Lonely Lover ABO

Seeing Cheng Qian, Tang Jin was leaning against the side of the car, but immediately stood up straight, with a relieved and concerned smile on his face, and walked towards him quickly: "...Cheng Qian!"

At this time, the night was already very dark, and he saw Cheng Qian standing under the street lamp, and the light was cast from behind him, not reaching his face.Cheng Qian was walking slowly, but when he saw him, he stopped.Tang Jin was already worried in his heart, and when he saw him like this, he immediately felt that something was wrong—this feeling didn't mean that Cheng Qian was in a bad mood, or that he was threatened by someone, but that his whole aura was wrong. Very low, very depressed, like just walked out of hell.

"Tang Jin," he said, his voice flat, hoarse, and strangely cold: "I have something to tell you."

"Well, I know." For some reason, Tang Jin stopped involuntarily and looked at him from a distance of three meters.His face can barely be seen here, it is very flat, without any expression.With his schoolbag on his back, as if he had just finished class, he said without any emotion: "I went to the hospital a few days ago—"

"Well," seeing him like this, Tang Jin panicked inexplicably, but he still tried his best to maintain his composure and listened to him patiently.But Cheng Qian stopped for some reason, his eyes flickered in pain, he squeezed his lips tightly, and lowered his eyes, as if choked.Tang Jin couldn't help being anxious, took a step forward, and slowly asked his guess: "Are you...pregnant?"

Cheng Qian's figure froze for a moment, his eyelids lifted up suddenly, his mood was dark and unclear, and he answered very unwillingly: "...um."

After getting his affirmative answer, at that moment, Tang Jin's heart tightened, and a pleasant tingling sensation ran through his body like an electric current, just like... that night when Cheng Qian who was in heat was poured into his arms forcefully.Feeling extremely fortunate and happy, the long-awaited thing has come true, and my heart is a little blissful.On the plane before, he wondered if Cheng Qian might be pregnant?If that's the case, then the baby...the cute appearance of a pink and tender baby involuntarily appeared in his mind, and Tang Jin was so excited that he couldn't control himself, and almost wanted to call Li Yue to remind him.Now that his guess has come true, he couldn't help laughing in a trance, his eyes full of excited love, he stretched out his hand and stepped forward, wanting to hug Cheng Qian into his arms...but Cheng Qian resisted and took a step back with a stiff face, hiding Opened his movements.

"...Tang Jin, that's not what I want to tell you. I've figured it out, I still won't be with you, you should find someone else."

He spoke calmly, as if he was working in groups on official business.Tang Jin's outstretched hand froze in mid-air, and slowly retracted it for a while, his joyful face was choked, and turned into a slow and difficult one: "——Why?"

"I can't help but care, Tang Jin, what you said... I can't do it." Looking straight at his beautiful eyes suppressing doubts, Cheng Qian spoke word by word, with no expression on his face, and But it hurt like a knife.It was as if a hand was clutching his heart hard, twisting his fingers fiercely, the pain almost forced him to break out in cold sweat, but it also made him sober, cruelly sober: "I always thought, if you are an ordinary person That's good, I can feel more at ease that way, but you... you are not, you are Tang Jin, so let's forget it."

The voice fell, and in the darkness, the silence between the two was terrifying for a moment.Tang Jin stared at him closely, trying to see a trace of uncertainty or evasion in his eyes, but Cheng Qian didn't dodge, and his eyes just met him directly, looking like another person , just wearing Zhang Chengqian's skin.Tang Jin swallowed his throat, smiled a little awkwardly, and pretended to be relaxed: "Cheng Qian, are you suggesting that I give up my family?"

"You know what I mean," Cheng Qian gritted his teeth and couldn't help but pucker his lips when he broke through his stupidity, "I'm cowardly, you should also know that those gossips... you You don't need to care about it, but I will always remember it in my heart. If I am with you, it means that I will be criticized all my life... I can't stand that. "

"And...Tang Jin, I think about it, there is indeed too much inexplicable relationship between us."

Speaking of this, Cheng Qian bit his lip nervously, stood up straighter, and stiffened his back: "I don't seem to like you that much, from the beginning. If it wasn't for that accident, you would have In my heart, I should always be the identity of "Tang Yu's brother", an unfamiliar friend. And after that, I was also surrounded by you-it's just a sign, I can still quit, It doesn't have to be with you. Moreover, even now, my feeling for you is...not heart-wrenching. If I really want to say it, it should just be...moved. "

The voice gradually became difficult, and Cheng Qian finally looked away for a moment, but immediately moved back, staring at the handsome and gentle Alpha in front of him.He must be hurt by himself, he probably feels a little uncomfortable - Tang Jin in front of him has lost his usual calm and gentle expression, and the lines of his usually gentle face have stiffened.But now he couldn't stop, he had to continue to say: "I think you also know that when I'm at home, no one cares about me. Suddenly someone is gentle with me, I can't bear it. Tang Jin, you are very good, very Excellent, caring for people, but... I really don't have any feelings for you. Although I have to admit, it feels really good to be cared for... But a few days ago, after I found out that I was pregnant, I suddenly felt that ... I, I resist in my heart, I don't want this child. I don't have feelings for you, so... It's weird, you know? It's weird... It's too late for me to regret it now, Tang Jin, we haven't really Let’s start, let’s stop here. I don’t like you, and I don’t want to continue pestering you against my conscience—it’s too uneconomical to be criticized by others for this little concern, isn’t it? So, let’s do it like this. With your hormones I must not be the only one who matches, you will find someone else."

