Forced to reincarnate, I want to be a villain

Regardless of what Atsushi Nakajima just learned: Truth and Zhongya, who treat him very kindly and kindly, and whom he considers to be good people, are both the city's largest underworld organization. What is the psychological shadow of the high-level port mafia? How big is it.

According to Tsurumaru's words, that is - life still needs some shocks, if there are all predictable things, the heart will die first.

How boring are those days, and I agree with this truth very much.

So she didn't feel guilty at all for scaring the other party.As a creature like a child, the more you are frightened, the more you will grow up.What's more, he will have to face the cruel truth later.

But Atsushi Nakajima didn't really feel intimidated by it, and he wasn't the type of blind kindness either.The sincerity of those two people towards him was visible to the naked eye, and no one would treat him that well...Moreover, Miss Truth let him live for herself even though she said.But now he can't find any goals related to himself.

His heart is full of gratitude, if he is really worth living, he wants to realize his value.I want to be someone useful to Miss Truth who helped me.If you become stronger, you can become a useful person?

"I want to become stronger...that is my own desire. At least, at least not like before..."

When the bullet hits, you can only block it with your body, but that may not be able to save the person you want to protect... It's really too weak.

Saying this, Dun's mood sank again, "But I... just like Miss Truth said, I am a very weak person."

"You can do it." The red-haired girl walking beside him was surprised by his speech for a moment.She blinked, and said something that refreshed his cognition, "You are a person with supernatural powers, and you are very strong. It's just that you don't know how to control it."

"Eh?!"

"You have two choices now. The first one is more convenient and gentle for you... There is an organization called the Armed Detective Agency in this city, and the president there has the ability to allow his subordinates to adjust and control their abilities Ability. ——It is different from the port mafia, it is an organization that is somewhat opposed to us, and it specializes in accepting some government commissions to help people and the like... I know the president there..."

The truth she was speaking was suddenly grabbed by the hem of the clothes by the silver-haired boy. She looked sideways, and the boy's purple-gold eyes were full of panic. For a moment, the expression looked a little pitiful.

"You don't want me? Miss Truth..."

"...Eh? Did I say that?" Truth narrowed her eyes, and she quickly realized, "And what did I just say? I said that I let you live for yourself? You now treat me as you Is there a meaning to living?"

"But that's my own will—!" With some courage, Dun's voice suddenly became louder, and the young boy with an immature face showed an expression that was about to cry, "Because, because Miss Truth is the first A person who treats me so well... I will never meet someone like you again... So, I want to be by your side all the time, can't I?"

Truth was taken aback, "So I haven't said the second option yet..."

"Eh...?" Dun was at a loss, his momentum suddenly weakened.

"As you can see, I'm in the city's most vicious port mafia. It's not impossible to bring you by my side, but you also saw it just now. Everyday life is not so routine. Violence and blood are basic. It's necessary...and you."

Truth stretched out her hand and poked Dun's forehead with a little strength. She stared at the silver-haired boy with a dazed expression, and said in a serious tone:

"Even if you are in the dark, you must keep your heart. Your supernatural power itself is a very destructive type. If you don't want to rely on shortcuts to control it, you must become stronger both physically and mentally. What's more, I still have important things I haven't told you. I personally hate concealed education, so even if it is cruel, I will tell you sooner or later—but, before that, let me exercise your psychological quality Get up! I will throw away all the cowardice and inferiority that I brought from the orphanage. - Even so, do you still want to stay here?"

Atsushi Nakajima flinched subconsciously, leaving aside the cruel and important matter... The tone of the red-haired girl was indeed not as gentle as before, but the confident tone in the words he spoke made him yearn for .

Why so sure?To have such expectations for someone like him... Atsushi had never thought of becoming stronger.Although I have such an idea now, I don't actually have much confidence.

But when Miss Truth said it, it seemed that it had become the not-too-distant future.

"...Yes, I want to help Miss Truth, I want to join the Port Mafia!" His eyes gradually became firmer.

"Huh? Are you sure? This is not an organization for playing tricks." Zhong Yuanzhong, who had been walking by and silently listening to their conversation, looked over in disbelief, "Truth, this brat..."

"I'll leave Dun Dun to you, Chuya first." Before Zhong Ye finished speaking, Dun was pushed to his side by the truth.

"……what?"

"Train his physical skills first, it's too weak. Obviously the ability is so strong, but the body is so weak."

"Why don't you teach yourself?"

"He is not suitable for using swords, and my physical skills are more suitable for killing than fighting? Why should a ninja teach the reserve soldiers of soldiers? This game profession is not suitable."

"It seems to be..."

Dun: I seem to have heard something terrible again, which was said by Miss Truth in a very relaxed tone.Frightened.jpg

……

There is only a thin line between so-called angels and demons.

And the so-called hell in front of us is just a blind spot for human beings.The world is hell, and human beings can never escape hell. To get rid of the shadow of hell, one must become strong and defeat hell.

It's kind of weird to say that all of a sudden.But this is probably the life perception after Atsushi Nakajima.

Day after day passed.

He was still being rubbed against the ground by Mr. Chuya.

Although he is a mafia cadre candidate, Mr. Nakaya has always been very kind to normal people on weekdays.But when he fights, he is really brutal, whether it is expression, momentum or force value.

Dun still remembers the despair he felt when he was frightened and wanted to run away on the first day, but was dragged back abruptly by gravity.

