Forced to reincarnate, I want to be a villain

Human beings are multifaceted creatures.

Even if the personality is fixed, it will definitely show a different side when facing different people.

Even if you don’t mention the complex crowd like the Mafia, it’s impossible for normal people to be in the same state when facing their friends, family, people they like or people they hate.

In the mafia, human beings are still human beings after all, and human beings are really complex and strange creatures who can never escape the shackles of emotions.

Why do they look different?Probably because of their different identities, their feelings toward others are also different.

Just like Truth would act coquettishly when getting along with Nakaya and Mori, but when facing Dazai and Oda, she has always been in a more serious state.

And Chuya is very gentle when dealing with the truth, but very irritable when facing Dazai.

Similarly, when facing Oda Saku and Mari, Dazai still treats his friends peacefully normally, but when facing Chuya, he often makes provocative and teasing words, and his attitude towards Akutagawa is really a bit too Spartan.

Look at what he has done to that child. He was already paranoid and stubborn, but now he is even worse.

Although it is said that strict teachers produce excellent apprentices, in the truth, all kinds of harsh training methods do not matter, it is the fastest way to become stronger, and it is not wrong in her concept.

However, only teenage children.In the face of the sarcastic remarks and sarcasm of the teacher you respect the most, the mind is not strong enough to not be hurt, right?

Why does the truth say that Dazai will lead crooked children.

because.Dazai's education method is really that he only has a whip in his hand, and he doesn't give anyone a bite of candy.

A few days ago, the iic incident was resolved by the truth.

From Truth's point of view, there are really many ways to deal with that leader.What's more, the other party wants to die and will not escape.

Mori Ogai got his wish to get the license to open the business, and today's Hong Kong Hei is also a completely legal organization.

The city once again returned to its former peace.

Truth returned to a peaceful daily life, and when she was leisurely spending her days in the infirmary, she could see Akutagawa Ryunosuke appearing here from time to time.

In order to prove his worth, he always likes to rush to the forefront.

In addition to daily training injuries, the boy himself is also considered a weak type, and he will get injured when he has to challenge powerful enemies.But it doesn't matter to him, as long as he can get Mr. Dazai's approval.

awful.

In fact, the first time he came to the infirmary, Atsushi Nakajima forcibly pushed him over.

Atsushi and Akutagawa asked Dazai why Atsushi and Akutagawa formed a team, and Dazai said that the two children's abilities would be extremely powerful when used together.Mutual honing will also make them stronger, and I want to combine them into a new generation of "double black".

Hearing this, Truth complained a little strangely: "Are you old? You actually want to nurture the next generation."

The truth reminds me of Mori Ogai's diamond theory about Dazai and Chuya.Can't help but lament the changes of the times.After all, Mr. Mori was already middle-aged at that time, and Dazai was only eighteen years old, and they both started to think about polishing the next generation of diamonds.

The truth often does not know what Dazai is thinking, but just thinks that Akutagawa who can be picked up and cultivated by him must have something special. When asked by her, Dazai no longer faces the ruthlessness of Akutagawa. , praised Akutagawa well.

Hearing the truth was a question mark, and I thought to myself why would you abuse the child like that.

When Truth complained about this to Zhongye, Zhongye sneered: "If anyone can really understand what that mackerel is thinking, it is probably the same black mud."

It is true that the pairing of two blacks works well together, but that is only when fighting.In terms of daily communication, Nakahara didn't want to think about what kind of ghosts were in Dazai Osamu's mind at all.

In contrast, Atsushi Nakajima, who was picked up by the truth, is very happy psychologically.

Truth never hesitates to praise others.

She thinks that after people have worked hard and achieved growth, it will be a very pleasant thing to be praised. Even if they feel shy sometimes, as long as they are praised words, the corners of the mouth will rise unconsciously. You will be more confident and motivated.

Dun, who was beaten, scolded and abused in the orphanage, made him feel very low self-esteem. Under this kind of teaching method, he gradually became more confident.

According to the long-standing tradition of Hong Kong and Black, the seniors who persuaded to join should give a symbolic gift to the newcomers, and the gift Dun received was a watch from the truth.

In the past, the orphanage he was in didn't have any clocks, because the headmaster believed that clocks were a proof of individual independent will, and orphans like them who were dominated alive didn't need that kind of thing at all——

So after receiving that gift, it proved that... Atsushi Nakajima truly possessed a clear will of his own.

At that time, the silver-haired boy holding the watch almost cried again.

But, very happy.

There is no longer any cage in his world. The weak and helpless child who used to cry in the darkness was dragged out by a ray of light, gently wiped away his tears, and let him see the vast and boundless world .

As for the reason why Truth went to Rongdun, it was pure.

On the one hand, it was because of Shibusawa Tatsuhiko's connection, and on the other hand, when Truth saw the unfortunate Atsutoki, he did see the brilliance of life from that boy, the persistence of wanting to live no matter how much suffering he experienced.Such longing made her seem to see her former self for a moment.

Although he is a qualified mafia, Dun still retains his kind nature.

For example, nowadays, although Akutagawa is someone he hates, when seeing Akutagawa being abused by Dazai, his first reaction is not to gloat, but to feel that he is a bit pitiful.

