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Lu Lanbo finally returned home on New Year's Eve. Seeing that Lu's father and mother were very happy, he planned to find a suitable opportunity to tell them.

After gathering with relatives for several days, the eldest aunt behaved normally, Lu Lanbo didn't talk much, and no one mentioned the matter of Hai Jingjing.Therefore, he and his aunt did not have any more conflicts.This year is as lively as firecrackers.

On the night of the third day of junior high school, Lu Lanbo saw that Lu's father and mother were watching TV, and "Parents' Love" was playing on the TV. He sat next to him, picked up the dried fruit on the coffee table and ate it.

The house is peaceful and peaceful, with the occasional sound of firecrackers outside the window.Lu Lanbo felt that the timing was good now. He looked at Lu's father and Lu's mother, and finally made up his mind.

"Dad, Mom." Lu Lanbo looked at Lu's father and mother, "I have a date."

Lu's father and Lu's mother were shocked at first, they looked at each other, and immediately turned to look at Lu Lanbo.

"Have it? Why don't you bring it back for the New Year?"

"Well, I want to tell you, I don't know if you can accept it or not?" Lu Lanbo said slowly, looking at Lu's father and Lu's mother, for fear of missing a slight change of expression on their faces.

"Are you a colleague?" Lu's mother laughed, "Is it that girl who was so talkative that you hurt that time, Lao Lu, remember, that girl is so pretty."

"No, but you also know each other."

"Who?"

"Director Qin."

Mother Lu's smile remained the same as before, "Which Director Qin? Old Lu, have you seen him?"

Father Lu shook his head, then looked at Lu Lanbo again.

"Just came to our house last time, Director Qin, Qin Mingchang." Lu Lanbo didn't dare to look into her parents' eyes anymore, she lowered her head.

"Him? A man?" Mother Lu looked at Father Lu in disbelief, "Are you kidding us? I really can't give you lucky money this year."

"You..." Father Lu understood, and said for a long time, "Same sex?"

Lu Lanbo nodded, not daring to see Lu's father and Lu's mother.There is a pot of Clivia in full bloom in the living room, Lu Lanbo can only keep his eyes on Clivia.

Mother Lu suddenly stood up, "I don't want to listen to your crazy talk now. Is that how I educated you?"

Mother Lu was heartbroken, and walked into the bedroom quickly, and Father Lu chased after her.

After hesitating for a while, Lu Lanbo followed into the bedroom. Mother Lu was sitting by the bed, her face was pale, and Father Lu was standing beside him, somewhat at a loss.

"Is it because of the 100 million house payment that you did this?" Mother Lu cried.

"No, we've been together for a long time."

"Didn't junior high school hit you because of puppy love?" Father Lu sighed, looking at Lu Lanbo suspiciously.

"Qin Mingchang and I really love each other."

"Sincerely?" Mother Lu cried, "You have been excellent since you were a child, why are you like this now?"

"Does this have something to do with my excellence?" Lu Lanbo muttered in a low voice.

"How far have you developed?" Lu's father looked at Lu Lanbo sternly. Lu's father thought he was very good at interrogating prisoners.But to Lu Lanbo, he could only hold back the words in his heart.

"Do you still need to ask?" Mother Lu called out, "We don't accept it, so you end it as soon as possible."

Lu's mother cried very sadly, she choked up and said, "Don't think that your father and I will agree, we won't. You should honestly give me a blind date as soon as possible, and live a life that a normal person should live."

"We're not abnormal either. I'm telling you today just to hope that you won't force me to go on a blind date again."

Lu's father glared at Lu Lanbo fiercely, "Is this the New Year's day? See how your mother is crying? Now go back to your room and think about it carefully."

Lu Lanbo took a deep breath, turned and went to his bedroom.

Lu's father sat on the bed and asked Lu's mother for a while: "Is what he just said true?"

He was lying on the bed, thinking that not long ago he and Qin Mingchang slept here hugging each other, and he felt a little sad. He wanted to go back to the sweet moments before, as long as they loved each other, it would be fine.

The next day, when Lu Lanbo got up to eat breakfast, he was afraid to look at his parents, so he could only sit quietly at the corner of the dining table.

"I discussed with your mother all night, you should ask for leave for the next few days and let me stay at home." Father Lu sighed.

"It's not easy to ask for leave in the hospital."

"If it's not good, please invite me, or you can just resign and come back to Shiyan." Lu's mother's expression suddenly became agitated, and she still kept the chopsticks in her hand on the plate.

Lu Lanbo could only nod his head, not daring to say anything more.

Lu's father reached out and tugged at Lu's mother's arm: "Let's eat."

"Don't pull me, I blame you. When Bobo was a child, if you spent more time with him, how could he be like this now?"

Lu's father raised his voice: "The children of other families in our police station are not like this."

"I don't blame you." Lu Lanbo was afraid that his parents would quarrel, so he had to compromise on his own, "I'll ask for leave later."

"I still say the same thing, we don't agree, does everyone in your hospital know?" Lu's mother glared at Lu Lanbo angrily, she wanted to see where things were going.

