green water for a long time

The next day, when Lu Lanbo walked to the hospital gate, he remembered that Director Dagu held a morning meeting of the Department of Orthopedics today.

The director of Dagu is named Gu Mang. Because he manages the entire orthopedics department of Fu'an Hospital, everyone likes to call him Director Dagu.Director Dagu has repeatedly emphasized that his surname is Gu, the Gu of Guzi.However, after he received five pennants that were all "Director Bone", he gave up explaining.

Lu Lanbo ran to the meeting room, surrounded by people, he sat next to Lian Yu.

Lian Yu muttered softly: "Look, why is the temperament of chiropods different from ours? I just can't figure it out."

At this time, Qin Mingchang walked in, and he sat directly in front talking to other directors.

Lu Lanbo sat in the back, he could see the back of Qin Mingchang's head in the front row, and his heart beat fast again.

Director Gu mainly talked about the deduction of medical insurance fees today.

After the meeting, Zhou Shu sighed: "I really haven't earned much. Come on, I will write the appeal later." Lian Yu patted him on the shoulder and said, "Our doctor Zhou also made the deductions very miserable."

Huang Tao who was next to him whispered, "Do you think Director Qin looks a little strange today, but... feels very tired."

Lian Yu smirked, smacked his lips, and took Lu Lanbo to the outpatient clinic.

A few days passed, and Lu Lanbo felt more and more that he needed to go to a psychological clinic, because there was always a moment in the day when he wanted to cry.You cannot enter the psychological clinic of Fu'an Hospital.After all, we are all colleagues, so I have scruples in my heart.

He sighed and looked through private psychological clinics, which charged 660 per hour. Lu Lanbo thought how many chickens could be bought for more than 600 yuan.And he is full of words now, it is estimated that there will be no 2-3 hours to finish talking.

Between saving money and suffering, Lu Lanbo chose to save money.He thought of his one-quarter classmate Xiao Zhao, Zhao Wuguang seemed to have passed the exam as a psychological counselor.

He asked Zhao Wuguang out for a drink.

The two found a food stall.

"Did you ask me to eat and inform me that you are going to get married and let me present you a gift?" Zhao Wuguang asked suspiciously.His nose is the most beautiful among the facial features, it is straight and straight, it is really a nose that saves a face.

"After all, you and I are classmates in the same class in high school, and fellow villagers. Why are you so hostile to me?" Lu Lanbo felt Zhao Wuguang's hostility.

"Professional reasons. I hate you very much, and I like to abuse administrative dogs when I have nothing to do." Zhao Wuguang said very directly, "Why did you find me?"

"Have you ever been a psychological counselor?" Lu Lanbo asked, "I need to consult you."

"I'm not professional enough!" Zhao Wuguang looked at Lu Lanbo like a fool.

"My questions are not professional enough." Lu Lanbo thought for a while and said, "I'm broken in love."

"Do you need shoulders or hands now?" Zhao Wuguang stretched out his hands and looked at Lu Lanbo, but Lu Lanbo seemed really sad, and he said, "You may need 7 days..."

"Get lost, I don't believe this." Lu Lanbo sighed, "Can you speak human language?"

"You're going out of your mind, you're running out of money and money?" Zhao Wuguang said incredulously, "Does this still require psychological counseling?"

"No, he is special."

"Then you can't stay?" Zhao Wuguang felt that the question was very simple.

"Am I a man?" Lu Lanbo took a deep breath. He has been struggling with this question for the past few days.

"Taking a bath together, after appraisal, pure man." Zhao Wuguang laughed.

"I'm with him, I'm afraid I'll lose myself." Lu Lanbo said a little disappointed, "I feel like he's playing with me."

"We men are still afraid of being played? Fuck it, did you find a rich woman? Or did you become a male mistress?" Zhao Wuguang looked shocked.

"No, he is unmarried and good-looking. I like him very much, he is very special, but when I am with him, I feel that I am not the same as before." Lu Lanbo said as tactfully as possible.

"How do you feel now?" Zhao Wuguang stopped laughing and asked him solemnly.

"I feel like I'm dying."

"You are dying, do you still care about losing yourself? Is it more important to lose yourself or lose her? Have you ever thought about this?" Zhao Wuguang said.

Lu Lanbo thought for a while: "Then I can't put love first!"

