Forced to reincarnate, I want to be a villain

Although he is dissatisfied with Scorpion who keeps saying that he is stupid.

But if you let the current truth recall yourself in the ninja period, you will probably feel a little stupid.

However, human beings are in a state of progress and continuous growth, so it is normal to feel that the past self is stupid.

She was still in a particularly confused state at that time.

The reason is that the ninja's world is very different from the two worlds she lived in before.

Most of the people I met in the first two worlds were kind and lovely.

And the struggle and malice among human beings in this world never stops, and surrounds them all the time.Even if the memory is lost, the truth cannot be integrated into it.

So although she wanted to live, she didn't know what the meaning of living was, and she couldn't see any possibility of a better future.

And it's different from the situation in Yokohama where you can successfully protect yourself right after waking up.

At that time, she could not remember at all.

Naturally, it is impossible to master the breathing method.If it weren't for the instinct to use a sword that was cultivated in the previous world when fighting ghosts in the previous world, he might have died directly in this dangerous world from the very beginning.

Even if we look at it from the perspective of God now, the dangers of the world are doubled.After all, every ninja can use a special ability similar to "blood ghost" or stronger than that, and can kill the same kind of guy without hesitation.

Although it didn't appear on the surface, the truth that woke up at the beginning lived in the fear of dying in the next second every day when facing the world.

So when Chiyo wanted to accept her as an apprentice, he really saved her.The truth after that was indeed a sigh of relief. Finally, as the nominal apprentice of the elder, he no longer needs to be thrown into the chaotic battlefield, and can have more time to learn and practice life-saving skills. After all, that is a great thing.

And, no one likes being alone?

After all, it was a fact that she was in this ninja world that made her feel out of place at that time, which could not be changed.

But let her continue to be so lonely all the time, without feeling any kind words from others.Even if she survived numbly, there is a high probability that she will feel very sad.

Being able to get acquainted with Chiyo and Scorpion was indeed a very lucky thing for the truth at that time.

So, later on, I felt the same loneliness and loneliness in that child Xie.She didn't like that very much, so she wanted to make the boy happy and show some other, more child-like expressions.

……

And what kind of existence is the truth of the past for the scorpion?

She was the only bright color in Xie's lonely childhood.

Although they all have bright red hair, their personalities are really different.

The young scorpion is considered an introverted child.

Later, I guessed the fact that my parents died and they would not come back again, and found out that my grandma had been lying to me.Although Xie never said anything, in fact, that did leave an indelible scar on his heart.

In the future, the scorpions will be less and less fond of talking, and they are really moving towards the path of autistic children as the truth thinks.

He devoted himself wholeheartedly to the research of puppet art, and exuded an extremely cold aura from his whole body.

This made Chiyo, who was already guilty and evasive, even more discouraged. The grandparents and grandson basically had nothing to say except when they were teaching and being taught.

Whether he went to a ninja school after that, he never made any friends.The genius Xie learns everything very quickly at school, and even successfully graduated within a year, and was soon promoted to Chunin.Except for tasks, he basically doesn't communicate with his companions.

But the truth is different, she is the only one who can talk to Scorpion and make Scorpion take the initiative to talk to her.

They grew up together and were mentored by Chiyo together.

Sometimes the truth also wants to try to adjust the relationship between Chiyo and Scorpion. In her opinion, the relationship between the grandparents and grandchildren is too strange.But it's a pity that it's okay when she's there, but when she's not there, the two of them will fall into a silent stalemate again.

The truth is the same as when he was a child, he doesn't care about his cold expression, and he can always smile at him as always.

Get along with him like a normal companion, friend or even a relative.

I bought delicious food and came to share with him, I would talk to him about interesting things, I would complain to him when I was injured, and I would try to compete with him in my studies.

From Xie's point of view, she is obviously the more pitiful one, but she has no self-consciousness at all.When getting along, he has always been more accommodating to him.In fact, no one would hate a fool who fully understands himself and tolerates himself.

She is successful.

He doesn't hate getting along like this, he will listen to what the girl says.When she thinks she's stupid, Xie will take the initiative to taunt her, and the aloof personality is instantly broken.

Then the girl complained angrily: "You are not as cute as you were when you were a child." She even reached out to pinch his cheek.

In fact, even older scorpions don't want to admit it.

But before he became like this because of the death of his parents, he was still a naive and stupid child.

It is true that I often look forward to girls coming to the house to play with him.

Because when she promised to come, she would never keep him waiting for a minute, and every time she could bring him some surprises in different ways.Those are good enough memories of that young and lonely child, after all it is an irrefutable fact.

Truth is very good at observing words and expressions, and is also very good at caring for people, and is also very tolerant of people and things.But it's not like that for everyone.

When dealing with other people, they only show a more pleasing smile on the surface to avoid conflicts.

Because at that time, people in the village treated the orphans from outside the village in the same way, not very kind, or with an attitude of repelling malice.

Chiyo is one of the rare people who treats the truth with kindness.

And the young scorpion really likes to get along with the truth from the bottom of his heart.

So that's it, relatively, she will sincerely respect Chiyo.You will try every means to be nice to the scorpion, and hope that the scorpion will be happy.

After growing up, Scorpion felt that her character was really stupid and naive.But the truth itself is not really stupid, even smarter than most ninjas, at least not stupid enough to dedicate everything to the village.

But thinking about it later, it was because of this unignorant intelligence that he was feared.