Tang Jin stared at him blankly, blinked his eyes twice with difficulty, parted his lips, and said in a low voice, "Then... what about the baby?" Have you already killed him?

"I knocked it out, I went today. I don't like you, we are not suitable, and he shouldn't show up... Tang Jin, I'm sorry, I wasted more than a month of your time. That's it, bridge back bridge road back Let’s just be ordinary friends.” Up to now, Cheng Qian no longer knew what he was talking about, so he just mechanically squeezed out sentence by sentence according to the thoughts he thought up last night.Now, his eyes are full of Tang Jin's bewildered and depressed expression... Such an outstanding Alpha, standing there in a windbreaker and suit, was hurt by what he said, and his eyes are unbelievably dazed.Cheng Qian didn't know whether he was distressed by the baby, or because he said he didn't like him, or both... But, after hurting him, Cheng Qian tried his best to hold back his emotions, afraid that he would cry in the next second come out.

"I... I'm going back first, and I still need to draw pictures. You should go back too, and drive carefully." After speaking, Cheng Qian hurriedly lowered his head, sniffed, and walked quickly to the stairs.Tang Jin stood there, and suddenly said: "...you are in a bad mood now, I won't believe what you say."

His voice was hoarse, as if his breathing was not smooth, he just tried his best to speak out, and tried his best to restore the disintegrated situation: "You just had an abortion, go back and have a good rest, wear more, don't catch cold... eat some nourishing things. In two days, I will come to you again."

"Cheng Qian, I won't believe it," he said.There was a hint of bitterness in his voice, I don't know if he was speaking to Cheng Qian, or trying to hypnotize himself: "You are too easily influenced by emotions, and you made such a decision without serious consideration...Cheng Qian, what you said today, I don't believe a word of it."

Standing at the entrance of the stairs, Cheng Qian turned his back to him, pursed his lips hard, tried his best to control his nasal voice, and said in a suppressed voice: "...whatever you want." Then he went upstairs without looking back.

Downstairs, Tang Jin stood there for seven or eight minutes.It wasn't until his hands and feet became cold that he slowly turned around, opened the car door and sat in.After more than half an hour, under the dim street lights, the black car started slowly and finally left silently.

Standing behind the curtain, Cheng Qian bit his lip, and then sat down slumped, propping his forehead and sobbing silently.

Driving in a daze, Tang Jin didn't know what to do, and ran through three red lights along the way without knowing it.The phone kept vibrating, but he didn't hear it.It usually takes four to ten minutes to get home from Jiu'an Street, but today he drove home in half an hour.Stopped the car at the gate of the house and walked down, Tang Jin fixed his eyes on the steps, and murmured to himself...Calm down first, it’s okay, calm down first.He still remembered that there were family members waiting inside, and the phone calls along the way should have been made by Li Yue. If they walked in like this, they must be worried...

After being calm outside for more than a minute, Tang Jin tried his best to control his emotions, and opened the door with a stiff face.He took off his shoes in the hallway, walked into the living room, and saw Li Yue coming from the dining room, holding a mobile phone in his hand, looking at him with concern: "Jin, what's the matter with you, why did you come back suddenly?" and you won’t answer the phone?”

In the living room, Tang Chuang and his aunt Yin Huiwen were sitting on the sofa, and they all turned to look at him suspiciously.Gritting his teeth tightly, Tang Jin looked at them, pondered for two seconds, then smiled with difficulty, and said in a hoarse voice, "It's okay, I suddenly wanted to come back...it's nothing."

After hearing what he said, the three of them still looked at him, and even frowned worriedly.Li Yue looked at him carefully, stretched out his hand and dragged him to the sofa to sit down, looked at him seriously, and asked softly, "What's the matter, can't you tell us?"

Sitting there straight, Tang Jin froze for a few seconds, and finally couldn't help but close his eyes tiredly, bowed his body, and covered his face with his hands.The uneasiness in his heart poured out, almost taking all the strength out of his body, he took a deep breath as if he was suffocating, rubbed his fingers between the painful brows, and said unacceptably: "Cheng Qian... aborted our baby. He doesn't like me, so he can't accept the baby...he thinks it's weird."

Pregnant with my baby, he thought it was weird.

Nothing hurt him more than this.For children, Tang Jin has always been in a mood of anticipation, especially with someone he likes.People who love each other give birth to a lovely baby, which is the happiest thing in life.On the plane, he had already thought a lot about it—maybe Cheng Qian was pregnant, felt at a loss, felt flustered, and didn't know what to do, it didn't matter, he could comfort him, calm him down, and then slowly Convince him.He can solve any worries and problems, no need to wait, and he can't wait anymore - he can suspend Cheng Qian from school, and he can teach his greedy parents a lesson with kindness and power.I also need to make up for Cheng Qian, bring him back, and let him raise his baby at home with peace of mind... Also, work hard, earn money for milk powder for the baby, give him a carefree environment, and establish a good father's image. A role model... he's thought of all of this, he's even figured out which high school the baby will go to.But he didn't expect Cheng Qian to react like this.

Unacceptable, weird, not sympathetic - all follow-ups are empty because the premise of the thing is wrong.

You are very nice and caring about people... It turns out that he was only moved by his own concern?