"I know, you are dying, and you still think about self-esteem? Self-esteem is useless in love, you know!"

Lu Lanbo was a little skeptical, "Are you a psychologist?"

"No, it's about falling in love. I have experienced falling in love more than a dozen times in my life." Zhao Wuguang was very calm.

"Can you be more professional?" Lu Lanbo regretted that he really should have found a professional who paid 600 yuan per hour.

"No, Lu Lanbo, I haven't seen you for several years, why are you so troubled now?" Zhao Wuguang shook his head.

"Then what should I do now?" Lu Lanbo took a sip of beer, feeling a little helpless.

"Go to her and explain to her clearly." Zhao Wuguang patted his thigh and suddenly realized, "You don't want to die, do you? If you want to die, you will die tomorrow. I don't want to be investigated by the police."

Lu Lanbo didn't know what to do?He felt that he was the man in the closet.

"I didn't intend to die, I'm ashamed now." Lu Lanbo explained hastily.

"Then what is the difference between you now and dead? The most important thing is what you look like really matters?"

"Go on."

"I think you lost yourself without him." Zhao Wuguang said, "You are a person who is concerned about gains and losses. Do you remember that when we were in Shiyan No. [-] Middle School, we always envied those top students who concentrated on studying, and envied those students The slag was having fun. As a result, we wanted to play when we were studying, but felt guilty when we were playing. In the end, we neither studied hard nor had fun.”

"I'm good at studying. I'm also in the top ten in the class." Lu Lanbo argued.

"Don't change the subject, do you think of yourself when you are with him now, and him when you are yourself?"

"Xiao Zhao, you can do it! You are actually quite professional." Lu Lanbo thinks that he is really like this. When he was with Qin Mingchang, he felt guilty towards his parents, uncertain about the future, and his gender identity.Now that they are separated, he misses him terribly in his heart.

Zhao Wuguang patted Lu Lanbo on the shoulder and said, "Do you want to fly over to find him now? But no, let me tell you, you order me a bowl of noodles first, go pay the bill, and then you can get out... "

Zhao Wuguang hadn't finished saying the word "scroll", when his hand on Lu Lanbo's shoulder was grabbed.The man's hands were big and fat, like iron pliers, and he was not easy to mess with at first glance.

"You adulterer!" cried the man.

The surrounding crowd immediately quieted down, and they all looked this way.Lu Lanbo was taken aback, and was about to ask Zhao Wuguang what kind of debt he had incurred, when he turned his head and thought, "Fuck me", it was Ma Cheng.

Zhao Wuguang probably misunderstood, and hurriedly whispered to Lu Lanbo: "Didn't you say that girl is not married?"

"Brother and sister, what do you want me to say about you? My big brother is cheating on you, and you're just hooking up with this kind of guy here?" Ma Cheng's voice was loud, and his fat face was flushed with excitement.He looked up and down Zhao Wuguang contemptuously, and felt that although this man was good-looking, he couldn't compare with his brother Qin Mingchang.

"I...you misunderstood." Lu Lanbo was thinking quickly in his mind how he could explain clearly without letting Xiao Zhao know that his partner was a man.

He wanted to say something more, but Ma Cheng called out again, "Old Qin, right here!"

In Lu Lanbo's heart, more than 100 "my grass" overlapped and popped out of his heart.

He turned around and saw Qin Mingchang walking towards him wearing a black and white striped polo shirt and wine red casual shorts. Qin Mingchang's expression was extremely ugly, and he was completely different from his usual steady and calm.

"Director Qin?" Zhao Wuguang looked at Lu Lanbo with some doubts and said, probably there are more than 100 "my grass" in Zhao Wuguang's heart at the moment.

"Old Qin, I have more than a dozen brothers with me. What do you think this person should do if he hooks up with his younger siblings? Otherwise, let's just unload it. The main reason is that this man is messing around. I think the younger siblings are quite well-behaved... Ma Cheng started his own stand-up comedy.

Lu Lanbo looked around, but he didn't realize just now that Ma Cheng really brought a dozen people with him, including men and women.

Qin Mingchang's expression was a little serious, but he hadn't spoken yet.

Zhao Wuguang suddenly understood something, "You've always been talking about Director Qin!"