That slightly sympathetic mood probably ended when Miss Truth gave Akutagawa a small gift.

Miss Truth listened to a recording for Akutagawa.

Those were the words of Dazai-san with a chuckle.

"Akutagawa-kun, it's a knife without a scabbard, someone needs to teach him to restrain his sharpness..."

"...his talents are outstanding..."

"In order not to let him destroy himself and be at the mercy of that destructive ability... we can't just leave it alone."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke was stunned when he heard this, and was about to say something, but he was so excited that he covered his mouth and coughed, and almost fell directly on the hospital bed.

Huge emotional fluctuations emerged in those dark, seemingly emotionless eyes, staring straight at the recording pen in the hands of truth, with a look full of longing and a bit of doubt about life.

"Don't doubt it, it's true."

Truth raised a finger to her lower lip, and gave a "hush", "But this is a secret." She casually turned the recording pen in her hand, rolled her eyes and smiled, "And when you really understand something Before, I would not give you this recorder."

"..." The slender young man in black and black hair was silent for a while. He seemed to realize something and began to think hard. After that, he asked as if he was questioning himself, "Why? Why did Mr. Dazai refuse to face him? Do you agree?"

"Mr. Dazai gave me the meaning of life, but no matter how powerful the enemy is, or after I have gained stronger power, that person is not willing to positively affirm my subordinate... Even if you say such words to others It is praise, but unless you directly speak words of approval to your subordinates, it has no real value."

Who knows, why not just ask the amazing Dazai. ——This is the idea of ​​truth popping up in an instant.

Then she thought about it, smiled and shook her head, "I'm not Dazai, and I can't answer you."

"But just like what Dazai said, you are a sword without a scabbard. You are so stubborn to find a powerful enemy to defeat, and immerse yourself in killing, and you may not be truly powerful. You are more calm and comprehensive. Why don't you think about it? Even if he's always been sarcastic, he must have taught you something, right? Think carefully about the teacher's words."

"If you want to get a person's approval from the heart, you really have to observe the other person first to find out what the conditions are for being recognized by him."

Akutagawa: "..."

……

Atsushi Nakajima's sympathy for Akutagawa came to an abrupt end, and the reason was naturally that wonderful recording.

Although Akutagawa said that he wanted to get Mr. Dazai's approval in person.

But the words of praise for him seemed to have become his great motivation. When he was listening secretly in the infirmary, he was like a fan listening to idol's new song, and his whole body seemed to be full of strange aura.

It seems that... life is no longer lifeless, and there is a sense of expectation?

Really, how disgusting—— Don covered his face.

Because he knew Akutagawa's little secret, Akatsuki has often been staring at Akutagawa murderously recently.

However, their previous relationship, which was bad because of Dazai, seems to have improved a little recently, really only a little bit.

But it's so annoying, why did Akutagawa become a frequent visitor to the infirmary?

In order to gain Mr. Dazai's approval, Akutagawa kept coming to ask the kind and amiable Miss Truth for advice-Atsushi really felt very upset.

Obviously Miss Truth is his only teacher.So, he began to be dissatisfied with Akutagawa.

It was a sunny day, and Atsushi Nakajima, who couldn't bear it anymore, wanted to quarrel.

"Hey, Akutagawa, you're almost enough, don't always run to the infirmary?"

"Renhu, when do you need to intervene in the next matter?"

——When the conversation between the two of them was about to quarrel, someone pressed their shoulders heavily at the same time.

Behind him is Mr. Nakaya, whose aura is very dark.Those cobalt blue eyes were staring at them, sharp and menacing.

"You two little bastards, give me enough?! You are not sick or injured, don't always come here to increase the workload of my girlfriend?"

So, afterwards, they were thrown out by Mr. Nakaya at the same time, and the door of the infirmary was also slammed shut with a "slap".

Atsushi Nakajima: "..."

Akutagawa: "..."

……

Osamu Dazai feels that everyone is weird recently.

First, the truth speaks that kind of strange speech.

Oda Saku seems to be very strange recently, often looking at him with eyes like an old father.

And will take the initiative to find some topics to chat with him.

Well, what I was writing seemed to be on the right track, Dazai read the draft, and it was as interesting as he imagined.

It just so happens that he is planning to get Odasaku out of Hong Kong as soon as possible, and the truth will obviously help.A place like the mafia is not suitable for Oda.

Ah, it would be great to debut as a newcomer later on - he thought with some interest.

Ah, Akutagawa-kun is also very strange recently, although he is still very clumsy and not used to that, but he doesn't seem to be so paranoid and reckless, he has become calmer and thinks about problems, and he doesn't seem to be so repulsive about cooperating with Atsushi-kun...?

Although it is a good development.But why do you keep staring at him from time to time, as if observing him?

A few days later, Dazai received a ticket to the amusement park given by the truth.

The slug in Nakaya happened to be right next to him.

"Just give tickets to Atsushi and Akutagawa! Why do you, mackerel, have it—?!"

Osamu Dazai was quite gloating, and he added fuel to the fire: "There must be mine! This is the one that Zhenjiang invited me before."

As he spoke, he dodged Chuya's kick.

Ha, the slug is still as violent as ever, which is really good.