a mistake

Fang Nan was lying in the hospital by mistake. He didn't speak and seldom ate.It is only by rolling his eyes occasionally that people know his existence.

He was treated in the hospital for 5 days and his body has gradually recovered.But the faint pain in his chest made him unable to tell whether it was his illness or his mood.The days of Fang Nancuo and Cheng Jingming are like timeless engravings, popping up in his mind drop by drop, what drops is time, and what is recorded is time.

This afternoon, Cheng Jingpan came to see him in the ward.

Cheng Jingpan felt distressed looking at Fang Nancuo with a sallow face on the hospital bed. He sat on the edge of the bed and lowered his head to notice Fang Nancuo's bulging veins on the back of his hand.He said softly, "Xiao Fang, I'll come and see you, are you feeling better?"

Fang Nan nodded wrongly: "Brother Cheng, why are you here?"

"I'm Jingming's elder brother, but I also regard you as my younger brother. So, I want to chat with you."

Fang Nancuo was almost out of breath, his pale lips moved a little, and his voice floated out: "Speak."

"No matter what Jingming's private life was like before, he has made great progress since he was with you. I asked him seriously, and the child was indeed conceived when he was in the United States when you broke up at the end of last year. He drank some Liquor, I also thought you would not change your mind. We are all men, you can understand."

Fang Nancuo pursed his lips and nodded reluctantly.

Cheng Jingpan's tense limbs relaxed slightly, he adjusted his sitting posture, and continued: "Although my uncle is very open-minded, but the domestic environment and pressure make him only allow you to hide behind Jingming's back. Jingming disagrees. You have to trust him , he fought for your future."

Fang Nancuo lowered his eyes and lowered his head not to look at Cheng Jingpan: "You don't need to tell me these things."

"No. After Chang Yuehua became pregnant, my uncle was very happy when he found out. Although he hoped that Cheng Jingming and Chang Yuehua would have a fake marriage to give the child an identity. But he still made a step back. His plan was for Cheng Jingming to announce the two It's about getting pregnant and having a baby during the relationship, and waiting for a while before announcing the breakup of the relationship."

Fang Nan took a deep breath and asked back, "What does this have to do with me? He and I have already broken up. It doesn't matter to me whether he gets married or falls in love."

After all, Cheng Jingpan's age and experience are here. He continued to say earnestly: "It is impossible for a family like my uncle to have no heir. I know that you also have plans to be a surrogate. Just like what Jingming said, you treat your child as a surrogate." Come, okay? And you can also be a surrogate, all the expenses will be borne by the Cheng family, and my uncle will also be responsible for your child. Xiao Fang, the child is innocent and a treasure that makes our life complete. When you have a child will know."

After Cheng Jingpan finished speaking, Fang Nancuo didn't respond at all, and kept his head down.He sighed lightly, and said in a tentative tone: "My uncle asked me to come over, first to see you. Second, he said that if you can agree with Cheng Jingming's announcement that he and Chang Yuehua are in love, he is willing to give You have a 2% stake in the United States."

"I do not need."

"You have to think about yourself. I know you didn't follow Jingming for money, but these shares are enough to make you the most..."

"I said that I don't need any of these. The pros and cons are never what I want to consider."

"Now Jingming disagrees with announcing that he and Chang Yuehua are in love. He thinks this will kill your relationship. Do you think breaking up is the final outcome you want? Do you think you are avoiding it?"

"Did you know? A child is not something that comes from input and output, it is life! Did Cheng Jingming think about the child when he did all this?" Fang Nan raised his head by mistake and interrupted Cheng Jingpan's words. He spent a lot of time With all the strength, he said intermittently: "It is best for me to leave now. I never thought I was capable of raising a child. The pain caused by my parents' marital tragedy once made me want to die. Even thinking about it now, I I still feel very sad. I don’t want Cheng Mo to grow up in an environment without mother’s love or father’s love.”

"Is that how you think about it? But even if you break up, it's impossible for Jing Ming to be with Chang Yuehua."

"That was his choice. I just can't take it all, I'm tired. Last week we were planning where to go in the winter, and then he suddenly brought you a baby, he kept it from you for a year, and even his family It's also hidden from you. If it were you, would you accept it? You were born in a family with broken feelings, could you watch him abandon the child for you? I can't accept this child, and I can't accept everything you have imposed on me .”

Cheng Jingpan was dumbfounded for a moment.

After a long silence, Fang Nancuo closed his eyes and said in a low voice, "Thank you for coming to see me. I want to rest now, and you tell Cheng Jingming outside the door to let him go home."

Seeing that Fang Nancuo's attitude was so strong, Cheng Jingpan could only help him tuck the quilt and leave.

He pushed open the door of the ward and came out, shaking his head at Cheng Jingming, who was sitting on the bench in the corridor with a scruffy beard.

"Jingming," Cheng Jingpan walked over and patted Cheng Jingming's back, "You go home."

"He..." Cheng Jingming glanced at the door of the ward.

"Xiao Fang is recovering very well. But..." Cheng Jingpan didn't know how to speak.

"I see, brother. You go home first, and I will sit down for a while."

Cheng Jingpanfu paused in Cheng Jingming's hand for a while, and he said slowly: "The moment when people are most powerless is when they want to regain their lives and keep their love. Jingming, you will slowly think about it. Uncle's proposal is the best now. Choice is good for you, good for Cheng Mo, and good for Meixiu."

Cheng Jingming took a breath: "If I announce that Chang Yuehua and I are in love, Fang Nan will be regarded as a third party. How will his friends and colleagues treat him? What is our relationship? I can't help it." Think about him."

"You think about it again."

After Cheng Jingpan left, Cheng Jingming sat until twelve o'clock in the evening before gently pushing the door to enter the ward.

I haven't seen him for a few days, Fang Nancuo is so thin that there are only two protruding eyes left on his whole face.He lay peacefully on the hospital bed and fell into a deep sleep.

Cheng Jingming slowly sat beside him, wanting to raise his hand to touch his forehead, but just as he raised his hand, he put it down gently again.

Cheng Jingming said as if he was talking to himself: "Xiao Fang, you are the person I don't want to hurt the most in my life. Everything I do is for you. I don't know why this life depends on on you."

When Cheng Jingming left the hospital, all the lights in the corridor had been turned off, only the green emergency light was emitting a faint green light, and Cheng Jingming's shadow was infinitely elongated...

The author has something to say: rest tomorrow, stop updating for a day.