Lu Lanbo's heart turned cold, there was nothing to hide, he covered half of his face with his hands, trying to preserve his last dignity.

He looked forward to seeing the melon-eating crowd around him.I can only whisper to Qin Mingchang: "This is the Personnel Department, Xiao Zhao, Zhao Wuguang. National third-level psychological counselor."

Qin Mingchang looked at Lu Lanbo with some doubts.

At this time, Xiao Zhao seemed to have grasped at straws, and grabbed Qin Mingchang's arm: "Director Qin, I am Xiao Zhao. I gave your address to Lao Lu in winter. Lu Lanbo and I are pure male and female classmates. Relationship!"

"Personnel Department...Xiao Zhao." Qin Mingchang suddenly realized, his face softened, then blushed, and then embarrassed.

"Misunderstanding." Ma Cheng said awkwardly, and then he looked at the people around him and said, "What are you looking at, haven't you seen TikTok? Whoever secretly videoed and took pictures will be deleted by me. Be careful that I will be sued because of copyright." you."

He looked at Lu Lanbo with a smile: "Sister and sister, I'm sorry, I did this for my elder brother's benefit."

Lu Lanbo looked at the dozen or so people standing beside him speechlessly, and asked, "Are you really a restaurant owner?"

"Yeah, look at the team building in our restaurant, and I happened to meet you two." He pointed to a dozen people standing beside him, some of which had black lines on their faces, and some were still full of ideas.

Xiao Zhao looked at Qin Mingchang and then at Lu Lanbo, probably didn't think of his innocent disaster.He said: "You two talk first. And you settle the bill with me."

Ma Cheng said very happily: "My brother and sister's friends, let's talk about it." He turned around and asked the person next to him to pay the bill.

Qin Mingchang looked at Lu Lanbo and said softly, "Let's find a place to talk."

Lu Lanbo nodded.

Ma Cheng followed behind Qin Mingchang and Lu Lanbo, talking about how he discovered the adultery and how he secretly observed it.

Walking to Qin Mingchang's car, Ma Cheng said, "Sister and sister, I blame me for this. But I have a good heart, really..."

He continued talking one sibling at a time.

Lu Lanbo looked at Qin Mingchang and sighed, and Qin Mingchang nodded at him.

Lu Lanbo asked softly, "Is this your car?" He pointed to the G63 next to Qin Mingchang Phaeton.

Ma Cheng nodded suspiciously.

Lu Lanbo walked to the rear of the car, and with a neat side kick, the left taillight shattered.

Lu Lanbo pointed to the shards of the car light on the ground and said calmly, "You can call me brother and sister again and try! If it breaks again, it won't be the car light."

Ma Cheng was startled, "Then I'll call you Brother Lu?" Ma Cheng stuttered, he looked at G63 distressedly, and said for a long time, "Why did you kick my wife's ass?" ?”

"He will pay." Lu Lanbo pointed at Qin Mingchang and said, Qin Mingchang was also taken aback by him, so he could only nod, "Xiao Lu is like this, you will get used to it slowly."

"Brother...Brother Lu, you are really powerful. Ma Cheng said to Qin Mingchang in a somewhat wretched way: "I really didn't expect you to be the one being ridden. "He smashed his mouth.

Qin Mingchang smiled and shook his head. He looked at Lu Lanbo's arrogant expression.

"Let's go first. Give me the maintenance bill tomorrow." Qin Mingchang said, motioning for Lu Lanbo to get in the car.

"Relieved? Can you talk to me now?" Qin Mingchang said.

"Ah."

"Then Huichunliu?" Qin Mingchang asked after thinking about it.

"Don't go."

"Then I'll go to your house?"

"Don't go."

"Then I can find a coffee shop?" Qin Mingchang sighed.

"Ah."

Qin Mingchang drove him to a very artistic 24-hour cafe in the suburbs.

There were very few people in the shop, so Qin Mingchang and Lu Lanbo found a place to sit down and ordered another pot of hot tea.

"Since you've calmed down, listen to me first." Qin Mingchang said, "That painting was indeed painted by Wen Ge, that's him. But it's also because it's been in the bedroom for a long time and I didn't care. I ignored your feelings , if you want, you can go to the gallery with me tomorrow to choose another one."

"I'm not angry because of the painting." Lu Lanbo lowered his head, "Do I resemble him?"

