Sorry for pinching the wrong person

Zhang Jianyang lingered at Ueno Station for a few seconds before turning around and entering Ueno Park.Today is not a weekend. There are not many people in the park. Most of them are tourists from all over the world. From time to time, I can hear people talking in Chinese.

Based on his memory, he found the secluded path in front of the bronze statue. The trees and flowers were lush and lush. He couldn't tell which flower bed he was sitting at for portraits.

He walked to a bench by the side of the street and sat down, facing several flower beds, thinking of the days when he came out, feeling embarrassed and nostalgic.

What is embarrassing is my naivety at that time, but what I miss is also my naivety at that time.

When Zhang Jianyang came out, he was in the first year of high school, and he was entangled endlessly during his adolescence. Regardless of his parents' objections, he had to live on campus, and something happened when he lived there.

At that time, Zhang Jianyang, Pan Ning and the other two boys lived in the same dormitory, and the high school boarding boys always had beautiful girls in their night chats, and the growing children were full of curiosity about the mysterious door.Zhang Jianyang gradually discovered that he was not interested in their topic at all, but he was sleeping with a fair-skinned boy whose body reacted after taking a bath.

Unexpectedly, the other party did the same.They ended up getting together out of nowhere, touting their shocking relationship in a big way.

Talk, call parents, drop out of school, go abroad.

His parents were enlightened and loved him very much. After struggling for a while, they stopped pushing each other and sent him to a more tolerant environment.

The adolescent's emotions come and go quickly, and soon he forgets about the boy with the fair body and throws himself into a new life.

Now that he thinks about it, he is very grateful to that classmate whose face has long been blurred. It is he who made Zhang Jianyang recognize himself.

There was not much pain in the process of his coming out, only haste and confusion.Because he suddenly discovered that his sexual orientation is not accepted by most people.

Confused, like all adolescents, he thinks about hypocritical issues and wants to find the meaning of his existence.

In the second half of his sophomore year of high school, he willfully dropped out of school, went to Japan for a study tour, and discovered his interest in art and design.With passion, I learned from the street artists who sketched people in the park, and also wanted to make portraits of people.

He came to Ueno Park with tools, found a secluded place and started this whim.But at that time, his Japanese was poor, and he didn't know how to communicate with people. He was sitting on a flower bed in the park with painting tools.

Zhang Jianyang laughed at the naive and embarrassing boy in the past, shook his head, got up and walked to the zoo.

When he returned to the hotel, Zou Yan had already returned and was taking a shower in the bathroom.

Zhang Jianyang walked into the bathroom to wash his hands as if nothing had happened, and secretly peeked at Zou Yan's slender and sexy body.

"Are you back? Sorry, I couldn't accompany you today. Where did you go to play?" Zou Yan asked him while wiping his body with a towel after turning off the water.

"I didn't go anywhere, I went to the park for a walk, and even saw the pandas." Zhang Jianyang didn't dare to stare at his body blatantly, his eyes wandered, he accidentally caught a glimpse of the bathtub, recalled the beautiful scene last night, and hurried out of the bathroom backed out.

Zou Yan came out wearing a bathrobe, wiped his hair with a towel, sat next to him and asked, "Ueno Enci Park?"

Zhang Jianyang nodded: "There are not many people today, and the weather is good, very suitable for walking."

Zou Yan looked at him with a smile, and his eyes were a little annoyed: "It's a pity that I couldn't take a walk with you in such a good weather."

Zhang Jianyang suddenly felt that he was sitting too close to Zou Yan, so he quickly pretended to be tired and lay down: "There is nothing to regret, I am tired from walking."

"Isn't Yoyogi Park closer? How did you get to Ueno? Let me help you."

Zou Yan put down the towel, raised his leg and put it on his lap, and pressed him lightly.

"I've been there a long time ago, and I want to see it again." Zhang Jianyang couldn't dodge in time, so he could only stretch his legs nervously, not daring to relax on Zou Yan's legs.

"It's okay, relax." Zou Yan put his hand into Zhang Jianyang's pants, relaxing his calf muscles.

Only then did Zhang Jianyang relax his body, and Ren Zou Yan helped him massage.

"When I was in high school, I used to go to Ueno to do portraits for free, but I couldn't get a single guest." Zhang Jianyang said to Zou Yan with some self-deprecation.

"What happened later?" Zou Yan asked looking into his eyes.

"Later? How do you know there is a later?"

"Look at your eyes, it doesn't look like such a depressing ending."

"Well, a Japanese boy came later. I asked him in Chinese if he wanted a portrait. He probably didn't understand, but just looked at me. Then... then I sent out my first and only one that day. Portraits, I just learned how to draw sketches not long ago, I guess the drawings are ugly, I don’t remember clearly. I just remember that I was very happy when I went back, and I felt a sense of being redeemed.”

"Really? You are redeemed by sending a painting?"