Pain, he is not so afraid... The torture he endured in the orphanage was unreasonable, the kind of grievance is different from what he is now, and no matter how he is beaten... Miss Truth will help him heal very gently it is good.

after after.

"Dun Jun, today's task is to do [-] push-ups, sit-ups and squats."

"Atsu-kun, come run around Yokohama with me today."

"Dun Jun, these are my knives, now they are your sparring partner. Dodge, exercise your speed and reflexes, don't let them cut you, it's OK."

"Eh? That's how I got stronger before, and I need to increase it many times. There's nothing wrong with it. Why do you show that sympathetic expression, Chuya?"

——It’s devil training.But every time you finish it, you will get praise and rewards without hesitation.

Later, he didn't need Miss Truth to help him heal.

His supernatural ability "Moon Beast" has a very strong self-recovery ability.

Although the control is still not very good, occasionally it will turn into a tiger and lose its mind.But it doesn't matter, because at that time the tiger will be tied up by Miss Truth.

At the same time, he also noticed the sense of disobedience when he was in the orphanage, why he was the only one who was often locked up... the truth about the "man-eating tiger" that was circulating in the orphanage.

I am a person who brings misfortune to others.

"Supernatural power exists to protect yourself, don't be afraid of it, don't hate it, you have to accept it."

"Even if it wreaked havoc in the orphanage, it wasn't your fault. Of course, it wasn't the tiger's fault. It didn't really hurt your teacher or other orphans. You won't be able to compensate for the loss of property after you earn money." That's fine. If you still don't feel relieved, it's the world's fault, yes, it's fine to blame the world for the problems you can't solve."

"And it's a fact that your dean is stupid. His education method can only abuse people out of ptsd. You can appreciate him or hate him, it doesn't matter, just be happy. And when you grow up, You can go back and scold him, tell him that everything he did was wrong, wouldn't it be more refreshing to see his expression collapse~"

"Look at how cute it is, the fluffy arms."

"I'm so envious of this resilience, it's like a ghost! I wish I had this ability before!"

"Dun Jun, you are great. Look, you have become stronger now! Bullets are completely useless against you."

——Dun knows.That was not just to comfort him, those words were Miss Truth's affirmation of him from the bottom of her heart.

The person who is very important to him has always said that he likes his abilities.In that case, I really can't do it to hate it.

……

And that day came.

He saw the photo of Shibusawa Tatsuhiko and knew the truth of everything.

The researcher with white hair and red eyes who came to investigate his supernatural power was killed by his supernatural power. The dean covered up the truth for him, and he forgot all about it.

In an environment that seemed to be hallucinatory, he pushed open the door hard, and saw his weak, younger self sitting on the electric chair struggling and crying in the dark basement.

He killed a man, he transformed into a tiger and killed the man.

But he is not wrong?If I didn't kill him, I was going to die... But he did kill him, with his claws...

"No matter when, the boy uses the tiger's claws to survive."

The red-haired girl who came to him at some point bent her eyes and smiled, and said the words he kept repeating in his heart.

"Do you wonder why I know what you are thinking in your heart? These are the deepest memories you have buried, but this is the past that I reconstructed with illusion. In the final analysis, this place is still under my control."

"Miss Truth...?" He raised his eyes blankly.

"As I said, this is the cruel truth for you after all." After poking his forehead with her finger, the girl pinched her chin thoughtfully, "But, I don't think it matters, it's just self-defense. .But the first time I kill someone...Under normal circumstances, if I don't do it right, it will indeed cause a lot of psychological shadow. Well...Here, let me show you the memory of my first time killing someone."

The girl waved her hand with a smile, and the surrounding scene changed instantly.

He never thought that Miss Truth would have such a past—it was a darker place than the gloomy basement he was in before, and the children around him all had fierce eyes and were ready to move with weapons.

Dun found a familiar child in it, with red hair and red eyes, the young Miss Truth, holding the knife in her hand expressionlessly.Different from the bright and clear eyes now, there was no light in that child's eyes.

Facing the children who rushed towards her viciously, the red-haired girl drew out the knife in her hand.

The scene after that was very bloody, and Dun subconsciously closed his eyes.

"...No matter when, the girl wields a knife to live." The familiar gentle voice of the girl in his ear gave him great relief, "We are companions, Don."

"……companion?"

"It's a companion who wants to live. There's nothing wrong with using your own power to keep yourself alive." Her tone was all natural.

"Well... Miss Truth and I are companions."

"That's right." Seeing that Dun opened his eyes and his eyes became firmer, Truth nodded in satisfaction.

She changed the illusion to another scene.

Atsushi Nakajima saw the familiar man with white hair and red eyes again, he was still alive.Wandering in the streets of foreign countries, from time to time to activate their own supernatural powers, to kill people with supernatural powers for fun, just to collect the crystallization of supernatural powers.

However, after so long, he still didn't seem to find what he really wanted——

"Did you see that Shibusawa Tatsuhiko? In fact, he is not completely dead. After he died, his supernatural power left his body and continued to wander in the world as an undead. Afterwards, we will arrest him, press him on the electric chair, and let him He tasted the taste of being shocked by electricity. He treated his own body in his own way."

Miss Truth said so, and her laughter was very pleasant.

At that moment, Dun couldn't help feeling.

Sometimes Miss Truth is more of a demon than an angel...really.

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Truth: I am very good at smashing other people's three views and helping them rebuild.