand the relationship between the same sex, he could still understand what this sentence meant.

Although he has lived as a virgin in his two lives until now, he has masturbated to small movies a lot in his previous life, and he clearly knows what sex and love are.

"You are very surprised." Zhong Yu bent his mouth, and Wu Xiaofeng's expression seemed to make him laugh.

"It's a bit." Wu Xiaofeng said honestly.

"Why?" Zhong Yu asked.

"Because I didn't expect it." Wu Xiaofeng said.

"Not because of discrimination?" Zhong Yu asked.

"Why do you want to discriminate?" Wu Xiaofeng was puzzled. Although he didn't understand what homosexuality was, he would not discriminate against other people's lifestyles.

Zhong Yu didn't speak again, but smiled, as if he had expected him to say that.

"You and Gao Chang, what are you doing?" Wu Xiaofeng asked, he clearly remembered that Gao Chang liked Gao Lulu, so why did he get together with Zhong Yu.

Zhong Yu also wanted to talk to someone about this matter. He lived a chic and casual life, but he didn't reveal his thoughts easily, but now he was willing to tell Wu Xiaofeng.

"The game was over that day, I went back to get things, do you remember?"

Wu Xiaofeng nodded.

"When I went back, I ran into Gao Chang. He was slapped by a girl and scolded again. He stood there blankly, very embarrassed." Zhong Yu said, his eyes were long.

But Wu Xiaofeng could see that when he mentioned Gao Chang, there was a brilliance in his indifferent eyes that he had never shown.

"After that girl left, Gao Chang was very sad and didn't say anything." Zhong Yu said, "I don't know why, I can't see him like this, so I walked over to accompany him."

Wu Xiaofeng listened silently, looked at Zhong Yu as he spoke, picked up a French fries and dipped some ketchup, but this time he didn't put it in his mouth.

"I stayed with him for a day. He is a boy and he didn't want to cry, so I took him to my house and bought a lot of beer to drink with him." Zhong Yu said and put down the French fries in his hand, "Alcohol can relieve worries, Gao Drinking a lot, I drank a lot, and that happened."

Wu Xiaofeng was engrossed in listening, and noticed something was wrong, thought for a while and asked, "Are you gay?"

Zhong Yu smiled and said, "Smart, I have always been."

Wu Xiaofeng nodded, Gao Chang likes Gao Lulu, he definitely doesn't, he will have a relationship when he is drunk, there must be one party with that meaning, not Gao Chang, it can only be Zhong Yu.

"Actually, I didn't expect this to happen." Zhong Yu said, rubbing his forehead meaninglessly with his fingers, "I'm gay, but I never thought about what would happen to a straight man, it's very dangerous."

Although Wu Xiaofeng couldn't fully understand this feeling, he understood and respected him, nodded, and listened carefully to what he had to say.

"Maybe I have a crush on him, I don't know, but it just happened." After Zhong Yu finished speaking, there was a trace of nostalgia in his eyes.

"What did Gao Chang say?" Wu Xiaofeng asked.

Zhong Yu smiled, "He was very angry when he woke up, and he never forgave me."

Wu Xiaofeng didn't speak, that's why he heard Gao Chang angrily scolding Zhong Yu on the phone that day.

"Then what are you going to do in the future?"

Zhong Yu's eyes wandered, "If this incident hadn't happened, maybe he and I still wouldn't have crossed paths. This road is not easy to walk. I don't want to involve other people, but it happened when it happened. Maybe it was a predestined fate. I Don't want to give up."

Wu Xiaofeng was slightly surprised that someone as indifferent as Zhong Yu would actually have such a strong desire for one person or one thing.

"Then what if he doesn't agree to you."

"Try hard to get him to agree." Zhong Yu said, "It's not just for being responsible, I seem to like him."

Wu Xiaofeng was silent.

He didn't know how to comment on the relationship between Zhong Yu and Gao Chang. In fact, seeing Zhong Yu who clearly fell in love with Gao Chang, he even hoped that they would have a lover and get married.

That is, he didn't know if Gao Chang also had feelings for Zhong Yu.

"What about you?" Zhong Yu said.

Wu Xiaofeng was taken aback, "What am I?"

Zhong Yu laughed and said, "I'm not here just to care about my personal affairs."