Zhang Jianyang was a little embarrassed: "Well, it may be a bit exaggerated, but I really felt this way at the time, thank you very much."

"Then give it to me, I want as much as you want." Zou Yan bent down and stroked Zhang Jianyang's cheek.

Zhang Jianyang was so nervous that he got up immediately, changed the subject and said, "Have you finished your work? When are we going to Karuizawa?"

"It's already done, we can leave when you have a good rest." Zou Yan looked at his watch and estimated the time: "It's 03:30 now, you rest for half an hour and we'll leave, we can have dinner at the hotel just in time. "

"I don't need to rest. Manager Ren informed everyone that they have all arrived and checked in in the morning."

Each branch of the hotel they are going to inspect is built and operated according to regional characteristics, so the employees stayed in the Tokyo and Osaka branches of the hotel respectively, and Zhang Jianyang and the people run by Xingyan stayed in the head office of the hotel in Karuizawa. shop.

It got dark early in October, and when they arrived in Karuizawa, the sky had already begun to be chaotic.

After getting out of the car, two waiters dressed in Japanese style waited for them, one of them welcomed them in unproficient Chinese, and led them all the way to a lounge, where they watched the traditional percussion performance in the lounge , while waiting for check-in.

"Are we staying in a water wave room?" Zhang Jianyang picked up the hotel profile and looked at it.

"Yes, there are courtyard rooms and mountain view rooms, do you want to change?"

Zhang Jianyang's eyes showed an undetectable joy: "No, the water room is what I want to live in."

After checking in, they took the hotel car and headed for the room where they stayed.After crossing the short stone bridge, Zhang Jianyang saw several houses standing in the water, which should be the place where they want to live.The light in the house and the reflection of the red maple on the slightly swaying water exude a simple and mysterious charm.

The room they stayed in was a separate two-story building, the downstairs was the living room and independent hot spring, and the upstairs was the bedroom.The room is furnished in a simple and comfortable way, and the quaint wooden tables and chairs under the warm light make people relax.

After entering the bedroom, simple and well-ironed bathrobes were prepared for them. The two of them changed into their clothes and put on wooden clogs. Zhang Jianyang couldn't wait to come to the viewing platform, and he saw the glistening water under his feet.

"Look, there is a red maple next to our building, it must be beautiful when it floats over when the leaves fall." Zhang Jianyang leaned out of the fence, and shared his discovery with Zou Yan enthusiastically.

"Be careful, don't fall into the water." Zou Yan walked over against the light in a bathrobe, Zhang Jianyang felt like a male model on a runway catwalk, with tall shoulders and broad shoulders, a natural hanger.Coupled with his innate calm temperament, people have to lament the injustice in this world.

"You look good in a bathrobe." Zhang Jianyang praised without hesitation.

"Do you like it?" Zou Yan also came to the viewing platform and stood side by side with him.

"Like... um, no, what do you like?"

"Do you like this room? What do you think it is."

"I didn't think..., I like it very much."

"If you like it, you have to eat first. Didn't you eat at noon?"

Zhang Jianyang pretended to recall, nodded and said: "It seems to be." He raised his eyes to look at Zou Yan, and there was a smile in his bright eyes.

Zhang Jianyang didn't know what was wrong with him, since he got off the car, his pulse rhythm became strange, and he was so excited that he didn't look like himself.And like a primary school student who travels for the first time in the summer vacation, everything he sees feels fresh, and he is full of expectations for every step he takes.

Zhang Jianyang ate a lot of dinners in a good mood, feeling a little uncomfortable, and proposed to give up the battery car for transporting passengers, and walked slowly back to the room.Zou Yan didn't object, just nodded with a smile.

Zhang Jianyang found that Zou Yan never seemed to object to his own opinions and requests, whether it was such trivial things in getting along, or unreasonable requests when doing /ai.

"Give me a chance to let you take a walk with me." Zhang Jianyang walked backwards in front of Zou Yan, enjoying the wonderful sound of clogs stamping on the ground.

"I am very honored."

When they walked slowly up the forest path, the sky was completely dark, Zhang Jianyang couldn't see the road clearly, and fell behind Zou Yan.

"Be careful, the road is a little rough." Zou Yan reminded.

Of course Zhang Jianyang knew to be careful, but his night vision ability was really not that good, so he could only walk forward slowly.

"Give me your hand." Zou Yan turned around and extended his hand to Zhang Jianyang.

Zhang Jianyang looked at Zou Yan hesitantly. Before he could move, his right hand was tightly held by a warm hand. Zou Yan led him forward slowly.

Tap, tap, tap... The crisp and clear voices with different steps resounded in the quiet woods, just like my own heartbeat, violent and chaotic.

Zhang Jianyang tried his best to suppress the ups and downs of his chest, and followed the tall figure in front of him towards the warm lights.

He thought that he should have fallen in love with Zou Yan.