How could those old and stubborn minds in Ninja Village find problems in themselves?If a ninja doesn't dedicate himself to the village, it must be that ninja's fault.Will they think that the way they treat their subordinates is really worthy of allegiance?Of course not, not to mention other villages, at least the atmosphere of Sha Yin has always been like this.

Truth cherishes her own life very much, and has been working hard to become stronger. Naturally, it is not for the sake of completing tasks and making meritorious service.She once told Xie that she became stronger because she just wanted to survive in this chaotic world.

At that time, Xie glanced at her and asked her: "You are still alive now, what do you want to do in the future?"

The girl was silent for a while, then shook her head.

"...I don't know. I don't think I'm strong enough."

When she said that, her expression was somewhat confused and hesitant, "Actually, if possible... I want to be free, don't need to listen to others' orders, and happily do things according to my own will. Live quietly in a The sky is blue and the scenery is beautiful. It is enough to eat delicious food and live with important people.”

However, for ninjas, that is simply a deviant and unattainable dream.Even if they can escape from the shackles of the village, what they will face next is being hunted down and living a life of wandering while fleeing.

In this world where wars are constantly raging and the strong are everywhere, the truth is far from being strong enough to live the life she wants in peace and tranquility.

The truth is naturally clear, even her thoughts are not her goal, and she doesn't know when and when she will achieve it, that's why her answer is so confused.

At that time, she had no intention of leaving Sand Hidden Village.Although she doesn't like the life of a ninja very much, she doesn't want to take risks to challenge her life. She is used to going with the situation.

She can only continue to become stronger?Maybe if he is stronger, his life will have a little better hope?

In comparison, the scorpion is much more deviant.With gradually growing up.He wasn't a normal kid, a normal ninja either.

The research on puppetry has gone into a state of obsession.He enshrines that as art.Artists are probably a little crazy. If they pursue the ultimate too much, they will involve areas that ordinary people cannot understand.For example, making humans into puppets.

He also has no loyalty to the village, and even hatred.Konoha Shirato, who killed Scorpion's parents, is dead, but is there nothing wrong with the village that continues to fight and let the ninjas on the front line die?They are also one of the culprits.

Scorpion has always held this idea, Chiyo probably doesn't know it, but the truth is well known.

She doesn't care, after all, her mentality is different from that of any ninja, she only values ​​the people she cares about.

The old man worked hard for the village all his life, but the two students he taught did not inherit her will at all.It is also sad.

Truth also predicted that Xie would leave the village sooner or later.

One day, when she found out that Scorpion had defected and fled the village, and then three generations of Kazekage suddenly disappeared, she immediately guessed the cause and effect.

She wasn't sad or sad, just a little lonely.

After all, being able to kill the third Kazekage proved that the current Scorpion is strong enough.

Scorpion is not afraid of risks. If being outside can make him happier, in her opinion, the so-called defection is probably like a boy who grows up and wants to run away from home and go out to pursue the life he wants.

Although grown up together, Truth and Scorpion cannot be bound together.

For a long time, even if Xie could still retain the soft feelings of childhood, she couldn't completely pull Xie out of his own world.He has his own goals and pursuits, but truth does not.

Truth herself was bound in a certain world, and she managed to survive as she wished.But he doesn't like the world he lives in at all.

The village she lives in can't make her have any loyalty, she has been drifting with the crowd, and fulfilling orders is just for living.

She also thought about leaving because of this?Do you think that if you try to challenge your life, maybe you can see a different scenery?

After all, to her, the only thing she cared about in this village was those two people, but now one of them has left.

However, seeing Chiyo's aging face and exhausted expression as a teacher at that time, she still temporarily gave up her plan to go out of the village to find Xie.

……

Even if he doesn't want to admit that he will be bound by boring human emotions, but in Xie's heart, the truth does occupy a special place.

However, the truth will not hinder his progress.Because she knew that she would not be an enemy of each other when they met again, so she could understand herself completely.So I don't feel sad about leaving without saying goodbye.

The only vivid color in the yellow sand all over the sky.

I am used to having a guy next to me who can always find something to talk about.

When I think about it later, I feel a little lonely sometimes.

Probably, he felt strange when he saw the lifeless corpse that day.

Stupid, the guy whose dream was to live, ended up dying so simply.

And angrier than I imagined.

Why Sha Yin is as stupid as ever, why that useless old woman can't even protect her apprentice.

Why does he think she is not weak, because she has always been strong enough in front of him, so he thinks that she can live well and doesn't need to be protected?

There is no such thing as eternity, that is a fact that the red sand scorpion has known for a long time, but he has been pursuing eternity all the time.After all, things like life are too fragile. If you want to be accompanied by others, make puppets.

It's just that that idiot can't speak anymore, and he can't smile anymore.Just like the "father" and "mother" back then.

Later, he also made himself a puppet, only pursuing his own eternal art.Time becomes meaningless for Scorpio.He has lost his human senses, and naturally he cannot feel the passage of time.

Until one day, the sleeping puppet in the scroll was infused with a soul and ran out by itself.

Without using the chakra line to manipulate, it changed back to the vivid appearance in the long memory.

What is that?Miracle?This statement is too ridiculous.

However, the only remaining "core" belonging to the flesh did shake beyond imagination.

It was as if he still had a heart.

The author has something to say:

I don't want to write memories anymore (I doubt life with my head in my arms) Why should I do this to my own life? I hurt myself.Moreover, Hokage is really suitable for writing tragedies.

I want to defeat be with sand sculptures.No matter, anyway, the truth is different now!