Seeing what was on his mind, Wu Xiaofeng didn't twitch, "There's something wrong, I want to ask you."

"I don't know who to talk to." He said with a helpless expression, "For so many years, I only have one good friend."

Only Chen Jiacheng is a good friend, not because Wu Xiaofeng is too lonely, on the contrary, he is very active and liked by others, but most of his time is given to Chen Jiacheng, and he neglects to manage other interpersonal relationships.

The main reason for finding Zhong Yu was because he ran into the special relationship between him and Gao Chang, thinking that he, a boy who accepts intimacy with the same sex, might be able to give him good advice.

"Are you a good friend?" Zhong Yu said, with a slightly teasing tone.

Wu Xiaofeng was taken aback, Zhong Yu smiled and said, "He likes you, it's obvious."

Wu Xiaofeng didn't say anything, it turned out that Zhong Yu could tell, but he didn't know anything, isn't he too stupid.

"I can see that he is very sincere to you." Zhong Yu said, glancing at him, "Did he confess his love to you?"

Wu Xiaofeng was surprised, "How do you know?"

Zhong Yu laughed and said, "Like I said, I'm gay by nature, and I have a keen intuition in this regard."

Wu Xiaofeng looked at him suspiciously, "How old are you, do you have a lot of relationship experience? It sounds like you've been in love many times."

Zhong Yu raised his eyebrows and said with a smile, "Well, you guessed it, my cousin is also gay, he told me many things, and over time, I learned a lot."

Wu Xiaofeng nodded, not doubting his words this time.

"You didn't agree?" Zhong Yu asked.

Wu Xiaofeng nodded again, frowning.

"Do you regret not agreeing?" Zhong Yu asked.

Wu Xiaofeng looked up at him, not knowing how to answer.

Regret?

He was surprised to find that the answer turned out to be, he didn't know.

"He had a childhood sweetheart, and he also said he liked her." Wu Xiaofeng said it anyway.

Zhong Yu was taken aback for a moment, seemingly unbelievable, and asked after thinking about it, "Are you sad?"

Wu Xiaofeng frowned even tighter, and would reply, "A little bit."

Zhong Yu laughed at him, "I see that you are not only a little bit, but a lot, and you have been out of your mind in class."

Wu Xiaofeng didn't say a word, and said after a long time, "Really."

"What are you struggling with?" Zhong Yu said, "Don't you like him?"

Wu Xiaofeng was stopped by his question, and paused for a moment, "I like it, as a friend."

Seeing this, Zhong Yu nodded slightly, "A friend won't be jealous just because the other party has a childhood sweetheart."

Wu Xiaofeng was surprised, "I'm jealous?"

Zhong Yu said, "You are so sad, isn't it because of jealousy?"

Wu Xiaofeng was silent again.

He found himself unable to refute Zhong Yu's words.

He was very sad to hear Chen Jiacheng say that he liked that childhood sweetheart, it was true.

Is this just jealousy?

Why is he jealous.

The answer seems obvious, is that he has never had the courage to uncover.

"What are you afraid of?" Zhong Yu hit the nail on the head with the crux of the problem.

Wu Xiaofeng said, "I'm not prepared to be with someone of the same sex as a couple."

Zhong Yu seemed to find it amused, "The close relationship between you and Chen Jiacheng is any different from a couple? I heard that you still live together."

A voice suddenly appeared in Wu Xiaofeng's mind. He actually agreed with his words. What is the difference between a relationship that is already so close and a couple?

"Actually, when two people are together, the most important thing is to be happy with each other. Nothing else matters. Ask your own heart what you really want."

Zhong Yu's words circled in Wu Xiaofeng's heart.

Every day with Chen Jiacheng, he is undoubtedly happy.

Wu Xiaofeng suddenly felt that he couldn't find a reason not to be with him. The mess in his heart seemed to have found the direction of the thread and was slowly being sorted out.

Zhong Yu picked up the french fries and ate them. Wu Xiaofeng took a sip of Coca-Cola, his eyes still hanging on his mind.

"But." Wu Xiaofeng said.

Zhong Yu raised his head, "Is there anything else bothering you?"

Wu Xiaofeng nodded, "Between you and Gao Chang..." He thought for a while, changed his wording, and lowered his voice, "How do you do that kind of thing between men?"