"Actually, it's not like that. It's just that Ma Cheng's impression of Wen Ge is still in high school, and you look younger."

Lu Lanbo listened, but did not speak.

"And because Ma Cheng treats you as a woman?"

"Not all, why me? You have such good conditions, you shouldn't be single for so long." Lu Lanbo thought for a while, then sighed, "Don't say I'm special, you can't be tough except me."

"Then I said that it was you who walked into my world at exactly that time, do you believe it? If someone else walked in, would it be you who sat with me today?" Qin Mingchang looked at Lu Lanbo, Continued to say: .It was really just a coincidence that I asked you to help Wang Min at first. "

"So, if it was another intern who came out then?" Lu Lanbo was a little puzzled.

"That can only be the story between me and you. Because this is fate. It will guide you to find each other." Qin Mingchang said seriously.

"Then what is it about me that attracts you?" Lu Lanbo lowered his eyes, and his long eyelashes look good when they are lowered.

"When I saw you a few times ago, I didn't feel anything. I thought you were young and young. Then you and I went drinking at night and talked to me a lot, which made me want to get to know you. Until Zhang Xuefei, I wasn't sure about me. How I feel about you. If I had to make up my mind, it would be that time you went to my house in the snow." Qin Mingchang said very frankly.

"Also..." Lu Lanbo sighed, "Do you regard me as a woman?"

"Actually, sexual orientation and gender identity are two different things. I have known since high school that my sexual orientation is different from others. I believe that your gender identity is and will always be male. I know one sentence, I love you , and you happen to be a man. It’s not true, I like men, and you happen to appear. My feelings for you are first of all because you are a man. If I really like feminine men, I can go straight to a woman. "

Qin Mingchang thought for a while and continued: "My father and Ma Cheng may subconsciously feminize you because they know that I am a man. In fact, this is also a misunderstanding of many people. They use heterosexuality to evaluate homosexuality. They think homosexuality should be like heterosexuality. , One side takes care of, and the other side is taken care of. In fact, we two old men, don’t we have many things in common with each other? I will correct them in the future.”

"Actually, there is no need to correct it. I guess Ma Cheng will call me Brother Lu for a long time." Lu Lanbo was a little proud.

"Do you know how much a headlight costs? But that's one of the reasons why you attracted me in the first place." Qin Mingchang said with a smile.

"Didn't you tell me to kick the headlights? You still nodded at me." Lu Lanbo called out.

"I nodded to let you explain to him." Qin Mingchang was a little speechless, "Forget it, as long as you are happy. And this effect is better than verbal explanation."

"By the way, why are you with your classmate Xiao Zhao today?"

"I feel mentally abnormal after being separated from you!" Lu Lanchang sighed, "I asked him for psychological counseling. He asked me which one should I choose between losing myself or losing you?"

"What's your answer?" Qin Mingchang said anxiously.

"You only make choices when you are a minor, and you have to be an adult." Lu Lanbo looked at Qin Mingchang with a smile.

"I assure you, you will not lose both of them." Qin Mingchang promised very seriously.

"Then how did you rush to the night market?"

"Ma Cheng called me and said he saw you flirting with other men. I put down the phone and drove. Although I scolded you more than 80 times in my heart along the way."

"That's even, I scolded you about 100 times yesterday."

"I thought a lot yesterday," Qin Mingchang said suddenly, "if you still mind, I can, um, let you..."

Lu Lanbo didn't understand, Qin Mingchang picked up a one-yuan coin and handed it to Lu Lanbo.

"I can't do it yet, but I can keep it." Lu Lanbo put his hands on his face, "We owe Xiao Zhao a big favor."

"Then can you go home now?" Qin Mingchang asked.

"Yes, but I drank tea tonight, so I might not be able to sleep." Lu Lanbo thought for a while.

"That's just right. I didn't want you to sleep tonight." Qin Mingchang was always very serious when he said these words, as if he was reading a press release.

"It's a bit far from home here." Lu Lanbo said casually, his eyes dodging a little.

"What are you thinking? I think you didn't listen carefully to my lecture on the latest minimally invasive therapy for scaphoid fractures this afternoon. I want to make up for you in the evening."

Qin Mingchang said "make up lessons" but really "make up lessons".

There are more than 100 "fuck me" in Lu Lanbo's heart.