"No... yes." Lu Lanbo stammered.

"You are too young to be bewitched by him. Didn't you have a girlfriend in college?" Lu's mother softened her tone a little bit, "You can't be together forever. Now that there are few people who know about it, you should quickly end this relationship." An abnormal relationship."

"I voluntarily."

"Can you disregard your parents if you want to? We don't say that you will carry on the family line. Just like you are now, how can you last long? Without a marriage contract and no children, how can you live long? Let alone love. This kind of thing is the most useless." Mother Lu Looking at Lu Lanbo helplessly, "Have you thought about all of this?"

"We can go to the United States to get married and have surrogacy."

"It's all Qin Mingchang told you? What kind of good children can a deformed family like yours raise?" Mother Lu sighed, "Or do you believe it? Do you yourself believe that you can be together forever?"

Lu Lanbo didn't know how to answer, he should have firmly said yes, then things might turn around.However, he couldn't say it because he really didn't know.

"There are still all kinds of pressure. How do you bear it? How do you let us bear it? Qin Mingchang is old, so he can continue to have money to find handsome young men. How about you? When you have nothing, how can your father and I rest assured?"

"You should also consider the pressure that your mother and I will be under." Lu's father finally said, "We discussed all night yesterday, you think about your future. In the future, we will not be here, and you will not be together anymore, yourself What should I do? Is it just broken like this?"

Lu Lanbo lowered his head.

"Break up now," Mother Lu said firmly, "Homosexuality doesn't work. Besides, maybe you will change if you get in touch with a few girls."

Lu's father followed suit and nodded: "Maybe your work environment is too depressing. If you rest for a few days, you might find that you still like women. Or you can go back to Shiyan People's Hospital to work."

"No." Lu Lanbo grabbed the corner of the table with his left hand, as if looking for a support, "I really like him."

Lu's mother reached out and patted the table: "Why can't you understand the painstaking efforts of your parents? I have prepared the money in the past few days, and you give it to Qin Mingchang. We don't owe him anything."

"Then can you understand me?" Lu Lanbo looked at Lu's father and Lu's mother.

"Why are you talking to us?" Lu's father panted heavily, "I think you are abnormal. Have you been tested for AIDS?"

Lu Lanbo stood up suddenly: "Don't insult me ​​and Qin Mingchang."

"Do you know how many homosexual cases we have encountered in the police station?" Father Lu clenched his left hand into a fist, as if desperately enduring it, "Don't you want to be like them in the future?"

Lu Lanbo no longer looked at his parents, he went into the bedroom and locked himself inside.

Lu Lanbo was lying on the bed, as if only lying down could make him calm.

He didn't want to tell Qin Mingchang all this.

Where is the future for him and Qin Mingchang?Even if he can convince his parents, what about the latter?Can he fully convince himself?Lu Lanbo felt very tired, his chest heaved violently, as if a monster lived inside, biting his internal organs.If he and Qin Mingchang can't be together in the future, what can he do?Lu Lanbo thought for a while, as if he knew nothing.

Relatives came to visit these few days, and Lu's father and Lu's mother pretended nothing happened, and the three greeted their relatives and friends with forced smiles.

After several days of being in a daze, Lu Lanbo decided to talk to his parents again.

"When can I go to work?" Lu Lanbo was a little anxious seeing that it was already the seventh day of the Lunar New Year.

"When will you break up with him?" Mother Lu seemed to have aged a lot at once, she sighed, "What we want is you. With so many roads, do you choose the most difficult one?"

Lu Lanbo burst into tears, "I am willing."

Lu's mother's attitude is not as tough as it was a few days ago, but after a few days of thinking, Lu's mother is more worried about Lu Lanbo's future.

"We can see the future for you, why don't we stop you now?" Mother Lu stopped talking.She suddenly felt very sad. She knew that Lu Lanchang had grown up and was not the child who hugged her and asked her to buy candy.But, did she really watch Lu Lanbo go this way?She couldn't do it, and neither could any mother.The risks and pressures of falling in love with someone of the same sex are beyond the reach of ordinary people.

Thinking of this, Mother Lu shed tears again.Lu Lanbo was at a loss as he stood aside, he could only hand over the towel.At this moment, he hated himself a little.

Guilt towards his parents made him feel like he was going to lose it.

Lu Lanbo returned to the bedroom and called Qin Mingchang.

"How are you these days?" Qin Mingchang asked first.

"Well, I just don't know when to go back to work."

"Do you need me to come over?"

"No, my parents are probably more excited to see you."

"Ah."

"Do we have a future?" Lu Lanbo suddenly asked without confidence.

"We can grow old together. Didn't you say that you want to go back to the mountains and forests, raise flowers and feed dogs?"

"Ah."

Lu Lanbo heard Qin Mingchang sigh on the phone, "I'll wait for you."

Lu Lanbo hung up the phone, he understood that Qin Mingchang would always be the one waiting.At this moment, Lu Lanbo really wanted to run back to Jiayang and take Qin Mingchang out of here.

Lu Lanbo touched his heart, his heart was beating in pain.